SO – I OBJECT! I AM SUPPOSED TO BE – LIVING MY LIFE – NOT SPENDING IT – FOR OTHERS TO LIVE THROUGH ME! I OBJECT – I AM NOT SUPPOSED TO BE – SLEEPING YEARS AND DECADES OF MY LIFE AWAY – FOR TEIKWW AND OTHERS SUCH AS ASS – TO LIVE MY LIFE FOR ME – IT IS – MY LIFE, AND I WILL TAKE THEIR LIVES AWAY – WHEN THEY DENY – MY LIFE AND ITS FREEDOMS! I – AM JUST DIFFERENT, AND THE NEEDS FROM GOD – IS JUST NOT THE SAME AS OTHER HUMANS, I’M SORRY, DON’T LET THEM MISLEAD YOU, I PREFER TO WAKE UP AND GO TO EARLY CHURCH SERVICE ON SUNDAY’S – FOR LOTS OF REASONS, AND ITS ONLY FEELS LIKE PUNISHMENT WHEN GOING TO CHURCH WHEN THEY GAS ME, OR THE TIME AT DAMASCUS CHURCH IN OREGON, WHEN THE KIDS, I WAS UNDER THE AGE OF TEN, WOULDN’T LET ME HAVE MY COAT, WHICH WAS A FAUX WHITE FUR COAT MY MOTHER – SEWED ME, MADE BY HAND, AND THEY WERE TRYING TO PUT IT ON SOMETHING FROM THE CEILING, SO I COULDN’T REACH IT, AND – LITERALLY, MY FATHER WALKED BY, THROUGH THE OPEN DOOR FROM THE HALLWAY CONNECTED TO THE ROOM I WAS IN, AND JUST CASUALLY TOOK MY COAT DOWN, AND CONTINUED WHATEVER HE WAS DOING AND I WAS – INCENCED (SPELLING) WITH RAGE AT THE INSOLANCE – IT WASN’T FUNNY, AND IT WASN’T A LITTLE BOY WHO WANTED MY ATTENTION – THERE IS INTELLIGENCE ATTACHED – OR I WOULDN’T REMEMBER IT AND I WAS – RAGE, SHE’S MY MOTHER, AND I DON’T CARE THAT IT WASN’T BOUGHT AT A STORE, IT WAS SORT OF – SUPER POSH FOR A SUBURBAN AMERICAN FAMILY TO GO TO CHURCH WITH A, ALTHOUGH FAUX, FUR COAT – BUT, I DIDN’T CARE – THEY HAD NO RIGHT TO TREAT ME WITH SUCH – COWARDICE! I LIKE TO WAKE UP, AND I LIKE A CHURCH SERVICE DIFFERENT THAN THIS AMAZON CULT CHURCH, I – HAVE NEVER BEEN IMPRESSED, OR MOVED, OR – ANYTHING OTHER THAN – I THANK GOD INTELLIGENCE HAS BEEN THERE, GET HOME AND HAVE A MEAL BEFORE ITS MID-AFTERNOON, AND SUNDAY’S ARE MEANT FOR PEOPLE TO GATHER AND SPEND TIME, BUT IT’S OKAY TO WORK, AND ITS OKAY FOR BUSINESS AND COMPANIES – TO NOT BE OPEN ON SUNDAY’S,A ND I PREFER, IF THE BODY NEEDS IT, TO GO TO SLEEP EARLIER ON SUNDAY NIGHTS, TO PREPARE FOR THE WEEK, HAVE A GOOD BATH, CLEAN PAJAMA’S, AND FEEL PREPARED FOR THE WEEK, RATHER THAN THIS SLOPPY DIRTY, RUNNING OUT THE DOOR AT THE LAST MINUTE – TO CAUSE STRESS, AND THE BEDROOM I DESIGNED FOR THE VIETNAM HOUSE, OFF OF THE POOL, IS ALMOST A PERFECT MARRIED COUPLE BEDROOM! IT’S ALMOST PERFECT, FOR THE TIME OF YEARS AND DECADES YOU SPEND IN MARRIAGE AS A COUPLE, EACH HAVE THEIR OWN PLACE, NOT IN THE BED, A PLACE TO SIT AND DO ACTIVITIES, TO JUST BE TOGETHER – GOD, ACTUALLY SEES YOU, I’M HERE, AND THE TIME YOU SPEND WITH ME AND AROUND ME – IS SEEN, BUT – START DOING IT IN PERSON, I DON’T WANT THE WORLD TO END, BUT IT WILL, UNTIL… ;($! ,