THEY MUST HAVE PANICKED AGAIN TODAY! WATERMELON JAYDEN LEGALS MUST HAVE HIT A – PANIC AGAIN! DO YOU KNOW I ACTUALLY LIKE TO READ, BOOKS, SHORT STORIES, I READ EVERY DAY WHEN TAKING CARE OF MY MOTHER BECAUSE – WHAT TO DO WITH THE TIME THAT’S GIVEN YOU – IS HOW TO STAY ALIVE, AND WHAT YOU DO WITH YOUR DAY – MATTERS, AND I HAD ALL THIS TIME TO MYSELF WITH MY MOTHER, AND IT WAS – 24 HOURS A DAY, LIVING IN CONSTANT PANIC, I JUST COULDN’T LOSE MY MOTHER, ALL OF YOU WILL LIVE TO REGRET – LOSING MY MOTHER, AND LYING ALL THESE YEARS, IF ANY OF YOU – LIVE TO SEE THE END OF THE TAKEOVER BECAUSE TODAY – IS NOT A DAY OF LIVING AFTER THE TAKEOVER WITH – REAL LIFE! IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT WHILE EVERYONE FINALLY SLEPT AND THE WORLD WAS – STILL, I TOOK TO A BOOK, AND READ, EVERY DAY, UNTIL I FINISHED A BOOK, AND THEN I STARTED ANOTHER BOOK, AND THEN ANOTHER, BAD CRY, AND LIKELY ONE OF THE REASON THEY TOOK TO MY EARS WAS TO – STOP ALL EDUCATION, JUST LIKE THAT BRUNETTE BAD RUSSIAN DOUBLE AGENT, THE REASON KERRI GOT CAST IN THE ROLE FOR HER – SMALL BODY SIZE, MEANING THEY ARE ALL – LYING STILL ABOUT MY BODY, SAYING MY NAME OVER AND OVER AGAIN – TO HARASS – I WILL NEVER FORGET THE DAY COUNTY TOLD ME I COULDN’T GO TO CHURCH AND I WILL NEVER FORGET THE DAY COUNTY MADE ME FEAR FOR MY LIFE LIKE MY MOTHER – YOU WILL ALL BE – LUCKY TO LIVE – IN THE REAL LIFE WITHOUT THE TECH IN MY BODY – IF ANY OF YOU – EVER LIVE TO SEE THAT DAY BECAUSE – TODAY, NONE OF YOU WILL SURVIVE IT! I DON’T WANT TO KNOW THIS STUFF ABOUT YOU PEOPLE IF NONE OF YOU INTEND – TO EVER TELL THE REAL WORLD – THE TRUTH! I’M NOT SORRY WILLIAM, IT LOOKS LIKE YOUR FATHER LOVED MY MOTHER (CRAZY STUPID LOVE) SINCE AN ADOLESCENT (WHOOPS) BOY, AND IF YOU AND NO ONE ELSE THINKS ITS IMPORTANT ENOUGH THAT YOUR OWN FATHER – JUST COULDN’T LOVE THE ONE HE WAS WITH AND WAS STILL IN LOVE WITH MY MOTHER – I MEAN, I HAVE THINGS IN ME THAT ARE OF THE TIMES OF THE KNIGHTS OF THE ROUND TABLE AND WHEN I SAY IT – I MEAN IT! NOT IN CASUAL CONVERSATION, I MEAN TO THE DEPTHS OF HELL – AND BACK AGAIN – THAT IS THE REAL TRUTH OF EARNESTNESS, SPEAKING WITH SINCERITY OF INTENTIONS AND – ACTIONS! NO ONE’S FAVORITE COLOR IS EVER – RED! SOMEONE TELLS YOU THEIR FAVORITE COLOR IS RED – THEY ARE LYING, AND THAT’S OTHER FBI MAN IN MY COLLEGE CLASS WITH THE DEAD WOMAN IN THE STREET STORY HIT IN THE HEAD WITH A HAMMER! NO ONE’S FAVORITE COLOR IS BLACK! THESE ARE