Author: endthefalselife

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August 19, 2019

If all you want is the answers to the mysteries, to the cold cases, to decode the movies, and so on, don’t come back to my bedroom.  I have never been interested in breaking up marriages.  Don’t persist.  Don’t come to my bedroom.  If all you wanted was a better telling of events, don’t enter, don’t return, don’t come into my bedroom, don’t use virtual reality just because you want to know the answers.

Have I not been cooperating?  Then, don’t use the virtual reality for any other reason other than love – that’s why my boyfriend is my boyfriend.  He is love to me.

Something is still wrong.  Something happened.  Someone set up the day shift as something I was supposed to read of the manager being all wrong, so that I would not want the day shift because of the manager.  My boyfriend is the only man who reads as truly being the man who loves me.

David will not be able to love me unless it’s real.  And they will never allow any of these men, including my boyfriend, to be real.  None of them.  Everyone wants me dead, prefers I was dead, and is waiting for me to die.  Wow.  Hurt.

My feelings have been hurt and no one cares.

You want me to play a song, so that the only man, who has actually hit me, physically abused me, will be seen as the only man who wanted me enough to want to marry me.  I will not thank you for the embarrassment and humiliation.

I have NEVER wanted Edison to ever return.  I would rather die!

No one gives a fuck about capturing terrorists, or the most wanted men, something that would help the whole world all you people care about is trying to break up a marriage.  I want nothing to do with it.  It doesn’t look to me as though I am capable, willing, or able, to play nice in this circumstance.  My feelings are beyond hurt.

I think you are confusing diplomacy with real feellings.

I truthfully have no desire for Franco whatsoever.  Hurt.

My boyfriend has been the only man, who actually does man things, like protecting people.

And, the end to this is…

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August 19, 2019

Who was that this morning?  Who awoke me with this overwhelming sadness it feels like suicide?  Suicide?  Anyone else want to wake up to this work?  Do this work?  Is this survivor’s guilt?  This is why I love my boyfriend.  Find someone to love who will love you in return.  I love my boyfriend.

The Interview is just about what I’ve already written about, when I went to Washington, DC for the inauguration and they followed me, the white rabbit.  Whoever they got off the streets, it got me the interview with The Container Store.  I took that phone call on the stairwell of the hotel I was staying at.  I wore a skirt and knee-high boots, and he was not Korean, the man who followed me.

The rest of the story is not really very interesting.  Mostly it just says Cherith is very fuckable, in that specific language.

Is there someone in production who is terrified of me having a life without these cameras?  And virtual reality?  There is something wrong there because no one should be worried anymore, I know who I am now, I know what I’ve done, I can decode all these movies and more, so no one should be worried if I have a life of my own with a man I love who loves me.  If someone is worried, or terrified, or upset, it’s a problem.

If anyone wants to know I believe the movie poster of Munich with his mouth open does say, suggest, infer, tell everyone, tell the world, no more secrets, too many criminals hiding in the secrets, too many good intelligence getting killed because of bad information or intelligence.  Too much of the movie Munich, was not in the past, but present day up to the time it was filmed.  And most of it does not look like factual information.

It really looks like all the Dr. Seuss books are code for preventing brain research.  It suggests brain research has been going on for quite some time.  Green Eggs and Ham, ham, meaning Hamburg, Germany.  Sam actually means Sunday, the day to go to church.  One fish, this is about Jesus teaching the fisherman to fish.  I would have to read the books to write more about it.

The California grapes you delivered to me were meant to make me appear fat and less attractive to the men who already find me attractive.  Awesome.  Same thing with the alcohol, giving me bags and dark circles under my eyes, it is to make me less attractive to the men who already find me attractive.  Terrible job of intelligence if this is true.

I’m sorry to say, I was so tired, I truthfully have no idea who that was on the morning of August 13, 2019.  Exhausted.

Anything to do with this Iran story just says David to me.  If it is meant to be someone else, they don’t belong there.  David was the last man I saw running on a treadmill.

Boyfriend, how long has it been?  Since March or February?

Why does it feel like something is wrong this morning?  It shouldn’t.  Just like it should feel like a good idea to give me back my life without all the cameras and so on.  I know who I am.  There is no reason to continue pretending I am not who I am.  So, something is wrong.

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August 18, 2019

Father on this the day of your birth, do you miss my mother like I still miss my mother?

Be careful here, there could be a lot of doctor’s that have had malpractice lawsuits happen simply to create criminals with the knowledge and experience of their medical practice, no longer being able to practice medicine with a – license – yet, still be working as a doctor.  Since, it would be difficult for a person with that amount of knowledge to simply no longer use it anymore.

If you placed that hater smell up my nose yesterday just to cause my bathtub drains to clog because of Edison, it simply says that Edison is a racist, and I believe everyone should know that by know.  It also says he is not that smart.

This amber alert profile of an Indiana teen means the real Louis is guilty of arranging and assaulting my brother as a little boy.  A teenager who does this to a little boy, does not make the military, and my military.  Can anyone imagine a teenager who would arrange for a little boy to be sexually assaulted?  Not just beaten up, sexually assaulted.

He is in for a world of pain.

