Author: endthefalselife

AUTHORIZED CLEARANCE PERSONNEL ONLY!

August 8, 2019

I want you all to realize, correct, fix, and re-think this problem – immediately!  Gum!  WHAT THE FUCK WERE YOU PEOPLE DOING?!  YOU PLACED HORMONES AND FACIAL HAIR GROWTH IN MY GUM TO HUMILIATE ME!  TO HUMILIATE ME?!  THAT IS HOW IT READS, YOU DID IT TO HUMILIATE ME!

WHY BECAUSE THE COLOR IS WHITE, JUST LIKE ME?!

YOU ALSO DID IT TO HUMILATE THIS BLACK MAN THAT YOU BROUGHT OVER TO TALK TO ME!  I TOLD HIM I DIDN’T TRUST HIM 100%.  I GOT HIS COOPERATION!  HE IS NOW WORKING!  YOU PUTTING FACIAL HAIR GROWTH IN MY GUM ALSO WILL READ AS YOU HUMILIATING THIS BLACK MAN AS WELL!  WHO’S THE RACIST?! ME OR YOU?!  YOU DID IT TO HUMILATE THIS BLACK MAN IS HE FROM SOMALIA?  HE IS DEFINETLY FROM AFRICA!  YOU DID IT TO HUMILATE A BLACK MAN FROM AFRICA?!  YOU FUCKING MORONS!

JAMES GUMM, JAMIE GUMM FROM SILENCE OF THE LAMBS IS JUST MEANT TO SAY, DYSLEXIA, GJ. THE FIRST AND SECOND LETTERS OF MY LAST NAME, SAYS MY FIRST AND LAST NAME, AND DYSLEXIA, MEANING I WAS SUPPOSED TO REMEMEBER BEING TESTED FOR DYSLEXIA AND ITS MEANING.  MEANING THEY WEREN’T TESTING ME FOR DYSLEXIA!

BE CAREFUL YOU UNDERSTAND!  SILENCE OF THE LAMBS, PERFUME THE STORY OF A MURDERER ARE SPECIFICALLY ABOUT THIS OTHER FBI MAN!  THIS OTHER FBI MAN WHO HAS COMMITED CRIMES TO GET NEAR ME!  TO BE SEEN BY ME!  TO BE LOVED BY ME!  THIS CODE IN SILENCE OF THE LAMBS IS PRETTY COMPLEX IT IS NOT SO SIMPLE!

YOU FUCKING MORONS DELAYED HIS RECOVERY BECAUSE YOU ALLOWED A WOMAN TO INTERVENE?!  IT HAS BEEN OVER A WEEK!  HE WOULD HAVE BEEN BETTER WITHIN A FEW DAYS!  WHAT WOULD BE THE PURPOSE OF YOU DELAYING HIS RECOVERY?!  BECAUSE HE IS A STRAIGHT MAN?!  WHO IS THE RACIST?!

I SUGGEST YOU RE-THINK MY GUM!  AND EVERYTHING INVOLVING FACIAL HAIR ON MY PERSON!  I SUGGEST YOU CREDIT ME THIS GUM AND FIX THE GUM WHEN I REPURCHASE GUM!  IMMEDIATELY!

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August 7, 2019

Just as the movie Silence of the Lambs was meant and intended for me to be read, with me as the specific audience in mind as a way to bring my mind back to where I was in 1988 up to August 1989, Zero Dark Thirty is meant specifically for intelligence, not just the CIA, but intelligence, United States intelligence and intelligence of our Allies to be read – literally like a training video on how you are supposed to work Cherith Joelle Gjestland, specifically.

You have been given specific instructions – for your protection – not Cherith’s.  I don’t think anyone has any idea how many men, and possibly women, will seek and continue to seek people out, especially now, if anymore of my family members are killed.

My paternal grandfather’s death, my aunt’s death, my maternal grandmother’s death, my mother’s car accident, my brother’s car accident, my maternal grandfather’s death, my mother’s strokes, my mother’s death.  And, most importantly, most specifically, the end of my lineage by no longer being able to have children, and the ability to pass on my genes, and MIND!

