Dulé Hill – proxy’s don’t work. What I felt from Dulè Hill was his energetic, happy, good-natured person, what I got from the person doing the actual talking was boredom, no energy, and dull.
Had I known what I was booking when I stayed at hotels, or walked by cars at Disney, or gas stations, or the shows or movies I watched, I would have done things differently.
Let me go back for a second, I remember speaking with Jeffrey Tambor at Disney – that is the memory I have. Receiving a call of excited, I-can’t-believe-she-did-it, while trying to speak normally. Had I known he was so excited because he was planning to trick, torture, harm, and abuse me for years, I would never have gotten out of my car.
Had I known what they were actually doing at Disney with the doors, with the walking paths, with the phone calls, with the leaders (please do not confuse the time Stephanie Meyer appeared as Marilyn), with all of it, I would have just killed myself instead of trying to live. Because it is not worth it. This is not a life. It is not worth living.
I couldn’t get another job anywhere. And, it was no longer the real Disney. It was no longer the Disney where David Wolfe called me all the time just to talk to me. It was no longer the Disney where David Wolfe called me, and would sometimes hang-up once he heard my voice.
I do not wish at this moment to go any further into the real Disney.
I am not well at the moment.
I am devastated.
What you have failed to take into consideration are my feelings. In all of this. With everything around me. You have failed to treat me humanely. Criminals sentenced to death have more rights than I have been allowed.
You have failed me, wronged me for entertainment purposes.
You have failed me by not allowing me to seek real help. By allowing actors to play my doctor you have failed and violated my human rights.
I do not know which dentists gave me the root canal that gave me the brain frequency. It should never have happened.
How is it possible that a doctor or dentist are allowed to insert, place, or add anything into a patient, and they are not required to disclose it to the patient? How is it that a doctor or dentist are allowed to do any operation without the patient’s consent?
I never consented to have a Bluetooth, or an operation that would control my body!
How is it possible that a person is able to convince a doctor, or doctors, and dentists to do what has been done to me?
James Franco and David Wolfe, you have destroyed and stolen every dream I have ever had. Because of you, I used to fall asleep by free-associating pictures in my head. Because of you, I no longer have an imagination. Because of you, you have distorted truths, and re-told them as reality.
Actress’s when giving a performance, when giving an emotional performance, get to take a break, have a lot of down time, and get paid a hell of a lot more money.
What you are doing on the show is criminal.
It should be against the law to do everything that has been done to me.
James Franco and David Wolfe, you knew before you placed the skin-suit person in my bed that it would destroy me forever. You had psychologists in my fire alarms doing “work” on my brain not only while I slept, but while I was awake as well. I believe you knew it would destroy me forever. It is not something a person is able to just get over, put aside, or get past. You knew.
James Franco and David Wolfe, you not only sentenced me to a lifetime of extreme unhappiness, and loneliness. You sentenced me to die as well.
Both of you will never be the same to me again. I will never be able to look or see you the same again.
This is not writing. This is not reporting. This is your version of a show and nothing more.
It is not good for me.
Pressuring me at work in my head, so that I will scream/write as soon as I am home is not writing, nor is it the writing I want and wish to do.
I am so unbelievably unhappy which is not me. It is not the Cherith that ever lived until she had to live here.
I was never truly allowed to make an informed decision. I was never truly allowed to make an informed decision about the hotels I stayed at, the gas stations I bought and buy gas, the food I purchase, the way I walk anywhere, the car I drive, or anything in my life. For, you have hidden the truth from me. You have hidden every truth from me. Even after I have called out your deceptions, revealed your disguises, you have never done the right or correct thing by me.
Because you could end this all today. Because you could give me back my life.
I am so hurt by you David Wolfe. You David, most of all have kept me, not allowed me in any way to have love in my life. You have not allowed me to date, or allow me to have a man share my life. Your deception is most hurtful.
This is not good.
WE - DO NOT AGREE! 