August 15, 2019: READ: GODDAMNIT!

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August 15, 2019

God fucking damnit!  I will not thank you for allowing our enemy to appear smarter than we are because I know it ain’t true!

Do you know why I have my, I won’t agree with you shirt in my fucking window?!  Am I really the only one that is able to figure out all this code in the movies?  Did you think I would agree with the character Dr. Julia Kelly, in the movie The Peacemaker?  Are you sure?  Do you want to rethink that?

Yeah, you’re goddamn fucking right I am willing to go to war and risk war if it is the correct thing to do.  I sure as fuck won’t agree with you, or risk going to war, or risk our militaries lives – IF YOU’RE FUCKING WRONG!

Do you know why Dr. Julia Kelly is wrong in the movie The Peacemaker?  It is this line of dialogue alone; we weren’t meant to find this video until after he was dead.  Meaning, I was not supposed to know, and the world was not supposed to know WHAT I HAD DONE UNTIL AFTER I WAS DEAD.

The first rule about Fight Club?  Don’t tell anyone about Fight Club, means tells EVERYONE ABOUT BRAIN RESEARCH!  Tell the world!  Tell everyone!

Do you know that there are at least a few people who know this information: there will be an unholy war (I have said and written this before, at least a year ago) unlike any other yet to have happened, if for any reason, I am to die.  An unholy war unlike any other.  It is in the minds of others.

Do you know the real reason why I asked for this super scary Russian agent to be brought to me?  He was literally a turning point.  We, and the world, were headed into World War III, and the USSR was a pivotal point in turning our world history away from World War.

I’m a defector, he is in the music, I defected him, good!

Do you get it?  This is subversive activity, meaning because I thwarted and prevented World War III with the USSR, plans were put into action to CREATE ANOTHER GODDAMN WAR!  LIKE NOT TELLING THE WHOLE GODDMAN WORLD I AM THE WEAPONS OF MASS DESTRUCTION, SO THERE REALLY IS NO NEED TO GO TO WAR WITH ANOTHER COUNTRY WHEN YOU ALREADY HAVE IT!

My FBI man is seen in the movie that means his Russian must be pretty good.  It is probably the reason I love him.  The fact that his hair is seen at such a length, is a problem.  It is a warning.  I had to cut all my hair off because of a bad hairdresser that ruined my hair.  Quite literally, what happens to my hair has been seen as a threat to my intelligence handlers.  A threat to my handlers, not me.  Something else, I won’t agree with.

This is a little unusual, in the movie he is told to put his gun away, and then the Russian shoots everyone at a stop point, or border crossing, it is unusual.  I haven’t brain-thought about it yet.

I am not the only family this has happened to.  I am not the only family.  This is real terrorism, happening to real people and real families, most specifically, for military reasons.  Killing people with “natural” causes like strokes, or heart attacks, that’s – TERRORISM!

White SUV, in Zero Dark Thirty, reads: SUV, utility and vehicle, utility, seven letters, Cherith, seven letters.  The unidentified male number three was really watching me and my mother when I went grocery shopping with her.  It would have enraged and soothed him almost at the same time.  Upset because of what had happened to her and soothed because I took good care of her.  They were most definitely watching me in the grocery store, and everywhere else.

Scary version, from The Bourne Identity, scaring version of who is giving Bourne the orders now?  Scary version reads: you had no idea who was after me until they were already here.  You had no idea.  Well, I know who I am now, scary version is over.

Someone at work did said this, they fired the first shots, and it did read true and correct.

What are you doing with this North Korean profile, it reads: not legit.

Stop allowing our enemy to be seen as smarter than us, or I WILL punch every one of you in your goddamn face!

By the way, I figured out the peace offering was not acceptable BEFORE I finished watching the movie!  The peace offering being it was ok and acceptable for me to die BEFORE any and everyone was aware of all the intelligence and military work, I’VE FUCKING DONE!

August 14, 2019: READ: WARNING: But, Not At My Level

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August 14, 2019

He is making a perfume, no, I do not agree with his actions.  He is exposed now, I’ve exposed him.  He can work without ever committing crimes again.

There is a peace offering on the ground, no, I do not accept the offer.

He is sorry.  He did not mean to offend me or cause disruption.  If the only reason I am not able to wear my Levi’s, an American brand of denim, is because someone unlawfully altered my denim pant to appear that I have a visible panty line regardless of what undergarment I might wear.  I do not agree with the choice of action.  I believe my own body as it was over a year ago in those pants, specifically, does more good than anyone seems to be able to understand.  It is not a peaceable course of action.  It actually has caused killings and fighting to happen.

I don’t think anyone seems to understand how I actually effect these men’s minds.  It was still better with my body inside those pants.  Get it?  Do you see, yet?

Be careful of this: Do you understand?  And, then I say, no, I don’t think you do.  If you are using this on a criminally insane person; meaning, a person that understands or comprehends that their actions will cause harm, murder, suffering, or death that is not the same in my mind as understanding because I will not allow or agree with their actions.  It can, does, and will allow for a false positive.  It would be better to ask, is this person evil.  Yes, the criminally insane are evil.