They made the movie, The Usual Suspects with me as Keyser Soze, not him.  The movie The Usual Suspects really is just of way of describing my reputation amongst criminals and prisoners as, NO FUCKING JOKE, NOT JUST A WOMAN, BUT A PERSON THEY WOULD TRUST AND LISTEN TO MORE THAN ANYONE ELSE!

And, if you had a con or criminal who believed in me and saw I did not believe in another criminal THEY WOULD REALLY PAY ATTENTION TO THAT!  THAT IS INFORMATION THAT IS MORE VALUABLE THAN MONEY.

If not for the exaggerated size of my body I would make another purchase today because I really would like the real Papa.  Probably the only reason it is in the movie, Munich to have Avner call him Papa is just a way to script about my family name that I did not let everyone call me by, Cheri.  The girl with the pigtails is me, a photograph of me taken was we lived in Simi Valley, California.  My mother would introduce me to people as Cheri, and I would correct her and ask them to call me Cherith.  Such controversy just for a name.

Did the real Louis turn against Jews simply because my name is Hebrew?  What an idiot.  What an idiotic thing to do.  There is no real thinking there, none.  Just out of meanness and spite for his own father.  It means his real father is a thinking man, and of honor.

The reason Bourne goes back to the hotel in Berlin about his first job, is just a way to say, Martin Luther King assassination.  There could be more information to be found there, doesn’t look like much if there is, or it could just be way of giving a timeline of the 60 ‘s.  The work my mother did I the 60’s.

If you want you have an opportunity to get the real Papa’s cooperation and allegiance, now.  There will be a lot more people who will become aware of the work everyone has been doing.

I hope everyone is getting the true picture here, it takes a real big, bad, mean tough guy to pick a fight with a little boy years and years younger than him, my brother.  It takes a real bad guy to pick on a little old lady, my mother.  What a really tough criminal.  And old woman and a young boy, WOW.  Some bad guy.

If he is in custody it just proves my point, he couldn’t take care of himself – that’s why he’s in jail.

I, who have been working and dealing with leaders of nations as a small child, and this son couldn’t compete because he has no real love in his heart.  I am more of a Frenchmen than he ever will be.

What could possibly be the reason you place this stuff to cause an upper lip moustache to grow on me, I have no idea.  It just says lesbian.  Why anyone would place a lesbian on my lip and face, I have no idea.  They OBVIOUSLY do not belong there.  Not on me.  Not on my face.  It is not in my genes, it is not in my Norwegian genes, and this woman does NOT belong here working with me.

If she is responsible for the use of air smells, it says she is a racist, and racism lives in her mind-set, not mine.

The perfume in Munich is just a way to story-tell.  Probably it just says, Dillard’s, when I worked at Dillard’s and a female employee told me a story about a girl who worked the perfume counter and the FBI got involved with her new boyfriend.  Meaning it is just a way to story-tell about the FBI, nothing really interesting.

I am really upset about my mother.

Do you know what that sex scene at the end of Munich is really about?  You love a man back from war, you love them back to their manhood, and man-ness, you love them back to who they need to be, who they should be, who they really are, you love them, and love them, and love them, and love them, and love them, and love them, and love them, as long as it takes, you love them.  That is why I am more of a Frenchman than the real Louis ever will be.

Are or is anyone going to correct my unpaid time for today, or is everyone so self-absorbed they are only interested in the time they get in front of me to speak with me?  Self-absorbed.

If I am repeating myself, read it again, I know, Princess Diana was not supposed to die.  I see it in their minds.  That is a really serious mistake.  It does look like Princess Diana, I know this sounds crazy, would not give up information about her children, like a code, and they panicked and killed her.

It is probably the reason there is a young Harry look-a-like in the car backfire, Sherlock scene, and that is really about my mother.  My mother would have more information.  Wow, talk about someone who is going to become, persona non grata, everywhere including prison.

What a depressing day.

A man who choses a fight with a little boy and an old woman is truthfully disgusting.  It makes him look like a terrified little boy with his face to a corner unable to turn around.  A little boy and an old woman.  Wow.  He will never be a penitent man.

If you are using dust as a smell, it is mistranslated, it is ash, not dust.

Yes, my FBI man can help me, he is a good man and a good profiler.  Yes, the Judge can help me, he is a good man and knows the importance of cooperation.

Yes, that is a death threat against the real Papa from his own son, he would wait until his real father is old and feeble as in seen in the movie, Gladiator and choose to kill him.

No, Casey, cannot.  She cannot help.  She will cause more harm to these men with very little if any good at all.  No, this other lesbian whose former lesbian partner was a partner to my FBI man cannot help.  Her mind-set is not at my level.

Yes, my other FBI man can help me.  He would be very interested in destroying terrorist cells like he has already done.

Obviously, my boyfriend has been the best help yet.

What a depressing day.  I miss my mother.

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August 18, 2019

Do you know why no one roots for Darth Vader?  Why no one wants the dark side to win, why the light and the force will always win?  The sound Darth Vader makes when breathing, his breath, and breathing noise are a death rattle.  Meaning Darth Vader is a man who is an actual, or at least was, a real woman who enjoyed watching people as they die, as the light is extinguished from their eyes, as they breathe their last breath, also known as, a death rattle.