I would suggest men, no longer have vasectomies.  I would suggest women, specifically military employed women, and intelligence employed women, no longer have hysterectomies, especially if their doctor recommends them to have a hysterectomy.

It’s in the movie Zero Dark Thirty, how many offspring and family members do these terrorists have?  It is as if they have been working to populate the world with their offspring.  THIS SHOULD SCREAM IN YOUR HEAD!  THIS SHOULD SCREAM AS A BIG WARNING THAT HAS NEVER BEEN LOOKED AT!  It is the opposite of genocide.  It is an attempt to populate the world. 

The sentinels in The Matrix, yeah, sperm.  The line, I am going to enjoy watching you die, this is my abortion.  They have been too successful.  The last time I had a boyfriend was when I was 19?!  Nobody looked at this as A REAL BIG FUCKING PROBLEM?!

Who are you trying to appease?!  The terrorists because I am a threat to them?!

I have written and said this before we are too timid.

Look at it this way, there is no reason why any of these conflicts with terrorists could not have been appeased diplomatically, none.  Diplomatically is the word.  There is no reason.  They went to such an extreme – SO THE MILITARY HAD TO GET INVOLVED!  MIITARY IS THE WORD!

If you step off this mat, I hurt you, from Zero Dark Thirty is not a mat, this is a border, as in the borders of countries. 

Partial information will be treated as a lie, PI: Pleasure Island, Orlando, Florida.  This is before my mother’s death.  It is connecting my mother as a brain and mind that helped our government and intelligence.  If you do not ask specifically enough a question to Cherith in her mind and head, you will not receive the answer that you are seeking, you will get a percentage that then you will  have to interrupt in order to understand the mistake you just made.

Working with Cherith is as simple as pouring a glass of water.  Place the empty glass under the tap, turn the tap on, turn the tap off once the glass is full.  It is that simple.  You people over-complicate by a lot.

You want to scare all of your informants?  Especially, the ones who you believe are reliable sources.  Make them do a test with me as I am better than any lie detector, make them do a test and you will see they have been playing our intelligence and their intelligence at the same time.

That was not very smart and insensitive to bring one of Bin Laden’s children here.  I didn’t appreciate it.  I would be very careful there.

Most likely, I would have told them to drop a bomb on Bin Laden’s house.  Men went in and their children were spared.  Had a bomb been dropped instead, the plan they were working, my hysterectomy surgery would not have happened.

Most likely, Zero is code for the absence of one, the absence of self, as in the absence of ego. 

I am not able to write a full report now, people need this information quickly.  It’s a training video, for our intelligence, use it.

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August 8, 2019

I have already written about brain research such as is seen in the movie, The Matrix, brain research that I already know about and have helped people with is a weapon to use to get allegiance instead of violence and war as a way to stop and prevent wars.

I watched The Matrix, specifically on August 5, 2019.  It appears that a person waited until they believed I went to sleep on the morning of August 5, 2019, so I would not be able to warn people.  This person did not survive.  They did not make it.  I warned people it was to be used to not have to go to war.  This person chose otherwise.

I said good at work because I was able to read that this is what happened.  I warned people and they chose violent actions against the United States and its Allies.  After several hours you brought a woman to me at work to talk to me, to reprimand me for doing my job, I told her she was incorrect.

What she didn’t say was that she wanted to fire me, still.  You people still want to fire me?!  That is what you did and said all over again?!  Because I helped a military plan because a man chose to act violently against the United States and its Allies, and we defended?!  For that you used a machete on my head?!

You look as though you are allowing people to run interference without any understanding.  Without understanding what their actions will cause.

When was the last time you saw Bin Laden?  The last time I saw Bin Laden was the night I left early, you put Jew-haters smell up my nose, and a black man said out loud, What the fuck’s her problem?  And, a white woman touched my left shoulder and told me I could not use the restroom unless I had a safety vest.

BE AWARE, YOU HAVE TWO TERRORISTS ATTATCHED TO THEMSELVES TO THOSE TWO PEOPLE, EITHER WITH OR WITHOUT PERMISSION BY MANAGEMENT, IT IS THERE AND IT IS REAL!  NO WONDER I DID NOT WANT TO WALK THERE AGAIN – UNARMED!  THAT’S NOT BEING SCARED, THAT’S BEING SMART!  UNARMED, MOTHER FUCKERS!

