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July 7, 2019
Ok, because I am so not interested in dragging this out any longer than these years already have, before anymore fabricated news stories, before one more day goes on, I guess, I am just going to write what people are trying to have me believe.
I, myself, cannot understand it at all.
Why anyone would want me to believe Prince Harry is involved at all, I cannot understand. The notion is beyond absurd. Are they married or not? Then, go away. Is it a cover story or is it real?
If Prince Harry dated me as Mark, here is the tell: while having a picnic at a park by the water one sunny afternoon, drinking beer and sushi, sushi that I bought, the conversation and chemistry was just not there ever with Mark, nor would it be since I am a mirror, proxies will never be able to display – true.
There were seagulls that were more interesting than Mark. Not really a good sign on a date that the wildlife was more interesting, talkative, and had more in common than your date. There were seagulls at a trash bin trying to get to someone’s take-away food that had been thrown away. So, I decided to help them out. I went to the trash and opened the Styrofoam take-away and placed it on the ground and told the birds they could eat it. When it looked like they were done, I closed the lid and threw it away properly.
Mark said, this is who you really are, when I was playing and talking with the birds. I thought to myself, he has no idea who I really am.
It is about the equivalent of I know what you would like instead, instead of a typical date, instead of the boredom and drudgery of formality, let’s sneak away around the corner for a few moments of private spontaneity that only us two people will remember in our lives. Because a private moment like that is of greater importance and more valuable than can be expressed.
If this is true, if Prince Harry has used virtual reality with me, I am aghast.
Brandon at work, shook my hand, David was in the virtual space while Brandon was talking to me, and Prince Harry. They did this stupid nonsense, of using Brandon to tell me I am on final written warning at work when I spoke out loud about remembering, you’re fucked (figure of speech) because I remember everything now.
The smart thing would be to deny it ever happened. I guess that is what everyone intended on doing, including David and James Franco.
The picture in the news of Prince Harry and family reads, true. The read of the people reads: true. True as in admitting, and true as in truthful. Truthfully, as in they’ve all talked about it, about me. Truthful as in not in opposition to me as a person.
I am aghast. It is quite literally, inconceivable.
I am not sure as to why people are trying to place blame on Englander’s when it has been displayed at work they’ve used an American woman as the point of blame for my weight gain, and the decline of my person from who I was when I worked at The Container Store.
I honestly can’t imagine any royal man would be interested in a beach blonde who would always enjoy a spot of tea, and beer. Beach blonde is the component that would upset the system.
Why you have allowed Brandon to deny me a day shit makes no sense to me at all. I’ve removed my awards from my computer because I am so upset.
Don’t be a knit hat is in specific reference to Sherlock. When I was hired at Hilton, a man hired me, then the story circulated that they hired a woman, not me, and this woman then showed up at work dressed as a man going through sex-change surgery into a woman. This person oversaw the floor, meaning every person, including me, where I worked. Then, September 11th, 2001, happened, and they fired me. Fired me due to lateness because I was in such a daze over the loss of David.
David, please don’t use me as a way of getting revenge on the women in your life. Please don’t upset my boyfriend in this way.
Don’t be a knit hat because they used the same playbook when they hired me at Disney, they’ve been using it too long now. It was a woman who hired me, and it was the FBI man speaking through her.
When the attacks on September 11th happened, I went to school, it was closed, I went to school anyway, when my theater teacher got to me near the parking lot as though, he had been instructed to talk to me. I could not go home yet; the threat was not there. I went to a bar with a girl I went to school with to what would be considered a sports pub, Brandon Ale House, this is the sports reference in Sherlock. It is not a literal sports reference.
Where I was needed was working with the men in Tampa. No one used me or worked with me.
It is interesting that the only comfort I got from watching the news about the attacks was from watching BBC America. Unemployed in Greenland is just a reference to my brother’s favorite color. How unhappy you people make me.
It is possible to allow me to have a day shift without having to go through HR – again. There is no reason – anything – has to be done through HR, as it turns out it has devasting consequences for people around the world.
Honestly, I have no idea why you use my workplace as a place of combat against me, to demean me, hurt me, insult me, harm me, just to create and make my life – miserable. I live in the confines of my home, and the confines of my employment and that’s it. What a miserable life.
I am too unhappy to continue writing.
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