The Mason murders have always bothered me as long as I can remember hearing about them.  If this woman didn’t ask and was brought to me instead, it means there is more information to be found in those cases and murders.

Once Upon A Time In Mexico, he carries a guitar case because it is about real murder and real terrorism cases.

Every civilization finds it necessary, to compromise its values, code: every civilization finds it necessary, FEC, is a name, IN, means in prison, Russian Jews.  To compromise its values, is military code, looks old, probably, USSR military code.

Black September means, black baby, and, um, that’s wrong.  It’s a black and white photograph, not a black child or baby.  And, worse, there looks to be a mistranslation that started this action against the Jews, like something so really simple as someone did not know I was still a baby and child.  WOW!  IF THAT’S TRUE?!  ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?!  IT IS AS IF TO SAY THESE PEOPLE HAD NO REAL UNDERSTANDING OF ANY NOTION AS TO WHY THEY KILLED JEWS, AND THESE PEOPLE?!  WOW!

LET ME SAY AND WRITE THAT AGAIN, IT LOOKS, IT SAYS TO ME IN THE MOVIE, THE PEOPLE WHO SHOT THE PEOPLE IN THE 1972 OLYMPICS, HAD NO REAL TRUTH IN THEM OF WHY THEY MURDERED PEOPLE OTHER THAN THEIR RELIGION OR COUNTRY OF BIRTH.  THAT IS NOT DEFENDABLE ACTION!

It does appear that they got money from white South Africans who did not truthfully know the destination their money was going to go.

I am in this movie, a lot, in Walt Disney World, in Orlando, Florida.  No joke.  It is as if to place me as much as possible in Israel and around these people, for protection, safety, and knowledge.  The opening shot with Avner walking to the car is the grand opening of Morocco at EPCOT when I was there with my family.

I know your father, means there really is a man in California that really knows my father.

There is something behind the wall, Harai.

This is my living room in Simi Valley, California, Yariv.

The death of her sister on Tuesday, is a cover story.

Your mother is who you resemble, this is the Russian man, who would be of Jewish faith who brain spoke to me.  I told you so.

The scene with the chandelier on the floor, the building is all wrong, meaning the person who they trusted that is represented by that building, is all wrong.  I wouldn’t have trusted them.

I think it was my fourth birthday party, my mother made a barbie doll cake for me, and I cried and cried a terrible bad cry, not a sad cry, a bad cry.  This is probably when a man, a birthday party is a good way for adults to be around children, brain spoke to me about my brother’s rape in a public bathroom, and I cried, a terrible cry.  How many children at that age are able to understand something such as rape, or sexual abuse?  I think they actually asked me in words, brain speaking, and did not just think with a visual image, and I cried, a terrible cry and could not stop.  My mother wrote about it in my baby book and used to tell people about it.  I didn’t hold onto those tears and cry, like a grudge or a scar.  I just let the emotion of it be felt, and then, let go.

Is the bed bomb correct?  Or movie scripting?  If the bed bomb is correct, is makes it appear that at least one stroke was terrorist related to me because of what I did in the Mexican California restaurant when I was 17.

I would have met the real Papa (sorta).  He would have liked me.  They do work with and for governments.  There is probably inspiration here for the movie, Le Haine, The Hate.  Louis, the real Louis, would really detest me.  Detest me.  Detest me and my whole family.  The real son is really not that smart.  He is not as smart as me.  He literally would want me and my family – dead.  For no real reason other than he is not as smart as me and cannot be seen in his father’s eyes – as an honorable man.

The actor did a true, if not a real close read and depiction of the real Papa, mentally, not physically.

It is not true; he does have me as family.  If he’s not changed the paperwork it is still in his heart.  It’s been seen by many people.

If the real Louis is responsible for my mother’s stroke, etc. he’d be dead by his own father.

The storefront kitchen is World of Motion at Epcot.

The movie suggests that the Dutch woman’s murder is the stroke the two Spanish girls gave my mother.  Paid for by the real Louis.  Just because his father loved me more because I AM REAL, and he never will be.

In the movie Munich it makes it appear that the real Louis is responsible for my brother’s sexual assault in a bathroom as a boy just because I got his father’s attention because of the military work I had done as a child.  It also makes it appear that the real Louis is responsible for a lot of celebrity deaths just to get a bigger name and reputation than his father, and if this is the truth – HE WILL NEVER GET RESPECT ANYMORE.

The real Papa is seen shaking Avner’s hand at the airport, by the Israeli (Army) saying he is a nothing.  That’s me, he’s talking about.  It means the real Papa is a better man than his son, what a terrible predicament to be in as a father.

Has he been handed over yet?  To the American authorities?  Do you understand, he did it to conspire against his own father?  His own country.  And humanity.  What a dummkopf.

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August 17, 2019

Um, I just heard a very serious threat, if it’s true.

I have no idea why you made my FBI man look like he needed protection, this man isn’t scared of his work, he doesn’t trust you people.  That’s not the same thing.

I have no idea why the story about these people hating Americans has been allowed to permeate into our everyday language as a truth, as something as acceptable as three meals a day.  When in truth, I must be crazy if I am the only one who sees it this way, it looks like love, more like love than hate.  Too dangerous to eat out, from Zero Dark Thirty tells me, they were watching my mother and me, every day.  I used to take my mother every day for a car ride, and I used to get takeout, often, bring it home for my mother, other times she ate in the car.

