THAT PONYTAIL AT CUSTOMER SERVICE – IT JUST DOESN’T LOOK RIGHT, SHE STANDS THERE AND TALKS TO CUSTOMER SERVICE AND ALMOST – EVERY DAY THEY HAVE A GANG OF MORE THAN 2, 6, 7, LIKE A PARTY, JUST CHIT-CHATTING, AND I MEAN, NOT A QUICK CHAT ABOUT SOMETHING IN THE STORE – ITS A HABIT, AND IT DOESN’T LOOK NORMAL, ITS NOT THE EMPLOYEES AT THE END OF THEIR SHIFT WAITING FOR THEIR RIDE BEFORE THE LEAVE THE BUILDING – ITS HOW THEY MANAGE THEIR TIME – AT THE STORE ON THE CLOCK AND – I AM EMBARASSED FOR THEM, I WOULD FEEL BAD IF I WAS INVOLVED IN IT – YOU JUST DON’T – STAND AROUND – AND NOT WORK – WHILE ON THE CLOCK – SO CAN CHERITH GO WORK FOR MCDONALDS OR ANOTHER EMPLOYER WHO’S GOING APPRECIATE – CHERITH’S WORK ETHIC – WHICH IS NOT TO SLEEP ALL DAY AND NIGHT AND ONLY WORK A FEW HOURS – CHERITH IS NOT THAT PERSON – I JUST WANT TO KILL YOU – YOU SHOULD HAVE KNOWN MY MOTHER, AND IF MY FAMILY AND LIFE HAS BEEN INTERRUPTED AND NOT BEEN AS GOOD AS I (YOU FEEL THE SAME WAY ABOUT YOUR TIME ON THIS EARTH TOO, DON’T YOU?!) KNOW IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE, THEN YOUR IS ALSO THE SAME – ISN’T IT?! BECAUSE – WHERE IS YOUR STARTING?! YOUR BIRTH OR MINE?! MY PARENTS OR YOUR?! MY GRANDPARENTS OR YOURS?! CHERITH IS NOT MAKING MUCH ADO ABOUT NOTHING – I AM SAYING – YOU HAVE TO INCLUDE CHERITH AND EH R FAMILY IN YOUR – LIFE, WE ARE NOT AS SEPERATE AS YOU THINK) -AND JESUS CHRIST IF I DIDN’T HAVE A BAD REACTION WHILE WATCHING THAT MOVIE – BACK UP, BACK THE FUCK UP, AND I COMPLAIN ABOUT THIS AT THE STORE TOO, EXCUSE ME, I DON’T WANT TO HIT YOU AS THESE MORONS USE THEIR FISHING POLES AT THEIR CROTCHES AND WHEN I GO TO TAKE THE POLES – IF I DIDN’T SAY ANYTHING – IT WOULD HIT THEM – IN THEIR CROTCHES BECAUSE THEY ARE SO CLOSE – BACK UP, JESUS CHRIST – BACK THE FUCK UP YOU ARE – TOO FUCKING CLOSE! I NEED YOU RELATIONSHIPS AND TIME AND ATTENTION, IN PERSON FOR REAL – I DO NOT NEED YOUR SPY SURVEILANCE UP MY ASSHOLE TO SEE INSIDE MY HOUSES – BACK UP! YOU WANT TO KNOW HOW GOD FEELS ABOUT THE JEWS – I AM STILL THINKING ABOUT SCRIPTURE AND READING THE BIBLE, I THINK ITS ALMOST HUMANLY IMPOSSIBLE FOR HUMANS TO UNDERSTAND THE DEPTH OF EMOTION GOD HAS FOR HUMANS, AND HERE I AM HAVING TO CURSE PEOPLE BECAUSE IN ALL THESE YEARS – THIS IS THE BEST THEY’VE DONE – AND ITS NOT GOOD ENOUGH! AMERICAN IDOL IS NOT SOMETHING THAT CAN BE WORSHIPED LIKE A GOLD CALF IDOL FROM THE OLD TESTAMENT,A ND IN ALL MY LIFE, I HAVE NEVER BEEN TOLD THAT CONTEMPORARY MUSIC IS NOT TO BE LISTENED TO OR GIVEN ATTENTION; HOWEVER, MY MOTHER – WAS BATTLING THINGS WITH INTELLIGENCE – YOU MORONS – HAVE NEVER ACTUALLY DEVELOPED – YOU STILL NEED HER – TO COMMUNICATE AND – IT LITERALLY DOESN’T HAPPEN AFTER DEATH NO MATTER HOW MUCH I HEAR FROM DEAD PEOPLE! SO YOUR PRIORITIES – HAVE NOT BEEN GOOD ENOUGH, MY MOTHER DID NOT WANT THE MICHAEL JACKSON THRILLER RECORD IN OUR HOUSE, AND I WAS OKAY WITH SELLING IT, GIVING IT AWAY, ALTHOUGH I DID NOT BELIEVE IT HAD (HAS) A BAD SPIRIT THAT IS ABLE TO HURT HUMANS, SO MY MOM SAID NO, THAT WAS OKAY WITH ME, I KNEW SHE HAD THINGS – THAT WERE TAKING – TOO MUCH TIME, ITS NOT REALLY THE SAME THING, SO HERE I AM AGAIN – THERE IS A HUGE LACK OF LEADERSHIP, IN THE NATIONS, IN CHURCHES, IN AGENCIES, AND A PART OF LEADERSHIP IS MORALS AND – CHARACTER, NO – I WON’T DO THAT! I WOULD SAY BE CAREFUL NOT TO HURT GOD’S FEELINGS, I THINK ISAIAH 41:17 IS THE VERSE PROBABLY FOR ALL OF CHRISTIANITY AND FOR THE JEWS – I JUST LOVE THEM, I’VE NEVER BEEN GIVEN ENOUGH ACCESS TO PEOPLE, ANOTHER OLYMPIC BOMBING IN ATLANTA AND I HAVE – ALMOST ZERO INFORMATION ABOUT IT, THE CLOSEST OF A PROFILE I’VE EVER HAD ABOUT ATLANTA WAS – IT WAS FOR HYPE! CURSE THEM FOR THE TAKEOVER AND CURSE THEM FOR THE BODY USE – ENOUGH! I LOOK AROUND AND – WHAT I SEE IS – DECADES BEHIND WHERE THE GOVERNMENT IS SUPPOSED TO BE – ENOUGH – CURSE THEM GOD! ;($!,