The mentally insane have no ability to comprehend that their actions are going to hurt people and possibly cause them death.  They cannot be rehabilitated.

Why would anyone allow me to work with people who do not have the level of expertise I have had since I was a baby and child, it is about the equivalent of subverting the efforts to capture known terrorists.  Yes, you probably have had a great deal of people who are able to do work, but not at MY level.  It’s an important distinction.

Yes, Putin, specifically, wanted me to write that slaughterhouse in 13 Hours was meant to be abortion.  However, this is also before I said that the slaughterhouse was actually a meat packing plant in Plant City, Florida that I drove past nearly every day.

I need people to understand that the way I see and understand and comprehend language is similar to music in the air, or notes floating in the air, or something that is intangible like faith.  I believe that the Russian that has been used before would not be everyday common usage of the Russian language.  It would be correct grammar, aristocratical, it would be Russian that would be educated at somewhere like Oxford, or Cambridge.

Why do you have a nose ring being seen – EVERYEHERE – as air enhancements like weight gain as a way to stop me from working and with INTELLIGENCE?!  WHAT ELSE DO YOU THINK THE FBI OR CIA DO?  INTELLIGENCE.  WHAT DO YOU THINK A SPY IS OTHER THAN INTELLIGENCE!  DO YOU THINK SPIES AND INTELLIGENCE NEVER WORK INTERNATIONALLY?!  NOT AGAINST THE UNITED STATES, FOR US!  WHAT DO YOU THINK THE MILITARY NEEDS WHEN THEY GO OUT ON MISSIONS IF NOT INTELLIGENCE?  WHERE DO YOU THINK OUR LOCAL POLICE GET INFORMATION PASSED ON TO THEM IF NOT FROM OUR OWN INTELLIGENCE?!  WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING OTHER THAN NOT BEING TRUTHFUL WITH A NOSE RING AND AIR ENHANCEMENTS!

I would not allow people to make mistakes, FBI men.  Who asked this of me, this profile that I said was wrong because there was too much make-up and the hair color was wrong?  This looks like a person who does not know how straight men minds work.  Why did you find pornos at Bin Laden’s house?  Do you think he was a pervert?  Or, do you think he had an appreciation, a desire, a wanting of the female body and form?  It makes it appear that these were lesbians who created the profile, so that I was so tired, bags under my eyes, dark circles and barely any make-up on when you created the conversation of me saying, do you think your mind is greater than MINE?!

Why am I the only one that understands the POWER OF FEMINITY, FEMINE IS POWERFUL!  FEMINE IS DESTRUCTIVE!  GOOD!  ALL THE BETTER FOR EVERYONE!

It literally says and reads that these people being lesbians, or not, did not actually want me to be able to capture terrorists, as if they are afraid that something might happen to me, so in their mind they created a less than the best situation when I am more than able and capable of defeating these motherfuckers without your interference.

Their desire to do good comes (don’t get carried away) from a good place in their heart; however, I literally can do much better than that.  You don’t truly understand the depths of their minds if you have stopped allowing me to be feminine with something as simple as clean make-up, skin care, hair products, and my real and true Norwegian coloring, and my real parents genes.  Stop interfering, you are causing not the best work to be done.  It is making mistakes that have to be repeated again, and again because you are afraid, and not able to work at the level, I REALLY, AND TRULY BELIEVE I AM BETTER AT THAN ANYONE ELSE IN THE WORLD!

Do you see that?

You didn’t want me to get hurt, so you created a less than the best interpretation when I really can do this work like no one else in the world.

The road to hell is paved with good intentions.

Yes, there is something in the thread or stitching of the dress that the actress wears as Irene Adler in the last scene of Sherlock, it has to do with a nursery rhyme or children’s story, probably an English one, it is not one I am familiar with, and I didn’t see it before because it is not as interesting to me as the door behind Mycroft.

The blues and greens, these pills in the Bourne movies, is just Benadryl.  Do you know why it is Benadryl?  It just says, asthma, I’ve seen a doctor or someone when I was tested for asthma is Oregon.  It’s not really enhancements, and it does say, I should question why I got bronchitis when I lived in Oregon.  I used to think it was because of the weather, now, I believe it is because people wanted me to see and be seen in the medical facility that was provided by my parent’s insurance, being Kaiser Permanente.

Yes, I love Germans.  Yes, I love Russians.  Yes, I love Jews.  Yes, I love Americans.  Yes, I love the English.  Yes, I believe that Africans in their own countries are more than able to uproot any terrorist activities and hold their own leaders accountable for the governments they are in charge of.  Leaders are elected by the people of their own country; they are accountable to their peoples.

Yes, this Englishman who did something so stupid as committing a crime like stealing the royal jewels, something considered to be impossible, in a matter of minutes.  However, what he really did was get into a computer system that was supposed to be impossible to get into.  He is completely workable.  Do you know why?

