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November 7, 2018

 

Fix this light and see what happens.

It is because of their sexual orientation.  The ones within your personal security employ.  It is the reason you still have this nagging within you that has not gone away.

He likes to kill gay men.

They have been in the building.  They have been at Amazon.

You, he, happens to like my counsel.  There is nothing wrong with that.  I, like him, also like to hear and receive counsel from many different people, many different sources, and look to my own well of truth.

There is something out there.  Fix the light and see what happens, or don’t and let the nagging go from a bother to a fester.

November 7, 2018

 

The news story with former President Barack Obama has raised several alarms.  While working on the Obama campaign my manager Aubrey Bedell (I worked with Bev Bedell while employed at Visionworks who moved back to Ohio from Seminole, Fl while I was still employed) told me a story of how she had poisoned her cat “accidently” because there was a recall on the brand of cat food.

Aubrey Bedell, her husband Chad, her red-headed child Chloe moved to California.  Chad had worked in the IT department at Seminole Hard Rock Café, then received a job with NASA in California. (?)

It is the story of the killing of her cat.

It means it was someone’s intention (posters) and plan once I moved here to kill my mother.

There is a difference to be made.  Not everyone who has been involved is going to know it goes this far back.  The first permanently damaging stroke to my mother (2005), my mother shared the room with a Hispanic woman who was recovering from a hip replacement.  A baby was brought into the portioned room to visit with the woman.  The white nurse made a comment about how white the child looked.

This is not story-telling.  There are agency persons mostly former agency persons involved who are using these story lines.  I see them.

Someone had David and Courtney follow me on my way to visit my mother.  I saw them on motorcycle as I was leaving my mother.  They wanted to make sure I saw them, DC.  On that visit to my mother a vehicle in front of me flipped over without any injury to the vehicle or persons.

I want to know why my mother was not allowed to be readmitted back to the Wilder road nursing home.  The room they placed my mother in at the Lakeland facility was next to a coded door to the outside.  There is an adjacent building.  People had the means and ability to come and go in scrubs without checking in or being seen.

My mother was intentionally killed.

There has not been enough pressure placed upon Amazon, its head on down the line, to answer, to pay, and to correct criminal activities.  Not enough pressure by governments, by persons, by people, by agencies, by individuals, by anyone!

There seems to sill be a problem with receiving at The White House, Windsor Castle and the UK.  Is it possible someone is copy-catting after battle plans from the Civil War with shipments specifically?  After specific General’s battle plans?

One of the White House problems has to do with having the Cash’s visit me and my family in our Plant City home.  Art and Nancy Cash went on CTN, Christian Television Network it was a late-night show, I drove everyone to the studio. We were so early in fact that there were complaints about my timing.

Read this sentence: We received black people and persons in our home, in our Plant City home.

 

If you do not believe in me, then you do not belong in production.

If you do not believe in my abilities, talent, and skills, then you do not belong in production.

If you do not support me in any way, shape, form, or capacity, then you do not belong in production.

If you are working against me in any way, shape, form, or capacity, then you do not belong in production.

If you do not understand that EVERYTHING changed in less than a moment for me, for the world, then you do not belong in production.

There was a double-agent living in Gresham when I lived there.

If you are standing on my back porch in Gresham, Or, they lived a few blocks North East of there.

Did you get that Wisconsin?

Find out who was responsible for my family moving to Plant City.

Find out why my brother was told to go to school at UT.  They are connected.

There is a Gresham, Oregon problem.

USF, this is the reason for the attacks and deaths on the men.

There is a USF connection somehow.  Going back to the early 90’s.

November 6, 2018

Has anyone questioned Lee Nagelhout?

Something is telling me he needs to be questioned regarding the Assistant Store Manager at The Bombay Bicycle store.  There is something going on.  I feel and hear planning that is inappropriate and wrong.  It is more than what the store has been turned into.

Lee was the set decorator at Worship.

I just don’t like it.

November 5, 2018

Struggling to write everything that is being thrown at me.

It is not bad enough to deal with my mother’s murder.  I have financial problems.  Financial concerns.  Financial bills.  And, the burden of weight.

Correct, I did not say anything in response to her because I didn’t need to.  It looked like Courtney (Chelsea) had been removed from the building.  He should be mad at her and what she did in writing me up because I was speaking with those hims.  She does not like his brother?  What is wrong with her?  What is not to like?  Talk about insecure and immature.

There was a military stunt.  I saw it.  He was delivering medicine to a poor man in a poor village.  And, yes, I stopped him and their stupid stunt.  Why, you ask?  Because they had set a trap.  Do you hear me?  Are you reading this?  Are you reading my writing?!  They set up a trap for a solider, for a man in uniform, for a US citizen, for what?!  Publicity?!

I saw him as he was going.  I saw the trap, miles and miles ahead.  He would have been trapped for hours or days.  He would have been left without any support at all.  A man in our military.  In the US military was set-up to be trapped?!

If you do not like swearing please stop.  Please stop reading my blog now.  If you are not able to manage, or handle reading swear words – DO NOT READ HERE ANYMORE.

 

ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR FUCKING MIND?!  YOU SET UP A MILITARY MAN TO BE TRAPPED?! 

NOT-GONNA-HAPPEN!

 

We are talking about the US military one of the finest militaries in the world!  And, you fuck-heads decided to set-up a man in uniform to be trapped?!

GET THE FUCK OUT!  NOW!  DO NOT RETURN!  YOU DO NOT BELONG!

