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Subject: HIGH TREASON
September 6, 2018
Sit down! You are going to get an ear full!
Keep this in mind, naked groin shot. We are not braiding hair here. It is a proven fact it does not translate well. I do not have to clarify any more about it.
I am telling you specifically I am fucking pissed that my eyeglasses that were brought to my door that should have been correct to begin with, I must now dally around in my car to have them fix at the fucking store?! I’m fucking mad! WTF, did they do to my fucking contacts?! FIX IT!!
Enough superfluous projects! As I have only had a few hours of sleep and it has taken me hours just to get here to write! ENOUGH! WTF, have they done to my computer and phone?! I am seriously unable to use MY OWN DEVICES?! FIX IT!!!
All this writing I do in my head while getting work done at my house is gone when I am finally able to sit down and write! ENOUGH ALREADY!!
Even David failed to realize, I stopped laughing and being funny back at The Container Store in 2014 after realizing everything about my house and workplace is not real.
I don’t play pretend! Proven fact!
LET’S GET SOMETHING STRAIGHT AND CLEAR, MY NEIGHBOR IS CANADIAN WHOSE GARAGE DOOR IS TO MY RIGHT, WHOSE FRONT DOOR IS TO MY LEFT IS A MAN MARRIED TO A WOMAN WITH ADULT CHILDREN! HOW SOMEONE WAS ALLOWED ACCESS TO CHANGE THIS FACT INTO LOS ANGELES AND CALIFORNIA TO MY RIGHT WAS A BIG MISTAKE! IT WAS A WAY FOR THEM TO STOP IT FROM BEING TRULY INTERNATIONAL AND ARTISTRY! SO, FILL IN THAT FUCKING HOLE IN THE ASPHALT BECAUSE IT IS NOT THE TRUTH!
Who was that driving down the road the opposite direction to me? The World Health Organization! That’s who! So, stop pretending you can keep up with me!
I am fucking pissed!
Clean house! You need to do a sweep! Clean house! Because the line around the lake is not secured! Loop back again, because it is also not secured! I mean every fucking house! No joke!
While in the shop, after having coffee together, he wants to know why I do some things I do and why I move the way I do. It is how it has been set-up. It is the distance items are to each other. How many steps I must take to reach one item, then another. It has been set-up to have me move in a way.
For instance, the mats on the floor that have been turned into torture devices, ways to make me limp, and walk unnaturally. Because there are so many steps with each, naturally I have reduced my movements to save energy. It is a long shift after all.
Also, I see this a lot in people just as I saw it in him. They are unable to fully appreciate (don’t go gay, I write it because it is the best word to describe) and understand how these years have forever damage me psychologically.
I saw and felt it in him. He knows I can intimidate them. He knows I am more than capable. He knows I am intimidating. He wants to know why my face is not a better reflection of that. I have been saying and writing this for how many years now?! Here is your answer: Does a prison of war get to look like their true self?! I am not even allowed to take care of myself the way I know works best for me. Not to mention the bull-shit that happens after the fact and while I am away. So, I stopped working with my face and body because when I go to work and I am purposefully hit in the head – more than once – specifically in the latter part of 2016 with a handle, made to look like an accident, so I had a lump on my head the size of a tangerine for nearly a month, you naturally stop doing things. They knew it. They used it in one of their shows.
About 30, truth be told. That is what and how it would work. Because it is so specific, so demanding, so detail-oriented, so intense, so very, very careful. It would also work to vary fast to slow. Or, like I said do away with it entirely. It is a hinderance to the real work and nothing more. No one would miss it.
Agapanthus and sweet potato vine are both ground cover. They are very good colors. Sweet potato vine is able to have a cutting place it in the ground without doing anything else and it covers the ground. It requires little water and maintenance, why is this not used more along our highway and road systems instead of grass? Agapanthus, I loved. I had it in my yard at my house. It was bright and happy and tall to look at. Charming in the landscape.
I plan on returning my artwork to the frames that used to be on my walls. Returning outside things to their place. As they were.
The meal being brought is on a plate of fine china. Bibb lettuce (pay no attention to the name I write it because of the quality and texture and how it goes well with the rest of the ingredients) with chicken Waldorf salad. I have no idea how many years its been since I’ve had Waldorf salad. Dill bread with Welsh rarebit, a slice of ripe tomato, salt and pepper. Some seasoned alfalfa sprouts with sliced radishes. It is a meal that requires a knife and fork to eat in both hands during the meal.
It is not a gay possible here.
How a person can steal while developing and working in a lab from a holy institution. I do not know. In the distance, it is still about. There might be something else about.
A selection of beer in bottles, wine in bottles, and still water in glasses. Chose what you like.
Remember this is very intense, very specific work. It takes time.
Lambert, Murphy, and Maurice are waiting for me to return to my natural self and mind.