Do you know it looks like the approach to the conflicts, meaning terrorists, look wrong?  Here’s the best example; when the September 11^th attacks happened, the only comfort I found was not watching the US news, it was watching BBC World news.  Meaning the British got the code and got it correct and the American’s were using workarounds to solve the problems and conflicts.

I have been wondering why I was allowed to be hit in the head by a terrorist (it’s what it felt like) while at work, causing a head injury that I had to ice for weeks, while being seen at a station that was seen as being in the White House, and having a Christian man, “introduce” the terrorist, or sneak the terrorist inside my head while I was conversing with a Christian man.  I have been wondering why this was allowed to happen.  Making me, count over and over, so I could continue working, and not have to speak to them in my head.  Whose dumb idea was this?  What were they thinking?

So, no one has been trying to recover my brain?  Everyone has been just trying to kill me?  Are own intelligence?  Or just two women have been waiting for me to die and trying to find ways to kill me?  Because killing me could start an unholy war?  And remove protection and help for intelligence?

The profile you made of Bezos divorce just says the woman is stupid.  I also have no idea why Bezos sounded hesitant and tentative.

This profile of a woman sneaking onto planes, is disturbing, it is in the hair, forehead, and eyes.

The terrorists that associated themselves to Sea Shepard crew started in 2015 when I went to work for Disney the second time.  I hope everyone realizes it makes it appear through Guest Services special requests were being done against the United States and its allies by a goddamn double agent and THAT WASN’T ME.

I received that call; they didn’t WANT the attack to happen.  But they sure were fucking pissed off!  They absolutely did not want to attack.  If I am the only one that believes that I still believe it is true.  They didn’t want to attack.

Now you fucking morons have so many decades of wrong and bad information about people it’s instilled in their being as truth.  It looks like the message is slow and difficult in REACHING THE PEOPLE IT NEEDS TO GET TO!

I also know there are dumb idiots out there that want to cause harm and war, they are not going to make it.

The Ohio shooter profile says nothing to me.

Paradise strong profile: Am I the only one that sees this?  You do realize you’ve made it appear that I am completely unattractive to David, he thinks my breasts are too small and wants them to be bigger, and that my body size is disgusting to him.  Meaning I am too fat, and the shape of my body is disgusting to him.  Um, why would anyone believe this?

The color of Marta’s shirt in Bourne looks like it is code for a chemical (compound), I don’t know the name of it, most likely, it would be a chemical responsible for the mind altering, brain research.

What the fuck is wrong with you people?!  Why does everyone act afraid of our own Allies?  Why am I the only one that defends, protects, and supports our Allies?  Why am I the only one that understands the importance of cooperation and working together with our Allies?  Why is everyone else trying to pick fights by using me against our own Allies?!  Whose fucking dumb idea is this?!  Is Bezos to blame?

I am not giving up on being an Allies to the British – EVER!  I WOULD RATHER DIE FIRST!  IS THAT WHAT YOU HAVE PEOPLE REALLY WANTING?!  BECAUSE THAT IS WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE.  OR YOU WOULD HAVE ACTUALLY BEEN WORKING ON RECOVERING MY GODDAMN BRAIN INSTEAD OF FIGHTING WITH ME!

IT’S A LITTLE SERIOUS!  AND MY DAY SHIFT SCHEDULE?!

Is this true, do you actually see a decrease in chatter and activity when I write things like I send the enemies of the United States and its Allies to their graves?  If this is true, then this is a problem to whom?!

The suspected Islamist state militant profile is the Italian I am not friends with.  That’s him.

That’s amazing those prisoners sent that message to me.  That was very nice of them to think of me at all.  I think their conversions are the most amazing, wonderful things to happen.  This must have been an important man you sent me to talk with, considered important.  I hope everyone sees and notices this importance.  Have they changed?  Any of them?  For the better?  Seen in their eyes.  In the backs of their eyes?  Do they look differently out of their eyes?

You realize the reason anyone was able to believe stories about American terrorism is because it was true.  The difference being not all and every American, but double agents, and your own intelligence within your own countries conspiring against its own people, also.

No, I really don’t have to work an evening shift or PM shift to work with our Allies like England.

Why do I still not have a shift change?

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August 16, 2019

I have no idea what the fuck you people are so afraid of.  I have no idea why you people are so afraid of China, specifically.  You look dumb to me.  To be afraid of China.  Dumb.  Why am I the only one that sees the great, good benefit it is to the United States to have China, and the Chinese as Allies to the United States?  Why am I the only one that sees that?  Because all you are looking at is an altered panty line (that I didn’t do) on my denim pants?!  You people look like dumb fucks to me!  You still don’t understand the value of my physical person, in something as so very significant as my skin.

I have been around a lot of Chinese, and China, I have never been there, in my mind, in person.  I have been able to read it off of other intelligence persons who have actually lived there and worked there.  This goes back to when I was living in California, most of the China and Chinese I know.  I really don’t get this prejudice against Asians, and specifically, the Chinese, I don’t get it, it doesn’t live in my mind-set, so why does it live in any of yours?!

