DG ML, NOT REALLY SURE (YET) WHY I AM UP AT 4 O’CLOCK IN THE MORNING (FIGURATIVELY, MENTALLY, NOT PHYSICALLY), IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE, A TOWN MOST PEOPLE DON’T KNOW ABOUT, NOT DENSELY POPULATED, COLD ENOUGH FOR LONG PANTS, WARM COATS, PROBABLY MOST PEOPLE WEAR BOOTS, IN A DINER, LIT BY THE STREETLIGHTS OF NOT REALLY ANY CARS, PROBABLY FOR HOURS AT A TIME, WITH ME – AND, SOME OTHER GUYS, HAVING COFFEE, AND SOME BREAKFAST! OTHER THAN, IT LOOKS LIKE – THEY ARE BEING – HEARD, SO THAT SAYS, THEY WERE SMART ENOUGH TO CONNECT THEMSELVES TO FIREMAN, AND PROBABLY A FIRE STATION, IF NOT FIRE STATIONS! CHERITH TELLS HER HAIR, ALMOST EVERY DAY, ALL CHILDREN REMEMBER – FIREMEN ARE SAFE, FIREHOUSES ARE SAFE! IF YOU EVER NEED HELP – GO TO A FIREMEN, A FIREHOUSE, FIREMEN ARE SAFE! AND LOOK HOW THIS WORKS TOGETHER, WHEN THE – KING (LOOK IT UP IF YOU DON’T KNOW THE NAME OF THE KING, IN THE BIBLE, THE HOLY BIBLE) WAS AFTER ELIJAH FOR BEING A PROPHET, ELIJAH NEEDS SOME PLACE – SAFE, SO HE GAVE HIM, THE BROOK CHERITH, ONLY FOR A TIME!

I BOUGHT THIS GLASS JAR FROM THE CONTAINER STORE (ANOTHER JOB I REALLY LOVED AND USED TO RUN AROUND THE STORE, EVERY DAY BECAUSE I WAS NOT LIVING ON ASSISTED AIR THEN, AND HAD AN APPLE SHUFFLE I USED TO BE ABLE TO PLAY AND JUST – RUN!) IN DECEMBER 2019, WITH THE INTENTION OF – FILLING IT WITH GUM ONE DAY! THE STORY GOES AS I HAVE WRITTEN THIS MANY TIMES, AND TOLD THE STORY MANY TIMES; WHEN WE LIVED IIN SIMI VALLEY, CALIFORNIA (WHERE IS THE FORMER PRESIDENT OF THE UNITED STATES, RONALD REAGAN’S LIBRARY?) A NEIGHBOR OF OURS, LILA AND HER HUSBAND, NOT SURE WHO IS RESPONSIBLE FOR THIS, BUT SHE WAS REFERED BY ME AND OTHER’S AS, AUNTIE LILA! AUNTIE LILA’S HUSBAND, I BELIEVE, WAS A FIREMAN, YET THEY HAD MORE MONEY THAN, A FIREMAN’S SALARY, AND THEY HAD – NO CHILDREN! ONE DAY I WENT TO AUNTIE LILA’S HOUSE, BY MYSELF, AND WAS TALKING TO AUNTIE LILA, AND ASKED FOR A PIECE OF GUM! AUNTIE LILA HAD PIECES OF GUM IN A JAR ABOUT THIS BIG, AND SHE HAD IT, TO SHARE WITH PEOPLE, IT WAS NOT THE FIRST TIME, I GOT GUM FROM HER, YET – IN A MOMENT – I FELT BAD, SUCH AS, SOMETHING WAS NOT SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN! I’VE WRITTEN BEFORE, SINCE I’VE KNOWN, YET, IT’S SUPPOSED TO BE A SECRET, CHERITH’S INTELLIGENCE, IT’S SUPPOSED TO BE EMPLOYED – WITH TAX PAPERS TO FOLLOW, AND INTELLIGENCE, STILL, DOES NOT YET ACKNOWLEDGE CHERITH FOR WHO SHE REALLY IS, YET! THIS JAR STILL HAS A PURPOSE WAITING TO BE FULFILLED! GUESS WHAT ELSE! THAT DOG WHO LIVES BEHIND THE CAR WASH TOLD ME, HIS PEOPLE, WHO PROBABLY DON’T GO TO CHURCH, BELIEVE CHERITH IS THEIR CHURCH! EVERY DAY THAT DOG SAYS – WHERE’S CHERITH?! THERE IS NOTHING ELSE QUITE LIKE – CHERITH! AND, WHY DID THEY RUIN IT ALL, AFRAID OF SUCCESS, BY STEALING HER MAURICE!

