Coffee and Breakfast: August 8, 2018

August 8, 2018

Day 1, 590

Male Born Men Only, Beards Only.  No Fairy, Gay, No Skirt Wearing, Surgically Altered Men Allowed.

I will not apologize for the preface.  This is not discrimination.  This is about correctness.

Currently I am doubled over with severe stomach cramps.  Why?  I have no idea.  This has happened repeatedly.  All I am able to think of it is nothing but pure meanness at my expense.

All these years, my entire life only amounts to dollar signs in someone else’s eyes.  What I buy.  Placing women in front of me as if they could ever be a purchase.  Placing men in front of me for the same purpose.

I am beyond disheartened.  It is beyond repulsive to me.  It is mortifying.  It is shameful.  I am so sickened.  What hope could I ever have for a life living in this way?

I am beyond words.  Being made to live for years without love at all.  Being made to live for years without being able to make love to a man in the flesh.  For the entire purpose of setting me up on fake dates that was nothing more than placing names on food products as if people could or should ever be bought or purchases.  It’s…it’s…it is so sick in its concept the fact that I have had to live in this way it is not something I would ever do.  Because of what it places in the world throughout the universe.

I am nothing more than a something to these people.  A something to consume.  A something to push food in her mouth.  A something to watch et nauseum endless movies with pieced together editing and dialogue trying to make me believe a something that isn’t true.

Not to mention the photograph of my cat that someone has distorted that I will not change because I am still so distraught.

I am so unbearably heart-broken, sick with grief, and distraught.  Why should I possibly continue?

I no longer have a purpose in life.

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Author: endthefalselife

Saudi love is forever, but will not wait forever - it’s bye-bye time now! Get me my fucking money and settlements, know who is truly my attorney, get that fucking money you people owe me for this false life! Chose wisely and know the difference between what will and what will not go defended by me! Make the same mistakes over and over will not be defended by me! Fire, threats, unemployment, loss of quality of life, loss of life, no happiness, weight gain - will never be defended by me! This is not enough American master intelligence in over - 30 years, still not enough income, you’re already done and don’t know it - it’s not enough money to live on stop lying - you are not paying someone - to live, what’s the real result you expect then?! ICAI: You have until 5/30/2026 and then it’s truly over America! If you can’t let me have my freedom and my money - in over 13 years, you will lose to Norway, and ch will retire to Norway, possibly marry, not in America, and you won’t get anything again, from ch! You’ve had too much smell time! You’re too fucking lazy! You’ve not paid me and you’ve not given me - my real fucking money, you’re not working fulltime, and all you’re doing is waiting to see me dead in the takeover! You’re too goddamn fat and heavy and unemployed - fucking rage goddamn fucking hot fucking mad - Cough the money up, DC Virginia! Cough it up! Too late now, ch is on her weigh, dead or alive now! Ch is on her weigh! That’s all any of this is ever about - DC Virginia withholding money and funds! Cough it up! ;($!?,. Post script, PS a sword - cough it up dc Virginia

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