January 12, 2020: READ: WARNING: Do Not Follow Jesus
BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING AND FRONTAL CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.
MAKE SURE THIS GETS TO A MAN WHO ISN’T AFRAID, AND IS WILLING TO TAKE ORDERS FROM A WOMAN, AND THAT WOMAN IS CHERITH GJESTLAND AND NO OTHER!
I WANT RESTRAINING ORDERS FOR PRINCE HARRY AND MEGHAN MARKLE!
January 12, 2020
Do not follow Jesus.
Does that shock anyone? Does that seem contradictory? To NOT follow Jesus. Blasphemous, maybe? I’m wondering why I’ve never heard this spoken in all the years I’ve been to church, gone to church, and I am not picky, or choosey about churches, meaning the denomination of a church, I find it is not necessarily, as important, as the people that fill the church.
I’ve been to Mormon churches, Catholic churches, Passover’s held at a Christian church, Baptist churches, Assembly of God churches, Methodist churches, Lutheran churches, Presbyterian churches, and more. For me, what I’ve found is the denomination of the church is more important for the Pastor leading the church, and there is – nothing wrong with that.
I just don’t happen to get caught up in denominational politics. I see beyond it, past it – the people.
Do not follow after Jesus.
I remember as a child growing up in churches, and in a Christian school – that I got expelled from, by way of Dyslexia, and I’m not mad at them. Truthfully it looks like someone had to find a way to get me to – resources. Resources that are available – to a public school.
I remember being made to feel, by way of the sermons, and the adults around me that Judas, was a bad man, that Peter was a bad man, and I should feel that if I was Judas in history, I would not have done what Judas had done, sell Jesus for money. That if I was Peter in history, I would never have denied Christ.
When truthfully, isn’t the real truth, had they NOT sold Jesus, had they NOT denied Christ, HE wouldn’t have actually been – the Son of God?
It had to come to pass.
We sure can go to God in prayer and speak to God, and say, what were you thinking?! Or, whatever question we might have about it. If any at all.
When the soldiers beat, and whipped Jesus, what did He do, in response, what did He say, how did He behave?
We weren’t meant to be Jesus.
We weren’t born to be Jesus.
And, that’s why Jesus, took up the cross. So, God’s children, wouldn’t have to. So, we could live by Grace. So, we could have life. And, feel free, to live it through God’s love.
Jesus took up the cross. For every man, woman, and child.
Because He was meant to. There is only one Son of God. Please don’t be like Jesus. He wouldn’t want you to. If He did, he wouldn’t have created. More likely, he would have created a copy machine. Making every person look the same, same hair, same eyes, same nose, same mouth, same height, same – everything.
God said through His action, of Creation, I love.
I love this person, I love that person, I love these people, I love those people, um…and it pains Him so, hurts Him as a Living God so, when they…sin.
Yet, He still loves, through His pain.
So, don’t follow after Jesus, and take up the cross as your burden to bear because you weren’t meant to.
Amazing things happen, when people are allowed to be – themselves.
In the movie, 12 Strong, General, I am your access to the greatest weaponry in Western civilization. What weaponry do you think that is? The tanks? The airplanes? The guns? Or, is the real truth, my brain, mind, head, and its body? Cherith’s mind as the greatest weapon.
Do you know I have never believed there is any truth in the notion of a baby Christian?
A baby Christian is a culturalism, within Christian churches, as a community, that being, a person, who has just accepted Christ as their Savior, must study, learn scripture, and – earn – their piety, their religious sacrament.
The proof of that misconception, is Hannibal Lecter, turned, my Boyfriend.
Hannibal Lecter as a quote, unquote, “baby” Christian, has been saving people’s souls for Jesus, in that I find no disagreement, do I?
If you are or were a person that forced a law-abiding citizen to cause an action that ended, terminated, incarcerated, or punished a real person. Or, if you are a person that has had a loss, make sure, you are not taking up their cross.
