My Mother Was Murdered

November 5, 2018

Here the sunlight breaks through my windows.  And, I wonder.  I wonder how it took so long for me to get home.  The drive home shouldn’t have taken so long.  But, then.

In the light of recent events, I must believe that my mother was murdered.

She did not die of natural causes.  She was murdered.

Be careful, my real father will not do well when reading this.

I do not have to write what the recent events were.

I don’t believe my brother, or my father know or understand my mother was murdered.  For the convenience of timing.  And, the delay.  The delaying in letting me know my mother was dead…because they could not stand to see me grieve.

Dr. Cindy Kelly is somehow connected too.

This person considers it mercy killings.  New Orleans.

I believe it is a serial killer.  And, there are multiple serial killers.  Copy cats.  Dominos.

I am struggling at the moment.  I am not able to write completely at this moment.

You need to look at Walden Lake residents.  They might not still be living there.  This is probably not a surprise that there is a Walden Lake problem.

This funny man was brought to The Container Store, be careful, I took my mother – pre-strokes – to a funny movie of his in Plant City.  Look at his medical history.

I am not sure at this point if any of my mother’s stroke were real.  They seem staged.

You need to look at The Romanoff’s writers and production because too much of it was taken from my real life.

The last recent event was probably done to push me into watching The Romanoff’s.  Real or not?

I do believe there was conflict with David or other persons returning to Florida and to me.  Someone who could have said something as casual as, when is she (my mother) going to die and somebody like a person who would have to be sent to rehab because I said they were annoying could have done something terrible with it.  Like have my mother murdered.  For a documentary.  Or television.

Look at the people who were in charge of viewing me in this house before it went public.  There is someone who had a problem with how well I would have been welcomed into a family of a man who would and could love me.  I see it in the response of “Erin” at Brass Tap about how any man would love me.

I would have been welcome into any family of a man I was dating.  I am a difficult woman not to love.

David, I believe you and your wife have allowed this heavy weight on me to appease your wife.  So, you will not be so attracted to me.  Because you cannot control yourself around me.  Excited, happy, and then guilty at the same time.  You are married you should be content.  Perhaps, if this is real, it is just because you have been told not to be friends with me when we were in college.

Because of you and your wife and your selfish wants you have allowed the security of the nation to be at risk.  By the burden you have placed upon my body.

I will never be friends with your wife, she has with malicious and purposeful intent placed threats upon me and my body.

There is nothing wrong with taking time off.  I see him walking around his house.  He is not a man who takes time off.  However, I see why given the recent events he is thinking about if not chosen to do something different with his life.  Other people, his family are worried about him only because he is not a man who normally isn’t working.  He is ok, though.  Perhaps a new career or none at all.  He has worked hard.

I did stand outside in my grey I love you, USA sweatshirt that coincided with helping a man, in the rain of a “hurricane.”

Take a look at Full Sail and the students at Full Sail.  2011, 2012 and on.  There is a problem there.

Why is it that your sister does not allow you to have any female attention at all?  Any female.  It suggests there is a real problem.  She is a grown woman and she does not allow you to have female attention.  Teacher t-shirt.

I believe you found the correct man on the correct island.

The face map.  Streets, they are streets.  Explosive temper.  The idea was not his, another man thought of it.  Hair and eye colorings to match the victim.  The city I would need to think about, however it is there on the face.

A man, who worked for a governmental agency who had access and was then let go, he is the one I saw, that you thought last night, with programming skills that could create a program to analyze faces.  PI’s and so one could be hired to just wear dirty clothes, pimple explosives, dark death circles, bags under the eyes and so on.  To send messages.

You are wrong.  The thinking, and brain work I do while working is far more valuable than a pack rate number.

Struggling.

Do I Look Like I Am Laughing?

November 3, 2018

Is there a reason why I was just hand-delivered a death threat?  Is there a reason David, you allowed your wife and others to deliver death threats to me, and threaten my life?

Do you think that threatening my life will send me to my computer to write a scathing rebuttal?  You are wrong.

If you want me to write something about a connection between two men, I don’t have anything for you.  The connection is not with me.  It is on the production side.

But, then again, I am just some dumb-hick that doesn’t know anything, right?

Obviously, I chose to not do a ridiculous teacher list of do this before that, go here before that.  It is more important to get there at the time.  But then I am too stupid and dumb to know any different.  Aren’t I.

Bags under the eyes could mean somebody spoke, bags – gab.  Oh yeah, right, I don’t know anything.  I am too stupid and simple, and so dumb I couldn’t possibly know these things on my own.

