Coffee and Breakfast: June 13, 2018

I am fucking pissed as hell!

I want another job.

Do you know if I was able to be in the real world I could go to the police and file a report about persons, then I would be able to have a restraining order against them?  I could have them locked up.  Then, they would not be able to be apart of my life, my job, my employment, my electricity, internet, or have any information or contact with me.

This is what this life feels like.

Why is there not more outrage about me be subjected to a hands-only life?!

Why is there not more anger and upset that I am not allowed to have physical relationships with men?

I want another job!

Beyond fucking mad about having someone push in on my brain with “feelings” THAT I DO NOT SHARE!

Having persons being allowed to view and watch me naked THAT I DO NOT KNOW WHO IS WATCHING ME NOR DO I CONSENT IN ANY MANNER!

Knowing someone is putting something in my brain IS NOT THE SAME AS SHARING OR RECRIPRICATING THE FEELING OR EMOTION!!!!

I am fucking mad as hell!

I am not in love with anyone or like with anyone or ANY EXPERIENCE!!!

I am fucking pissed!

I want another job!

It will not now nor, will it ever be a woman that I want to sleep, have sex, or any other form of sexual relationship!

I have a right to decide who I want in my bed – IT WILL NEVER BE A WOMAN!!!!

Are you fucking kidding me?!

How many years do I have to live like this?!

How is this something that is allowed to happen?!

I was born straight!  Fuck off!

This is not discrimination!

I have a right to my own body!

So, for clarification there should never be anything but straight, single men with vision.

However, the glasses shouldn’t be there to begin with!!!

I shouldn’t be subjected to this life!

Can you imagine what it is like for me – it amounts to the same as RAPE!

The kitchen is still closed.