I see this man humping a pack!  Have you ever humped a pack before?!  I haven’t.  I sure know it is more work, deserves more credit and acknowledgement than to be set-up like a script of an ABC after-school special.

 

I did not sign up for ABC rewards on purpose.

I am beyond angry over this.

 

I did brain-call this conversation that the military in the Middle East is doing a great deal for the Middle East.  What was the mind-set before 9/11?  Suicide bombers?  Religious fanatics?  The US has done more for the Middle East and their reputation and their people than they have acknowledged.    

 

That is not the only thing I am managing at the moment.

 

I actually see and saw their pain, hurt, anguish, upset, and extreme betrayal.  From all of them.  At the same time.  I don’t even know them.  But I felt their pain and it was beyond the pale.  For me who does not know them.

 

Amazon needs to be questioned why they allow me to be placed in a position of vulnerability against attacks.

 

Have a look at Stephen Curtis Chapman, there are a lot of unexplained occurrences in his life since being at Amazon.

 

You need to look at prison guards.  Here in Florida.  There is a female prison guard, probably a size 8, or 10, maybe a size 12.  Feminine, but macho.  Has dated both men and women.  She has been working with the prisoners to commit crimes, most likely the mercy killings.  The reason for the black fan at the “White House” this nurse, this black nurse, this African-American woman is the one who injected my mother with death.  Killing my mother.  Murdering my mother.

 

Brother, are you ok?  Because I am not okay at the moment.

 

Please make sure my real brother is ok.

 

After every single stroke my mother loved people.  My mother wanted people to know she loved them.  My mother wanted people of all shapes, all sizes, all backgrounds, all nationalities, all cultures that God loves.  God loves them.  And, my mother, Gayle Gjestland loved them just because they lived.

 

Forgive me, I am struggling.

November 5, 2018

It’s too bad I was not able to go full volume.  I was being respectful to my “neighbors” in not really yelling.  Calm and upset, guess what?  The same thing.  Don’t let anybody else fool you.

The brain-cutting that has been done to me within this year has happened through my tablet.  Most likely through my phone and tablet together.

That would mean there is a problem on campus here with people who are able to know when I am lying down, sleeping.

If it is possible to happen to me then it is possible there are other people out there with fillings or crowns or dental implants that are being used with electronic devices like their phones, tablets, iPods, or any other device with an LED light to monitor and use their mind.  People with access to sensitive and classified information.  People working in governments.  Think about that for a moment.

I do not believe David is innocent.  His actions say otherwise.  Like releasing flying bugs in my home because of cat litter.

I no longer food write.  I no longer write or create food while working.  It was Courtney (Chelsea) in black paint at Dave and Busters job interview who said she worked in the kitchen staff.  I am no longer the body weight I was before April regardless of how little I eat food.  She needs to be held and questioned for her actions and charged.

Someone needs to be questioned why paint has only been used as black.  Figure out that Asian connection.

Dave and Courtney whether they are a real couple, or an engineered couple means it was always someone’s intention to attack DC.

Someone who believes they are a matchmaker.

David, James, David you need to be questioned and explain the real reason behind the David, James, David years.  The real reason you used that man’s body in a suit.  Because that is not how an actress is hired or gets a job.  It is not love, or love-making, or sex either.

People need to be questioned as to why this false reality did not end with The Container Store.

My mother was murdered while I was employed at The Container Store.

There is a Google connection with my mother’s murder, I do remember seeing the Google vehicle.  They would have been out knowing I would have taken my mother for a drive and the time of day I normally take her driving.

Go back and look to Lost and the production of Lost.  Look at the family’s wellness, deaths, injuries, and hospital visits.  I remember seeing that man in a purple t-shirt riding a bicycle.  I remember that other man while football was on television saying they were shutting down nights.  I remember that man was there while a woman (done intentionally) scanned my badge, then seeing the Rabbi as I was driving home.  I had to drive to work to confirm the weather shut-down because it was not communicated to me well enough that the building was closed.

What happened in the Amazon building during that week?

The last time I saw my mother was at her dental appointment wearing a purple t-shirt, a Blood drive bus in view as we sat together writing.  It means that whoever was involved in her mercy murder, killing was probably there that day.

I want the people involved with taking care of my Tuesday and Thursday charged with animal cruelty.  Every criminal animal cruelty law there is, I want thrown at them.

I want Amazon’s management questioned as to why they are constantly undervaluing, underappreciating, my work, and my employment.  Going back to the first day I went to work there, a black woman wearing a Coca-Cola t-shirt took my id photo, I was giving a badge that does not resemble me.  That means it was always someone’s intention to disfigure me.

No, you are mistaken.  It will not be viewed or seen as a brother connection or anything other than me defying a War Lord and telling and issuing a warning and death to him and others, and nothing else.

Why exactly did and was that allowed to happen?  Allowing access to me and such persons?  Question those in production, those going back to my college years.  They did bring a blind man to visit me while I was at college.

It is just as I said and wrote.  If it is true you, no one will be able to regain the trust and success of the shows in April once it goes public knowledge that my mother was murdered for a television show.

My mother was murdered and taken from me, I was not allowed to go to her real funeral, so that others could wear a disguise and play act as her.  When my mother was placed in the nursing home, she was a certain weight it is now the same weight Chelsea Courtney force me at.  My mother was force fed mass gain so other people could play act as her.  Bill Cosby was in the wheelchair licking his lips that day I went to visit my mother, a male actor was wearing a disguise to look like her.

My mother was murdered.

Murdered.

My mother was murdered and now you have Chelsea (Courtney) “playing” my mother at Amazon.

My mother was murdered.