DG ML, MY INSIDE AC JUST SAID, CHOSEN (AGAIN)! I CAN TELL YOU THERE IS A COLOR PURPLE (A GARMENT TO BE MADE, WORN, BLAH-BLAH!) THAT IS SO PRECIOUS IT IS AS VALUABLE AS THE MOST RARE GEM! THE COLOR WILL BE OF SUCH SIGNIFICANCE NOTHING WILL COMPARE, AND I WILL THE ONLY ONE! OTHERS MIGHT BE CLOSE, YET NOTHING WILL REALLY HAPPEN! I CAN TELL THAT IS PROBABLY WHY MY MOTHER IN HER WHEELCHAIR AT DISNEYS ANIMAL KINGDOM, THE LION KING, MY STROKE-RIDDEN MOTHER JUMPED UP OUT OF HER WHEELCHAIR TRYING TO GET TO THE PERFORMERS, ALMOST SCREAMING, SHE WAS SO EXCITED AND FULL OF EMOTION! AND, I STEPPED ON HER RING, THE SAME DAY! IN THE DISABLED BATHROOM BETWEEN MY MOTHER, THE WHEELCHAIR, AND EVERYTHING ELSE, AS I HAD MY MOTHER DRESSED UP AND NOT FOR A HOSPITAL BED, SHE CHOSE TO WEAR HER TIGERS EYE RING, IT HAD FALLEN OFF WHILE TRANSFERRING FROM THE WHEELCHAIR TO THE TOILET, AND I STEPPED ON THE RING WITH MY RIGHT FOOT! SMASHED THE BAND, TRUE STORY! AND, I GOT SO MAD, MY MOTHERS NICE THINGS, AND I WAS STRESSED FROM FEELING LIKE A FAILURE TO MY MOTHER FOR HER STROKES, IT HAPPENS QUITE A LOT WITH CAREGIVERS, AKIN TO SURVIVORS GUILT, TRYING TO USE MY ABLE BODY TO HELP MY MOTHER! I GOT SO MAD THAT MORE OF MY MOTHERS NICE THINGS AND DIGNITY WERE TAKEN AWAY! I HAVE ACTUALLY NEVER GOTTEN OVER BEING MAD THAT MY MOTHER HAD STROKES AND HEALTH PROBLEMS, AND EVERY DAY THEY MAKE IT WORSE AND WORSE HERE! SO MANY THINGS I CAN DO THAT NO ONE ELSE CAN, AND I AM BEING HELD HOSTAGE AND TORTURED WITH TEIKWW! I PRAY AGAINST ALL THINGS COVID! I PRAY AGAINST TEIKWW! I PRAY AGAINST THE HOSTILE TAKEOVER! NO MERCY! IN JESUS NAME, AMEN! :($!

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