YOU REALIZE IT IS ATTACHED TO THOSE TWO PEOPLE IN THE BUILDNG, FOR REAL, THEIR LIVES ARE IN DANGER TOO!  YOU FUCKING MORONS!  YOU SPOKE TO ME!  IT’S NOT THE SAME ANYMORE!

I realize that not every person, and you’ve allowed my manager to tell me every person must wear a safety vest, every person is not seen at their station with a safety vest.  There is no real way any person could walk in that building without having a safety vest as it is seen with signs everywhere.  Not every person is seen with a safety vest, with a safety vest at their station, or seen wearing a safety vest.  What a terrible manager.  I suggest you re-think the safety vest, either remove them completely, or make EVERYONE COMPLY AND NOT JUST ME!

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August 8, 2019

I have a lot of writing I am working on, just be aware.  It appears people want to know why I stopped watching The Matrix and started watching Hunter Killer on the morning of August 6, 2019.  Well, someone took a machete to my head, and I was no longer enjoying my workplace.  So, I watched a military movie because this does not bother me in any way.

Washington says she’s a killer, from the movie, Zero Dark Thirty, reads: Cherith Joelle Gjestland is believed by Washington DC to be a killer.  It reads true.  It must be because I would never say such a thing about myself until recently.

This movie, Hunter Killer looks in too many places to be too true, and President Putin was way too careful when he was with me whilst I was working.  Meaning, Cherith really is responsible, that is why she is seen as the Captain in Hunter Killer, really is responsible for a rescue and recovery of President Putin.

Well, it is only logical for me to help the Russians.  There is no reason to overthrow a government unless it is acting criminally against its own people.

There is more than one military mission involved in Hunter Killer.  I know Russian fluently, remember.  There would have been several Russians including Russian Jews who brain spoke to me in my mother’s belly, or Everything is Illuminated would not have been made into a movie, I literally would have given approval for this film to be made.  It is not the first time.  I’ve given approval for actors as well.  The fastest way to write it is I was seen as a bank.  A money maker, Rain Man.

President Putin was with me at work BEFORE I remembered who I am and everything I’ve done, so don’t read too much into my writing of, too careful.  It does look like there has been mistranslations that have caused plans to take place, and it does appear that Putin was to blame for the deaths of persons and there could be a lot of reasons for that.

The USSR and Russia really doesn’t have the best reputation with its own citizens, historically.

Hunter Killer, as I’ve written before, feels as though I’ve been there before, I’ve lived it, and it really doesn’t bother me at all.  All those alarms going off, all the commotion, not a problem.  Cool as a cucumber.  That’s how it feels to me.  It would be a most specific quality to have regarding the Navy.

They took a machete to my head, so I went to the military to feel better.  I walked into work on August 7, 2019, and said, I already like this motherfucker.  That man that was in the building, I like this motherfucker.

I love military minds, smart, tidy, neat, organized, compartmentalized, efficient, dependable, careful, intelligent, rational, disciplined, respectful, courteous, I could go on and on.

I saw something he didn’t, didn’t I?  I saw something they didn’t know was going to be there, didn’t I?  And, no, it does not appear that this was purposefully placed.  However, I helped avoid something no one knew was there before you got to the location.  I am the eyes and ears on the ground.  Without having to be there.

Military planning and strategy, that’s fun stuff!

Timothy Wolfe is like a National hero to me; he deserves to be recognized.  If he is to only to me, in my mind he is a National hero.

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August 7, 2019

This is the last thing I want to do; however, it appears people want this information and perhaps, also, want it known.  Because it appears no matter how hard I’ve tried this man has not gone away from me.  I, of course, did it for him.  If no one has yet figured this out, I will not allow a man to appear in any way less than I know they are able to be, and it is usually, no, it is always, better than they think they are.  Especially if I care for them in any way.  And, in this instance, I believe I understand the importance of appearances.

He could stay married.  He should stay married since he married her.

I have no idea why people are brought around because most of the time this is the most uninteresting place and work.  Because I would do things differently.

