Author: blocking my sims account - not today - you can’t win - your days are numbered

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March 13, 2019

Christ almighty!  You stupid fucking people!  If you used Chris to VTO me on 3/12/2019, you are in real fucking trouble!  It means you let a real criminal in a real jail cell in a real prison get near me by proxy for his protection!  FIND THE SON OF A BITCH AND REMOVE IT AT ONCE!

WOW!  WHAT A BIG FUCKING TOUGH MAN!  HE IS SO WORRIED ABOUT HIMSELF HE SEEKS OUT THIS LITTLE GIRL TO PROVIDE PROTECTION FOR HIM IN JAIL!  YOU ARE ALL IN BIG TROUBLE BECAUSE OF IT!

BE CAREFUL HERE, THAT MEANS CHRIS AT WORK IS NO LONGER SAFE, HE IS NO LONGER VIABLE, HE IS NO LONGER SAFE TO WORK THERE.  IT ALSO MEANS HE HAS BEEN USED ALL THIS TIME TO DO NOTHING ELSE BUT PROVIDE PROTECTIONS FOR GODDAMN FUCKING JAILED CRIMINALS AND EX-CON’S!

YOU STUPID, STUPID FUCKING PEOPLE!  WHOEVER IS RESPONSIBLE FOR SENDING THAT MAN NAMED EDISON HERE, FIND THEM AT ONCE!  YOU STUPID, STUPID FUCKING PEOPLE!  IT MEANS THAT EVERY PERSON INVOLVED, AND I MEAN EVERYONE, I AM NOT JOKING HERE, THIS IS REALLY FUCKING SERIOUS!  EVERY PERSON INVOLVED, INCLUDING DAVID AND JAMES, ONCE THIS IS PUBLISHED IS NOT AND ARE NOT SAFE!

WHOEVER IS RESPONSIBLE FOR THIS HOUSE – FIND THEM AT ONCE!  I MEAN THE REAL PERSON BEHIND THE MORTGAGE BECAUSE IT IS NOT MY BROTHER – FIND THEM AND PLACE THEM IN A JAIL CELL UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE!

WHOEVER IS REPSONSIBLE FOR PLACING THE RECORDING DEVICES IN THIS HOUSE, THE CAMERAS IN THIS HOUSE, THE ELECTRONIC DEVICES IN THIS HOUSE – FIND THEM AT ONCE AND PLACE THEM IN A JAIL CELL UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE!

WHOEVER IS RESPONSIBLE FOR THE LISTENING DEVICES IN MY TEETH – FIND THEM AT ONCE AND PLACE THEM IN A JAIL CELL UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE!  I MEAN EVERYONE!  I DO NOT CARE IF THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO WERE JUST FOLLOWING ORDERS, FIND THEM AND PLACE THEM IN A JAIL CELL UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE!

WHOEVER IS RESPONSIBLE MY FOR SURGERY – FIND THEM AT ONCE AND PLACE THEM IN A JAIL CELL UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE!  EVERYONE INVOLVED FIND THEM, JAIL THEM, AT ONCE!

NO FUCKING JOKE HERE!  THIS SHIT JUST WENT ALMOST NUCLEAR!  I SEE IT!

IT IS STATISICALLY IMPOSSIBLE!  IT HAS BEEN PROVEN OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN!  IT IS A STATISIC IMPOSSIBLITY FOR ME TO EVER BECOME A CRIMINAL!  EVER!  THESE INTELLIGENCE PERSONS KNEW IT AND DEPENDED UPON IT!  OTHERWISE, I WOULDN’T HAVE BEEN – FUCKING READ IT, “THE SOURCE!”

THE ONLY WAY THAT EDISON HAPPENED WAS BECAUSE OF EVERY PIECE OF EQUIPMENT!  THE DEVICES USED TO CREATE OTHER IMAGES!  USING DAVID SAYING HE LOVED ME, WHICH IN TRUTH IS A LIE, HE NEVER ROMANTICALLY LOVED ME, HE COULD HAVE LOVED ME AS ANOTHER HUMAN LOVES PEOPLE, HE NEVER LOVED ME FOR REAL!  HE WAS TOLD TO SAY IT!  HE WAS TALKED INTO SAYING IT FOR HIS PROTECTION!  HE HAS NEVER RETURNED MY LOVE FOR REAL!  REMEMBER, I SEE PEOPLE FOR WHO THEY REALLY ARE!!!!!!!!!!!!

YOU FUCKING PEOPLE!  I SWEAR TO CHRIST ALMIGHTY!  ONCE THIS IS PUBLISHED, YOU FUCKING PEOPLE!  THERE ARE PEOPLE IN THE FIELD WHO ARE PROBALY GOING TO BE KILLED JUST BECAUSE OF THIS INFORMATION!

WHOEVER EDISON’S REAL PROXY IS – FIND THAT PIECE OF SHIT IMMEDIATELY!  DO NOT DELAY!  FIND THAT PIECE OF SHIT!  SHOVE HIS FUCKING FACE IN THE GODDAMN DIRT!  THIS FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT IS NOT EVEN A REAL FUCKING CRIMINAL!  HE IS JUST A NOTHING THUG WHO RECEIVED INFORMATION THAT WAS MEANT FOR SOMEONE ELSE!  THIS FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT COULD AND SHOULD BE BROUGHT UP ON ALL NEW CHARGES BASED OF OFF THE WORK HE HAS DONE HERE!  IF HE IS NOT ALREADY INCARERATED IF HE WAS ACTUALLY RELEASED EARLY ON GOOD BEHAVIOUR BECAUSE OF A DEAL THAT HAPPENED BECAUSE OF EDISON – FIND THAT FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT AND JAIL HIS FUCKING ASS!  I MEAN IMMEDIATELY!