He is completely workable because I told him just what he needed to hear, exactly the words he needed to hear to get to his mind.  It is a scientific fact that criminals commit crimes because they wish to be caught, they want to be caught, scientific, irrefutable fact.  What he literally, no joke, told the world with his supposedly, “Incredible” crime: I am incapable of taking care of myself on my own, I lack the ability to function as an adult and take care of myself on my own.  So, guess what?  He is now government property.  The penal, or prison system, takes care of him.  They bathe him, wash his clothes, feed him, give him shelter, give him the soap, and personal hygiene supplies.  They provide the electricity, the heat or air-conditioning so that he is neither too cold or too hot, so that he does not get sick, they provide the necessary medical care, and so on.  What a dumb thing to do.  And, he was just manipulated into thinking it would make him a great man, and now he never gets to love a woman, probably for the rest of his life.  Dumb.

Who’s the government property me, or criminals and convicts locked up in the prison system?  He believes there is actual proof that I am government property.  For that to be true there would have to be paperwork.

Yes, I love my boyfriend.

Yes, I love military minds.

Is this true, in the Bourne Supremacy that Timothy Wolfe was not enough, the IQ score not being enough, that he couldn’t have done the work he did without me, or is it just a way of story-telling and describing the work I did for the US military?

Yes, my FBI man is correct with the White House, in that, I am a US citizen, and I actually am a white female.  A white woman.  I am not any other ethnic group or have any other ethnicity in my blood and genes other than Caucasian.  There is absolutely nothing wrong with that, and it does work for the better of all because it is the most truthful.

Yes, this profile of MS in the White House is correct of my mental wellness and how I appear, frazzled, stressed, over-worked, beyond tired.  Is this my FBI man?  He is correct.  This is how I am appearing to the world and it is just not the best that it could be.

Are you trying to create a circumstance so that I am working as his former, now dead lesbian partner used to work?  Why would anyone do something so dumb!  California, Mexican restaurant, greatest defeat!  This is the level I MUST BE WORKED AT OR NOT AT ALL!

No, FBI man, I do not agree or accept Casey at all.  She simply is not able to work at the level I am able to work.  Not at all.  And, probably, not ever.  Do you know where she should be so that her heart and mind get re-connected?  Something like a daycare for children before they are old enough to go to Kindergarten.  She really should not even be doing any police work.  She has a desire to want to do good because of her abuse, but she is not able to work at my level.

Nor, is Brianna able to work at my level.  She doesn’t even like her own mother.  It’s in her mind and heart.  She knows she is supposed to love her mother, but she doesn’t really love her.  She doesn’t love herself.  It actually is in her mind that she would rather die than live because she has so much shame that lives in her, her mind cannot accept the shame.  It is pretty severe shame.

David, you must be a very patient man.

No, I do not accept any notion of being another man’s dog to train or be trained, it literally is damaging to any of these men because it does not allow them or me to be seen in their minds as a full erection!

This is normal, this is how straight men, especially, are supposed to be in their own minds, full erections!  It does GREAT things in their minds and brain!  Great things!  I am terribly demanding.  I will not apologize for that either, it is for the betterment of all, that I am so demanding!

Be careful that you do not get these things confused; high maintenance, in the movie, When Harry Met Sally, is about the level I expect and demand because it fucking works the best – PROVEN!

Be careful that you do not get this story-telling notion, in the movie, When Harry Met Sally, of Sally being a dog, as an actual dog to train, or an actual dog, obviously, I am a woman, and I want the man to be the man and I want to be his woman.

It is not the same thing, when work is to be done.  When my boyfriend and I are at home, he is my man.  I am his woman.  It is a big difference.  I will not allow these men, any of my men I’ve loved to be seen as less than I know they are in my eyes, mind, heart, and body!  I will not allow it!  I will do so much as to push them away because you have allowed them in some way, big or small, to allow them to be seen, if even in the minds of others, as less than I know and believe them to be!  DO YOU KNOW HOW POWERFUL A LOVE THAT IS?!  THAT LOVE, THAT’S TRUE POWER!

Nor, do I believe that any woman who truly loves her man would want her man to be seen as less either, while working with me, I know the difference, I am more than trust-worthy with other people’s relationships.

Be careful and do not get this confused, every day I got to see David while I was at college, I was telling him with my eyes, no, David, you love me.  Stop lying to yourself, you love me, I love you, love me in return.  It is a difference.

You flirted with Sherlock Holmes, is this really true?  Did this lesbian former partner really try flirting with me?  She would have allowed herself to be deceived or confused then, it is simply not possible, and she would have known about David and me, it doesn’t make any sense, other than, she did not have a strong enough, or sharp enough mind.  There is no reason a lesbian should hit on a straight woman.  It really is not a good thing, or a good sign.

Is the only way women have lesbian sex and relationships is because another woman bullied them, and made them have sex with them?  What a terrible thing!  That is not love at all.  It is very close to rape, and then convincing the rape victim to love the rapist.  This is most upsetting and alarming.

I believe every person who has been sexually abused, or abused, or raped should really re-think, and re-work the events through, so that no one is allowing their abusers to go unpunished simply because their mind is stronger and knows they are supposed to love instead.  Abusers need to be punished for their crimes.

