Last Will And Testament

LAST WILL AND TESTAMENT

November 1, 2018

I, Cherith Joelle Gjestland being of sound mind and body in the event of my death bequeath to Creggan Gjestland all my belongings, any monies, any possessions, and any earnings.  If Creggan Gjestland is unable, then I bequeath to Norman Gjestland all my belongings, any monies, any possessions, and any earnings.

It is my wish that Murphy, Lambert, and Maurice be not placed back in a shelter or placed for adoption again.  I want Creggan Gjestland or Norman Gjestland to take them and care for them for their natural life.

If Creggan Gjestland or Norman Gjestland are unable at my passing to carry out my wishes then I bequeath to the International Fellowship of Christians and Jews all my belongings, any monies, any possessions, and any earnings.

Nobody listens to me.  Nobody understands the torture, pain, and torment living in this house has caused.  Nobody understands the devastation that surgery has caused.  Nobody understands the truly destructive purpose behind the Bluetooth, frequency, or listening device(s) they placed in my head and body.

Nobody listens to me or understands how terribly bad my employment has been these years, or how horrible my living conditions really are.

If I perish by my own hands, my own means, so be it.  I warned people, and no one listened or cared enough to end this false reality that has most surely killed me.  If it is not by suicide that I die than it is most surely at the work of criminals that I have been exposed to against my will and consent.

I, Cherith Joelle Gjestland never wanted to live this false reality, be on television, act, be in a movie, or be filmed in any way.  It has exposed me and my family to dangers that will be with me the rest of my life.  I will never be safe again.

All I wanted, the only life I wanted was for a man who was born a man who would love me enough to marry me and share a life with me until I died.

I truly believe I am better off dead than living this false life where I am not able to make decisions and live as a real person like every other person is able to do in the world except for me.

If I die from suicide the blame most truthfully lies in the production of this false reality.

If I die from any other means other than a natural death the blame most truthfully lies in the production of this false reality.

If I die from natural causes it would be suspicious at best.  No one in the entire world can comprehend or understand the extreme nature of the world I have been thrust into against my will.

Being the World’s Most Hated Woman, the World’s Most Hated Employee, the World’s Most Hated Person going seven years as of this day is a sentence worse than death.

Year after year, after endless year I have no choice but to live this false reality.  Since I have been aware of it in 2014, I have made it known to numerous persons it is not what I want, it is not my choice, I want it to end.

Nobody listens to me when I say how badly I feel.  Nobody really listens to me when I write.  How bad my life is.  How bad these years have been.

Nobody in the entire world lives like this.

The World’s Most Hated Woman has had enough, I can take no more.

I chose to post my Last Will and Testament on my blog so that it cannot be a secret, hidden, or unknown of my wishes.

Cherith Joelle Gjestland

World’s Most Hated Woman: Cherith Joelle Gjestland

November 1, 2018

Probably did start back in college, first email, 1997, 1998.  Somebody probably had a tail they did not know about until after their tail had spotted me in their activities.

There is an Al Gore connection.  Weren’t there news stories about him claiming to invent the internet and such?

There is a big mess in there, Kazakhstan, Uzbekistan, Turkmenistan, and its surround.  That is the best I feel like writing about.  Honestly, why do I bother at all.

Honestly, I don’t know why I bother writing about this.  Obviously, nothing I do or write is valued by anyone, or persons at all, in any way.  You try living as the World’s most hated person.  You try living as the World’s most hated woman in the world and still help and write about it every day.

You try living as the World’s most hated woman in absolute isolation, like nothing more than a glorified prisoner, to be beaten up, near poverty, without so much as male companionship and comfort going on five years, and more truthfully going on more than seven years.  See how you feel about yourself and others after such a time.  You see how you feel about helping others and wanting to continue to help after time, after time, after time being treated as a punching bag, as a useless nothing whose only value is to be used as nothing more than as a do this command or else and see how you feel about yourself.

Why is it that someone and many, many people want me to feel, to be portrayed, and be the World’s most hated person and World’s most hated woman?

Why is there such a drive constantly asking of me and creating an environment for me to kill myself?

Time Off

November 1, 2018

Something was done in my head.  I am no longer able to tolerate or deal with hearing music with lyrics.  During these years this has been a problem with music.  Not being able to listen to music because of the programming here.

Not being able to listen to music with lyrics is a new problem that happened about a month ago.

Unprecedented

November 1, 2018

Unprecedented.  My reaction.  Unprecedented.  From naught to beyond universes, alarm and upset.

Decades and decades in the making.

It was always his intention to deceive.

I think you will find he was never emotional.  Never emotional when it would be acceptable and appropriate to be so.

Either I am just upset because it has been so malicious in its planning for so many decades, or the work is not complete.

Trash and toiletries carry-ons were exactingly intentional.

I want it to be a stunt and not a reality.  If it is real, it is so bad.  Very difficult to find words that could convey.

Either way it is gruesome.

Beyond Bad

November 1, 2018

00:32

That one was so bad, I have not yet returned to Earth.  I am still reeling in brain space.

Do you, do people understand, he has is a very loyal subject.  He is like a member of the family.  He is very smart, very intelligent.  He has been exceedingly good in hiding his true intentions.

He does not believe in loyalty.

It is so bad.

People will be is shock for years when it is revealed.

There is more than one.

He is not a subject.

He is a follower.

He does not belong to the Anglo-church.

It is really sinister.  Really sly in its deception.

Has anyone been travelling recently?  Alone?

I am so horrified!