Coffee and Breakfast

I was unable to write Coffee and Breakfast yesterday.

Coffee and Breakfast, as well as, every other titles, series, and other postings have been postponed until further notice.

I have been under the weather which is plain to see it was not by accident it was purposefully planned.  It should never have been allowed to happen.

Until I feel better which includes rest, I will not be writing.  I will be resting my bones for my soul has withered away.

The glow that could not hide that came from within me, emanating out of me – like the New Years photograph – is gone.

Listen to me now, I want to move on from you David.  I have said it time and time again, over and over uttering it under my breath, as well as, thinking it loudly in my head.  However, I will not give up, surrender, deny, ignore, or pretend that those moments were not real.  They are the last real and true memories of moments I have.  As you are the last connection I have to the real world where people actually speak to one another, where they erupt with such laughter they fall off a stool onto the floor.  Where the sight of you full of laughter, taken aback by the surprise of my quick, imaginative, vivid picture, unassuming, and detailed wit allowed me to see you.  It was beautiful.  All I wanted to do was get close to you, to be alone with you which never happened because you were always surrounded by people.

Does anyone want to know why David fell in laughter?  A question went around the table of college schoolmates and friends, Is there such a thing as too big?  A question of size.  A man’s penis.  Debate and answer went around the table when I finally spoke up after reliving an encounter with one of God’s most glorious creations of a cock, yes.  There is such a thing as too big because my jaw does not come unhinged.

Boom.

Drop the mic.

David fell.

If you missed it, a snake can un-hinge its jaw.  Travel show at TCS, Alfredo/David with a snake contact lens laughing, but I had already stopped laughing by then.

I only write this because I believe I have been betrayed which is why I do not feel well now.

I have to go.