Yes, the scene in Perfume, I’ve written this dialogue down, I will walk through your blood (I actually auditioned with a monologue that had this gruesome bloody detail in it, never got the job) and drip my disgust like acid, is an accurate reading of how I would make a criminal feel in his mind, so they see themselves for who they really are.  I don’t think I had to make this other FBI man feel this way for him to confess his crimes.

This man’s plan in the police lane, did I give him the idea, or did he come up with it on his own, or did he just see the potential and possibility of what I did, is really genius.  And, it really will work.  Stay hydrated men, you will need it.  It’s a genius plan.  Please, and thank you.  You have no idea yet, how much you will get from this genius plan.  Because you people still do not yet know how many followers and admirers, I have.

I have an admirer that is not in jail or prison and is criminal, wealthy, and he really loves things I do, such as, you must be joking.  Dead leads, most specifically, you will find answers to when you find this man.  When I say things like, you must be joking.  It’s close to lust for me.

I had an admirer follow me when I went to Chicago, he was eating in a sort of upscale pub-style restaurant when I believed I was in a Container Store, and we are not friends, he might think he is a friend, I do not like what he has done.  He would be somewhat Italian in coloring, he had knowledge of my Vietnam experience, he looks like a double agent, selling military secrets.  Wow, what a way to get on my shit-list, selling military secrets to our enemy!

Peacekeeper, these dead Russian soldiers in the movie are probably people this scary (to most people) Russian agent gave of men or people who were spying against the United States and its allies because I turned him for us.  Thank you would be better and sufficient.  Scared of the man who just wants one warhead, this is just me, I am the one.  He really was a bad motherfucker.  Thank you is all I ask of you.

I don’t hold a grudge against this man who had my former fiancé abuse me, he has repented.  It was a mistake, and is has cost hundreds, if not more, of lives, mostly military.  No, I will not thank you.  He has repented, so I do forgive him.  He had no idea of my previous military experience, or he probably would never have allowed the notion of me being in an abusive relationship, so that I would be able to read other persons who have been abused.  You don’t do the level of military work, intelligence work that I have already done as a child from a place of fear.  It doesn’t work.

Sexy time, if the reason I would not allow myself to show anyone any sexy time of me while at work, regardless, of the air enhancement, I told you my mind is stronger.  I would not allow it because it would literally have hurt my feelings if you had an etiquette teacher or person who tells commoners or anyone how to approach, speak, and interact with royalty, while in the presence of royals, I would not allow it because it would have hurt my feelings to see him seen as less.  He would have been seen as less than he is, and it made me cry because it would have hurt my feelings.  Like a harm done to another person.

Are you getting it yet?  The power of my emotions?

He sounds scared shit-less, from Black Hawk Down, this is just your solider training, soldiers, and military men.  There is a better way.  Russians are very passionate people.  These terrorists, and Middle Eastern military minds are all emotion.  That is the power of emotion.  Placing me in a mind set because I might be near danger, and be afraid to go alone, not the best work.  And it does look in my head as though something is not right or correct when it has been done with me.  Your training is over soldiers, think differently in my head.

Did this woman actually cause harm to my mother because she was jealous that her lesbian partner was thinking about me, flirting with me?  I would have rebuffed her; it would have been inappropriate, and I would never have flirted back.  It is really terrible if she hurt my mother.  If she does not like Courtney it says a lot about her mind, it says she is better able than Courtney to do work, it says she has a better character than Courtney.  That’s heart, mind thinking ability.  She’s a mid-level also.  Nothing wrong with that, I would prefer people, and that’s everyone, be happy, instead of frustrated at their work because it is beyond their clearance, or pay grade, or level.

If the reason my brother who had been sexually abused then sexually abused me it says, this is going to sound strange, it says his mind is stronger than anyone has allowed him to believe.  It says his unconscious mind knew he was not supposed to be raped by a man, he was supposed to grow up and love women.  I know, it sounds strange and its gross and creepy; however, that is brain thinking and brain working, not everyone is able to read and know these differences.

Know this, I love my boyfriend, I want him. All my life, nearly every one of my family members has been killed and my boyfriend is the first man WHO DID SOMETHING ABOUT STOPPING IT!  OF COURSE, I LOVE HIM FOR THAT!  HOW COULD I NOT?!  DO YOU THINK HE DID THAT TO IMPRESS ME OR YOU?  In doing so, he did prove he is better than any of you.

The reason I wrote, do not bring him to me, maybe I was thinking about my protection means, I have not trusted you people with handling him, and I was correct because you’ve hurt me, more than him.

The flashing beacon of Bourne at the beginning of the movie, is most unusual to me.  It says, my turn blinkers on my white Mitsubishi Galant that I paid off and had the title in my possession both in my personal filing cabinet and then at our safety deposit box.  It says it was altered purposefully because they wanted me to go to the service station that would have been the dealership in Lakeland, and have it repaired.  It means, they were waiting on me to pay for something, so then the orders could be requested, and something, probably bad happened because I just couldn’t afford it!

