Synesthesia

It’s good to know not everything before moving here has been destroyed, altered, and edited.

It’s also good to know that real reporting can be done and is helpful.

If something has been a certain way your whole life it is difficult to realize you are different, or not every person has a brain like yours.

Synesthesia, what a relief that was to discover and learn seeing words, numbers, and letters in your head in specific colors was neither a bad thing nor terrible.

Watching the television program that described synesthesia helped me to understand my brain and myself better.  Unlike the persons portrayed in the program it did not interfere with my life.

In the program, synesthesia interrupted the persons every day life because of what they saw in their brain and mind.  It is not that way for me.

The alphabet was in specific colors.  Numbers had specific colors.  People names were in certain colors.

It was a way for me to organize my brain, helping me to place letters to form words to create sentences so I could communicate.

It’s the way it always has been.

There is nothing wrong with that.

There is nothing wrong with being able to see words in your head.  There is nothing wrong with being able to create pictures in your head.

I am still feverish, sick in my stomach, brain-tired, and weary.

Going to rest.