November 21, 2019: READ: WARNING: FBI: I’LL BE DEAD SOON

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

BE ADVISED: THESE PERSONS UNTIL THEY DESISTS FROM MY LIFE AND PREMISES, AND HOMES, WILL BE NAMED – EVERYDAY – THESE PERSONS, ARE NOT, AND SUBJECT TO THE LAW OF WILLFUL DISRUPTION OF THE PEACE, CANNOT EVER BE ALLOWED TO FOLLOW ME, MY WHERABOUTS INCLUDING KNOWING MY WHERABOUTS, WORK WITH ME, MY WRITING, OR ANYTHING CONCERNING ME, MYSELF, AND MY FAMILY; EDISON BODY, BRIANNA AND HER FRIENDS, COURTNEY, CASEY, THE 1989 CALIFORNIA MAN, AND MICHAEL, PRINCE HARRY AND MEGHAN.

 

November 21, 2019

WRITER’S STRIKE: DAY 7

 

The woman you showed me as holding a baby in front of me, the baby says, or reads as physically abused.  I don’t think you needed me to write that in order for someone else – to do something about it.  Are you honestly, going to have me believe that anyone with any suspicions didn’t alert the authorities, they – put it on display for me to read, instead?

Let me write that again, did you actually take a case from being investigated against the parents, and PUT IT ON DISPLAY?!  INSTEAD OF DOING THE RIGHT AND CORRECT THING AND REMOVING THE CHILD FROM THE CUSTODY OF THE PARENT OR PERSON IN CHARGE OF THE CHILD’S CARE?!

JUST FOR A NEWS STORY?  FOR THE MEDIA ATTENTION?  DISGUSTING!  AND, OUTRAGEOUS!

It is so disgusting I don’t even want to raise my voice.

Do not be fooled, a person doesn’t just go from being a caregiver, taking my mother to appointments, taking her for a drive every day, taking her from being bed-ridden, to walking on her own with the help – of my arm to balance her, to being a person who is in any way less than that.  It literally doesn’t happen.

Worse, why this other FBI man is the only man smart enough around here to understand you should have been protecting me – this looks true, if Washington DC, FREAKED-THE-FUCK-OUT over my resigning my employment at Disney, and intelligence reports were no longer happening, and really TOP GUYS HAD TO TRAVEL THE WORLD, TO FIGURE OUT WHY THE FUCK THAT HAPPENED, AND BECAUSE SOMEONE GOT SCARED THAT SHE WAS GOING TO BE – FOUND OUT, SHE TOOK REVENGE ON ME BY PLACING CYSTS IN MY BODY, SO NO ONE WOULD BE ABLE TO FOLLOW THE PURCHASES BOUGHT, OF FEMALE HYGEINE PRODUCTS SUCH AS PADS OR TAMPONS.

THESE PEOPLE HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THEY DID, BY DOING SO.  CHRIS STEVENS IS AN EXAMPLE OF – NATIONAL SECURITY THAT DIDN’T NEED TO HAPPEN!  MEANING THAT LOSS OF LIFE THAT THREAT TO THE AGENCY – DIDN’T NEED TO HAPPEN.

Yeah, Wilkerson was being used as a proxy to this other FBI man, it was spoken at my employment about Wilkerson and being intimidated by Wilkerson, and I never was.  Why would I be?  I’ve done nothing wrong.  And, this other FBI man really loves, really mentally strong and feminine women.  It is SUCH A TURN ON FOR HIM.

Not butch or domineering, mentally strong, determined, it makes me wonder because this is all I see in the movies, do you only teach women in the FBI – how to wear a pant suit?  It’s funny. Yet it’s not a joke.  FBI, you really could use better public relations.

SO, NO, YOU DON’T GET TO PLACE IT IN MOVIES ANYMORE – AFTER THE FACT – AFTER THE LOSS OF LIFE AND HARM DONE – YOU DON’T GET TO DO THAT ANYMORE – WITHOUT THE GODDAMN WHITE HOUSE’S KNOWLEDGE – IT’S A MATTER OF NOT JUST MY SECURITY, IT’S A MATTER OF NATIONAL SECURITY THAT GOES – AROUND THE WORLD!