I don’t know why you people allow yourselves to be out thought!  And, then you physically place it on me or around me and these people, specifically men, who truly believe and see this – will NOT allow me to be seen AS LESS THAN I AM!

Is this Hong Kong protest story true?  Because I have never believed it.  Just like the blood on the boy’s head does not look like real blood.  So, if you are creating videos of staged violence to show support, I am really not sure how to respond to that at the moment because I want my body back.  My body before these women thought they knew how to handle me.

Do you people want allegiance and cooperation, or do you just want news stories?  Because I don’t give a fuck about your goddamn news stories!  I do give a goddamn about real people!

That’s a stateside threat, in the dark profile.  Are you gonna get him and catch him with the plans and weapons in his home before he does damage or are you to going wait (weight) until after people are hurt or killed before you catch the son-of-a-bitch?!

Ammar, from Zero Dark Thirty is code for AM, March, as in the loss of my AM shift, specifically with the work and help I did that is seen in Black Hawk Down, meaning they created a whole character BASED OFF OF THE FAILURE AND FAILURES SEEN IN BLACK HAWK DOWN BECAUSE I WASN’T ON A GODDMAN DAY SHIFT, OR EARLY SHIFT, OR FIRST SHIFT, OR AM SHIFT!  It is also code for frequency, meaning it is about inaudible work.  So, why does my day shift schedule not appear on my actual schedule?

Has anyone really looked and investigated my former fiancé?  He is in Zero Dark Thirty, in this dialogue that reads, did you think, comma, a nice guy, comma, bad, comma, fucking, comma, news, comma, news meaning Nelson Mandela’s release.

No, he certainly wasn’t the best choice of men; however, why have I never been allowed to have a real boyfriend since?  Because you have no idea the benefits it provides when I have a boyfriend, and to be seen with a boyfriend, and loved?

My boyfriend says something to me, and it is relief to me, I say in response, okay, goodie.  We are the team he and I, not another man and another woman lifting me up, or helping me, he and I are it.  You people still haven’t figured it out.  And it makes us look dumb.

In The Peacemaker, he touches the still warm eggs with his fingers.  It looks like our intelligence has been aware our enemies have been after our lineage and children and no one has had the balls to EXPOSE THESE MOTHERFUCKERS?!

Guess what, I believe it looks like a mistake in 13 Hours, to show at the end of the movie that nearly everyone retired after the incident.  I believe it is a mistake to hide.  These people need to be exposed and it needs to be talked about over and over and NEVER SHUT UP ABOUT IT – UNTIL THEY HAVE SURRENDERD!

I have no idea what fucking moron thought you could bring me to work with terrorists and I would “teach” or cooperate or coexist with terrorists.  NOT A FUCKING CHANCE IN HELL!  LET’S GET SOMETHING STRAIGHT RIGHT FUCKING NOW, TERRORISTS, PEOPLE WHO ALIGN THEMSELVES AGAINST THE UNITED STATES AND ITS ALLIES, PEOPLE WHO ARE CONSIDERED ENEMIES OF THE UNITED STATES AND ITS ALLIES – MUST SURRENDER!  END OF STORY.  END OF DISSCUSSION.  I WILL ACCEPT NOTHING LESS, AND I WILL FIGHT UNTIL THEY SURRENDER!

WHO THE FUCK SAW IT ANY OTHER WAY?!

DO YOU THINK WE’VE GONE TO WAR, LET’S SAY IN AFGHANISTAN, TO KNIT TEA COZIES TOGETHER?!  WHO IS THIS FUCKING MORON!  AND WHY ARE THEY ALLOWED TO THINK AROUND ME?!

We could just let countries destroy themselves and then when they are defeated by their own people, we could take over their country.  Do you see there is no benefit to watching a country destroy itself?  A foreign country.  War has become an entirely different function than it used to be in history.  It will probably be our grandchildren or great-grandchildren’s generation that actually gets to see and live the benefits of war or fighting against such oppression, hatred, greed, lust, villainy, tyranny, and deceptions.

On that note, I really and truly have no idea why there are not more young people involved in politics and wanting to be future leaders, politicians, and future President’s, President of the United States, or around the world.  Why am I the only one that sees a growing apathy in young people about and toward their governments and leadership?  Apathy in young people, that should be very alarming to a lot of people.  Apathy is much too malleable, swayable, and undeterminable.

Again, be aware of things that WILL never exist in Cherith’s mind-set, racial slurs and biases, failure, and acceptable loss of life.

If you are bringing an African leader to work with me, prepare yourself mentally.  It looks like it is going to be surprising.  I don’t want you to get caught off guard.  Think of contingency plans ahead of time.  Not that you wouldn’t have already done this, I just want you to prepare yourself mentally.

If you bring the Munich Olympic village to me, be aware, it will be very involving.

I have no idea why you have me looking poor, tired, homeless, aged beyond my years, when you have the Weapons of Mass Destruction in your employment that could be seen as incapacitating men with just a glance, as I have done before when I worked at the level I was before with leaders of nations.

I don’t know why I am the only one that feels the timing is all off, when I drive, mostly, you speed up when you should slow down, you cause traffic jams when it should be moving, the timing is all off.

The Epstein profile tells me absolutely nothing.

What’s in the bangs?  There is something in the bangs.

