SO, I GOT MORE MARIJUANA CAT SHIT AND BUGS ON THE MAT WHICH TELLS ME THAT TWYLA IS TRYING TO TRANSPORT ANOTHER YOUNGER NIKKI THROUGH TEIKWW TOMORROW – WHICH NO ONE WANTS – AND ANOTHER REASON I WANT TO QUIT THE CAR WASH! IS NIKKI GOING TO RETURN SINCE TWYLA IS SUCH A FUCK UP?! AND I ALMOST CAN’T BELIEVE RYAN I HEARD TODAY – IS HAVING TROUBLE – I MEAN – FOR SO MANY YEARS NOW THEY’VE LET THIS GO ON AS THOUGH IT IS – ACCEPTABLE – WHICH IS NOT! AND NO – YOU CANNOT EMPLOY AND HIRE PEOPLE TO FIGHT FOR BLACK HOOD BHW’S – ITS OVER! MISSY IS PLAYING THE ROLE OF TWYLA FOR WHITE SKIN AT CUSTOMER SERVICE AND SHE MIGHT NOT BE THE ONLY ONE – FOR WHITE SKIN – THIS IS A BLACK HOOD SICKNESS AND – ITS GONE ON TOO LONG – SO SOMETHING IS GOING TO BE TAKEN AWAY – EVERY DAY – UNTIL I FINALLY GET TO START – SAVING THE WORLD – OR WE ALL DIE HERE! NOT A JOKE! IS THIS A PARABLE, I DON’T THINK SOMEONE IS SURE: NO, I DO NOT WANT TO BUY SOME OF THE PRODUCTS IN THE STORE FOR, FOR INSTANCE, FOR MY FATHER – THAT IS NOT WHAT MY FATHER – REALLY WANTS, AND THERE ARE TIMES IN OUR LIVES WHERE SOMETHING SUCH AS A FOOD PRODUCT AS A GIFT – IS ENOUGH, BUT I DON’T JUST WANT TO BUY THINGS FOR MY FATHER – I WANT TO – GIVE, AND THAT MEANS – I WANT TO BUY A FOOD PRODUCT FOR MY FATHER, AND MAKE IT, IN THE KITCHEN, AND GO TO ALL THE TROUBLE OF BUYING PLASTIC CONTAINERS FOR THE FOOD, TO BETTER FACILIATE EASE OF USE, AND PUT HIS NAME ON IT, AND WRITE A NOTE, AND PUT SPRINKLES OR BOWS OR FRILLIES OR – ANY FUCKING DECORATION – SO, IN THOSE TIMES IN YOUR LIFE WHEN LIFE IS JUST GOING IN THAT SWIRLY FORWARD MOTION, MY FATHER WILL BE ABLE TO REMEMBER THAT TIME – I WENT TO ALL THE TROUBLE (FIGURE OF SPEECH) OF PREPARING FOOD, AND I REMEMBERED HIM WHILE COOKING AND PRESENTATION OF A GIFT WITH – JUST LIKE THAT GODDAMN NECKALCE SCENE IN THE MOVIE, LOVE ACTUALLY – GODDAMNIT – YOU LOVE ME – YOU – DO WANT ALL THAT POTPOURRI, CINAMMON TWIGS, AND CLEAR PLASTIC BAG – YOU DO WANT ALL THAT FUCKING – WORK, DON’T JUST HAND ME SOMETHING – DO SOMETHING FOR ME – ITS SO MUCH MORE TIME AND EFFORT – AND IT IS A MEASURABLE FORM OF MONEY OR CURRENCY, ITS A MEMORY THAT CARRIES OVER – AFTER DEATH, YOU DO WANT THOSE COOKIES I BAKED WITH THE ESPRESSO CHIPS, JUST LIKE YOU LIKE, WITH THE SPECIAL VANILLA I FOUND AND BOUGHT – ITS MORE MEANIGFUL, AND – NOT BECAUSE I OR YOU – EXPECT IT, ITS A FORM OF EXPRESSION – I SEE YOU FOR MORE THAN – OTHERS DO – THAT’S A FORM OF LOVE – CAN’T BE BOUGHT! SO, JUST AS THE TWO DISCIPLES THAT I READ LAST NIGHT, WHEN ASKED BY THE MALFORMED MAN FOR MONEY – THEY DIDN’T GIVE – MONEY IN RETURN, THEY PERFORMED A MIRACLE AND MAN THE MAN TO BE ABLE TO – WALK – UNASSISTED – ALL BY HIMSELF – WHICH IS A FORM OF – MONEY! SO – THESE COUNTY FUCKERS BANGED ON MY DOOR IN THE 6:30 EARLY MORNING – TO ASK ME IF THEY COULD USE ME – TO NIGGERHOOD! IT’S WASN’T IN WHAT THEY SAID – IT WAS ALL IN THEIR – ACTIONS, BLACK SHIRTS, BODY CAMERA, WORD CHOICES – SO – THE ANSWER ALWAYS IS AND ALWAYS WILL BE – NO, YOU CAN’T USE ME – TO PLAY BLACK HOOD – YOU JUST CAN’T; SIMILARLY, WHAT I HAD BEEN WRITING