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August 9, 2019
I just received an email for a day shift job offer, so why am I so angry?! I am enraged. Something’s wrong in there. The email looks phony, the offer appears phony, disingenuous, and phony. Something’s wrong in the email. Truthfully, there is no reason why I am not receiving an email with a choice of shifts for me to choose from. Truthfully, there is no reason to send me to HR to speak with more people who do not know what they are doing, again. This looks like you are giving people power and access to me and details about my job, and it already looks like it is going to have a negative effect. Negative effect meaning, people are going to get hurt, possibly killed.
He needs to know this; he will not want to appear disingenuous and phony. Nor, would I ever do that to him.
More importantly, there should be no reason it makes me so angry. It tells me something is very wrong. Wrong in HR, wrong in the email, it looks like a trick. I shouldn’t be so angry, nor should it be such a problem.
I got mad as hell when I re-watched 13 Hours again watching them use children as shields. That’s their military strategy? To use children? Weak. It makes them look weak to me.
Is this true? Is the date true? Is this the actual date of the attack in 13 Hours? Do you know why it happened? Have you figured it out yet? Do you actually, any of you, believe they have simply been attacking Americans and America because they do not like us or believe we are evil?! Did this attack actually happen September 11th, 2012?! Do you know what it means? It’s astounding to me. My hysterectomy was in August of 2012. They attacked and killed Americans because of my hysterectomy. This fact of my hysterectomy is still a big problem.
Has anyone believed that these conflicts have been using any military strategy?! Because they haven’t. Not to me. Not in my mind. This is not military strategy this is almost 100 percent emotion. Guess what you cannot predict? Guest what computer software programs that are used in these agencies have never been able to do? Predict. Predict behavior. Predict the emotional response.
The point was proven again when you had my boyfriend break-up with me. Someone thought they could predict my response. You look like a dumb fuck to me. You’re still trying to predict my behavior because you do not understand their behavior. Well, guess what? I do. I certainly am able to understand their behavior.
Anything you do to me and my family, harm, injury, or hurt? People die because of it!
Is Tyrone actually the name of the real person or is it a code name? Looks like a code name because he dies in the movie. Tyrone is my mother. It made me upset all over again. This is probably the real reason my mother is now dead. Tyrone. Tyrone is, Tyrone Square Mall. Tyrone Square Mall was the location I worked at Visionworks when I was read by an Englishman, and this is also the lyric, to see what I’d become, and the kiss on the cheek. You cannot believe how upset this makes me. My dead mother, Tyrone.
It would take me quite a while to go through all the intelligence in 13 Hours, one really big notable, the repeated dialogue of “security or contractors” that really read as military, and intelligence telling our military to follow orders. Who do you think they are getting intelligence from? From me, you morons.
Code name: G.R.S – says growl, it is musical, it is a growl in a voice, and it is also, a growl in – most specifically – a woman’s voice when singing. Like something a person really likes in a singer.
Be aware, I find the baby Trump news pieces and story to be most damaging, and I don’t appreciate it. Any of them.
Did this silly Ikea pretender actually receive a 79 score or close to it? Because she lied about her credentials and ability?
This Ex-Tinder story is a scary. Look at how well they look in appearance, how expensive, how clean, and look how you make me look?! With facial hair! With false dark circles! With puffy eyes! With uneven skin complexion! What the hell do you think you are doing by making my face look so terribly bad?! I really don’t appreciate it at all!
Here’s more training: something is brought to my mind, brain, and head, it says – a workable plan. This actually happened. That’s is all it says, a workable plan. It doesn’t say I believe in it, I like it, I want it, I disbelieve in it, or anything else. It translates into, a workable plan. Remember, transgender is a misinterpretation. Translator, parent. My mother was also a translator.
Here is something else that has been mistranslated: the photograph of me as a baby in the hospital, in Redondo Beach, California, is black and white. You literally have 47 years of wrong intelligence being, black. No joke. That is really not funny. You have intelligence people who will get really angry upon reading that, and they should. It will take a while, probably years; however, it should help. Clear things up a bit.
Somewhere there has to be an unaltered copy of my baby photograph that was taken in the hospital. Nearly all of my photographs have been altered and edited and that is the equivalent of planting evidence at a crime scene. There is something in my baby photograph at the top border or edge of the photograph, being grey. It should be translated, interpreted, it is intel. Also, the circumference of my face in the photo will give, no joke, coordinates that can be used throughout the world. It will literally amaze people. Also, from left to right of the widest part of my face will be more coordinates that will work.