YOU FUCKING PEOPLE!  YOU WILL BE FUCKED IN THE FIELD FOR YEARS BECAUSE OF IT!  FUCKED!  FUCKED IN THE FIELD FOR YEARS AFTER THIS IS PUBLISHED!  I CANOT HELP IT!  I SEE IT!  REMEMBER, I SEE THINGS FOR HOW THEY REALLY ARE, NOT FOR HOW I WANT THEM TO BE!  FOR HOW THEY REALLY ARE!

MY MOTHER WAS KILLED BECAUSE OF EDISON!

YOU RELEASED A GODDMAN CRIMINAL EARLY AND MY MOTHER WAS KILLED BECAUSE OF IT!

YOU FUCKING PEOPLE!  YOU STUPID FUCKING PEOPLE!

NO MAN HIRES ME, NO MAN FIRES ME, FROM MOULIN ROUGE, MEANS MICHAEL.  NO MAN – ON NAM, IN VIETNAM – FIRES ME, MEANS HE, MICHAEL, NEVER WENT TO VIETNAM WAS NEVER IN VIETNAM.  AS GOOD AS BLACK JUST MEANS A CONVICT, A CRIMINAL.  MICHAEL HAD BEEN IN JAIL BEFORE.

IT MEANS THERE REALLY WAS AT LEAST ONE INTELLIGENCE MAN WHO WAS QUITE LITERALLY WAITING FOR ME IN MY AGE.  MOST LIKELY, HE WAS ON A MISSION, IN THE FIELD WORKING AND WAS GOING TO COME BACK TO THE STATES, AND WANTED ME.  YOU FUCKING PEOPLE GOT GREEDY. 

THE MOVIE, TRAINING DAY, IS A MISTAKE.  THERE NEVER WAS TRAINING – FOR ME!  THE TRAINING WAS FOR YOU AGNECY PERSONS!  UH, DUH!

YOU WILL BE FUCKED IN THE FIELD FOR YEARS!  YOU HAD ONE OF YOUR BEST ASSESTS – THAT’S ME, THE US’S BEST ASSEST – PROBABLY OF ALL TIME, EVER!  AND WHAT DID YOU DO WITH HER?!  IT MAKES OUR INTELLIGENCE APPEAR DUMB AND INCOMETENT.

THAT’S NOT A KNIFE, FROM CROCODILE DUNDEE, THAT’S ME! 

MY REAL FATHER AS PAUL HOGAN IN CROCODILE DUNGEE SHOWING AMERICAN’S HOW PREJUDICED THEY ARE IN THEIR OWN THINKING!  THAT’S MY REAL FATHER IN WHERE?!  YOU FUCKING PEOPLE!  IN NEW YORK!  SHOWING AMERICAN’S HOW PREJUDICED THEY ARE IN THEIR OWN THINKING!  THERE PROBABLY REALLY WAS A YOUNGER ATTRACTIVE WOMAN WHO WAS IMPRESSED BY MY REAL FATHER IN HIS THINKING.  MY REAL FATHER HAS A WAY OF TALKING THAT MIGHT APPEAR SIMPLE, UNCOMPLICATED, UNSOPHISTICATED IN THOUGHT UNTIL YOU ACTUALLY THINK ABOUT WHAT HE IS SAYING!  MY REAL FATHER IS REALLY AN EDUCATED MAN WITH A MASTER’S DEGREE FROM UCLA IN HISTORY!  HE IS NOT DUMB!  YOU WOULD BE STUPID IF YOU DID NOT LOOK FURTHER INTO ANYTHING HE SAYS!

WHAT TRIBE ARE YOU FROM, MATE, FROM CROCODILE DUNDEE, THAT IS MY REAL FATHER, SHOWING AND TELLING PEOPLE, YOUR NOTIONS, YOUR IDEAS, YOUR THINKING ABOUT COLOR AND BLACK AND WHITE – IS PREJUDICED AND WITHOUT MERIT!  BECAUSE YOU ARE NOT THINKING WITH YOUR MIND AND HEART, YOU ARE ONLY THINKING SUPERFICIALLY!  THIS PROBABLY WENT AS FAR BACK AS THE 70’S.  TODAY IS NOT THE SAME ANYMORE.

BUT, MAKE NO MISTAKE THAT IS ME SCARING AWAY A WANNA BE CRIMINAL TRYING TO ATTACK ME AND A PERSON AND WANTING TO DO REAL HARM WITH WHAT?!  A KNIFE!  YOU FUCKING PEOPLE!  YOU THEN ALLOWED ME TO BE OPENED UP – WITH A KNIFE!  YOU WILL BE FUCKED IN THE FIELD – FOR YEARS BECAUSE OF IT!

I WAS YOUR BEST ASSET!

