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April 17, 2019

Los Angeles is really an excellent place to start with and I would start in clubs, night clubs – for real.

We did as a family visit Death Valley, I still remember the visitor’s station, it is a government building.  I remember the drinking fountain.  I remember being aware of the scenery after we visited the visitor’s station.

I would work this, anything like a visitor’s station that could be connected and seen as – guest, Guest, Gjest.

They’ve stayed away from the Ocean.

What’s in between King’s City, Soledad, Gonzalez, Salinas across to Interstate 5?

Los Banos.

San Jose.

Yuba City?  Something in there.  Suspicious, deceptive.

What’s in between Fortuna and Redding, is this one a test?

Because of what I said last night at work, they’ve moved in Oregon in the quadrant of Homedale, Riverside, Fields, and the border of Oregon and Idaho.  Did you really allow this man who does not believe in me because I am female to test me?  This man who has hurt my mother?!  Disgusting.

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April 17, 2019

GET THIS THROUGH YOUR HEAD REAL FUCKING QUICK, I DO NOT SEND MY MEN OUT THERE TO BE CASUALTIES OF WAR!  I DO NOT SEND MY MEN – EVER – TO BE CASUALTIES OF WAR!  I DO NOT!  I DO NOT!  I DO NOT!  NOT EVER!  IT IS NOT IN MY MIND SET!  I DO NOT ACCEPT IT – EVER!

I DO NOT EVEN ALLOW THE IDEA, THE NOTION OF CASUALTIES OF WAR TO EXIST IN MY HEAD, IN MY BRAIN, IN MY MIND!  IT DOES NOT EXIST!

I DO NOT SEND MY MEN TO BE SLAUGHTERED!  I DO NOT SEND THEM – ANYWHERE – UNLESS I KNOW THEY WILL BE SAFE UPON THEIR RETURN!  IT IS THE VERY MEANING OF MY NAME!  A SAFE PLACE!

Whoever you have here nearby, it looks like he is not sorry for what he has done to my mother.  He is not sorry, he is not remorseful, he is afraid of facing and dealing with his own emotions and the truth of what he has done.

I have a problem with him not being sorry for what he has done to my mother.  My mother loved – everyone.  She loved them because she knew and believed – everyone – is a child of God.  She still saw people after her strokes.  Me pushing her in her wheelchair in a store and people walking by she would burst out loud, I love you!  It is the truth.  It is a true story, more than one person has witnessed and seen my stroke-ridden mother proclaiming, I love you!

Think about that for a while.  Visualize my mother, stroke-ridden, damaged brain, physically impaired, and still she had the courage, the strength of heart, and determination to acknowledge – the truth, and what is and was – true.

Why else am I the real White Rabbit, the real Keyser Soze, the real Neo, the real – everything?  I know, and I do not send them to die.  Never.  Not once.

He needs to work on himself.  He needs to admit his wrong, and wrongdoings.  It is a problem that he is not and has not done so already.

He has a problem with me being a woman.

Love will, love does – conquer all.

He has a problem with me being a woman. 

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April 16, 2019

Try and tell me again you stupid, fucking lesbian when I am or am not to wash my hair – again – and it will go unwashed again!  You are a nothing!  You do not get to tell me when to do anything!

I have the audacity to know that I know just how to speak to a person the way they need to be spoken to and hear! 

I stand up for what I believe in and this stupid lesbian takes hundreds and hundreds of people just to try and get close to me.  Hundreds.

Give this stupid lesbian nothing but straight porn for days if not weeks.  Nothing kinky, nothing rough, straight porn, mostly of men entering the woman from behind.  Watch what happens.

Take away her medication she enjoys so much because it stops her from feeling and watch what happens.

Straight porn and more straight porn.  Enormous erections.  All penis’ all the time.  She thinks they are unattractive, yucky and gross.

It is the very reason I have been given nothing but woman and breasts – EVERYWHERE!  Even-flow, Cherith, even- flow.  No!  Straight porn!

This is a woman who has idolized the real Hannibal Lecter as a sort of hero worship.  She thinks she is something of a manipulator.  He will outthink her every day and it will not be difficult for him.  He is a much more astute reader than she has claimed to be.  That was his big mistake from Sherlock is about using proxies.  The real Hannibal Lecter knows what the real thing is and what is a proxy.  So, David as a proxy never worked, he knew the difference.  He knew I saw David for David.

This woman has claimed work I have done as her own because she lacks any moral fortitude that last longer than a lifetime.

He had faith in me, as a teen-ager.  He still has faith in me, it is the reason he gives John Watson the files in Sherlock.  Faith.

Trigger words are not the same as thinking words.  I wrote I am the most exciting thing he has ever known.  It sent him thinking.  Obviously, another good thinking word.

If any of you stupid lesbians have caused me to not live a normal straight love life with a man as husband and wife simply because I helped to put the real Hannibal Lecter in prison more than once – this is me winning from Sherlock – you have been wrong.  He would never have wanted that for me, nor would he in any way like the fact that I have been without boyfriends, male dates, or anything because of him or working to catch and apprehend bad people.

That military intelligence man you sent for me to see does not believe he did anything wrong, he does not believe he should have been sent to military prison.

This woman is no horse.  She doesn’t know the meaning of h-o-r-s-e.

She is no horse.

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April 16, 2019

Everyone beware, world beware, I DO NOT LIKE NICK! 