My mother was executed, murdered, killed, yet I do not blame David. I never have. The truth is, he had access to measures and the means by which law-enforcement, in whatever field or capacity, shape and form that takes, yet, he did not use it, to harm me. His ex-wife did.
It is not David who belongs on the cross, it is his ex-wife, who must suffer the punishment for her actions.
Please stop following Satan’s model, and role-model. She is most unwise. Obviously.
Children are not able to defend themselves, THAT is why you take up the cross, for children. Adults are able to make decisions, for themselves. If you feel bad that a person, has committed suicide, over-dosed on drugs, committed crimes against humanity, or other people, it is NOT your cross, to bear, it IS theirs.
Place your feelings, your responsibility, your anguish, your guilt, and lay it – at the feet of Jesus. That’s where it belongs, not in your heart, causing turmoil, and heartache, strife, derision, and doubt. Give it to Jesus and ask Him.
You gotta learn Spanish, Daddy, from 12 Strong. Haven’t I already written this? What father do you think that is? The truth is, the Founding Father’s of the United States Constitution. That is to say, intelligence, you gotta learn, who Cherith really is.
The Jord’s have a mole, from Zero Dark Thirty, most likely means, several if not many foreign persons, if from the only action of how many foreign requests, United States intelligence has received – for me, have seen me as similar as, or like the Queen of Jordan, Elsa, from Frozen. Meaning, the effect the Queen of Jordan has had on her people.
The truth is, there is no workable solution, at this weight, nor will there be.
The truth is, I am tired of being grieved and pain because this man could really love me, and this man could really love me, and this man could really love me, yet none are allowed to. So, I would rather have none, than millions of “possible”, “hopeful” loves, especially when they have already committed themselves to love another woman.
David Wolfe is not any other man, other than, David Wolfe.
He is beautiful, isn’t he? That young man? He is to me. Beautiful. Is that something else that is hard to do, smile, for him is it hard to, smile? Hard, meaning, difficult?
And, how difficult it must be for a single woman and mother, to be a mother, to a child and children that so many other people, don’t really like because of how they were born?
Is this true, did they fly them from California here? Is this true that he has enjoyed, and has felt better, just by watching me, be me at church? And, did you make and allow this young man to hurt by denying me to go to church last week?
Is this true, is this Sona woman, the real woman responsible for my dentistry? Meaning the tooth that allows you to hear, my thoughts? It’s a crime. An implant that is spying against a United States citizen – for innocence. Because she can’t and couldn’t, she spied on me? Denying me a constitutional right – to happiness?
And, she still hasn’t been able to read me, with the Bluetooth?
Black men of America be aware of what you are truthfully doing by being a statistic within the criminal justice system and penal system. You are allowing your black women, to be – unprotected.
What is the ratio of single black women? Why are they all single? Is it because all their men, black men, are – incarcerated?
And, don’t get confused about black men and white women, or white men, and black women. It is actually referenced in the movie, Silence of The Lambs about serial killers, killing within their own ethnic group.
It literally is probably one sentence of intelligence from about 1988 to 1990, that no one has understood or been able to – decode.
A strong America has many colors. A strong United States government has many colors.
Is this really happening because black men, are born black; therefore, with a propensity to criminal behavior? Or, is the real truth, yet again, no one has told you the real truth?
Home ownership. Marriage. And, the importance of men being seen as men, strong, and able to defend and protect, women, and the sacrament of marriage.
Not every person is a hero. That doesn’t mean, the possibility for greatness, ceases to exist. With something as simple, as marriage, and home ownership.
I will defend myself, especially since I am not married. If I must cut you out of my life, to avoid, something as juvenile as pressure washing, I will.
I will leave you at the altar, especially, if you are already married.
She stalked me at this home and at the Obama campaign election office, David. Brianna followed me. What reason could she possibly have needed to feel she had to see where I was living, after I moved, before my car accident, when I was no longer Facebook friends with you, talking to you, or involved with you at all.
Forty-eight years old, and not one man has been able to be seen, as my protector and defender. Not one. Not anyone.
Do you still not see that as – strategy? Against the United States?