July 30, 2019: READ: WARNING: National Joke

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July 30, 2019

I think you are confusing the meaning behind, I hate this job, and its meaning.  When I start saying I hate this job it means, I don’t want you.  I don’t want to be around you, I don’t like you.

I don’t like being spoken to by a woman asking me, ma’am are you ok?

Really?!  You want to pretend it is NOT MY JOB TO SPEAK OUT LOUD AND TELL PEOPLE HOW I AM – FEELING?!  AND WHAT IS GOING ON IN MY MIND WITH WHO IS AROUND ME?!  OF COURSE, IT IS MY JOB TO SPEAK OUT LOUD TO TELL THE AUDIENCE, THE INVISIBLE AUDIENCE, WHAT MY THOUGHTS ARE AND HOW I AM – FEELING!

You made me feel like a national joke tonight!  Like a nothing.  Like a nobody.  Like a thing to be poked and prodded, manipulated into something that isn’t real, and nothing more than a joke because I’ve written and spoken about – love.

It is not my job to love this pant sucker!  This person who makes my pants stick to my skin so I cannot – MOVE MY BODY!

I will not love or help this wanna-be lesbian anymore who has done nothing other than copy after Courtney trying to make me believe she also is a lesbian.  Courtney is nothing more than a selfish, glomming person.  That is how she looks to me.  She needs to move on just like the wanna-be lesbian.

I am devastated by the loss of my friend and boyfriend.  I don’t trust you people anymore!

I hope you all are happy you have hurt me with the loss of my boyfriend.

Devastated and heart broken, I am too fat and heavy, I want a day shift!

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