It is possible to go back and get all the service records of my Galant and look at them, I would speak with the service manager and people who worked there then, it will give you intelligence.  It is possible it’s closed down now.  The shirt that Marta where, a dark marine blue, is also, most unusual.  It’s very telling, I haven’t been able to work through that yet.

Has my boyfriend been working on other things instead of movie code and that’s why you decided to do something so dumb as to have Brandon give me a vocal coaching that will actually be able to be hacked into and be seen by any person who wants to know if you’ve allowed me to be harmed at work?  It tells me Brandon wants to be ripped a new asshole, meaning, he wants to be yelled at for doing a bad job of being my manager by giving me less than a 100 percent.

Be careful, Franco is not doing well, this is what I’ve seen.  I love you, Franco, if only platonically.

This Greta Thunberg profile is not good, is says, devious.

August 13, 2019: READ: WARNING: HIGH ALERT!

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August 13, 2019

This set me into a very upset state of mind last night: there is a list, a list of military personnel of very high, and high ranking officers of the United States and its allies, every country that has helped and participated with military operations from 1986 to 2001, a list of persons being used to target them, their families to stop their lineage, hurt and harm their families with destruction that will not make it into the news for the whole world to read and know about it – that is real terrorism.  That’s a big list of persons.

Chelsea in the building is one of the biggest terrorists connected, she cannot be unconnected, she has a death contract on her, she is not the only one.  Chelsea in the building says England works against the United States and subverts, and that is most definitely not the truth.

This ugly face you have on me now after working at The Container Store is not a good look for any of you men, and it does not speak well for women and the truthfulness of women’s hearts.

August 13, 2019: READ: WARNING: THREAT!

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August 13, 2019

There is a threat to every single person employed and working for Sea Shepard.  These are actual terrorists.  Every person going back to when Sea Shepard was first on television.  These are not Japanese; these are actual terrorists.  No wonder she makes me so crazy.  You thought replacing the man with a woman would be better?!  Terrorists!  Terrorists, Franco!  Get ‘em!

August 12, 2019: READ: Mr. Grinch

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August 12, 2019

God, I’m tired!

Mr. Grinch.  This is a profile for targeted persons (I’ve only looked at men at present) for brain-research to be on persons to commit violence and future crimes.  This is most specifically used to be successful to cultivate top-tier convicts to be used within the prison systems.  A Mr. Grinch, a heart too small.

I want to love these men, hug them, nurture them, give them kisses, tell them who they really are.  I don’t want to yell at them, I want to mother and love them back to their manhood, a full-on hard on.

Chubbed it from 13 Hours, is code for cheese, laughing cow cheese because unidentified male number 3 from Zero Dark Thirty, does and did watch me at the grocery store with my mother.  And these men, my men, most definitely did not have semi-hard cocks, these are strong fucking hard ons!

Franco, you work too much.

None of these men want to see me with dark circles under my eyes or facial hair.

Why am I the only one who does not see the color of the bin, I see the purpose of its function?  Who’s teaching whom?  Why am I the only one who knows my skin color is white?

What have you people done?!  No, I don’t feel at all like allowing any of you, sexy time.

August 11, 2019: READ: WARNING: MULTIPLE HANDLERS!

AUTHORIZED CLEARANCE PERSONNEL ONLY!

 

August 11, 2019

This really needs to end.  These multiple handlers, handling me, and most specifically handling my deliveries, items I order, items I order for specific reasons.  You are allowing other people to be involved where I would not otherwise allow it or them – I’ve had enough!

What you people do to my face and hair speaks and reads of such meanness and cruelty.  Cruelty because you are not capable and able to be a real person and show real feelings.

Why anyone is allowed to put, and place Jew-hater smell up my nose anywhere around me, I have no idea.  Why this Jew-hater smell is associated with growing facial hair on me, says and reads gays and lesbians HATE JEWS!

You had an Edison proxy walk in front of me and placed Jew haters smell up my nose, it says and reads: Edison wanted to have sex with Harry.  You want to get rid of this fucker now?!

No wonder this stupid moron was beat up in prison.  He commands no respect whatsoever.  Any intelligence persons who continue to place him near me will read LIKE TOTAL FUCKING IDIOTS!  HOW MANY PEOPLE WILL BE WILLING TO TALK TO YOU NOW?!

GET COURTNEY AWAY FROM ME BEFORE SHE STARTS GETTING PEOPLE HURT OR KILLED!  SHE NEEDS TO LEARN HOW TO HAVE A LESBIAN RELATIONSHIP WITHOUT A STRAIGHT PERSON!  NO WONDER I WANT TO FUCKING KILL MYSELF!  I WOLD RATHER DIE THAN BE WILLING TO SAY OR DO ANYTHING UNTRUE SUCH AS ALLOWING A GAY WOMEN TO BE ASSOCIATED WITH ME, SO SHE CAN CUM!  I WOULD RATHER DIE!  I WILL NOT UNLOVE DAVID!