It appears the details must be known.  The virtual details must be known, normally I would never discuss such things publicly.

To begin with Harry is a man.  He is all man.  There is nothing about him that is childish or immature.  He is more than able, and he is all man.  So, it would be great if you women would stop trying to help because Harry is more than able around women.

And, no, I will not go on appearing as though I am trying to romantically connect myself to a married man.  David was different, I had loved David before, and no David, Courtney does not love me, she believes she is supposed to, that is something different.  She is still trying to hurt you, David because you are as straight as they come.

Don’t tell me he thought of the Stormy Daniels news story?!  Uh-oh, if Harry did its extraordinarily telling, not that I appear as a porn star to him, it says, if it is true he is behind this news story, it suggests my sex, my sexuality, my person is so sexually desirable to him.

What are you doing here?  This was my response because it took me by surprise to be virtually licked by Harry, and he knows what he is doing there.  More than able.  He kissed me on my back-right shoulder blade.  WOW!  I guess, I am protecting other people’s feelings again, and perhaps I am not impulsive like others around, it said, it read, by the virtual kiss, sexual chemistry between us.

He virtually French-kissed me on the mouth.  Whoa!  He knows what he is doing there.  More than able.  He is definitely sexually confident.

Whether or not he purposefully placed this thought, or whether it is true, what I read in and on him is that he is not sexually attracted to his own wife.  He is not sexually attracted to her.  That makes no sense since it appears, he married her.

He was sad.  It seemed insensitive to reveal any information before now because he was sad and needed time.  I certainly don’t want or wish to cause him any upset for any reason.  So, no, I have not listened to any specific songs because I am not interested in hurting his feelings, for a show.

I didn’t go to him.  I didn’t seek him; he came to me.  It is not the first time, and truth be told, many orgasm’s he’s given me.

They have at work been trying to display divisive products and air care.  I would never do that to you, Harry.  It makes you appear not a very good man.

I wonder if you know Harry that by denying me, again, a day shift, you are saying you don’t want to work with me anymore, you want it to end, and you want me to be in your life as a real person and not by proxy?

Truth be told, I was most unhappy about cutting all my plants, all my beautiful flowers.  It upset me quite a lot.

Be aware Courtney is most interested in this relationship because I’ve written the word, lesbian.  I would never do that to you, Harry.

I want a day shift.

I love my boyfriend enough to not want him to leave me because I have also been better around him, with him.  He is not free, and I am not free.  More importantly, I don’t want to unfriend him, ever.

I am not sure, Harry, that you would be able to let me work when I have work, I need to do.  Honestly, I feel a lot of sadness between us, probably from so many non-real conversations.

I don’t know what else to say as it is a real predicament.

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August 7, 2019

STOP WORKING WITH EDISON IN EVERY WAY – IMMEDIATELY – BEFORE HE GETS EVERYONE KILLED.  NO JOKE. REMOVE HIM AT ONCE.  NEVER TO RETURN.  HE IS AN ENEMY OF THE UNITED STATES.  HE IS AN ENEMY OF THE UNITED STATES ALLIES.  HE IS AN ENEMY OF MINE.

EDISON IS IN EVERY WAY NOT-REHABITABLE!  I HAVE BEEN SCREAMING ABOUT THIS SINCE 2014!  HE HAS HAD FIVE YEARS TO PROVE HIMSELF WORTHY AND HE HAS FAILED EVERY TIME, EVERY DAY!  FIVE YEARS HE HAS HAD TO PROVE HIMSELF WORTHY OF WORKING WITH ME, AND HE HAS FAILED!  HE IS NOT INTERESTED IN THE WORK I DO AND THE WORK THAT MUST BE DONE!

REMOVE HIM!  HE IS AN ENEMY OF MINE!

STOP WORKING WITH EDISON IMMEDIATELY BEFORE HE GETS EVERYONE KILLED!

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August 6, 2019

Fatty, fatty, 2×4 can’t get through the kitchen door.  God, what a miserable place that was tonight!  Did you think you were helping me?  Sorry, Franco, I really am not interested.  Go back to whatever woman you want, stay away from me.  Your people just do damage.