I DO NOT LIKE HIM!  I DO NOT LIKE HIM!  I DO NOT LIKE HIM!  I DO NOT LIKE HIM!  I DO NOT LIKE ANYTHING ABOUT NICK!  I DON’T LIKE HIM!  EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM, I DO NOT LIKE!

I DO NOT LIKE NICK!

NICK IS NOT NOW OR IN ANYWAY ABLE TO BE ASSOCIATED WITH ME IN ANY CAPACITY AS FAMILY!

I DO NOT LIKE HIM!  I DO NOT LIKE NICK!

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April 15, 2019

Chris, I don’t know who you think you are telling me not to use line four because I have been writing about being the rainmaker – for real.  It has nothing to do with down stacking.  Chris does not want to believe in me.  Chris does not believe in me.  And, Chris wanted to associate criminals with my tribes.  We were associated for a reason and it does not include Chris.

Someone lied to you, Chris.  You have never been in my protection; I will not be providing any protections to you.  They created another cheat with persons like Chris.

They have been using my clothing – such as tearing my jeans apart – because you have been allowing lesbians to have sexual fantasies about me using men to allow that to happen.  It is more than a mistake.  I am very obviously a straight woman; it makes it assault.  It is assault.

I have just begun to write about this.

I am more than adorable to him.

Spoon – SP, Post Script, it has happened after the fact.  OO, double 00, as in 007, my first name is seven characters long, N, as in Norway, as in Norman.

Forks, Washington.  My maternal grandfather was born on Indian land in Washington state.  Forks, F, Floyd is my grandfather’s name on his birth certificate, O, Norman, Arnold, my father’s name, 2 and 4. KS, for Kansas as in brain-thinking.

Jacob Black in Twilight is black because my grandfather had already passed.  I haven’t begun to decode all of Twilight.  It is the reason Bella marries Edward.  I am Bella.  You don’t marry your own grandfather.  It is the reason Jacob “imprints”.  Don’t all grandparents love their grandchildren?  It is the reason Jacob doesn’t go away; they are family.

Thunderheart is intelligence, Twilight is not.

Twilight is a little suspicious.

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April 15, 2019

The water brought into this house is contaminated.  The water in this house is heavy.  Obviously, I am more than unhappy.  I am not eating – again.

Yesterday I drank a little water and suddenly nothing but a flabby belly.  I am unhappy.

I don’t have to do what you tell me to do because you are using virtual reality when I would never allow you in my home.  You are not my man.

What sort of man, boyfriend, or husband does nothing but tell his wife, girlfriend, friend, or someone he went to school with what chore to do around the house?  What does that say about you?!

If they did not edit Thunderheart, the reason the school teacher talks about getting sick from the water – is code.  I am the water that will be able to tell you about unsolved crimes.  The sick is about medical and brain research.  I am not the dead school teacher, if anything it is a real crime that is – unsolved.

In The Spy Next Door, the reason there is a scene at all about untucking a shirt – has nothing to do with a shirt.  It is a warning; lesbians have been more than going out of their way to abuse their authority in my life.  It has been more than noticed.  I should have men lined up down the street, around the corner – for years just to date men.  It is more than obvious I am a straight woman.  My brain matters.  How I think matters.  And, sex is a part of the brain.  How I am handled, matters.  They have been abusing their authority as power when they had no right to do so.

The water is heavy.

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April 15, 2019

I am Keyser Soze.

That sentence alone will strike fear in the hearts of men who thought Keyser Soze was a man.  Keyser Soze is in fact me, Cherith Joelle Gjestland.

In college I made a speech in speech class about the movie, The Usual Suspects.  It is the reason the FBI showed up in my psychology class at school afterwards.  They went to someone home while I was in class.

Keyser Soze is me, the woman who can strike fear in the hearts of men who need it.  It is why Keyser Soze walks away at the end of the movie.  Because Cherith Joelle Gjestland did not walk into the police station with the physical evidence of abuse that would have been photographed as evidence.  I would have been giving a serial killer all my information, my address, my phone number, for them to then kill me, and then my boyfriend.  They would have framed him for the murder.

I am Keyser Soze, K. S., Kansas City, they sound the same not spelled the same.  Kansas as in mind thinking.  Keyser, as in Kaiser Permanente, as in medical.

This serial killer it looks like has not been found yet.

Catch him.

When you throw a spear, sometimes it lands.

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April 14, 2019

I am just too sad.  Obviously.

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April 13, 2019

I am surrounded by idiots!

Obviously, you protect bottoms, you do not VIOLATE another person’s bottom, you DO NOT VIOLATE a rear-end.

Get it, yet?

You fucking morons here in Florida allowed my mother to be placed in a car accident, rear-ending her because her son, my brother, is gay.  Wow.  Such humanitarians.  You had law-enforcement, and lawyers involved in a scheme!

You stupid fucking homophobes!

Who’s this stupid moron getting sexually aroused at the thought of two men having sex?  It’s not me.

Obviously, it is the only reason I wore my ball cap on my bum.  Honestly, I am sick and tired of such shows.  It is beneath me and my intelligence.

Go work a drop car from the movie Point Break is about me.  Why would someone of such a security clearance want to go work with a little girl, like me?  Because when he did it was a great defeat to Al Qaeda.  A little girl.  Me.

How many hundreds and hundreds of people do you have around here working around the clock – against me?!  None of you actually support me or my efforts, you are all working against me!  Wow.

Obviously, the President is too overweight.  It is a threat.

Congratulations, you’re idiots.