JESUS FUCKING CHRIST!  IT’S IN A GODDAMN MOVIE, IT’S IN THE GODDAMN BOOKS, TWILIGHT!  WHEN DAVID AND I LOOKED AT EACH OTHER IN THE EYES, THE WHOLE WORLD WENT AWAY!  THAT’S REAL LOVE!  THAT DOESN’T CHANGE!

I’M REAL FUCKING UPSET ABOUT THIS DAY SHIFT BUSINESS!  I’M REAL FUCKING UPSET ABOUT MY LIZ EARLE ORDER NOT BEING SHIPPED!  I DON’T TRUST YOU PEOPLE IN HR!

Yes, Creggan, love and rape both read as truths from you as to why you’ve allowed yourself homosexual relationships, to love your rapist, so that you would be able to love yourself because you do not hate yourself.  It was really painful for me to hear.

Edison likes gay sex, wants homosexual sex because he loves the pain, likes the pain of it, it gets him off.  This bothered my boyfriend to no end.

I cut this bush in front of my home, so no one would be able to “hide”.

Yes, I have my pants hanging from my window as a WARNING!  I have a mirror in my window as a WARNING!  I HAVE BEEN SCREAMING ABOUT THIS FOR MORE THAN A YEAR!

Yes, I could create a profile to help capture these persons who have been going after military minds to stop their lineage!  I probably won’t have time today.  I have written and said for more than a year now that persons have had access to military badges for their photos.  This FBI man is more than understaffed.  I’m sorry, I yell so often at him; however, I cannot abide him or others to allow themselves for even a small moment to be and appear to be STUPID AND LESS THAN I KNOW THEY ARE!  I WILL NOT ALLOW IT!

FBI MAN I WILL NOT ALLOW YOU TO APPEAR AS A STUPID INTELLIGENCE MAN TO ANY PERSON ESPECIALLY TO CRIMINALS WHEN YOU COULD APPEAR BETTER THAN THE BEST!

GODDAMNIT!  CLEAN THIS SHIT UP!  EVERY SINGLE DAY I SCREAM HERE AND AT WORK!  IS NO ONE INTERESTED IN DOING SUPERIOR WORK SO GOOD THE WHOLE GODDAMN WORLD WILL KNOW IT?!  BECAUSE I AM!  I AM WILLING TO WORK AT THAT LEVEL!  NO ONE ELSE IS?!

I am really not impressed with anyone male or female who believes the greatest contribution they can make is to try and compete against me instead of working with or for me.

Other FBI man, the Master references in Perfume just mean titles.  A boy is a Master until he reaches a certain age, then he is a Mister.  A girl is a Miss until she marries.  Yes, he is very sexually qualified.

I am Rod Tidwell in Jerry Maguire, I love black people in the film, makes sure you understand this correctly, it is, and it is not actual black persons.  Obviously, Cherith loves all people; however, black people are a metaphor or storyteller about intelligence persons.  Rod is a metaphor for Cherith being able to recover and get codes; such as, the nuclear codes.  The ants on the wall are fire – that’s why they went for a ride? – ants that live here in Florida, and it is another reference to the movie, A Few Good Men.  Men In Black, same story.

Jason Bourne is dressed like a tree, isn’t he?  This is Vietnam.  I have never been handled as expertly as I was as a child in California.  It took them years to get to me in Oregon, and I have never been handled in Florida as well as I was in Oregon.  Knots, this is Knots Berry Farm, and the assassination attempt is on me, not a black man, at Knott’s Berry Farm, my brother or Father might remember the year, I think I was a pre-teen, on a roller coaster ride.  I held on, they did not lock my rollercoaster compartment, I held on as a child upside down.  Yes, this profile of the ice skater is this criminally insane, I believed you got it already, that’s why I haven’t written about it.  Jason says Greek mythology to me.

Boyfriend, kissing my hand in yours was one of the nicest things, and most boyfriend-y things a man has done for me in some time.  It still makes me cry.  That’s why you’re my boyfriend.

If Harry is responsible for placing his arm around me, it says he is comfortable around me.  He was already comfortable around me.  Do you know why I write Harry is all man besides it being the truth?  It is how he wants to be seen, as a man, not a title.  That is a good thing.

It looks like someone is trying to impress me with that frog.

Tim, this is more than one man, he would live in France, Paris, London, a few other places, in Europe, he would have a great deal of money, not necessarily wealth, money, he is not that clever, he has not yet been exposed.  I need more time to think about it to get more details.  Do you want to shut these motherfuckers up, so I can focus?

August 9, 2019: READ: Impeccably Received

AUTHORIZED CLEARANCE PERSONNEL ONLY!

 

 

August 9, 2019

Harry, he will want you to know it was impeccably received.

No, there is absolutely no reason whatsoever to work with the criminally insane.  I would neither employ them, nor would I keep them alive.  They are better dead.  The criminally insane are better dead.  It’s not very clever, is it?  Criminally insane is not very clever.

