ECA! ANOTHER GODDAMN FUCKING CHAOS FILLED DAY, AND I AM SUFFERING THROUGH ANOTHER VR DEMON BAD HEAD! THIS BLACK WASHINGTON USED THE BATHROOM WALKED OUT WITH HIS HEAD AND FACE WET, WINKED AND ME, AND OPENED THE DOOR WIDE OPEN, AND WHEN I WENT TO CHECK THE DOOR, HE HAD LOCKED IT, AND THIS – WINK, WAS A DEATH THREAT TO CHERITH, I AM SO MAD ABOUT THE LOCKING THE DOOR EVERY DAY, THE DOOR CLOSED AND IT GOT LOCKED, THEN THE SPANISH Y WAS ACTING LIKE HE WAS WAITING FOR THE BATHROOM, I TOLD HIM, ITS LOCKED, YOU NEED THE KEY, AND HE GOT IVAN TO OPEN THE DOOR – EVERY GODDAMN DAY THEY HAVE TO PLAY LOCK THE BATHROOM DOOR?! FUCKING RAGE MAD! THEN THIS SKATER GUY, WHY HE’S PLAYING DUMB, I HAVE NO IDEA, HE’S SMARTER THAN HE LOOKS, WITH A MENANCING LOOK – LOOKED AT CHERITH, AND CHERITH NEARLY IMMEDAITELY SAID, DID YOU JUST EYEBALL ME?! THIS IS A CONVERSATION HAPPENING IN ANOTHER PLACE, IN REAL TIME, THIS IS THE CRITICAL FAILURE OF VIRTUAL REALITY, YEAH, SOME AFGHANI EYEBALLED, THREATENED, LOOKED IN HIS FACE AT ANOTHER MAN WITH A LOOK THAT IMPLIED VIOLENCE, EYEBALLED, YET WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE IS THESE, AND THIS LOOKS BRITISH IN INTELLIGENCE, BRITISH INTELLIGENCE GETTING WALK-IN’S – WANTING WORK FOR CHERITH’S HOUSING IN AFGHANISTAN, AND WHAT MIGHT HAVE TURNED INTO AN ESCALTION LOOKS LIKE, WE JUST WANTED CHERITH TO TALK TO US, LET US KNOW WE ARE REAL PEOPLE, AND WE ARE SEEN AND SEEN BY GOD! AND WHAT WOULD HAVE STARTED A FIGHT AND A WAR, TURNED INTO – LOYALTY! SAMI AGAIN TODAY TALKED TO BALD MIKE WHO TOLD CHERITH STAY UNTIL 5:30 AND TWYLA HAS NO CARS AFTER 3! ITS DEPRESSING BECAUSE I’VE HAD IT WITH THIS – MY REALITY ON THE GROUND HAS NOT YET CHANGED, NOTHING IS ANY DIFFERENT, ALTHOUGH – THEY CAN NEVER WIN! THEY WILL NEVER WIN AGAINST CHERITH! AMAZON – IS IN SHITS CREEK WITHOUT A PADDLE! CHERITH IS IGNORING THE STORIES ABOUT DEBORAH AND THE BLACK CASHIER WHO DOES NOT WANT TO WORK AT THE CAR WASH ANYMORE OR SHE WOULD NOT BE TRYING TO LIVE IN CHERITH’S HOUSE AND SEX ABUSE! FEROCITY! WHY I HAD TO GIVE THIS TODAY, I DO NOT KNOW, FEROCITY! THE ENGLISH, THAT MEANS THE BRITISH, AS A COUNTRY – LIVE OFF OF FEROCITY AND NEED IT SO MUCH, THEY LIVE OFF OF IT LIKE IT WAS – FOOD! FEROCITY! THAT’S ENGLISH! FEROCITY! YET FEROCITY HAS TO BE TEMPERED WITH BALANCE, STONG-WILL AND DETERMINATION, STRENGTH OF CHARACTER, MORALS, ETHICS, THE DETERMINATION AND STRENGTH OF MIND – TO DO WHAT IS HONORABLE AND CORRECT, THIS IS – A STIFF UPPER LIP(ISH)! FEROCITY IS WHAT IS MEANT TO BE COMMUNICATED IN POLITICS, POLITICIANS, GOVERNMENT, FEROCITY, IT IS WHAT IS MEANT TO BE COMMUNICATED WITH THE PLANNING OF CITIES AND VILLAGES, TOWNS – FEROCITY! I MEAN I COULD MAKE A WHOLE SPEECH ABOUT IT, BUT I AM BEING DRUGGED AND ABOUT TO – CRASH! IN ONE WORD, THE ENGLISH, AS A PEOPLE, AS A COUNTRY, AS WHO THEY REALLY ARE MEANING – THE BEST OF WHO THEY – TRUTHFULLY WANT TO BE – FEROCITY! FEROCITY IS COURAGE IN BATTLE, FEROCITY IS THAT STRENGTH AND HONOR, AND IT IS IN THE MOVIE GLADIATOR, JESUS CHRIST, THE BLADE STUCK IN HIS SIDE, YET JESUS CHRIST AND THE ANGEL OF DEATH ARE SEPERATE PEOPLE, COMPLETELY DIFFERENT AND COMPLETELY DIFFERENT BEINGS! JESUS CHRIST – ETERNALLY GRATEFUL WHEN THE ANGEL OF DEATH FINALLY APPEARED AFTER ALL THE PHYSICAL SUFFERING OF HIS BODY! WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE IS, JESUS CHRIST UPON DEATH, AND THIS OTHER WORLD OF THE SPIRTUAL WORLD APPEARS, JESUS CHRIST ALMOST FELL INTO THE ANGEL OF DEATH’S ARMS – FROM EXHAUSTION! ARE YOU TIRED?! DID THEY CRASH?! ALL THIS DEMON VR STUFF, THEIR TIRED?! BECAUSE THEY’VE BEEN INSITIING ON THIS MEETING BLACK, MEETING JOE BLACK STUFF WITH BLACK FACE MASKS, THE TRUTH IS – JESUS CHRIST LOOKS LIKE HE, LIKE A WORMHOLE, OR A BLACK HOLE IN SPACE WHERE, THE PRESENT WORLD IS SUDDENLY CHANGED, JESUS CHRIST DIED, AND THE SPIRTUAL WORLD BECAME THE REALITY, JESUS CHRIST FELL INTO THE ANGEL OF DEATH’S ARMS, WITH RELIEF FROM THE BURDEN OF THE MORTAL COIL AND THE BURDEN OF STRUGGLING TO STAY ALIVE, RELIEF, AND THEN – WHAT’S THIS – ANGELS ARE REALLY REAL AND WOW – ARE THEY AWESOME! JESUS CHRIST – NOT AN ANGEL! YET HE LOVES THEM! ENOUGH! CAO! ;($!