January 21, 2020: READ: WARNING: A SINGLE GRAIN OF RICE

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING AND FRONTAL CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

MAKE SURE THIS GETS TO A MAN WHO ISN’T AFRAID, AND IS WILLING TO TAKE ORDERS FROM A WOMAN, AND THAT WOMAN IS CHERITH GJESTLAND AND NO OTHER!

 

January 21, 2020

This FBI man is correct, and he is not correct.  You remind me of my mother, code: Your mom, mother (Russia) (?).

No, my mother doesn’t or didn’t know Russian, that’s not how I know Russian, it’s been proven now, some thirty years later.

You remind me of my mother, code: Remind her of her Russian.  It’s why I saw him because of his Russian.

It is probably also why he sent me to go live with my parent’s because my life was in danger at the house I was staying in, almost every day, more times than I remember – in Seminole, Florida.  And, you’ve had this house to my left, with a former “Seminole police car” in the driveway, as a way to – ask me a question because you CAN’T ask either.  Whoever that person was.

He sent me to live with my parents because he read me correctly, there was no threat from me, or my parent’s, or my family, or my Russian.

However, he is also, incorrect because I was on my way to being a supervisor, meaning more income and it would have allowed me to live on my own, and in thirty years NOT A GODDAMN ONE OF YOU HAS ALLOWED ME TO EITHER BE FINACIALLY TAKEN CARE OF BY MY LOVING HUSBAND OR ALLOWED ME TO PROVIDE, FINANCIALLY, FOR MYSELF.

He must be pretty good at it, he must be one of their best, he is in Zero Dark Thirty, they’re not always this intense.  My response to him, 1991 or 1992, you’re not supposed to talk to me that way.  My response to him in 2003, no, I’m fine.

He must be pretty good at it because, and HL would know this also, he must have done his worst to me.

And the truth is, I still like him.  He must be made of some incredible stuff.

They also, don’t make men like that, every day.

Whoever sent MWB to my house to drive by my house a week after I moved in with my parents, in my mind, made a mistake.

Sending MWB, says, Cherith’s life is in danger at this location, also.  My response, I’ll kill MWB before I let him touch me again.  Someone either read that correctly, or they used that information.  Looks like both.  In the time from 1992 to 2014, well, I guess a lot of things happened, and MWB obviously had information that needed to be discovered.  Or, Edison wouldn’t have been able to happen.

And, when Stuart while I was in college, this conversation happened to take place in the Women’s dressing rooms in the theater department told me, by way of explaining “Alisha” meaning Sona, was  and other people could be intimidated by me and my person.

I would want to know why Sona is intimidated by this FBI man.  It means, Sona was intimidated by this FBI man, and by me as well.  When she shouldn’t be.  Unless, she is another woman and person who can’t, and is not able to work – at his level.

Russian is not an easy language.  It’s one of the most complex, they use a lot of words, when in English, we might only use a few words, and the meaning is succinct, in fewer words.  That’s very difficult.  So, I have a problem, again, if all the way back to 1999, Sona, was intimidated by my – person.

What the fuck is she doing working in intelligence if she is intimidated, by me?!  No one caught that warning sign?!

Your going to want to WORK my ability to intimidate and physically intimidate people, NOT make it easier ON THE CRIMINALS, EVEN IF THEY ARE IN INTELLIGENCE!

Yes, it is true, this stupid British man is guilty of, while in the guise of working me for intelligence, what he was doing in his mind, was not brain-work, he was speaking dead, mean, kill yourself messages, just to try and fuck with my head.

Meaning, he wasn’t working with me, to get information, he was using me, to satiate his sadistic nature.  He wasn’t using me, to get valuable intelligence information, he was using me, to appease the demons in him, meaning, he has no conscience, not one he listens to.

Spending hours in an airport means, Washington Post is responsible for grifting my Air-Conditioner Unit, to try and get another “legitimate” intelligence work order  for Sona and others, and it looks like Harry, was not aware of it, nor involved, nor would he have wanted it to happen.

I’m sorry, they’ve been misleading you.  Because they’ve allowed this great hurt, humiliation, to appear upon my body and life where I should want to hurt back, in response, and that says, you know nothing about love.

You’re killing me here, and you can’t see it.

The truth is Harry doesn’t look involved.  When the “situation” or “circumstances” appear that my response should be, retaliation.

I’m sorry, I’m better than you.

Another read from Sherlock of, when I say run, you run, is also code for, when I say…you say…brain speaking.

What a terrible dishonorable man this intelligence man is.

Cut her loose, HL.  She doesn’t love you, and she is not good enough for you.  And, none of these black women you’ve placed in front of me, are in any way accurate of the woman you’ve been dating and having sex with, HL.

He no longer feels now.

I am not going to fight for you, HL because you have committed crimes that are worthy of execution.  And, you know it.

You were supposed to fight for me.  Because I loved you enough to make you my boyfriend.