No wonder I never saw myself for so long as Trinity in The Matrix, they cast and directed her to appeal to a wider audience.  She doesn’t look or act anything like me.  I would have cast Trinity as cute and sexy.  Like a Playboy bunny cute, not a stripper, and sexy smart.  I have no idea why people believe Keanu Reeves looks better with taller women.  Cute and sexy, that’s very appealing to a lot of men.  Then, you add smart into that, that’s a lethal combination.

Thank you for being gentle.

Did my boyfriend figure out that Mr. & Mrs. Smith was a remake of War Games?

Be careful you understand the line, I will be what you taught me from Gladiator, there is a reason a woman says this dialogue.  This is about criminals and convicts being re-trained, and taught by me about strength and honor, and the value of being on the straight and narrow path.

August 9, 2019: READ: WARNING: These Are All Men

AUTHORIZED CLEARANCE PERSONNEL ONLY!

 

August 9, 2019

I just received an email for a day shift job offer, so why am I so angry?!  I am enraged.  Something’s wrong in there.  The email looks phony, the offer appears phony, disingenuous, and phony.  Something’s wrong in the email.  Truthfully, there is no reason why I am not receiving an email with a choice of shifts for me to choose from.  Truthfully, there is no reason to send me to HR to speak with more people who do not know what they are doing, again.  This looks like you are giving people power and access to me and details about my job, and it already looks like it is going to have a negative effect.  Negative effect meaning, people are going to get hurt, possibly killed.

He needs to know this; he will not want to appear disingenuous and phony.  Nor, would I ever do that to him.

More importantly, there should be no reason it makes me so angry.  It tells me something is very wrong.  Wrong in HR, wrong in the email, it looks like a trick.  I shouldn’t be so angry, nor should it be such a problem.

I got mad as hell when I re-watched 13 Hours again watching them use children as shields.  That’s their military strategy?  To use children?  Weak.  It makes them look weak to me.

Is this true?  Is the date true?  Is this the actual date of the attack in 13 Hours?  Do you know why it happened?  Have you figured it out yet?  Do you actually, any of you, believe they have simply been attacking Americans and America because they do not like us or believe we are evil?!  Did this attack actually happen September 11th, 2012?!  Do you know what it means?  It’s astounding to me.  My hysterectomy was in August of 2012.  They attacked and killed Americans because of my hysterectomy.  This fact of my hysterectomy is still a big problem.

Has anyone believed that these conflicts have been using any military strategy?!  Because they haven’t.  Not to me.  Not in my mind.  This is not military strategy this is almost 100 percent emotion.  Guess what you cannot predict?  Guest what computer software programs that are used in these agencies have never been able to do?  Predict.  Predict behavior.  Predict the emotional response.

The point was proven again when you had my boyfriend break-up with me.  Someone thought they could predict my response.  You look like a dumb fuck to me.  You’re still trying to predict my behavior because you do not understand their behavior.  Well, guess what?  I do.  I certainly am able to understand their behavior.

Anything you do to me and my family, harm, injury, or hurt?  People die because of it!

Is Tyrone actually the name of the real person or is it a code name?  Looks like a code name because he dies in the movie.  Tyrone is my mother.  It made me upset all over again.  This is probably the real reason my mother is now dead.  Tyrone.  Tyrone is, Tyrone Square Mall.  Tyrone Square Mall was the location I worked at Visionworks when I was read by an Englishman, and this is also the lyric, to see what I’d become, and the kiss on the cheek.  You cannot believe how upset this makes me.  My dead mother, Tyrone.

It would take me quite a while to go through all the intelligence in 13 Hours, one really big notable, the repeated dialogue of “security or contractors” that really read as military, and intelligence telling our military to follow orders.  Who do you think they are getting intelligence from?  From me, you morons.

Code name: G.R.S – says growl, it is musical, it is a growl in a voice, and it is also, a growl in – most specifically – a woman’s voice when singing.  Like something a person really likes in a singer.

Be aware, I find the baby Trump news pieces and story to be most damaging, and I don’t appreciate it.  Any of them.

Did this silly Ikea pretender actually receive a 79 score or close to it?  Because she lied about her credentials and ability?

This Ex-Tinder story is a scary.  Look at how well they look in appearance, how expensive, how clean, and look how you make me look?!  With facial hair!  With false dark circles!  With puffy eyes!  With uneven skin complexion!  What the hell do you think you are doing by making my face look so terribly bad?!  I really don’t appreciate it at all!

Here’s more training: something is brought to my mind, brain, and head, it says – a workable plan.  This actually happened.  That’s is all it says, a workable plan.  It doesn’t say I believe in it, I like it, I want it, I disbelieve in it, or anything else.  It translates into, a workable plan.  Remember, transgender is a misinterpretation.  Translator, parent.  My mother was also a translator.

Here is something else that has been mistranslated: the photograph of me as a baby in the hospital, in Redondo Beach, California, is black and white.  You literally have 47 years of wrong intelligence being, black.  No joke.  That is really not funny.  You have intelligence people who will get really angry upon reading that, and they should.  It will take a while, probably years; however, it should help.  Clear things up a bit.

