Coffee and Breakfast, May 11, 2018

I am in such pain.  Bloating.  My organs are hurting, writhing, it is painful.

The closest in the last few weeks I have imagined food was a tuna fish sandwich with cottage cheese instead of mayonnaise.  Serotonin.  I was trying to get my head better.  Still, uncertain if the pain in my head/brain is due to injury or if it has been assigned to my food due to the parking situation.

If I understand correctly will be remedied soon.

I write this to put minds at ease including S.C.  It’s hard to believe what I believe I saw.  If it is true and real why is he so happily, excited?  I don’t feel well enough to participate in joy.

All these years I have been told over and over that I don’t know that I need to be told that I HAVE to be shown the way, yet that is untrue.

I have known all along.

I am going to forget these last few years for a moment.

It was an argument over the phone at a pool in my backyard.  The neighbor behind me was in his backyard yelling and being yelled at while on his phone – over a wedding.  I didn’t hear the words he said, I saw the words and conversation in my head.

You can get the story from David Wolfe and family.  This is after his break-up with his girlfriend if anything on Facebook can be true.

Benedict Cumberbatch on BBC America, Graham Norton show, drinking water with a lemon wedge talking about an 18-year-old swimmer (Brook Bennet is the Olympic swimmer from Plant City).

And…?

Your deadlines are killing my beauty sleep.

I must lie down.  I still don’t feel well.

My work is better than you thought was possible.  It is not so difficult from a woman as you thought.  It is not so difficult from this woman.