I WAS GOING TO BE THE WIFE OF AN INTELLIGENCE OFFICER!  I WAS GOING TO BE THE WIFE OF A MALE (BORN A MAN, MALE) INTELLIGENCE OFFICER!  THAT IS WHERE MY BRAIN ALREADY WAS – AS A CHILD!  BRUSHING MY HAIR IN THE WHERE?!  IN THE MIRROR!  WHEREING MY WHAT?!  MY BE MARRIED DRESS!  THE WIFE OF AN INTELLIGENCE OFFICER!  AND WHAT WOULD HAVE HAPPENED ALL THESE YEARS HAD MY NAME APPEARED ON DOCUMENTS MARRIED TO AN INTELLIGENCE MAN?!

THEY DIDN’T ACTUALLY DROP A DEAD BODY ON SAY, AN EMBASSY, OR ANY OTHER US GOVERNMENT’S IN A FOREIGN COUNTRY OR DOMESTIC’S VICINITY BECAUSE I WROTE ABOUT HOW BEYOND HURT, I WAS AFTER BEING SPOKEN TO BY CHELSEA AT WORK, DID THEY?!

YOU ARE ALL IN DEEP FUCKING TROUBLE!  IT IS OUT THERE!  I SEE IT!

REMEMBER CHELSEA IS A CRIMINAL, SHE AS A PROXY IS A REAL CRIMINAL, AND YOU LET OTHER PEOPLE AND PERSON’S TALK FOR CHELSEA?!  YOU’RE FUCKED!  YOU ARE IN TROUBLE!

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March 13, 2019

Let it be known that QVC has refused me service.  I have been ordering from QVC for many years, long before any of you showed up here.  I placed an order and they cancelled my account and order.

LET IT BE KNOWN THAT QVC HAS REFUSED ME SERVICE.

I have already in the past worked on real bomb threats that were placed at QVC’s location.

Let it be known because you have refused me, you have in fact, quite literally placed and allowed death threats and hits to be placed and allowed on persons not only who work for that station, who work for QVC, you have allowed death threats and hits to be placed on just about anyone near my vicinity.

I am not guessing.  I actually look, and actually see in the world, in the mind world, in the brain world, in the realm of real thoughts of real people, and I ACTUALLY SEE FOR REAL what is out there.

I am really tired of saying and writing this, the order was for your protection.  I repeat, the order was for your protection.

Let it be known, I am not joking.  The days of me doing stand-up comedy as a way to help me interpret the proxies in front of me – ARE LONG OVER WITH!

Because of the stunt you all pulled with the phony FBI building in Tampa and its address and I was denied entry because the location was closed – IS NOT A JOKE!  IT ACTUALLY IS OUT THERE IN THE WORLD BECAUSE THERE ARE ACTUAL REAL PEOPLE OUT THERE WHO ARE REALLY FOLLOWING ME FOR REAL AND THEY ARE NOT ON A GODDAMN FUCKING TELEVISION SHOW!

IT IS REALLY, REALLY BAD!  YOU DENIED ME TO BE PLACED, BE SEEN, BE PHOTGRAPHED INSIDE A FEDERAL BUILDING – WHERE I FUCKING BELONG!

BE WARNED!

TAKE THAT STUPID SHIT OF A LITTLE MAN AND LOCK HIM UP INDEFINETELY!  THAT ALONE SHOULD HELP.

BECAUSE OF WHAT YOU DID WITH THAT STUPID SHIT OF A LITTLE MAN – YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES ACTUALLY HAD MY REAL MOTHER KILLED BECAUSE OF IT!  KILLED FOR IT!  JAIL HIM AND LOCK HIM AWAY INDEFINETELY!

Had you done what I asked and said back in 2014 and ended the show, ended the false reality television show of The Container Store, had you had a surprise celebration of – yes, we did this for these many years and now we are ending it and here is your life back – MY MOTHER WOULD STILL BE ALIVE!

FUCK YOU PEOPLE!  MY MOTHER WOULD STILL BE ALIVE!  DO YOU UNDERSTAND?!  THEY GAVE FALSE HEALTH INFORMATION TO ME ABOUT MY MOTHER’S HEALTH WHEN SHE WAS IN THE NURSING HOME BECAUSE THEY ALREADY KNEW SHE WAS SATINE FROM THE MOVIE MOULIN ROUGE.  THEY FAILED TO SEE WHO WAS ACTUALLY DYING IN THE MOVIE AND IT WAS NOT MY MOTHER!

Let it be known, that disappointing of a man, what is he supposed to be, a serial killer?  The man you placed for me to see when I went to my bankruptcy hearing, the bankruptcy that I again will write and say should never have happened because there is no reason I should not have a job and be employed where I am able to care and manage my own bills (this is huge, it is bigger than you realize) that man, let it be known – IS TERRIFIED OF ME!  TERRIFIED OF ME!  TERRIFIED!  AND HE SHOULD BE!

Do you know, they actually had to prep and prepare this prisoner, coach him, give him instructions to be followed just to be SEEN by me?!  I did not and was not given instructions, or coached, or in any way prepped!  I needed nothing because you have all failed to realize how far behind the times you really are!

HE IS TERRIED OF ME AND HE SHOULD BE!

Do you understand what you people have done?!  Anyone involved with the filming of that alone should be worried.  You have cause to be worried.

HE IS TERRIED OF ME!

