NONE OF YOU HAVE DONE RIGHT BY ME YET, FBI MEN, ZOHAN, NONE OF YOU, AND MORE OFTEN THAN NOT, I WISH I HAD NEVER GONE TO COLLEGE, IT FEELS LIKE IT HAS RUINED MY LIFE FROM WHICH IT HAS NOT YET RECOVERED! ALL I HAVE ASKED WAS TO BE ABLE TO LIVE MY OWN LIFE, NO ONE HAS DONE THAT YET, SO THEN, I ASK TO BE ABLE TO DO WHAT I KNOW I CAN DO BETTER THAN ANY OTHER PERSON IN THE WORLD, AND NO ONE HAS ALLOWED ME TO GO TO AFGHANISTAN YET! SO I WONDER, I QUESTION, I HAVE ASKED GOD, WHAT IS THE PURPOSE OF ALL THIS?! BECAUSE JUST LIKE 9/11, JUST LIKE BEING IN MY MOTHER’S HOSPITAL AND HEARING DAVID’S NAME, THIS DOES NOT MAKE SENSE! I’VE MADE SENSE OF 9/11 OF WHICH EVERYONE ELSE WAS NEARLY ENTIRELY WRONG AND WRONG ABOUT BIN LADEN, UNTIL I STRAIGHTENED YOU ALL OUT! THIS IS NOT ABOUT – ANY OF YOU! I DID NOT DO THIS, BUT THIS REALLY, PLACE YOUR EGOS ASIDE BECAUSE MINE – IS FINE, THIS REALLY ALWAYS HAS BEEN SINCE BEFORE I WAS BORN – ALL ABOUT ME. I KNOW IT’S DIFFICULT FOR STRONG MEN TO TAKE ORDERS AND DEFER TO A SIMPLE WOMAN LIKE ME. I ONLY TELL AND ASK FOR THINGS, NOT FOR ME ALONE, EVERY AND ANYTHING I HAVE ASKED FOR, HAS BEEN FOR MORE THAN MYSELF OR MY FAMILY! EVEN THINGS I ASK FOR MY FAMILY – WILL BLESS PEOPLE IN WAYS YOU MAY NOT SEE! AND I DESERVE BETTER THAN TO BE TREATED TO DEMON KNIGHTS BOOB GASSING! LET ALONE, MY REAL FREEDOM.