Most people watch television and movies, so they don’t have to think. To zone-out, unwind, and destress. I have been denied this for years when they made it a part of my job. Any person after so many years of this would become unhappy, if nothing else, after being told what movies or shows they must see.
Trudging through a task list after working eight or ten hours straight through, no wonder I stop to watch a movie. I don’t want to think anymore. Why on a day off from work would I want to relax and not do work? I must be crazy.
I am exhausted.
In addition, whatever I purchase is also a part of my job. When I purchase an item, how I purchase an item, from what company, on and on and on and on. Why I am not allowed any separation from work and home? Why is it that people are allowed in my home at all? Why is it that people are allowed to destroy my personal property like my refrigerator, dryer, my clothing, any photographs?
Modeling doesn’t work for me, what it does is push me into doing the opposite or inaction of the model.
Then, I am disgusted because I have not accomplished everything, and I am too tired to continue.
Ugh!
WE - DO NOT AGREE! 