Any persons involved with any sort of “documentary” of me and my life, should and have reason to worry.  My mother was killed because of what you people have done.  You should be worried.

Do you understand what that means in the prison world, and I mean more than just prisoners because there is a lot that goes on that is communicated amongst different persons once a prisoner is placed in jail?  Because I do.  I understand.  My mother was more.  My mother was more than liked.  It is huge.

Let it be known, when I went to the movie, The Matrix, I was asked by a black woman who worked in HR department of Hilton to see the movie, The Matrix.  I was supposed to know, I was not supposed to go with her.  However, I live in the United States of America, I do not live in any foreign country, and more importantly, I do not live in ANY African country of any sort!  What these people did!  What these intelligence persons did!  They let me be traded – to a CRIMINAL!

I who had been working for the US government – THEY ALLOWED ME TO BE TRADED TO A CRIMINAL!  THAT IS THE REPRESENTATION OF A BLACK FEMALE!  A CRIMINAL!  THEY GAVE MY MOTHER A STROKE TO SHOW ME AND PROVE IT!

I AM SO BEYOND DISGUST WITH YOU PEOPLE AT THE MOMENT!  I AM SO BEYOND DISGUST WITH OUR OWN INTELLIFENCE PERSONS!

LET IT BE KNOWN, SHOVING EAR PLUGS UP MY NOSE AND TAPING MY NOSTRILS SHUT IS MY WAY OF PROVING TO YOU THAT “FIXING IT” IS AT AN END!  BECAUSE ALL YOU ARE DOING BY “FIXING IT” IS ALLLOWING CRIMINAL ACTIVITY BY CRIMINALS BEHIND BARS TO CONTINUE!  YOU ARE ALLOWING CRIMINALS BEHIND BARS TO CONTINUE CRIMINAL ACTIVITY AND GET AWAY WITH IT!  IT IS AT AN END!  IT MUST END!

Let it be known, I am plugged in now!  I am plugged in now!  All that means is I am aware, I am of understanding, and I see you ALL now.  It does not mean an actual plug.  It just means – AWARENESS, UNDERSTAND.  NOTHING MORE.

Let it be known, that if you place a label such as women owned and try to connect that to me in any way – THEY WILL ACTUALLY KILL PEOPLE FOR IT AND BECAUSE OF IT!  THESE ARE PEOPLE WHO KILL OTHER PEOPLE!  THEY WILL KILL PEOPLE FOR IT!  IT IS UNTRUE IN EVERY WAY!  THEY WILL KILL PEOPLE FOR IT!

I suggest you REMOVE IT AT ONCE!

Let it be known, I am of the understanding and knowledge that the United States government has not only claimed me as one if its citizens, they have claimed me as a government employee.  Be aware.  Be advised.  Be warned.

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March 12, 2019

If you have not figured it out, if you haven’t realized, if you haven’t noticed the shutting of my blinds, if you haven’t seen with your own eyes, I am beyond hurt.  Beyond grief.  Beyond hurt.  Beyond, beyond, beyond, so beyond, just beyond – hurt.

Both movies Moulin Rouge and Australia are really thesis films for me.  They are very complex, it might really surprise people if you see and watch what is there.  And, yes, my real father is there as Paul Hogan in Crocodile Dundee.

I am beyond tired, alerting the proper authorities with the real death threats regarding the FBI man, and all of the FBI in relation to the events of my mother’s strokes, and death.  Yes, I did throw that away not to my trash, but for the FBI and others to get him and lock him away.

I am beyond exhausted from hurt.  I am beyond exhausted from everything.

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March 4, 2019

Be warned, be aware: I told them in my head and out-loud last night that I want Chris gone from the building, do not return.  It was all over him all night.  I am beyond with having to put up with his communications that are not proper. 

Be warned, be aware: whoever was using the black actor proxy last night, I told them in my head, I spoke it oud loud for a reason.  I want them gone!  I want them removed from my sight!  I want them out of the building!

Nailed that one from 12 Strong, Nine Inch Nails, has nothing to do with sex.  It is not a sexual reference.  It was long before HCC and David.  I do not have to explain anymore.

They wanted me to believe that the location to the right of my garage is so bad that they have to change it from a black woman to a white man because – that actually is correct.  It is the only reason I did not change lanes to the side that reads, right lane ends.  What happens when I get to work?  Pressure washing.  Then, I am left with no other option other than right lane ends.

It is very obvious, I do not love David anymore.  I find him to be a coward.  He has never spoken to me on his own – at all.  Not ever.  He has dated and slept with countless women, I cannot have respect for a man like that.  After the way he has treated me?  I am not able to respect a man like that.  Be aware.

They put a trans-dermal sleeping product in my bed and sheets, so that I am unable to get up, wake up, or get out of bed.

Be aware, be advised: Any person that has viewed me in my home, in my bed, while in my home, bathing, sleeping, having sex, I will see that only as RAPE!  I say and write that for my own protection.  I have no idea who is actually there.  THAT IS RAPE!  It is not consensual!  IT HAPPENS WHEN I SAY NO!  I AM NOT ALLOWED TO SAY NO OR STOP IT – THAT IS RAPE!

Be aware, be advised, somewhere there is a rape survivor that is still so traumatized that are using me to re-live, project, and punish rape victims, and rapists. It is one of the reasons it is in so many movies.