I AM NOT JOKING ABOUT THIS STUFF!  NATIONAL SECURITY!  NATIONAL SECURITY EXTENDS BEYOND OUR BORDERS TO EMBASSIES AND OUTPOSTS – ALL OVER THE WORLD!

YOU FUCKING MORMONS LITERALLY CAN’T GO ONE DAY, JUST ONE DAY, OF SOMETHING – OTHER THAN YOURSELVES?!

YOU CAN’T GO ONE DAY OF GIVING CHILDREN THE HOPE AND FUN OF WHAT IT IS TO – GROW UP!  STRONG OF MIND, STRONG OF BODY, STRONG IN SPIRIT AND DETERMINATION – TO CATCH BAD GUYS?!

YOU PEOPLE ARE SICK!

Here is what the Vietnam war looked like when I watched Platoon, the Vietcong was being financed from the Russians, or former Soviet block, USSR.  As, a child, I said, no more war in Vietnam – because the truth of the matter was soldier’s, our US soldiers were not just losing their lives, they were losing their dignity, and HONOR.

AND, I WON’T HAVE THAT.  NOT MY MEN!  MY MEN WILL BE HONORABLE!

It still happens today, our Vietnam veterans, do not get thanked for their service, the way our veteran’s get thanked for their service in the Gulf, or Afghanistan, and so on.  Perhaps, more Vietnam veterans can begin to heal in a way, they didn’t think possible before.  Because I’ve loved them enough as a child, to bring them home safe.

Just as I’ve really loved these scientist men that are seen in The Shadow, and National Treasure, but I’ve known who I really am, if none of you have, and I’ve loved them enough – to want them safe.  And, these scientist men really love the military and so on, or they wouldn’t be working at NASA, but if they are not seen (not to woo or date) as a man able to win in a bar fight?  Well, I don’t want you to help, I want you safe (UP).

And, what happens to a nation, since only men were allowed in the military at that time, what happens to a nation without a generation – of men?  That’s gruesomely subversive.

Men literally, scientifically proven are naturally physically stronger than women.  Men and women are not the same, not built the same, not designed by God the same.

That other child with the dark circles under her eyes, just says, milk allergies, or milk sensitivity.  Honestly, what is the purpose of putting people in front of me to read, just to write about – anymore.

You’ve wasted thirty years of my life.  By not allowing me to be loved – for real.  Touched by a straight man I love and who loves me – for real.  The one thing I was most concerned about, the need to be married, and loved, still I am not allowed because of this filming of me because that is what happened with Edison, no, I will not go through that experience – ever again.

So, am I to be unloved all my life?  It feels like I will be dead soon.

Now, you have how many men who are hurt and hurting because they also, don’t get to be loved – by me.

It was not intended for me to be without employment while The Container Store was being purchased and built.  Not from their minds.  They were doing the same things – including the fun, like the archival boxes.  That’s the fun stuff!

And, I literally wanted to break down and cry – that’s how personally offended I am that you’ve tried to take away all the good stuff, and fun, and really good thinking behind the business model and plans of The Container Store.  I am truthfully, really hurt by it.  It’s so offensive, it physically pains me.

All that good thinking from a consumer’s point of view and how to making the buying experience more enjoyable, a better opportunity, a relationship to be built, so their friends tell their friends, and what it means to a consumer to have confidence in a retailer, on and on.

University students write papers and dissertations, on less than that.

I am not the only consumer that walks into a store, and says, how come, you haven’t placed more lighting here, so I can actually see what this product is?  What didn’t you place this item standing up, so it is more appealing to buy?  Why have you spent so much money on marketing a sale of products, when you haven’t done the job at the store level to make the experience for the customer TO BE A GREAT ONE?!