BOTH – CRY’S FOR HELP, AND I – DID NOT GO TO SEE THE RED BEDROOM OF THE COLLEGE PROFESSOR’S HOUSE WHEN MY BROTHER LIVED IN ALABAMA! PEOPLE MIGHT USE RED, MIGHT LIKE RED, BUT IT’S NEVER A FAVORITE COLOR, ITS A CRY FOR HELP! NOT EVEN A CHINESE, THE INTENTION BEHIND WHY A PERSON MIGHT SAY, THE COLOR RED IS NOT THE SAME THING AS A PERSON WHO – TRUTHFULLY SAYS THEIR FAVORITE COLOR! I GOT THE WEIRDEST MEMORY AT WORK TODAY WALKING IN THE MALL WITH ADAM WHO WAS THE BROTHER OF A BLACK WOMAN WHO WORKED WITH ME AT DILLARDS AND – NEVER WENT TO COLLEGE LIKE SHE SAID SHE WAS GOING TO DO, AND ADAM WAS A FAIRLY NICE YOUNG MAN, TOO YOUNG TO BE CONSIDERED A MATE OR BOYFRIEND FOR ME, AND I REMEMBER THE – SECOND – HE SAID, HOOTCHIE MOMMA – I – WAS ON ALERT, EYES WIDE OPEN, LOOKING AROUND, DEFENSIVE, SOMETHING’S WRONG BECAUSE – I AM NOT A HOOTCHIE MOMMA – OH NO! ADAM IS OR WAS BLACK, AND USING HIM JUST FOR HIS SKIN COLOR AGAIN – I WILL LIVE TO SEE THE WORLD – DIE, IF NO ONE STOPS THIS BLACK HOOD – CONTROL TAKEOVER – WASTE OF MY TIME – NONSENSE, AND IF THAT IS WHAT WILLIAM’S FATHER WANTED WAS A PROSTITUTE HOOTCHIE MOMMA, HE LIED, HE, IN TRUTH, JUST COULDN’T LOVE THE ONE HE WAS WITH, NOT AFTER – MY MOTHER, AND HOOTCHIE MOMMA AND I IMMEDIATELY WENT TO – NO, MY MOTHER AND ME ARE – PINK AND BLUE SIDEWALKS, SEX MIGHT NOT ALARM ME, BUT THAT IS – NEVER ACCEPTABLE BEHAVIOR, AND – I WAS LOOKING FOR LANCELOT, MY HUSBAND, I AM SURE HE WAS THERE SOMEWHERE, AND IF THEY DO NOT END THE TAKEOVER AND LET ME BE A REAL PERSON – I WILL LIVE TO SEE THE WORLD – DIE, JUST LIKE THE MOVIE! I – WOULD NEVER DO THAT TO YOUR FAMILY WILLIAM, I AM DEEPLY, GRAVELY – SERIOUS – I AM NOT – INSINCERE ABOUT EVEN SOMETHING AS SIMPLE AS A, HELLO, AND I WILL – MAKE YOU FEEL THE DEPTHS OF YOUR OWN EMOTIONS, JUST AS THE GROUND – MAKES YOU FEEL THE EARTH WHEN IT QUAKES, AND IF YOU ARE NOT CAREFUL, COULD FALL – I MEAN – APETHY WILL BE AS UNFATHOMABLE AS A CONCEPT, PEOPLE WILL FIND IT DIFFICULT TO BELIEVE – ANYONE EVER DID SOMETHING AS FOOLISH AS USING A BLACK MAN, TO PLAY – N’WORD HOOD! I DON’T LIKE THIS WOMAN THEY WATERMELON JAYDEN LEGAL SHOVED IN MY HEAD TO PLAY ANOTHER GAME OF – I HAVE NO INTENTION OF OFFERING REAL EMPLOYMENT AGAIN TO PLAY – CONTROL! SO, WE ARE STILL AT THE SAME PLACE, EVERYONE DIES HERE, HE WILL SEE THEM DEAD, AND I WILL SEE TO SEE THE WORLD DIE – THIS IS NOT A VICTORY, IF THEY EVER – CAN! THEY ARE LYING TO ME ABOUT AFGHANISTAN – I KNOW IT! ;($!,