This is a set, do not separate, says to me that my hysterectomy was supposed to stitch up my vaginal lips, so that I would have to use a colostomy bag to use the toilet.  It is the reason for the Disney meet.  You people have no idea how bad that is.

That Jewish man wants that proxy woman removed from the building.  He does not want her to work there.  He is asking me to write that, so everyone will know.

They want me to believe that it was not David after I went on the driving trip, another man, a black man, and they used David as a cover.  If it is true, I consider that rape!  I would never have consented!  It is as if to say, have sex with this man or else!

They are trying to kill you from Moulin Rouge, is my mother.  They were trying to kill my mother you people did NOTHING to stop them!

They used VR and my cats to have one of my cross earrings go down the drain.  Of course, I am not a pagan, or an atheist.  Of course, my ears, my head are of a Christian belief!

Peace, Bear, Coffee, the bear is Teddy Roosevelt, an American President, the coffee is my employer, my employment, the massive weight you placed in the Bear soup I purchased is so bad, I did not write about it sooner.  You all needed a time-out.  It literally could have been read as an act or war, an act of aggression against the US, against a United States President.  I saw it, serious alarms going off – BAD!  It is still so bad I do not have time to write it all.

I want to know how I got from Germany to China going over Russia.  Is Fujian, China a real place?

Do you know what the Navy looks like to me?  A closet.  Are you able to stand and be a closet, a very small contained place with no windows and not freak out?  That looks like a closet.  Go stand in one with the doors closed and listen, what do you hear?  The sound is different.

When I walked into the group interview for The Container Store, and they had a closet display, I said, I want that!  A branch of the military being, The Navy.  The Navy to me, says, sonar, inaudible(s).

So, what happened in November 1988?  It was land and water.  I have not yet seen the air.  That could have been another time.

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March 3, 2019

From him personally?  Why would that be, I wonder.

 

Do not be mistaken because I am not.  Do you all still think it was a teddy bear?  That I was cast just to be a teddy bear?  Or shall I remind you of another great American President.  Teddy Roosevelt.

Perhaps, you will all think I would feel honor or such importance for being associated, for being placed, for having participated.  However, for me, what I see…big concern, big trouble.  I don’t have to explain their reasons.

 

 

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March 1, 2019

STOP USING ME!  STOP WORKING WITH ME AGENCIES AND AGENCIES PERSONS!  ALL YOU DO IS PLACE MY FAMILY IN PERIL.

IT IS HOW YOU KILLED MY MOTHER.

I HOPE HE WAS WORTH IT.  THAT STUPID, LOUSY, DUMB SHIT OF A SERIAL KILLER.  I HOPE HE WAS WORTH IT.  FINDING HIM.  INCARERACTING HIM.  WAS IT WORTH IT?  ALL THE YEARS OF MY LIFE?  WAS IT WORTH HAVING MY MOTHER KILLED FOR?

SATINE, FROM THE MOUILN ROUGE IS MY MOTHER.  AND YOU ALL LET HER DIE!  FUCK YOU!

FUCK YOU!

I COULD HAVE FOUND HIM IN AN INSTANT!  ALL YOU HAD TO DO WAS INCLUDE ME FOR REAL.  INSTEAD I HAVE A DEAD MOTHER FOR YOUR EFFORTS!

FUCK YOU!

I COULD HAVE FOUND HIM IN AN INSTANT!  HE HAS NO PLACE TO HIDE FROM ME!

I hope that son of a bitch never sees freedom again.

That is what it looks like.

Mrs. Beagle.  Mrs. Beagle was a teacher of mine in Oregon at Hollydale Elementary School in Gresham, Oregon.  She had dinner with my family one night.  My mother asked me to ask her to dinner.  I am not quite sure the reason.  It was an early dinner, pretty much just after school was let out.

It looks like California was working mostly with inaudible noises, sounds, words spoke far enough away to not be heard, and sight, seeing people, spotting people.

Oregon is medical research.  Unfortunately, this is where a lot of subversives started trying to use my family.

Anyone want to guess who I would be in the movie, Chariots of Fire?  My whole family watched the movie together, all four of us, together.  I was unbeatable at Handball and the Hula-hoop when we lived in Oregon.  Unbeatable.  I didn’t stop either, people playing me would leave while I could keep going.  Unbeatable.  Master, Savior, Jesus, there’s just something about that name…I would be Ben Cross, Harold Abrahams, in the movie Chariots of Fire.  It is how others saw me and wanted me to be seen.  I would need to watch it again in order to see more.  I was also wide awake as a little child, ten years old watching a very mature, adult-minded film.

I was unbeatable at a memory game.  I was unbeatable at Handball.  How many people have ever played handball?  Does anyone play it anymore?  I was unbeatable at the Hula-hoop.  Memory, hand-eye coordination, knowing where to go before the object gets there, fast, being able to modulate the force needed to send the ball, but not over-powering the ball sending it out-of-bounds, the Hula-hoop is a very complex and difficult movement to do it well requires movement while remaining mostly still.

This is what has been happening since it has been revealed to me that everything is faked and false here, in my life.  Do this, or else:  Betray your country, or else you will be punished.  Lie, and speak untruths, or else.

This picture of Chelsea Manning to me says, sickness.  Her eyes are sick, mentally ill and physically unwell, ill.  It shows trying, it is just a projection and not the real image.  The eyes are especially, unwell.

