THEY ARE GUILTY OF MANIPULATING HANNIBALS FEELINGS AND EMOTION, INSTEAD OF ALLOWING HANNIBAL TO FEEL, SAD, LONESOME, LONGING, ANGER, REGRET, MOST OF ALL REGRET BECAUSE HE CRIES, IS SAD, THEY’VE DRUGGED HIM INTO – NUMBNESS, THIS HAS BEEN DONE BY MANIPULATION, NOT DRUGS, TO ME, AND I’VE REFUSED, I AM OF THE MIND-SET IF I CRY, I AM NOT ASHAMED OF MY TEARS, IF SOMEONE ELSE IS UNCOMFORTABLE THAT IS THEIR PROBLEM, NOT MINE, AND I WILL NOT BE MADE TO FEEL MY FEELINGS ARE NOT WORTH – FEELING!