AND THINKING AND PLANNING ALL IN MY HEAD – THE OPPOSITE OF POVERTY, IS NOT WEALTH, THE OPPOSITE OF POVERTY, IS TECHNICALLY A SUSTAINED FORM (WAY) OF LIFE, AND I AM TELLING YOU, BACK IN THE BIBLICAL DAY WHEN PEOPLE LIVED IN HUTS AND SHACKS AND SO FORTH – ITS NOT A SUSTAINED WAY OF LIFE, A SUSTAINED WAY OF LIFE IS BEING ABLE TO FURNISH AND TAKE CARE AND MANAGE HOUSING, PROPERTY, WHEN SOMETHING IS DAMAGED, OR WORN OUT BEING ABLE TO HAVE MONEY TO REPLACE OR REPAIR SOMETHING – IS A LACK OF STRESS – STRESS – CAN’T EVER BE – A WAY OF LIFE, AND SAYING THEY ARE N’WORD EXCITED IS NOT TRUE -THEIR BODY IS STRESSED, AND I GOT A RED-HEADED PROFILE THE OTHER DAY AND IT READS – THEY ARE NOT ABLE TO MANAGE ME, THE INFORMATION THEY ARE GIVEN, OR MANAGE AT ALL, WHAT I HAD BEEN STARTING WITH THE REBUILDS OF THE NEIGHBORHOODS – IS FOR A SUSTAINED WAY OF LIFE! CAN’T BREAK SOMETHING OF MINE – AND NOT PROVIDE THE MONEY – TO REPAIR IT! THEY’VE BEEN INTO – EVERY APPLIANCE, INCLUDING MY COMPUTERS – AND NEVER PAID ME FOR IT! FURNISHING PEOPLE WITH A FOUNDATION TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL, PAID FOR, AND WITH HOUSING THAT PEOPLE DO NOT HAVE TO STRESS OVER – BY SIZE ALONE – IS A SUSTAINED WAY OF LIFE, THE OPPOSITE OF POVERTY – IS EDUCATION! NOT WEALTH OR MONEY – GIVE A PERSON AN EDUCATION – AND THEN – THEY CAN GET A BETTER JOB, MORE IMPORTANTLY – NOT A JOB, A CAREER – THAT’S – LIVING, IF A PERSON HAS A BETTER PAYING JOB – EVEN A LABOR WORKER SUCH AS MYSELF AS THAT IS ALL THEY HAVE GIVEN ME – ALL MY LIFE, INCLUDING NOW – WHERE I HAVE DEMANDED A BETTER PAYING JOB – AND BEEN DENIED – BECAUSE OF A NIGGERHOOD, IF THEY ARE PAID MORE MONEY, HAVE A BETTER PAYING JOB – THE GOVERNMENT – GETS MORE TAXES AND ITS – NOT FROM TAX INCREASES! AMERICAN’S DON’T TYPICALLY – VOTE FOR TAX INCREASES – ITS SORT OF UNAMERICAN IN THINKING BECAUSE ITS – UNJUSTIFIED EXPENSE, IN OUR MINDS, ISN’T IT?! WATERMELON – IS JUST NOT FAST ENOUGH! AND WHEREVER THIS CAME FROM – IT’S PROBABLY THE LAST TIME THEY WORKED ME INT HE WHITE HOUSE, SINCE I’VE BEEN WITHOUT TELEVISION – FOR SO LONG NOW, CAN I FINISH, ROSS PEROT?! CAN I FINISH?! CAN I FINISH?! REMEMBER THAT IN DEBATES, CAN I FINISH?! UM – NO! ROSS PEROT AS A PRESIDENT?! WITH NATIONAL SECURITY ON THE LINE – NO, – YOU – CAN’T FINISH! JUST LIKE THEY CAN’T ACTUALLY CANCEL – THEY STARTED A FIGHT – THEY CAN’T WIN! YOU – CAN’T FINISH! EVERY SINGLE FUCKING DAY – THESE FAGGOTS ENTER MY HOUSE AND COVER MY BRAS – WITH THAT CUNT BABY OIL! GUESS WHAT?! YOU WANT THAT FUTURE OF PROSPERITY, EDUCTION – PAID FOR – PEOPLE HAVE TO DIE! THIS -CAN’T AND IS NOT A SUSTAINANBLE WAY OF LIFE – THE TAKEOVER – OR, I’D BE MAKING MORE THAN 12 OR 14 DOLLARS AN HOUR! AND THIS BLACK WOMAN PROFILE OF TEIKWW AS THE RECEPTIONIST AT BASS PRO SINCE 2020 – IS NOT ACCURATE, AND IT – LITERALLY – DOES NOT READ! NO – I DON’T JUST WANT TO BUY THINGS FOR PEOPLE – I WANT TO – GIVE! BUT, PEOPLE – DO HAVE TO DIE! I WOULD APOLOGIZE, BUT IT’S NOT MY FAULT – THEY HAVE NO EXCUSE FOR THE TAKEOVER – ENOUGH! WHAT THE – FUCK – AM I STILL DOING HERE?! ;($!,