There was a story about a writer who wrote a book that went on to be a best-seller only to be discovered as a fraud and the person not responsible for actually writing the book.  How many books out there are actually written like that and no one cares enough to investigate the fraud?

Guess what?  I am really not paying attention to the photographs and pictures on websites such as the banks of my credit cards.  Why would I?  It is my money, not some avatar or other person just because there is a picture on the website.  Dumb!

I have no idea what you people think you are doing!  I am not paying any attention to any of you!  A person looks at my pants?!  I am not paying attention to you, you are nothing to me, a nothing.

The David(s) team is a fraud!  AND GUILTY!  I do not find anything they have done fun or funny!

I am simply making a point the event could never have happened had David not been there, had this house not been here, had the surgery not taken place, had the listening device not been placed in my head!  IT WOULD NEVER, NEVER, NEVER HAVE BEEN ABLE TO HAPPEN!  EVER!

Again, it is basic human psychology!  After such a betrayal.  After such humiliation.  After such body-shaming!  After such HUMILIATION!  I WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO FEEL THE WAY I FELT ABOUT DAVID EVER AGAIN!

Do you know how a mind heals after a traumatic event such as an abusive relationship?  Being in a relationship where the man really loves and take care of you.  Being in a relationship with a man who really loved me is HOW I would have healed, HOW my mind would have healed to be able to work again!  You people, these agencies have denied me love by a man all my life, my whole life.  They have denied me love for their own purpose and gain. 

To be loved by a man I wanted instead of a man they were going to USE!  A man I was attracted to, a man I found attractive, a man I was sexually attracted to, a man I could love him, and he loved me.  Instead of BEING USED, BEING FORCED, BEING TOLD TO LIKE AND LOVE!  WOW!  IT ACTUALLY MAKES A DIFFERENCE AND ANY PERSON COULD TELL YOU THAT!  IT IS BASIC HUMAN PSYCHOLOGY!

I am really not interested in writing how people who have exercise DVD’s have obtained a perfect body through plastic surgery.  I am really not interested in David’s wife having obtained her perfect body through plastic surgery.

I am really not interested in having anything to do with David – EVER AGAIN!  IT IS BASIC HUMAN PSYCHOLOGY!

The device that is placed in Neo’s stomach in the movie The Matrix is a baby.  That is me being impregnated, conceiving, and the removal of the device is an abortion, my abortion.  I never spoke to anyone about my abortion, I never told anyone in my family about my abortion.  So, it is a little disturbing that Trinity says removing it is for their protection.  I was unmarried at the time.

I know the night, I know the time I conceived.  I have no idea what was going on with my fiancé, he was not making love to me.  He wanted another woman.  The location of the event is disturbing.  It tells me intelligence persons knew of the danger placed me there on purpose – to use me.  To start a war, and wars, and retaliations, and…motivations.

It really does appear that one of the purposes of my hysterectomy was simply because my brother was born gay.  Disfiguring my body and sex organ, so that sex would no longer be enjoyable, possible, fun.  So, I would no longer be able to have a glow from within.  So, I would no longer READ, as LOVED.

My brother was in the waiting room.  Just like I was in the waiting room telling people how to destroy brain research, so that no one had to be afraid to fall asleep or be afraid at all.  Just like it is in the movie The Matrix.

They hurt me, they used the surgery so, I would no longer or ever READ, BE ABLE TO BE READ AS LOVED AS A WOMAN THAT A MAN LOVED.

I would really like to know how this happens to a United States citizen.  How many other people has this happened to that they are not aware of?  There is a reason there are laws protecting citizens.

Remember, I have never given READ IT: CONSENT!  I have never given consent to be on television, reality television.  I have never GIVEN CONSENT TO THIS LIFE!  NOT ONCE!  I HAVE NEVER CONSENTED!  HOW DOES THAT GET TO HAPPEN IN THE UNITED STATES?!  CONSENT!  I HAVE NEVER GIVEN CONSENT!

I HAVE NEVER GIVEN CONSENT TO THE DEVICES PLACED IN MY BODY! 

Wow, how ashamed I am of our United States government at the moment.

Why does my heart cry, feelings I can’t fight, these songs lyrics from the movie Moulin Rouge has nothing to do with fighting.  It is about hearing the inaudible.  It is about me, while driving, receiving communications about our intelligence persons having been killed, dead, or deceased, and I literally cried.  It has happened to me too many times while driving alone.  Crying for no reason.  I sang this song in my car with Gorka and a couple other friends as I drove us to the movies. 

It means Gorka gave this information to someone in return in retaliation they sent two women from Spain and watched as they gave my mother some kind of stroke.  To me, it looks like a US double agent.  A man.  A United States citizen, born in the US working at a governmental level with access, clearances – AGAINST THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT!

RETALIATIONS!  MUST END!

BE WARNED!  I AM, I HAVE NOT BETRAYED THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT, NOR WILL I!  AND THEY HAVE MORE THAN GONE OUT OF THEIR WAY TO TRY AND TO FORCE ME TO!

SUBMIT TO A BLACK FEMALE TEACHER OR ELSE CHERITH SUFFERS FORCED AIR AND OTHER MEANS OF WEIGHT GAIN!

I HOPE “CASEY” IN IS JAIL AGAIN OR REHAB FOR HER PART, PARTICIPATION AND DRUG USE!