The nose and hair on the man in glasses in the Hong Kong news story, is wrong.

Remember, if you are convict, a criminal whether inside or now out (meaning not gay, served your prison sentence and are free), if you do not make it in my military, you don’t make it, you don’t pass.

This Englishman who has been brought over here to work with others, specifically did not want to be heard with his voice in my head, or his voice, do you know why?  He wants to make sure he is seen as not causing any harm to me.  It is rather significant.  You will need his help and others as there is a real threat to our US military and Britain’s military in gathering secret information inside prisons and then selling that information through secret communications.  AND, I DON’T FUCKING LIKE IT!

Do you know the scene in the movie, Up, when Russell says, no, Kevin, Mr. Fredricksen is a friend, is about a read on me when I watched Great Expectations the original black and white version from the forties as a child of eight or nine?  What child watches such a difficult and intense classical movie such as Great Expectations?  Me.  Do you know I literally wanted to crawl inside the television set and stand in front of the boy – just because he was speaking to a convict and criminal?  I was so worried and upset about the boy and his life in danger, I had to watch the rest of the movie.  Do you know how I got that information at such a young age?  Pedophiles do not make the military or intelligence, they don’t pass.  This is most likely just a read I got from a Russian who had served time in prison and brain-spoke to me while I was still in my mother’s womb.

Fredricksen code: Fred, Fred Meyers was a store in Oregon, most specifically this is about jewelry my mother bought for herself when we lived there, rick, I, R, I am C, K, these are both Cherith, sen, meaning Hans Christian Andersen, meaning, not fairy tales, children’s stories, and I did buy a Hans Christian Andersen book at an antique store in Tuscaloosa, Alabama.

Yeah, I know this other FBI man has committed crimes; however, he has done a lot of other good work as well.  I am sorry someone upset him.  They caused interference, noise, and disruption when I was actually working him for the better.  Why someone else’s mean and pettiness was allowed to get involved when I was working him with compassion, empathy, and honesty, I have no idea.

Do you see that?  I was working him with truth, and you allowed a grudge and vindictiveness to get in the way because you have your ego ahead of your mind and heart.

There are intelligence handlers and persons for sale within that building.  I believe there are children for sale also.  Military children for sale.  I don’t remember any other specifics at the moment, other than they are for sale.  I don’t like that.

The Rashida Tlaib profile person looks overwhelmed, confused, not confident.  If you are going to continue in that direction, they need more help.  I know there is a person there that has no desire to do harm, most specifically on me, to be seen as a person who does or has done harm to me.

Brianna looks confused, sexually confused.  Is she actually trying to hit on me?!  She must be crazy.  If someone thinks she looks up to me more than just a strong person, then she is confused.  She is too swayable.  She has no true convictions.  She doesn’t love me; she still has no self-identity.  She should be getting more help from church activities, church functions, church meetings, she needs help from church leadership, she is not able to function enough at my level.

I love David.  I have no idea why David doesn’t have children.  I would have loved to have been able to have David’s children.  I wouldn’t have missed the opportunity.  I have been sad for it since the opportunity has been lost to me.

If Brianna vocally coached me because I would not listen to the Beyoncé song about it you liked it then you should have put on a ring on it, then she is trying to be spiteful, again.

Why am I the only one that sees the value in not putting others down just to feel better?  Because putting other people down WILL NEVER allow any person to feel better, it will ALWAYS cause harm.

The notice we received about the A/C unit when we lived in Plant City upset me to no end.  It could have been about my maternal grandfather’s death.  Removing it, paying people to remove the A/C unit, that purchase, was not going to help.  It was as upsetting as a local threat to me and my family.

Similar reaction I had to this notice about removing my bench that could be about my mother, someone hacking into the HOA here, telling me to remove the bench, to appease their guilt about killing my mother.

I think whoever, and everyone involved in killing my mother should die.  My mother’s death, most specifically, is a death to our military and our military strategists.  It is very similar to killing double agents for spying against the United States and its Allies.

Here is your lesson for the day on how not to cause a SHUTDOWN IN CHERITH’S HEAD: What happens at a crime scene, immediately?  They rope, or section off the area, so no one interferes with the crime scene.  This keeps people away.  It stops people from being heard, or their thoughts from getting involved.  If you have used things like HOA notices to get information from me, you have been doing it wrong to handle me.  If you have been using Jew-haters and Back people smell to handle me, then you have been doing it wrong.  If you have been speaking to me, speaking code, or words, or wording to get information from me, then you have been doing it wrong.

Give Sherlock Holmes five (Cheri and no one else) minutes of your time at your crime scene.  Meaning let Cherith look at the objects, like a twig, a branch, an object without anything else.  Do you know what this does?  This removes your training, your bias, and “their” meaning the criminals emotions.  Allowing me objectivity.  THAT IS HOW YOU HANDLE ME TO GET RESULTS!

When does this end?  And, why is my employer(s) trying to kill me?

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August 16, 2019

Be aware, I am still in shut-down mode, you’ve lost communication with me.  I am recovering.  I have the answers to help you with this; however, it is just going to have to wait.  I am incommunicado.

I am incommunicado and I am working on it.  The answers to prevent incommunicado with me are quite literally in the episode of Sherlock at the crime scene with the man on the ground.  Sherlock is not really talking with Irene Adler at the crime scene.  I am aware you need this information.