What I saw at Jo-Ann Fabrics yesterday, was all those really great items that were on sale, 60% off, should have already been sold, out the door, sold-out, with managers, and upwards on the phones, trying to get more product – BECAUSE THE HOLIDAYS HADN’T EVEN HAPPENED YET AND THEY WERE ALREADY SOLD OUT!  That’s what should have happened at that store.  If I was in charge.

I am not the only consumer that sees companies and business as needlessly wasting money – by not doing things as simple as changing their lighting to – LED’s.  I could literally write a dissertation or thesis on just one visit, to one store, and the potential lost – BY NOT BEING SMARTER.

SMARTER, NOT HARDER.  WORK SMARTER, NOT HARDER.  SMARTER, IS SMARTER.  STOP WORKING HARDER, WHEN ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS BE – SMART, AND WORK SMART, AND SMARTER!

Burlap is the new satin, that is the business trend that I saw, if anyone is interested.  Burlap being, understated chic, the trend in business toward understated chic, meaning, a trend away from gaudy and disposable, and a trend toward – literally, more Victorian, classic pieces, meaning, items that look handmade, delicate, valuable, and not just – function.

You people really had no idea what you did when you took every positive aspect, element, and viable information from The Container Store, and turned it into, what?  A television show?  You destroyed people and businesses in the process.  Reputations ruined.  And people have died.  People have died because of it.

That NY woman the you chose, not me, the one I don’t trust, so much as said, she couldn’t read me.

Everyone should be aware, if you can’t read me, that’s for your own protection.  A reader, a mind and person that is able to read (Twilight, read his mind, is he going to hurt me – that’s me as Edward) is a really sophisticated brain and mind.  It’s really different.

My Boyfriend, the real Hannibal Lecter, reads, it looks like from their training reads as – guilty, nervous, body movements that indicate he is thinking that normally law enforcement – mentally get it out of a suspected criminal.  However, these brain researched criminals, don’t read the same to me.  Meaning, I would not talk to them the same, or treat them the same, as other criminals.

You’ll be thanking me, when I don’t turn them into super-criminals, I turn them into – law enforcement.  Why is the FBI and others, not doing the same?

Example, when my Boyfriend was brought to me at work, to work with me, do you know what these women, and woman, tried to prevent?  They tried to prevent the real Hannibal Lecter from having a sexual – thought – about me.  Why?  He’s a straight man, I am a straight woman.  Why would they want to stop him from having – thoughts.  Just because it was sexual?  Or because it was – straight sexual, thinking?!

They weren’t protecting me, from preventing my Boyfriend from having sexual thoughts.  They weren’t protecting the real Hannibal Lecter by not allowing him to have sexual thoughts.  They didn’t even know why they wanted him not to have sexual thoughts about me – other than, it was STRAIGHT-SEXUAL THINKING.

It is beyond gross.  It is such a cover up, for the real truth.

I said, there was nothing wrong with him thinking about me in a sexual way, and there isn’t.  It is a better way, even for a criminal, for them to think.

Do you not teach anything about brains, brain thinking, or any understanding and comprehension of brains and the criminal mind in law enforcement, or the FBI?  Or, is that just what you want to show THE ENTIRE WORLD, THAT THE US LAW ENFORCEMENT AND THE FBI – IS JUST NOT ABLE?

I have written this over and over, since the discovery in 2014, that this life because it is – staged, I have been MOST UNHAPPY.  There is no reason for it.  Not any longer.  It’s not getting better, it’s getting worse.

It is a matter of national security.  Do it straight and honestly, if this information is valuable, then pay me legitimately for it.  I must be allowed to be a real person.  To marry and love for real.

Stop begging our enemies to kill Americans, just because you’ve denied me a life, as simple as being able to love a straight man I love and who loves me in return – for real. 

What’s really the point, if I’ll be dead soon?

Because that is what is happening around here.  At least one person, trying to think me into killing myself.

So, what are you going to do without me?  Count your millions and billions of dollars?

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