IT IS MORE THAN DISTURBING THAT THEY USED A BLACK MAN TO DELIVER A BLOW TO THE DUKE, THERE REALLY IS A FAMILY IN THIS AREA WITH THE LAST NAME OF DUKE – WORK IT – THE TALK ABOUT KILLING THE BOY IS ACTUALLY MY MOTHER AND YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES LET THAT HAPPEN!  THIS IS A WHITE US MALE, PROBABLY A DOCTOR OR MEDICAL, GOVERNEMT, AGENT USING A COVER FROM AN AFRICAN COUNTRY TO KILL MY MOTHER – READ IT: THE PRESIDENT OF THE UNITED STATES!

FUCK YOU PEOPLE!

IF YOU GOT ONE ALREADY, THERE ARE MORE BECAUSE IT LOOKS LIKE MORE THAN ONE, MASTERMINDS, NON-BIBLICAL REFERENCE, GETTING AWAY WITH MURDER ON US SOIL.

MOTIVATIONS.  THEY USED IT FOR MOTIVATIONS.  THERE ARE TOO MANY PEOPLE IN HERE FOR ME TO WRITE QUICKLY.  A REAL ACTRESS OBVIOUSLY JUST MEANS I, CHERITH GJESTLAND WOULD BE A REAL GOVERNMENT EMPLOYEE THAT WOULD PUT AN END TO MOST RETALIATIONS.  HOWEVER, BE CAREFUL, SATINE REALLY IS MY MOTHER.

THE FACT THAT I HAD TO BE PHOTOGRAPHED AND SEEN IN ORLANDO, FLORIDA TO WATCH THE MOVIE MOLUIN ROUGE TELLS ME YOU HAD SUCH PROBLEMS IN PRODUCTION OF THE MOVIE WITH YOUR INTELLIGENCE PERSONS THAT YOU USED ME FOR PROTECTION AND IT WORKED.

GORKA IS THE PROBLEM.  THE REFERENCE TO THE MASTURBATING BATHTUB SCENCES IN THE MOVIE THE SHAPE OF WATER IS BOASTFUL, I SEE THE WORD, GLORY, AS IN A GLORIOUS VICTORY, OVER MY MOTHER, OVER DEBILITATING HER BODY SO SHE WAS NO LONGER ABLE TO CARE FOR HERSELF, I BATHED HER.  I CHERITH GJESTLAND BATHED MY MOTHER GAYLE GJESTLAND.

THEY WERE SO PROUD OF THEMSELVES THEY PUT IT IN A MOVIE!  YOU PEOPLE ARE DISGUSTING!

FUCK YOU PEOPLE!  THE ORDERS WERE FOR YOUR PROTECTION!

RESTRICTED ACCESS ONLY!

 

March 1, 2019

If the word spoken, humbly, was meant for me, it means he was impressed.  It would not be seen on his face, being impressed by me.

I am being careful here not to reveal more.  There is more there.  Impressed.

Our Father, who art in Heaven.

RESTRICTED ACCESS ONLY!

 

February 28, 2019

Listen really carefully, this is very serious.  The rape scene in Wind River is derived from real events, one of them being my real life.  I was never raped by my former boyfriend and fiancé.  I write that for everyone’s protection involved in those years of my life.

I need and want all local police to relinquish any claim, any notion, any improper gesture, any improper glance my way while I was with my former boyfriend and since.  I don’t know how else to explain it at the moment.  It looks like there was a real kidnapping plot of me that never took place because I used my instinct.  It looks like real stalkers in the police department who are now retired.  Kidnapping that could have taken – READ IT, TAKEN, the movie – me into prostitution, brothels, etc.

It does appear that there are more than local police involved, agencies that would have cooperated believing it could never get back to them.  Never be traced back to them.  Real serious, here.

You did not understand.  You people failed to see how they saw me.  I am the peacekeeper.  It is what they wanted.  They saw me as one of their own.  Like family.  With intelligence and wisdom that was beyond my years.  They would have seen a sign from God, most likely.  As confirmation.  As their confirmation.

You took one of their own and how did you use me?  This is really serious.  I suggest real diplomatic efforts go into place quickly.  It is imperative. 

Very serious in the movie, the movie is fine, I am talking about the events and people in the movie not everyone else sees, but I see.  The threat is still around.  Still alive.  Still in state.

If you have kept men away from me because of intel, you got it wrong.  I was to be married, properly.  Have children with the man I was married to who loved me, properly.  That is what they wanted for me.  Properly.  More importantly it is what I wanted too.

See’s Candies, See’s chocolates.  This says something to someone.  Remember I am the colorful bird who was protecting the little boy from the man who appeared to want to harm the little boy, from the movie, UP.

Spelling – Spelling Television – the word giraffe in the movie 12 Strong looks like people saw my mother and me at Busch Gardens in Tampa, Florida while she was able to walk on her own and after when she needed a wheelchair to get around.

I was told you didn’t speak English, this is me as the General in 12 Strong.  Yeah, I didn’t always “talk” to people.  Sometimes I would be thinking of something else when people were trying to talk to me.

Be sure your men are willing to take orders from a woman, from the movie The Peacemaker, is me.  That is to our US men and very high levels who were not willing to take orders from me, a little girl, a woman.