Be aware of this: Just like acceptable loss of life does not exist in my mind-set, racism, bigotry, these thoughts, also, do not exist in my mind-set.  I will quite literally not see it that way.  It would be why it has taken me so long to be able to see from someone else’s point of view the help and assistance they were asking for because it does not exist in my mind-set.  I will repeat this a lot as it seems to have been misunderstood from intelligence.  I know and understand that loss of life happens; however, in my mind-set – IT NEVER WILL.

Gator profile: Be aware when I write right or left side it is not their right or left side it is from mine.  Right eye seeks to do harm, left eye completely unaware, eye brows are like a red herring meaning it will get you nowhere, the right nostril is too wide, upper lip is like fuming mad, the right crook of the mouth is wrong, the rest is just not that important.

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August 15, 2019

Listen up motherfuckers, I’ve got a secured line now.  I have secure access on my devices, so if you think you can follow me through the news or my writing, think again.  You won’t be able to see it.

You’ll have a lot of people trying to break in, almost immediately.  It’ll be a fucking shit show.  Be prepared.  You won’t believe the chatter and what you’ll get from that.  You’ll be surprised.

Who is this in the puppy story?  You have at least two people in the eyeballs, and that is all it says because I am not able to get better detail than that.

The most exciting thing, at least to me, is not brain research it is the fact that I am better than a lie detector, and the ability I have to make people, especially as double agents.

Tell everyone about Fight Club!  And, don’t stop telling people about Fight Club!  That is why Maya says she is going to smoke everyone in the op in the movie, Zero Dark Thirty.  The wife bleeding out, is my mother.  The harm you allowed to enter into this country and hurt my mother, and then you allowed it to happen to my future children.  You’re goddamn fucking right, I WILL smoke every single one of you motherfuckers that allowed this shit to happen to me and other people when you THOUGHT you knew what the fuck you were doing when it is there for the whole goddamn fucking world now to see in the movies – all your fuck ups!

The video was not meant to be discovered until after he was dead, it is echoed and repeated again in Sherlock, no, you’re here for the photos, BUT that’s NEVER going to happen!  Never going to happen, IS IT?!

Do you know why I have been so insistent on my choice of outdoor footwear at my home?  I have had an alarm going off in my head since before YOU HAD ME CUT ALL MY BEAUTIFUL FLOWERS OFF ON MY PORCH AND CONNECTED TO A VERY SPECIFIC MAN!  A GODDAMN FUCKING ALARM!

BE VERY AWARE THIS RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN THE UNITED STATES AND GREAT BRITAIN IS VERY IMPORTANT TO ME!  Does it not scream at everyone else that the Prime Minister in the movie, Love Actually says that America is the greatest country in the world?  It screams at me.  And, then they (like the whole fucking country) gets so very upset with the handling you’ve done of me they no longer want to have a special relationship.

Whoever thought it was important for me to somehow be connected as having a personal relationship with a royal like Harry, I have no idea.  It says real, and then it also, does not.  I don’t appreciate being lied to.  I don’t appreciate being deceived.

I didn’t have to get involved in any way with the royal family to help and work in cooperation with England.  So, I have no idea what you people have been trying to do.

What have you people really been trying to do?  Recover my brain, or wait (weight) until I’m dead?  With this television show nonsense?  Have you been trying to recover my brain, or have you just been waiting until I’m dead?  Because it really looks like everyone involved for quite some time now has just been waiting until they get to kill me.  The whole premise for this show looks, especially now, as though people have just been waiting until they get to kill me.  No fucking joke, like they have people on stand-by ready for their kill orders on me.  There are several of these people who are literally waiting to get their kill orders for me.

Waiting for the next person to kill you from The Bourne Legacy is about my mother when she and I were driving in Germany!  However, it looks like you’ve had such dumb shits working with you, you have people who think that was not a bad idea to do with me.  Really?!  Wait until after I am dead BEFORE you get a bad guy!  Un-fucking-real.

Be aware: Edison does not make it into my military, he does not qualify for the military.

Harry, do I literally have to ask you this personally in order to get my day shift approved?  Or, are you people going to do the same thing again because this has happened before I went into HR and gave the acceptance letter of a day shift and it NEVER APPEARED ON MY SCHEDULE MAKING ME WORK A NIGHT SHIFT ALL OVER AGAIN ALL THESE YEARS!

Why does no one just end this?!  I know who I am, so it is possible to get this work done without a public audience.  People really will just watch another television show, and it will be no problem.  So, why does this just not end?!

Do you know when I first saw myself in the movies?  In BBC Sherlock.  Do you know why that is?  Sherlock is so full of intelligence, it is so over-stuffed, so over-full, so over-packed, so imbued with such detail, most of which cannot be seen, it is the reason I finally got it.  Not because I got bits and pieces because it was SCREAMING at me without taking a goddamn machete to my head!  That’s real fucking skill.

