WHATEVER HAPPENED YEARS AGO, WHENEVER I FIRST HEARF THE WORD, EXCUZI, FOR EXCUSE ME, I HAVE ALWAYS USED IT, AND WILL LIKELY USE IT MORE THAN THE WORD EXCUSE ME, AND I AM SO MAD I AM AGAIN IN ANOTHER BRAWL OVER INCOME, I AM NOT GETTING ENOUGH HELP – YOU PEOPLE CAN’T GET CHERITH AS A CASHIER, DON’T NEED TO BE A BRAINAIC TO BE A CASHIER – AT ANY EMPLOYER THAT ISN’T GOING TO REQUIRE HER HOUSING, CAR, BODY AND SEX – AS A PART OF THE CONTRACT OF HER EMPLOYMENT?! THAT DOESN’T MAKE SENSE! AND YOUR CIA RESPONSE TO ME DOES NOT MAKE SENSE TO ME – THE ONLY LOGICAL RESPONSE I SEE IS TO STOP PRETENDING THE TAKEOVER IS NOT REAL AND TALK TO ME IN PERSON – I DON’T WANT TO DIE AND I DON’T WANT SO MANY OTHERS TO DIE, AND I WANT TO LIVE, LIKE A REAL PERSON, JUST LIKE YOU PEOPLE WHO’VE GOTTEN MARRIED, HAD CHILDREN, RAISED FAMILIES, GONE ON VACATIONS – ALL AT THE EXPENSE OF USING ME AND MY BODY ALL THESE YEARS! GOING ON 12 YEARS HERE WITH PEOPLE USING ME AND MY FAMILY – AND PRETENDING – I DON’T ACTUALLY EXIST WHILST THEY GO ON AND HAVE – ANOTHER LIFE, ANOTHER FAMILY, ANOTHER WIFE, ANOTHER FRIEND, ANOTHER LOVE AND PRETEND – I DO NOT DESERVE MY OWN FREEDOM AND TO AT LEAST BE FREE OF THIS GASSING AND SEX ABUSE AND BEING RAPING WITH THIS BUTTON PLUNGER PUSHING OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER – SO I WON’T BLESS YOU PEOPLE ANYMORE – ITS WHAT I’VE BEEN DOING, YOU SEE SALES SPIKE – I’VE BEEN BLESSING YOU, BUT YOU HAVE TO GIVE ME FREEDOM OVER MY OWN BODY – NO ONE DESERVES TO BE ASSHOLE PLUNGERED TO DEATH! NOSE GASSING TO DEATH! BECAUSE – IT IS NOT POSSIBLE TO – NIGGER ME! TO UPSET AND DISAPPOINTED IN PEOPLE AND HUMANITY – I WON’T ACTUALLY BLESS ANYMORE – YOU’VE ALL ALREADY – TAKEN TOO MUCH FROM ME – I AM A REAL PERSON AND I – DO – DESERVE THE SAME FREEDOMS AND MORE AS EVERY UNITED STATES CITIZEN – GIVE THEM BACK TO ME – BEFORE ALL DIES! ;($!,