I see events and people not everyone else sees.

End the show to end the violence.

RESTRICTED ACCESS ONLY!

 

February 28, 2019

You people really need to understand what has been truly happening since placing me on television, and not allowing me to be free in my life.

Using horses to fight in the movie 12 Strong, is my mother.  It is the strategy they devised in the 60’s using my mother.  They used it with me, and it still worked.  It was still successful.  What you have been doing, what has really been happening – You have been showing them how our enemies were killed.  How the enemies of our allies have been killed.  What is happening is people retaliating with that information.

You need to understand it is more than disturbing – THIS IS CRITICAL – to very powerful men reading about sexual relations with me and discovering what has happened to me all these years.  CRITICIAL!

You need to give me back my life and end the television show to stop, to put an end to the violence.

Obviously, there is someone who is currently working in television that does not think it is a problem to show our enemies, our strategies.  Probably because it gets coverage, news stories.

I believe there is better television to be made.

You need to understand it was not understood by persons until around the time I was in middle school how my family got to be moved from our location in California.  That is the reason for the white face paint, in Mulan and breaking the teapot.

One of the reasons they gave me an award was to show people I was being recognized for the work I was doing.

My reflection, my mirror, you have it absurdly wrong.  Having people placed in front of me at work while someone else that I am unable to see, and the person I am not able to see is a criminal, a warlord, a bad person, etc. only protects – THE BAD PERSON!  It does not PROTECT THE PERSON STANDING IN FRONT OF ME!

The bullet holes in the back of Jason Bourne was a way for me to understand what happened.  They knew I would remember.  My person, my being, who I am, how they used me, was similar to a mirror.  This however is with intelligence training, other persons involved were trained to know, detect, and read the results.  Intelligence persons, not actors, actors do not know how to read unless you’ve had training.  When that woman saw my back, her inner self, her intentions, her desires, were revealed – that is how it worked.  She wanted to kill me, and she would have been better trained than that, she failed.  No other way to say or write it, she failed.

They did have a plan and development in place that was then ended when we moved to Florida when they did not follow the orders that were – FOR THEIR PROTECTION.

I am the agent in The Matrix telling them they are going to help me find a known terrorist.  It goes back and forth, FOR A REASON.  That scene in particular will take me a while to write it out.

If you got some information about how I laughed when a person I knew fell down the stairs – YOU GOT IT WRONG!  YOU DID NOT UNDERSTAND WHAT WAS GOING ON FOR YOUR OWN PROTECTION!

I laughed because that would have been the serial killer’s inner person, how he felt about his murders, how he saw and felt when he killed people, it was his reaction to killing people.  Like an insane person, mentally deranged.  The people near by would have known that.  I was their check point, their way to navigate their interrogations, narrow their list of suspects, and so on.

Whoever was talking through my boyfriend at the time Nelson Mandela was released knew the news was going to be released and would have been there that morning to talk with me.  The reason he said, you wouldn’t date a black man was just a way to say intelligence, agency, FBI, etc.  The man at the comedy club would have been a black man, however, the man talking to me through my boyfriend was not a black man.  I do not believe he knew someone else was listening to my boyfriend and me talking.  When my boyfriend said you would never date a black man, I literally saw and thought, who are you?!  I then paused because I realized there was someone else listening.  That is the reason for my response.  Of course, I would date an intelligence man if it was done for real.

It was us who scorched the sky from the movie, The Matrix is talking about what they did to my brain, my head!  At least one man would have known the reference when they sent me to the West Coast driving using the sky as direction.  He is no longer alive.  I know it.

Your men are too slow from the movie 12 Strong, is talking about MY BRAIN, MY HEAD!  The damage you did to my head with an abusive relationship!  To replay the events FOR A TELEVISION SHOW would have caused more violence, more chaos, more retaliations!

REMOVE CHELSEA FROM THE BUILDING, NEVER TO RETURN!

If they had Keanu Reeves on a specific diet in the movie The Matrix is was done FOR HIS PROTECTION, for Keanu Reeves PROTECTION. 

The reference to ghosts in the movie, Point Break is brain research while sleeping or unconscious.  I was never supposed to live with ghosts! 

Be aware, my brother does not live here.  There is no co-habitation that goes on here that is for my brother’s protection.  Be careful of what you are doing.  It could have devasting consequences for people because it is not true.  If you are allowing people to see or view me in my home without my knowledge and that information gets – anywhere.  It is a very serious problem.

In the movie, Mulan, in China.  China- CH, Cherith, IN, in, A.  Simply means, Cherith Gjestland in a room, working a room, doing work.

I would follow you anywhere from the movie 12 Strong, is true.  It is in there for a reason.  He says it to me, for a reason.  The reason the actor represents more than one nationality is for a reason.  They would follow me anywhere because of how good my results are in battle without me ever having been in combat.

They knew I would remember things, it is why they had a super model walk past me in Germany.  She wasn’t wearing a coat when it was very cold outside.  They did that for a reason, so I would notice it.  They did it so others would see it – THAT IS HOW THEY SAW ME AND HOW THEY WANTED ME TO BE SEEN AND WORKED!  Not rough and calloused, bruised, as a laborer, with no makeup on, worn out clothes, barely able to get by financially. 

I want and need the retaliations to end. 

You need to end the show.

The orders were for your protection – not mine.