This is really one of the dumbest things anyone could think of. Have Cherith date famous and rich people in disguise and proxy and then have her guess who they are over years. Um, dumb. After all this work I’ve done all my life, all this military and intelligence work, someone thought having me date famous and rich people would be of interest to me? To guess them? When I had already been speaking and dealing with leaders of nations as a child.
This Tesla profile, perhaps it’s real, reads as pompous, arrogant, conceited, just about every quality I would find most unattractive in a person, let alone a straight male.
Dude, you shit your pants: if someone did this on purpose it reads: criminally insane.
If I were you, here’s my advice, I am sure I am not the only one, or am I, to have thought of this. Instead of responding to threats and threat levels why is no one figuring out who is most important to these groups of people, such as myself, and then working intel from that direction. That way intelligence would be ahead of the game instead of constantly putting out fires or responding to threats.
Who worked with the High School shooter, BBC news piece, 8chan? It’s very good. It says a lot about the High School shooters mental well-being. Why is this HS shooter not in charge of taking care of something like a garden, not mine, in his own vicinity, or an animal? He needs to work on caring. Caring for others. Especially since his own mother was afraid of him. He would not really have liked that. Not every parent is the same, there is nothing wrong with that. I would have smothered him with kisses until he relented that false exterior of what he thought was a notion about being a man. Killed him with kindness. Sort of. He could use some discipline; however, people will get the wrong idea about discipline, his discipline would work best in something like caring for a plant or animal. Not physical discipline.
These are all men, my FBI man, this other FBI man, my boyfriend, Harry, David, Tim, this man from Africa or Somalia, not in any particular order, these are all men, grown men, not boys, not children or childish, men. No wonder it took me so long to get this A$AP Rocky profile, this man from Africa or Somalia is much more attractive than the profile, he is closer to six feet than he is to five, he looks nothing like a boyish man, and he would certainly not want to appear as though he had to exert power over me by placing facial hair on me. It would say and read that he is a dumb man, when in fact, he is not.
This Secret Garden profile, my FBI man, looks desperate for attention, does not look like a legitimate profile, just a wanna be, says, lesbian, needy, dumb not very bright, risky unsmart, and more. You put too many news stories, so I stop writing what I see because it is too much.
This other FBI man, yes, the drunk pilot news story does look like the woman who wanted you to appear weak by coming whenever you want around me. Should she really stay if she continues to do subpar work? Her work looks subpar to me.
My boyfriend was correct, this other FBI man needs this release. It has been most helpful to him. The reason I was so upset while he was speaking in the psychology class because he was not being truthful about who he really was. I wasn’t looking at his face because he wanted me to look at his body because he wanted me so much sexually.
Here’s this other FBI man’s tell: he placed evidence from a crime scene and crime he committed in the quad outside my classroom. It is where I wanted to go when I was getting upset during the class, I also didn’t want to leave the classroom. I walked past this quad on my way to the class, and I did not walk back the same direction. This man wanted me to find him out, he wanted to get caught, he would have been upset, upset with himself that he did not get sent to jail.
This other FBI man wants nothing sexually kinky, it would only upset him, if you just talked about lesbians with me, or me and two men as a threesome, or anything of the sort – IT WOULD ENRAGE HIM, and you wouldn’t see it because it is in his mind alone. Did you want him to become a career criminal or did you want him to stop killing people?! You stupid fucks!
He has never wanted another woman sexually, as much as he wants me. The release helps him. I don’t have time to go on about the movies and him, he is in Zero Dark Thirty, and it is flattering to both the actor and him. So, he has done good work. He does not look as though he wants to continue being a criminal. What would have helped him and prevented him from ever committing a crime? Working with me. Working with me as FBI personnel. When I was 18.
I am not certain who this is attached to, if anyone, seek me out the diamond in the rough (Aladdin) means, rough, like the rough in a golf course, it would be the very reason it was spoken to me about Gentlemen Only Ladies Forbidden. Only the exceptionally rare may enter.
Man, I am tired, I have been up for hours and I have not gotten any real work done. I still have to clean my house and myself. When is my downtime? When do I get any R&R? When do I get to rest and relax? It is way too much work.
I cannot see my mother in Heaven, and I should be able to see her in some way. It tells me, she is unhappy and upset, most likely it has to do with this “life” you have me living where I am not able to have a real relationship with a man like my boyfriend. Who I want to have real conversations with, wake up to him in the flesh, and so on. Like a real boyfriend and girlfriend.
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