The path has not yet been cleared and clear for me to enjoy at night at the movies. It is known by the correct parties concerned. It is not all clear. All clear is not the same as transparent. Trans-parent. This should never have happened to me or been allowed to happen to me. This is not discrimination or a personal judgement – it is about correctness and proper procedure and order.
I am the parent. I am the mother – not the other way around.
Here I am again, hot as hell, mad as everything having to correct problems that are not my job. Before going to work – again.
To be clear, any franchise such as Star Wars would be mad, upset, angry, and disgusted at being used in the way that it was to teach me and re-train me. Why else would I include someone I spoke to and for no other reason.
STOP GIVING OTHER PEOPLE AND THE WRONG PEOPLE CREDIT FOR THE WORK I DO AND AM DOING!
I am working on 13 stories I have to write before going back to work, and those are not all of the stories.
This is how I understand him – the man on the side of the road. He has a sick and twisted sense of humor in the best way possible considering the many different people he encounters. It is a sick and twisted sense of humor in a healthy way. It is not perverted, or sick, or deviant, or disgusting. It is extremely healthy as a way to re-channel and redirect energies, emotions, and negativity, so as not to have to carry around his work as a burden. Also, he likes to have fun and enjoy himself. There is nothing wrong with any of that. That is extremely healthy. Either I saw that in him, understand that about him, or I do not. It is either real or it is not.
However, there is no place for that at my work. It is not a work environment that functions in that way. Too easily it is misinterpreted, misunderstood, and degrading to my physical body and mind. I would rather think highly of him, men for that matter, than think otherwise.
Capisce?
Do you realize I have been denied access to buy purchases such as the Beleek coffee mugs and tea set last year that would have matched the shells in the movie Moana? For me, the purchases would have had nothing to do with the movie. Beleek happens to be one of the best porcelains I’ve ever purchased. It is made of such fineness, I have not seen or purchased its equal. There might be others, I simply have not been exposed to it, yet.
Do you realize that it takes me some four or five hours after waking up to get to the point of being able to get work done? To be able to write. I do not understand this if it is merely from the illegal entries or not.
If it is my job to go around every day before I clock in and secure every single entry pointed staircase securing it closed than I AM THE BOSS! Otherwise, they would never be opened or used to clear jams.
If you are using something that is not understood by me such as spraying the goddamn fucking air than it is not working nor feasible to continue.
If I am able to do something or understand something without the use of chemical inhalants or spraying the air, then STOP IT IMMEDIATELY! It is counter-productive because all I learn from it is that I am not actually doing anything of any measure or worth. Such as alerting the government to extremely dangerous threats.
If you are interested I had an idea about my hair getting it to a more natural color. When roots grow out the line on my hair was getting tiresome to me. I am trying to reduce work and expense.
I am not buying pants at this time. You will have to wait and see.
The reason for causing damage to my chair where I work at home is this: Maurice loves me, he loves to sit with me while I work. Murphy loves me, he loves to sit in my lap. There is nothing wrong with MY animals wanting and liking ME! To change that is beyond disgusting!
Do you understand that I remember David at the bar with ice in his beer? Am I supposed to forget that?! How and why would I possibly want to change that?!
As to June 25, 2018 talking to Chris, as soon as I said, did you do stand-up? I don’t know what happened on the other end, but I was taken aback, almost blinded it was so bright as Chris spoke, I did stand-up. Who am I speaking to? David Wolfe? It still feels one-sided, I felt he was so excited, however I believe that is only because he is excited because he believes he has done something by allowing Michelle Obama to hear what it is I am saying in my head as I am working.
Do you understand, I am the ONLY employee in that whole building who takes less than a fifteen-minute break – EVERY FUCKING DAY JUST TO KEEP NUMBERS UP?! Why the hell would I look at the television screen to look up my numbers WHEN THE NUMBERS ARE MADE UP?!
What is my job?!
It goes too fast all the time.
What is it that you actually want me to do? Pack and pack only? Then get the fuck out of my head! Otherwise if you want to speak in my head, have conversations, dream in my head, imagine, create – GODDAMMIT IT GOES TOO FUCKING FAST!
Fucking hell man, I feel like a machine you keep whipping to make it continue!
Do you understand that my ice cube trays have been made inedible? I am not throwing them away as I might find a purpose for them other than making ice.
Do you understand that they have entered my home cutting into my clothes to make them smaller, shorter, creating an unnatural walk by doing so?
Do you understand that Marcel Marceau’s relative disagreed with what he saw – he is not the only one, he is not the only person I’ve seen disagree? It is in line with the thinking of Monster’s Inc. you can get better and more productivity from and through a comedy line of thinking rather than trying to scare and frighten employees into submission.
Do you know it was at the Timeshare job in St. Petersburg where I heard the Saudi Arabia reference? They were trying to get women to get me to change my gaze when I knew exactly the person I should be looking at?
WE - DO NOT AGREE! 