I have no idea why you people work this way, I don’t work this way, and it makes any intelligence person connected to this – DUMB!  If the very reason you’ve placed SOOOOOOOOOO MUCH Jew-haters smell on this cleaning woman at work, um, really, you thought the smell would get my attention?  Because it doesn’t.  It doesn’t work.  It just says you have worked through plots against, specifically, the Prime Minster of Israel at the time of the killing of the Olympic athletes in Munich in 1972.  I was on the land in Munch, Germany and I did walk past the for Olympic structures and was read by a handler.

Yes, you enter a foreign country with the specific purpose of killing people who are working in a diplomatic fashion to create peace, such as, the Olympics, the very purpose of the Olympics is to promote world peace, and you assassinate specific persons because of their religion and country of birth, you don’t get to live anymore. 

That’s real fucking shit, people.  It is the same as double agents.  You conspire to work against the United States and its Allies, you don’t get to live.

Guess what, I don’t think this way either, if you believe the stench Agent Smith is referring to when he touches Morpheus’s head in The Matrix has something to do with racist thinking about black people, I have no idea how to put that in words because I literally do not think that way.  If you place stink and stench and horrible smell up my nose that promotes facial hair growth, not hair on the top of my head, on my face and think you are connecting spies or intelligence with the HATRED of black people, you look fucking dumb to me!  You look mentally incompetent to me.

I think everyone has not considered the extreme importance of my appearance especially on my face.  It is extraordinarily disturbing to me, this facial hair on my face, it reads: very disturbing.  And, you’ve connected it with Brianna and Courtney, and others.  Very disturbing.

I was read at the Munich Olympic grounds, and I do believe all the question marks that are seen on Irene Adler in Sherlock are about the read they got on me and my face when I walked past with – just a glance.  I see it.  You’ve missed something.  I had questions.  It means the work is not yet done.  The work you thought was completed, has not been thorough. 

I have always liked this movie, Munich, most specifically, I have always like this character Avner meaning, I really would like the real man.  The work is not yet done.  You want to make SURE I wear my pants, now!  And, I mean right fucking now!  You want to bring this building to me?  Anyone?  The Munich Olympic building bring it to me.

Looks like if you bring it to me it will help with a lot of our military involvement like in Afghanistan.

Wow, it’s still pretty bad.  It will help to heal a lot of people who are still living.  Remember I love the Jews because my parents have never shown anything but love to Jews.  I love the Jews because I love God and I believe in Jesus Christ as the Living Son of God, and I know Jesus loves the Jews, the bible tells me so.  Remember, I love the Jews because I’ve been spoken to by Russian Jewish men before I was born.  And, I love the Jews because I know God LOVES the Jewish people.

Bring the building to me.

Realize that my FBI man as seen in The Peacemaker as the man who escapes with the nuke from the truck, is me.  That is why he escapes from the truck to an airplane.  Most specifically because his Russian is pretty good.

What is this?  I like this pub!

This North Korea profile just says Edison and another man.  If you don’t qualify for my military, you don’t qualify, and you don’t pass.

I chose this man for a specific reason.  YOUR GODDAMN FUCKING RIGHT I DID!  Man, make certain this Edison is denied all access, he does not make or pass into the military.

If this is actually necessary, I don’t believe this Mississippi woman is actually going to listen or believe this.  She looks and reads, lesbian.  A dyke or male or the dominant partner lesbian.  And that really could be her choice in life; however, it is not actually in her head and mind.  Sounds completely crazy, I know, but it is not in her mind.  She, no joke, reads as actually straight in her head.  She also, will not listen to this at all.  She won’t believe it, and it looks like she will not go to a therapist to talk this out with anyone.  She won’t listen.  That in itself, is a tell.

She reads as a woman who really likes and enjoys people and their stories.  That’s a good thing.  Liking people is a really good thing.  It’s probably the reason she does documentary work; however, she looks like she would be happy and like the work of something like a book editor, or book publishing, something that is a slower pace.  The slower pace has to do with her ability to receive (no other word for it) incoming messages, or information, or speech, or anything that requires the brain, and that is quite a lot.  That speaks of trauma and abuse and her ability to function through it all.  No, she will not harm children.  She might hurt her partner.

She would prefer to be with a man like a military man.  It would probably help her mind to heal.  She reads in her head that she has never really liked lesbian sex.  She gets off, yet there is no love there for her.  She reads as a woman who has never really loved.  Not to the soul of her being.

BE VERY, VERY CAREFUL HERE: LET THE WORLD KNOW THEY WANT ME TO REMOVE THE BENCH ON MY PROPERTY THROUGH THE HOA OR HOMEOWNER ASSOCIATION.  BE VERY, VERY CAREFUL HERE!  HARRY, THIS IS SPECIFICALLY ABOUT YOU.  AND, OTHERS, SPECIFICALLY ABOUT YOU.  MEANING THEY WANT YOU REMOVED AS IN DEAD!

I JUST SHUT DOWN!

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August 15, 2019

BE VERY, VERY CAREFUL HERE: LET THE WORLD KNOW THEY WANT ME TO REMOVE THE BENCH ON MY PROPERTY THROUGH THE HOA OR HOMEOWNER ASSOCIATION.  BE VERY, VERY CAREFUL HERE!  HARRY, THIS IS SPECIFICALLY ABOUT YOU.  AND, OTHERS, SPECIFICALLY ABOUT YOU.  MEANING THEY WANT YOU REMOVED AS IN DEAD!