Somewhere there has to be an unaltered copy of my baby photograph that was taken in the hospital.  Nearly all of my photographs have been altered and edited and that is the equivalent of planting evidence at a crime scene.  There is something in my baby photograph at the top border or edge of the photograph, being grey.  It should be translated, interpreted, it is intel.  Also, the circumference of my face in the photo will give, no joke, coordinates that can be used throughout the world.  It will literally amaze people.  Also, from left to right of the widest part of my face will be more coordinates that will work.

This is really one of the dumbest things anyone could think of.  Have Cherith date famous and rich people in disguise and proxy and then have her guess who they are over years.  Um, dumb.  After all this work I’ve done all my life, all this military and intelligence work, someone thought having me date famous and rich people would be of interest to me?  To guess them?  When I had already been speaking and dealing with leaders of nations as a child.

This Tesla profile, perhaps it’s real, reads as pompous, arrogant, conceited, just about every quality I would find most unattractive in a person, let alone a straight male.

Dude, you shit your pants: if someone did this on purpose it reads: criminally insane.

If I were you, here’s my advice, I am sure I am not the only one, or am I, to have thought of this.  Instead of responding to threats and threat levels why is no one figuring out who is most important to these groups of people, such as myself, and then working intel from that direction.  That way intelligence would be ahead of the game instead of constantly putting out fires or responding to threats.

Who worked with the High School shooter, BBC news piece, 8chan?  It’s very good.  It says a lot about the High School shooters mental well-being.  Why is this HS shooter not in charge of taking care of something like a garden, not mine, in his own vicinity, or an animal?  He needs to work on caring.  Caring for others.  Especially since his own mother was afraid of him.  He would not really have liked that.  Not every parent is the same, there is nothing wrong with that.  I would have smothered him with kisses until he relented that false exterior of what he thought was a notion about being a man.  Killed him with kindness.  Sort of.  He could use some discipline; however, people will get the wrong idea about discipline, his discipline would work best in something like caring for a plant or animal.  Not physical discipline.

These are all men, my FBI man, this other FBI man, my boyfriend, Harry, David, Tim, this man from Africa or Somalia, not in any particular order, these are all men, grown men, not boys, not children or childish, men.  No wonder it took me so long to get this A$AP Rocky profile, this man from Africa or Somalia is much more attractive than the profile, he is closer to six feet than he is to five, he looks nothing like a boyish man, and he would certainly not want to appear as though he had to exert power over me by placing facial hair on me.  It would say and read that he is a dumb man, when in fact, he is not.

This Secret Garden profile, my FBI man, looks desperate for attention, does not look like a legitimate profile, just a wanna be, says, lesbian, needy, dumb not very bright, risky unsmart, and more.  You put too many news stories, so I stop writing what I see because it is too much.

This other FBI man, yes, the drunk pilot news story does look like the woman who wanted you to appear weak by coming whenever you want around me.  Should she really stay if she continues to do subpar work?  Her work looks subpar to me.

My boyfriend was correct, this other FBI man needs this release.  It has been most helpful to him.  The reason I was so upset while he was speaking in the psychology class because he was not being truthful about who he really was.  I wasn’t looking at his face because he wanted me to look at his body because he wanted me so much sexually.

Here’s this other FBI man’s tell: he placed evidence from a crime scene and crime he committed in the quad outside my classroom.  It is where I wanted to go when I was getting upset during the class, I also didn’t want to leave the classroom.  I walked past this quad on my way to the class, and I did not walk back the same direction.  This man wanted me to find him out, he wanted to get caught, he would have been upset, upset with himself that he did not get sent to jail.

This other FBI man wants nothing sexually kinky, it would only upset him, if you just talked about lesbians with me, or me and two men as a threesome, or anything of the sort – IT WOULD ENRAGE HIM, and you wouldn’t see it because it is in his mind alone.  Did you want him to become a career criminal or did you want him to stop killing people?!  You stupid fucks!

He has never wanted another woman sexually, as much as he wants me.  The release helps him.  I don’t have time to go on about the movies and him, he is in Zero Dark Thirty, and it is flattering to both the actor and him.  So, he has done good work.  He does not look as though he wants to continue being a criminal.  What would have helped him and prevented him from ever committing a crime?  Working with me.  Working with me as FBI personnel.  When I was 18.

I am not certain who this is attached to, if anyone, seek me out the diamond in the rough (Aladdin) means, rough, like the rough in a golf course, it would be the very reason it was spoken to me about Gentlemen Only Ladies Forbidden.  Only the exceptionally rare may enter.

Man, I am tired, I have been up for hours and I have not gotten any real work done.  I still have to clean my house and myself.  When is my downtime?  When do I get any R&R?  When do I get to rest and relax?  It is way too much work.

I cannot see my mother in Heaven, and I should be able to see her in some way.  It tells me, she is unhappy and upset, most likely it has to do with this “life” you have me living where I am not able to have a real relationship with a man like my boyfriend.  Who I want to have real conversations with, wake up to him in the flesh, and so on.  Like a real boyfriend and girlfriend.