Fatty, fatty, 2×4 can’t get through the kitchen door.  This other FBI man who looks like he is in the movies Silence of the Lambs and Perfume, the nose sniffing is a metaphor, an illustration, a device to tell the story of how a mind works a crime scene, it is not a literal sniff.

Fatty, fatty, 2×4 can’t get through the kitchen door.  I live, and manage, and deal in a world of very high powerful men, and what the fuck am I doing?  They have me taking time-outs to do therapy time for these depressing lesbians who do nothing but make me depressed and unhappy to be around.  God forbid an emergency happened and people needed to ask me something.  The night was over for me because of that stupid woman!

Fatty, fatty, 2×4 can’t get through the kitchen door.  Look for the man with the machete, he’s been using it on my head!

Fatty, fatty, 2×4 can’t get through the kitchen door.  If any of you Sherlock-ers are only interested in me for the codes in movies and television, just ask my boyfriend.  He can figure most of it out, don’t come to me.  Don’t come to me, ask my boyfriend.

Fatty, fatty, 2×4 can’t get through the kitchen door.  No, you have it wrong, it is not one man can and the other man cannot.  You needed David and Timothy both.  David lit me up from within so much it never left my body, my face, my mind, my being because I loved him.  That is why Timothy was brought to read me, after David lit me up with love.

Fatty, fatty, 2×4 can’t get through the kitchen door.  I want a day shift.

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August 5, 2019

Look, I don’t have time for your egos or your ego stroking today.  Too goddamn tired!  My boyfriend does great work!  He deserves to be recognized for the great work he does!  He has done better work than anyone in all these years!

Boyfriend, that China profile you brought me tells me they brought a man who is not that talented and have been working him as Casey tells him to.  So, what that does is, again, repeat a very dangerous mistake that has already cost people their lives just like the bombing of the CIA black site in the movie, Zero Dark Thirty.  You have a man bring another man, usually, over, then allow a woman, or worse a lesbian in respect to my brain specifically, to work the man or simply telling them what to do.  What this does is allow the appearance that the man is actually doing the work when in fact it is another woman manipulating the circumstance.

It is also seen in Zero Dark Thirty when Maya repeats dialogue that Dan says to a detainee.  This is Cherith working at Disney, doing my goddamn fucking job repeating Guest Services “policy” in respect to Disney’s business and it appears in the movie you fucking morons were allowing this to be used as code!  You fucking dumb fucks!

Bring me that motherfucker to me!  He doesn’t scare me, he doesn’t bother me, being surrounded my terrorists doesn’t bother me or scare me.

Beware FBI man, Casey is scared out of her goddamn fucking mind with all these wanted people you actually go after.  Um, they don’t scare or frighten me.  If you’re scared to go after wanted people, you are in the wrong line of business!  THAT’S WHY I WON’T LET YOU WORK WITH HER!

This other FBI man is not going anywhere.  He’s pussy-whipped.  He’s not going anywhere.

I have kept Timothy’s name out of my writing and speaking a lot.  It is actually something I’ve read in him, not wanting to be in the spotlight, not wanting to be so known, just like me.  However, things have changed, Timothy Wolfe is my Wolfe.  He is a bad motherfucker, meaning he is really good, and I’ll let this man rip and take your heads off any day of the week I want!

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August 4, 2019

Be very, very careful here.  Read this very carefully.  Slow the fuck down and read this v e r y  c a r e f u l l y.

This is in one way the work that will go on for a hundred years that is mentioned in the movie, Zero Dark Thirty.

You people need to keep your focus on me and me alone, as the only female – AND, I MEAN NOW GODDAMNIT!  STOP KILLING PEOPLE AND GETTING PEOPLE KILLED BECAUSE YOU FUCKING PEOPLE DO NOT KNOW ANY OF THEM OR UNDERSTAND THEM THE WAY I DO!

Did I or did I not prove, yet again last night, that my mind is a fail safe and I won’t allow myself to even think about something when it is obviously presented to me?  I won’t allow myself to think about the very obvious for it to in anyway to be read on me.