The truth is, I am your bread of life, HL.  You still need me.  And, the only reason they wanted you to date was for news stories, and to try and make Meghan (?!) accessible to me.  Meghan can’t.  I am so sick of reading and hearing about them.  I am not interested in them, by proxy, or otherwise.

Be a better man, HL and cut her loose.  You’ll see her for who she really is, when you let her go.  She’ll attack you.

Are HL and I too sexually dynamic of a couple, for the public, or for one man to handle?

Me being sexually dynamic?  With another straight man who loves me and isn’t married?!  Sexually dynamic couple is another – POWER COUPLE!

You people really can’t see what’s going on here.

More importantly, HL has done better work, than anyone I’ve seen, including non-criminal intelligence.  You CAN’T see what’s really going on.

I saw there was more to you.  You can’t see what’s happening.

I don’t know who this dumb ass of an intelligence person is, must be in his 60’s or 70’s who has actually been read and is in the movie, The Power Of One, with Maria (my mother, and me also, however, the actress is portraying my mother), I won’t hate like you, father.

It’s what’s been done in my life, with MWB, David, HL, and my mother.

You’ll find out, when you find out who and what this man has done, he won’t live long afterwards.

I’m dying here, and you can’t see that.

Congratulations, CNN, I no longer read your news.

You set up HL just for a news story because no one actually believes brain research is worth, protecting.  That means the information, including people like HL, are worth protecting.

HL, you gave up filet mignon, for a Ho-Ho.

You should be worried about HL, if his reaction to seeing this…

Disgusting

…wasn’t outrage, and ANGER!

YOU PEOPLE DON’T UNDERSTAND A GODDAMN THING ABOUT BRAIN RESEARCH!  AND YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND A GODDMAN THING ABOUT PEOPLE’S FEELINGS!

The last place where it was going to work with someone like HL and me talking and reading him, was at my former EMPLOYER!  AND EMPLOYMENT!  AND YOU LET ME GO!  SO, I DON’T DO THAT WORK – ANYMORE!

AND YOU ARE STILL HURTING ME JUST BECAUSE I CARE ABOUT STRAIGHT MEN!  AND LOVE STRAIGHT MEN!  YOU FUCKING MORONS ARE SICK!

AND, I GET IT!  HOLLYWOOD AND ACTORS – HATE ME!

YOU KEEP MAKING VIDEOS AND THEY KEEP TELLING ME HOW MUCH THEY HATE ME!

I’M DYING HERE AND YOU CAN’T SEE THAT!

Your going to find out, if you haven’t already that cell of British intelligence is bigger than that man, and HE FINDS ME MORE THAN SEXUALLY DESIREABLE AND ATTRACTIVE, HE WANTS ME. LIKE HE HAS NEVER WANTED ANOTHER WOMAN, AND HE CAN’T HAVE ME.  He’s one sick man.

Congratulations, Great Britain.  You could have done something in advance, instead of sending Harry to me.  It’s a little sick.  If they’ve deceived Harry, Harry was deceived.

Being deceived is not the same as being bad, or evil, this dumb idiot of an intelligence man can’t see that.

Who else has this man, done this to?

He hates America, he hates Americans, he hates me because he wants to fuck me, and you let him work with me, and hurt my mother.

I’m dying here and you can’t see that.

You’ve lost what was happening at my former employer when you let me go.

I don’t do that work anymore, that doesn’t mean other intelligence doesn’t do that work.

You want to get all his contacts, or do you want to find them after he’s dead, when they go looking for him.  He is mentally unwell, and instead of Great Britain, locking him up, or executing him, they put him in movies, and television, celebrating how he’s hurt people, with strokes, heart attacks, and more.

Do you honestly think he would have stopped with my family?  How many celebrity’s illness’ and deaths has he been involved in.

A single grain of rice can be the tipping point in a victory (Mulan), one man in a field of soldiers, and men chosen by another, can also be the doom of all.

I won’t work with any person; I don’t approve of.

You want to watch people die, work with someone else.

HL was really that scary to you people?

David is really that scary to you people?

Me loving HL, or loving David is really so frightening?

Or, are you just so eager for the GLORY?

You should have been paying attention to my body.

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This moron British man would have given you anything you asked of him, had you not given him the power of my body.  Now, you’ve allowed his delusions to be real in his mind.  He can’t control himself around me.  He can’t control his desires, his lust, his want, he CAN’T CONTROL HIMSELF.

Had you let me be the woman I was two years ago, the size I was then, he would have given it all up, just to look at me some more.

You people can’t and you can’t see either.

You want to watch something, remove this stupid black woman from HL, and watch HL run mental circles around this stupid British man.

And, this stupid black woman is not safe because of her SKIN color.  She has articles of clothing that belong to my dead mother.  Send this British man to talk with her, you’ll see how weak she is.

HL if I move from this state, you don’t have to go with me.

I won’t hate you; I won’t love you more either, just like David.

I love you when you when you’re worthy because my love also, moves mountains.

One dead Bin Laden, proof of my love, from my mother.  You stupid asshole!

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