SO, MY ATTORNEY, WHOM I LOVE, I DON’T TRUST THEM, TO DRAW IT, AND THIS FUCKING DOUCHE BAG WHORE IS COCAINE DOG COATING UP MY FUCKING NOSE, SO I HAVE NOT – PATIENCE WITH ANY OF YOU, WHEN I HEARD WILLIAM WAS GONE, REAL OR NOT, FOUND FROM OTHER PICTURES, WHAT I SAW WAS WILLIAM FAR DOWN BELOW, ON A PLATFORM ROCK THING, LIKE A FLAT MUSHROOM, OPEN, SOME SORT OF PILLAR THINGS LIKE COLUMS NEAR THE EDGE, BUT ALL OPEN AIR, SORT OF SIMILAR TO A LAND OF THE ELVES SORT OF HOUSE IN LOTR, COMPLETELY BARREN OF FURNITURE OR A CHAIR EVEN, AND A LITTLE WEIRD IS THIS IS, WILLIAM WAS NOT TALL ANYMORE, SORT OF SHRIVILED, SHRUNKEN, NOT REALLY RECOGNZIABLE AS HE WAS, AND I HEARD AFTERWARDS IF WILLIAM NEEDED A CHAIR BECAUSE IF I DREW WHAT I SAW, I AM PRETTY SURE IF I DREW A CHAIR, IT WOULD APPEAR, BUT THE WEIRD THING IS ALSO THIS, I SAW AN EMPTY PLACE, LIKE VOID, SIMILAR TO WHAT WE HAVE WITH AIR AND GRAVITY, BUT A CHAIR, IN A PLACE LIKE WHERE I SAW WILLIAM, WOULD BE ABOUT AS GOOD AS HAVING A PERSON, THIRTY FEET BELOW WATER, AND – HANDING THEM A – TOWEL, WHAT GOOD WOULD THAT DO, YOU’D NEVER BE ABLE TO – BE DRY, IT’D BE WET, AND BOTHER YOU HAVING TO CARRY IT AROUND THAN IT WOULD BE WORTH, SINCE A TOWEL THIRTY FEET BELOW WATER DOES NOT HAVE THE SAME PURPOSE, BELOW WATER AS IT IS – ON LAND, AND I REMEMBER HAVING TO WATCH ANOTHER MOVIE AGAIN, COLLATERAL BEAUTY, IT IS A PRISON SENTENCE WHAT THESE PEOPLE HAVE DONE WITH CONTROL OVER MY OWN LIFE, IT IS NOT A GIFT, AND IT IS GROSSLY SELF-INDULGENT, WHEN DAVID AND FRANCO WERE MANAGING THE TAKEOVER AND THEY – WOULD NOT GET ME A JOB, JUST LIKE NOW, AND STILL DID NOT PROVIDE ME WITH AN INCOME, AND THEY SET UP A JOB INTERVIEW OR SOMETHING AT THE FORUM FOR THE LIGHTNING, AND THEY PAID FOR A RAIN THT STARTED ABOUT THE TIME I PARKED MY CAR, IN A PARKING LOT, AND RAIN IN THE RAIN THE MANY BLOCKS TO THE FORUM, ONE OF THE BIGGEST RAINS THEY’VE – EVER HAD, SINCE THEY DON’T HAVE HURRICANES ANYMORE AND I WAS – COPMPLETELY DRENCHED IN BUCKETS OF WATER, AND THEY HAD ME WALK AROUND THE FORUM, SOME STUPID SCRIPTING ABOUT DAVID DOING THE LIGHTING, THEY GAVE ME A JOB AND – NEVER WORKED ME OR PUT ME ON A SCHEDULE – NO – MONEY, NO MONEY STILL HAPPENING, THEY SCARE ME JUST ABOUT EVERY DAY WITH THIS PRISON SENTENCE – THIS IS NOT LIFE, AND NOT LIVING, AND ONLY MEANT TO WATCH ME DIE, AND I STILL DO NOT SEE ME IN CONTROL OF MY OWN LIFE, YET, I HAD THE SSAME REACTION AS THE FIRST TIME I SAW THE MOVIE, WITH THE GRIEF COUNSELLOR AND THE HUSBAND WITH THE DEATH OF THEIR CHILD, HIS REACTION OF NOT RESPONDING TO HOW HIS CHILD DIED, IS CORRECT, THE CHANGE OF RESPONDING AND TALKING ABOUT IT SUDDENLY IS A – DIFFERENT TIME, AND IT LOOKS LIKE – ME, PUTTING PATCHES ON A PAIR OF PANTS, AND IT MENDS THE PROBLEM, LIKE FAMILIES OF ISRAEL, ADD A LEG TO IT AND IT – FOILS THEIR PLAN! NOT A VERY OPTIMISTIC FUTURE! TOO MANY EXTERNAL PRESSURES STILL – GOOD-BYE! ;($!,