Who is this motherfucker?!  Who is this most trusted advisor, you’ve allowed him to speak with very important people just so he will have credibility?  Who is this piece of shit?!  I want to punch him in his goddamn fucking face!  I could go on and give you a read, but there is only so much time in a day.  He’s nothing more than a piece of shit.  Is this the lousy motherfucker that is seen as the man who gets the Lamborghini in the movie Zero Dark Thirty?  He’s a piece of shit!

This is what happened I bought mouse pads that looked like they could be prayer rugs, it is why there is the prayer scene in the CIA, in the United States, in the movie Zero Dark Thirty because of me!  My purchase!  The Lamborghini scene – DOES NOT LOOK KOSHER TO ME.

Be very certain you understand, I approved a man with that prayer rug purchase, most likely a very high important man to a government, I DID NOT APPROVE OF YOUR PLAN FROM MY PURCHASE!

I NEED YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES TO STOP DICKING AROUND SO MUCH, FOCUS YOUR GODDAMN ATTENTION, NARROW THIS SHIT DOWN, AND STOP RUNNING SO MANY GODDAMN STORIES!  STOP FILLING 10 FUCKING HOURS NON-STOP!  YOU PEOPLE NEED TO SLOW THE FUCK DOWN, SO THIS SHIT WILL ACTUALLY GET DONE!  AND DONE AS IN – FUCKING MINUTES!  AND NOT GODDMAN FUCKING DECADES!

This is the work that will go on for a hundred years that is mentioned in the movie, Zero Dark Thirty: did you see any of Osama Bin Laden’s children, or any of the other children in the compound – killed?  Hurt?  Injured?  Harmed from ANY OF OUR UNITED STATES MILITARY?!

BE REAL FUCKING CAREFUL HERE, I DO NOT HAVE TIME TO WRITE IT OUT COMPLETELY TODAY.  THERE IS A LOT MORE TO THIS THAN WHAT I HAVE TIME TO WRITE AND IT IS A REAL FUCKING PROBLEM!

Do you understand me?!  None of their children were hurt or killed.  None. 

You fucking assholes!  Because you have not kept your focus on me and me alone – YOU HAVE ALLOWED TERRORISTS WITHIN THE GODDAMN UNITED STATES – TO TAKE AWAY MY FUTURE OF HAVING MY OWN NATURAL BORN CHILDREN!  BECAUSE OF MY MILITARY MIND!

YOUR FUCKING HEADS SHOULD BE EXPLODING UPON READING THIS!

EXPLODING!

There are groups who would NEVER have allowed this to happen to me BECAUSE THEY WANTED ME FOR THEIR OWN TEACHER!  OR, I WOULDN’T HAVE GOTTEN THAT CALL ON SEPTEMBER 11^TH, 2001!

You people have actually allowed the entire world to believe Osama Bin Laden was the mastermind behind the September 11^th attacks?!  He looks like such a fucking genius – HE HAD TO COPY ME, MY HOME, MY SURROUNDINGS, MY LIFE JUST TO APPEAR AS MUCH AS A THREAT AS ME!

I do not have anymore time today, but this is a very stern warning to you women!  What the fuck did you think you were doing with delivering weight gainer in my food, again, with bags and dark circles under my eyes in food, again, with UGLIFYING food products – AGAIN?!  You might as well have told the entire world you just signed yourselves up for a terrorist training camp, and I AM IN NO WAY INVOLVED IN THAT AT ALL!

WHAT YOU LITERALLY DO TO MY BODY WILL ONLY ENRAGE SOME OF THE WORST TERRORISTS AND OTHERS IN THE WORLD!

I’M FUCKING PISSED!

You women have proven you are not Lambert’s.  None of you are protectors!  None of you ARE DEFENDERS?!  NONE OF YOU?!  NONE OF YOU WOMEN DEFEND?!

FBI man, I do not have time today for your profiles, like the Secret Garden.

None of you lesbians should be stopping me from having relationships with straight men!  YOU SCREAM SEXUAL PREDATOR!

I believe I was spared so I could finish the job, from the movie, Zero Dark Thirty, this is not me or about me, this is about someone else, and I do not believe they are alive anymore.

I am too fucking pissed.

Stop juggling so many goddamn fucking balls in the air and keep them in your fucking pants WHERE THEY BELONG!