DEAR GOD, CHERITH IS WONDERING BECAUSE CHERITH KNOWS IT WAS NOT WRONG WHEN CHERITH CHOSE THE FIRST SMOKES WHEN WORKING AT AMAZON, THAT MUST HAVE BEEN FOR FBI MAN, YET HERE IT IS NOW, THE LAST YEAR HAS BEEN SUCH A MISTAKE WITH THE PREGNANT WITCHES AND THE EVIL KNIGHTS INSANE WHORE WOMAN, FBI MAN, NO LONGER AN FBI MAN, ZOHAN, NO LONGER ZOHAN, AND OTHER FBI MAN HIDING IN THE SHADOWS LIKE HE DOES NOT EXIST AND THEY DO NOT WORK INTELLIGENTLY ANYMORE, THEY HAVEN’T FOR MANY MONTHS NOW! FBI MAN LOOKS LIKE HE WILL NEVER BE THE MAN TO RESCUE CHERITH, AND HE IS LOST, TO BE EXECUTED FOR CRIMES CHERITH WARNED HIM THE EVIL KNIGHTS INSANE WHORE WOMAN WILL NEVER BE TRUTHFUL, AND SHE GOT ANOTHER PERSON CHERITH REALLY LIKES – DEAD, FBI MAN LOOKS SOON TO DIE! 8520 STILL DECEIVING PEOPLE USING CONTROL TO PLAY THE COVID GAME! CHERITH, STILL WITH NO MONEY – AFTER ALL THIS TIME! PEOPLE OWE CHERITH EVERYTHING, AND CHERITH HAS NOTHING! CHERITHS LIFE – IS SUCH A WASTE, WHAT GOOD HAS EVER REALLY HAPPENED, GOD?! WHY DID YOU HAVE CHERITH BORN GOD?! MORE PEOPLE OFFER TO BE ABLE TO GIVE CHERITH THE WORLD OF WORK, YET HERE I AM GOD, DOING NOTHING MORE THAN CLEANING BUCKETS OF CAT URINE STILL! PEOPLE WHO PROCLAIM LOVE FOR CHERITH, YET KEEP CHERITH LIKE A TOY AND A VERY REAL HOSTAGE AND PRISONER HOPING CHERITH WILL DIE FROM GRIEF! AND OTHERS WHO HAVE DONE SUCH HARM, JUST LIKE DAVID AND HANNIBAL, YET CHERITH STILL TRIED TO SAVE, AND DAVID AND HANNIBAL DID NOT MAKE IT, AND AGAIN THE SAME PATTERN, FBI MAN AND ZOHAN WILL NOT MAKE IT FROM THE JOIN OUR TEAM OF THE DEMON EVIL INSANE KNIGHTS WHORE WOMAN! WHY DID YOU HAVE CHERITH BORN TO SUFFER TRAUMA, GRIEF, LOSS, NEVER TO BE LOVED?! TO DESTROY IT ALL?! NOTHING LEFT GOOD IN THE WORLD?! THE WORLD IS BETTER OFF DESTROYED BECAUSE EVERYONE ONLY CONTROL, AND NO LOVE! CONTROL – IS NOT LOVE! THE WORLD IS ON A PATH OF DESTRUCTION, SELF-DESTRUCT, JUST LIKE A MISSION IMPOSSIBLE, WITH NO HOPE OF A FUTURE ANYMORE! CHERITH HAS BEEN BEGGING AND SCREAMING FOR YEARS TO SAVE PEOPLE AND THE WORLD AND THEY STILL ARE REFUSING LOVE, FOR CONTROL! TO NEVER HAVE LOVE ON THIS EARTH IS WORTHY OF THE DESTRUCTION – OF THE WHOLE WORLD! GRUEF-STRIKEN! IN JESUS NAME, AMEN! CHERITH! :($!