IF CHERITH BUILDS IT – THEY ANGELS (CITY OF ANGELS, THE MOVIE) WILL DESCEND ON EARTH, THE ANGELS WILL ARRIVE (THE TERMINAL, THE MOVIE), THE ANGELS WILL BE HERE! BUT, IT MUST BE – BECAUSE THERE ARE SOME THINGS THAT CANNOT BE UNDONE – IT MUST BE BY CHERITH’S WORK, AND CHERITH MUST BE INVOLVED – FINANCIALLY! WHERE DID THEY FILM THE MOVIE, IF YOU BUILD IT THEY WILL COME?! IN IOWA?! IOWA IS ALSO FAMOUS FOR, A WRITER’S CONFERENCE, IT GOES TOGETHER WITH, THIS IS YOUR LIVING SHERLOCK, FROM SHERLOCK! AND, CHERITH ACTUALLY HAD A POETS&WRITER’S SUBSCRIPTION THAT SHE USED TO RECEIVE IN THE – MAIL!

IT CANNOT BE MANIPULATED, OR…THE FASTEST ANSWER IS – THERE ARE RULES! IT MUST BE – FROM CHERITH, INCLUDING FINANCIALLY FROM CHERITH!

SHOELESS JOE (JOHANAH, MY MATERNAL GRANDMOTHER, WHO WAS KILLED, NOT BY A STROKE, ON PURPOSE, JUST LIKE MY MOTHER, AND MY MIDDLE NAME, JOELLE) JACKSON’S!

THEY ALL LIKE THIS WOMAN AT THE DINER WHO POURS THE COFFEE, PROBABLY FEELS VERY UNAPPRECIATED, AND THESE MEN AND PEOPLE, JUST DON’T EXPRESS IT! SO I GAVE HER THIS PRESENT – IN PHOTO’S! IT’S A GIFT THAT SHE MIGHT NOT EVER BE ABLE TO SEE, LIKE BUYING A BOTTLE OF LOTION SOOTHES AND HEALS YOUR SKIN WHEN YOU APPLY IT TO YOUR SKIN, CHERITH – WROTE TO A PERSON SHE DOES NOT KNOW – IT’S A GIFT YOU WILL RECEIVE – FOR FREE!

GUESS WHO ELSE CHERITH GAVE A FREE GIFT TO?! BENEDICT CUMBERBATCH, AND NIKKI – HATES BENEDICT CUMBERBATCH! BEN’S PROFILE SONG INCLUDIING, AN ICE CREAM PURCHASE OF, JOY, JOY, JOY, JOY DOWN IN YOUR HEART! I GAVE BEN A GIFT, AND NIKKI – IS HAVING A CONTROL FIT – BECAUSE IT WAS FOR A MAN!

GUESS WHAT – CHERITH – IS STILL THE BETTER PERSON BECAUSE ALTHOUGH NIKKI AND OTHERS HAVE BEEN ATTACKING CHERITH BECAUSE OF BEN, CHERITH STILL GAVE A GIFT TO A PERSON – SHE DOES NOT KNOW, AND MIGHT NOT EVER!

NOW, GET THIS BAD HEAD OFF OF ME! MORE URINE AT CHERITH’S FRONT DOOR SAYS SAMI HAS – A BAD PROBLEM!