August 14, 2017
David Wolfe:
David,
Who the fuck are you kidding?! The last time I walked through the first door (team, 101, etc.) you set me back beyond what I can write here with what you did to my hands!!!! Plus, that psycho blondie tortures me in the bathroom! How can I possibly go through that door again?!! Also, how can you possibly expect me to drive straight into my garage after the last time I parked in my garage without looking back I was fumigated and tortured for my shift because of the vacuum and “new air” and black hole – all of it – being on that side. There certainly no one I am looking back to! Because even if you or that stupid fucking, FUCKO FRANCO were on the other side of the glass it IS NOT THE SAME AS BEING IN PERSON BECAUSE IT IS NOT REAL!!!!
I am so fucking angry at you and all of this! Do you not have any idea how long this all takes?! My shift is not 10 hours it is a 12 hour shift because my drive is also a job, I just don’t get paid for it. Then, I have to hurry up and clean up whatever you assholes left and did in my house, try and eat something because it is impossible and too fucking stressful at work to even eat a protein bar, then I have to hurry up and try to fall asleep. I am lucky if I even get 5 hours of sleep on my working days, most of the time it is 3 or 4 hours of sleep. And, FUCK YOU I am still fucking recovering from all that driving and fucking starving to death back in 2014/2015!!! Do you know for nearly two months all I had to eat was leftover flour, spices, butter and oil that I used to add water and fry – THAT IS ALL THE FUCKING FOOD I HAD OR COULD AFFORD FOR MONTHS!! You fucking assholes!! And, you want me to be fucking grateful and thankful when that and my fucking hands are how I am treated?!! I couldn’t possibly tell you to fuck off enough! Or that Fucking FUCKO FRANCO!!
Plus, the last time I went through the gate that was left open I was “punished with tricks” as it is the “bump” side of the street!
AND, FUCK YOU THE LAST TIME I EXITED THROUGH THE THIRD EXIT IT DID NOTHING BUT ADD EXTRA WEIGHT! YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE! WHO DOES SHIT LIKE THIS TO A HUMAN BEING! PRISONERS ARE TREATED BETTER THAN ME! AND, YOU EXPECT ME TO THINK I AM SOME FUCKING STAR OF A SHOW?! YOU MUST BE FUCKING KIDDING?!
It takes me hours to write, it takes me at least a half an hour or longer of writing before I can get into the headspace that allows me to write. Noise, distractions, having to stop and start, not having my personal space set-up the way I LIKE IT TO BE – ALL DISRUPTS AND STOPS ALL MY CREATIVE FLOW AND ENERGY!
Do you honestly think that I like and enjoy going every single day sans make-up?! I FUCKING HATE IT!! I am just to spent from all the tricks played on me like adding hair growth to my facial creams! I NEVER USED TO LOOK LIKE THIS EVEN WITHOUT MAKE-UP BECAUSE I ALWAYS TOOK CARE OF MY SKIN. I USED TO BE PRETTY EVEN WITHOUT MAKEUP! FUCK YOU! NOW ALL I AM IS PATHETIC AND OLD LOOKING BEYOND MY YEARS!
HOW CAN ANYTHING EVER BE THE SAME BETWEEN US WHEN THE ONLY REASON YOU USED EDISON WAS A TEST – A PSYCHOLOGICAL AND SEX TEST! YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE!
I HAVE TO CLOSE THAT STUPID VENDING MACHINE WITH THE BLACK CIRCLE ON THE WALL, OR I AM TORTURED AT WORK. I HAVE TO MOVE THE KLEENEX BOXES FROM THE PAPER TOWELS, OR I AM TORTURED AT WORK. IF IT WERE UP TO ME I WOULDN’T HAVE TO MOVE OR CHANGE ANYTHING, AND HAVE NO CONSEQUENCES FOR IT! SO, MY TIME COULD BE BETTER USED ELSEWHERE!
HOW IS IT FAIR TO ME TO MAKE A PURCHASE LIKE MY LAST KEY SET ONLY TO FIND OUT IT WENT TO THAT STUPID BITCH CONTROL?! I EXPECTED NOTHING BUT MY CONTROL ALONE WITHOUT ANYONE IN MY FUCKING HOME!
YOU SHOULD NEVER HAVE BOUGHT MY HOME IN PLANT CITY! I MISS MY HOUSE WHERE I HAD LIGHT AND WINDOWS. I HAVE ONE MEASLY WINDOW FOR MY WHOLE LIVING SPACE, NOT TO MENTION EVERYTHING WRONG AND TERRIBLE ABOUT THIS PLACE!!!!
IF YOU REALLY ARE SORRY, IF YOU REALLY WANT TO HELP ME, IF YOU REALLY WANT TO FIX THIS, YOU HAVE A LONG FUCKING WAY TO GO, AND HAVE TO DO A BETTER FUCKING JOB OF TRYING TO TALK AND COMMUNICATE WITH ME!!!!!!
NOW, I HAVE TO HURRY UP SO I AM NOT LATE AGAIN, BUT I AM FAR FROM FINISHED WRITING AND TELLING THAT FUCKO FRANCO OFF!!
WE - DO NOT AGREE! 