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July 27, 2019
I am on strike. Simple things like continuing to place weight gain and facial hair in my food products which at this point is only to mess with my head so I do not feel in my mind attractive to the male sex. If you included Prince Harry’s wife in my last food order continuing to have me OVER a 120 lbs. it is so that I will not look and feel attractive to the male sex. You did it just to hurt my mind, head, and brain.
What the fuck Harry’s wife has to be so afraid of I am not sure, he married her. That’s his problem. How these people get talked into marrying people they don’t love; I am not sure. It’s too absurd to believe.
Do you really want to fire me?
Or, you just thought that some sexually confused woman who thinks she is a lesbian who really wants to be straightened out and break ties with the gay community to regain her own mind after her abuse who is so terrified of daylight, she is more important to have around?!
No, no one corrected the virtual punch she gave me at work. David only did want he was told to do; I am sure given the circumstances now he would take it all back and do it all over again. If Harry’s wife had anything to do with it, she doesn’t want me to be seen as more attractive than her. So, what is she so afraid of? He married her. Why is she so afraid unless she has not been truthful?
The real Hannibal Lecter is too important. If you failed to miss it, he is too important. It would be why I would not have given the order to kill him. I have given a lot of orders that would destroy people and places. He is in too many movies, as well, so that also suggests he is too important. Having him break up with me sent me into a nuclear melt-down. You didn’t see that coming. You didn’t see that could be a possibility. So, if you thought any possible matches, I wrote about have a chance anymore, you are wrong. They are so far gone from my heart and mind I might as well be drifting in outer space without a space suit.
If this is to be the rest of my life it would have been better for me to die taking care of my mother. At least my life would have meant something to a person, if only to my mother. She is Eliza Doolittle after all. They actually wrote My Fair Lady about my mother.
I am relentless. Relentless is my word for myself. However, I am unwilling to continue placating, so if you want me to burn the heart out of a double agent – find yourself another Weapons of Mass Destruction, I am on the night shift, not the day shift.
You still don’t understand all of the code in these movies, the skin over Hannibal Lecter’s face in the ambulance in the movie Silence of the Lambs, reads: skincare. It literally reads skincare as in a line of skincare, as in my mother and I both sold skincare. The gutted guard is my mother’s gun shot wound and it is now implicated in the scheme of my hysterectomy. And, the sex scene in When Harry Met Sally is about my abortion. So, no. I am most upset. About my abortion, self-defense in advance from Sherlock, so how people knew my abortion was self-defense in advance because that is how it felt, I have no idea, and I am devastated as to all my losses. And the one person who was actually working to help me, you took him away from me. I am so hurt.
I didn’t know how to get away from my former boyfriend/fiancé without him or others coming after me and my family. And, they knew me like any mother I would have placed myself in front of my child, I would not have tried giving my child to an eagle that is what the scene is about in the movie The Proposal with the dog. It looks like my own government wanted to kill me because of LA of what happened specifically in the Mexican restaurant after Germany when I was 17.
The Weapons of Mass Destruction and you won’t let me have a day shift. The United States government still looks dumb!
You look like you are going to need my help with Brexit; however, nothing in the news is of any help it all looks like gibberish. And, I am not in the mood. I am upset and heartbroken and drained from the night shift.
By the way, it means I am fluent in Russian. I have no idea how that could be, but for that to be true it means I am fluent in Russian – as a baby.
I am on strike. I weigh too much, I am not on the day shift.
WE - DO NOT AGREE! 