Most people watch television and movies, so they don’t have to think. To zone-out, unwind, and destress. I have been denied this for years when they made it a part of my job. Any person after so many years of this would become unhappy, if nothing else, after being told what movies or shows they must see.
Trudging through a task list after working eight or ten hours straight through, no wonder I stop to watch a movie. I don’t want to think anymore. Why on a day off from work would I want to relax and not do work? I must be crazy.
I am exhausted.
In addition, whatever I purchase is also a part of my job. When I purchase an item, how I purchase an item, from what company, on and on and on and on. Why I am not allowed any separation from work and home? Why is it that people are allowed in my home at all? Why is it that people are allowed to destroy my personal property like my refrigerator, dryer, my clothing, any photographs?
Modeling doesn’t work for me, what it does is push me into doing the opposite or inaction of the model.
Then, I am disgusted because I have not accomplished everything, and I am too tired to continue.
Ugh!
Author: endthefalselife
Saudi love is forever, but will not wait forever - it’s bye-bye time now! Get me my fucking money and settlements, know who is truly my attorney, get that fucking money you people owe me for this false life! Chose wisely and know the difference between what will and what will not go defended by me! Make the same mistakes over and over will not be defended by me! Fire, threats, unemployment, loss of quality of life, loss of life, no happiness, weight gain - will never be defended by me! This is not enough American master intelligence in over - 30 years, still not enough income, you’re already done and don’t know it - it’s not enough money to live on stop lying - you are not paying someone - to live, what’s the real result you expect then?! ICAI: You have until 5/30/2026 and then it’s truly over America! If you can’t let me have my freedom and my money - in over 13 years, you will lose to Norway, and ch will retire to Norway, possibly marry, not in America, and you won’t get anything again, from ch! You’ve had too much smell time! You’re too fucking lazy! You’ve not paid me and you’ve not given me - my real fucking money, you’re not working fulltime, and all you’re doing is waiting to see me dead in the takeover! You’re too goddamn fat and heavy and unemployed - fucking rage goddamn fucking hot fucking mad - Cough the money up, DC Virginia! Cough it up! Too late now, ch is on her weigh, dead or alive now! Ch is on her weigh! That’s all any of this is ever about - DC Virginia withholding money and funds! Cough it up! ;($!?,. Post script, PS a sword - cough it up dc Virginia
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