There is no such thing as Norwegian protection.  Stupid Cherith for thinking otherwise.

Stupid, stupid Cherith couldn’t possibly know that if you place threats and death threats on her it could and does send a message to people around the world and other women’s lives are in danger and threatened.  Dumb-dumb Cherith couldn’t know anything like that.  Stupid, stupid Cherith.

I am just so dumb, I better just do as I am told rather than tell you and write otherwise.

Stupid, stupid Cherith.

Dumb, dumb Gjestland.

World’s Most Hated Employee, me.

World’s Most Hated Woman, me.

World’s Most Hated Person, me.

The Height Of Somebody

November 2, 2018

It is a location.  The height of somebody as they are standing.  Somewhere he would have been placed to see the person.  In a photo, during a ceremony, an event.  Could be a one-time visit.  Something that did not happen often.

Is there a time, place, event, or occurrence where their height would stay the same?

It is behind the person, the location, is behind the person.

There is more to it than the location once you’ve found it.

It was always his intention to deceive.

Most likely it is very, very personal.

He has been very ruthless.

Most likely it was a one-time event that happened a long time ago.  The controlled anger and rage he has from his eyes is psychotic.  The way I see him.  He is looking eye-level, not up, or down, eye-level at their shoulders.  This one, looks like plans.

He might have used this image, imaging more than once with different people.

Not My Natural Hair Color

November 2, 2018

I wrote it the other way around because a Dem and Dems are friends and acquaintances with a Rep and Reps.  There is a hay problem.  He was supposed to win.

A tan and tanning have not been used as it is seen.

A tan, tanned face that is seen on me in recent years – peasant, a location(s).

 

There are connections to be made.

In a barn, the sexual assault on the child was most likely intentional.  What was the thinking on campus and campuses about what male children that have been sexually abused would become?  How were they used as adults?  It is more than just taking away the familial names and bloodline.

Go back and check my mother’s employment and employers from entry into the US (1965?) until probably 1975.

Go back and check my father’s teachers at UCLA.  Go back and check his service record at every place he was stationed.

My mother should have been able to receive a Canadian pension.  That father could not and did not help me with that.  He is regretting it now.

A Healthy Economy

November 2, 2018

Go back and look at December 2014 and January 2015, go back to the days I was filmed outside running.  It couldn’t be that there was a correlation between those days and the NYSE, or some financials deals that furthered the US economy?  Could it?

Out – Tao.

Because it sure feels that way.

It is a night problem.  That would mean he was not expected to win.

It is lengthy and complex.

Not Surprised

November 2, 2018

Do you mean to tell me that it actually never occurred to anyone else there was more going on than it was pitched in meetings to be?

I think you will find it is catastrophic if you go back and connect the altercations, events, and unexplainables.  For so many decades.

A group, not a single person, a group of persons some working together and some working at separate locations.  Farm work would at first seem to be it.  There is a lot of farm experience and previous work.  It looks like R&D at a food facility, flavor testing and inventing, etc.  They are using the facility and equipment to further their other motives.

I see there are many questions.  I know that paragrapgh alone is huge.

Do you want to tell me that a person with previous government employment and clearance that then went into showbusiness could not have ulterior motives?  Someone who has been seeing a therapist since they were a child?  Someone with a drug and alcohol problem?  Someone with a food disorder?  I don’t believe it.

It should be a worry that there was no struggle.  You just walked up and apprehended him.  No struggle.  No fight.  He did not run.  It would suggest that he has something in the works that he believes will go off, cannot be touched, something he believes no one is interested in, or will look for.

Millions and millions of dollars in a matter of hours?!

I am most truthfully, not surprised.

Better news story.

 

About land, governmental problems, governmental communication problems.  It is all I have at the moment.  You are not helping me.  This is not easy work.  This is some of the most complex and difficult work there is.  What do I get in return?  Interference.  Barriers.  And so on.

Unfortunately, I feel it was a bad morning in China.  It is not over.

How can I be surprised when I told you to begin with?

Last Will And Testament

LAST WILL AND TESTAMENT

November 1, 2018

I, Cherith Joelle Gjestland being of sound mind and body in the event of my death bequeath to Creggan Gjestland all my belongings, any monies, any possessions, and any earnings.  If Creggan Gjestland is unable, then I bequeath to Norman Gjestland all my belongings, any monies, any possessions, and any earnings.

It is my wish that Murphy, Lambert, and Maurice be not placed back in a shelter or placed for adoption again.  I want Creggan Gjestland or Norman Gjestland to take them and care for them for their natural life.

If Creggan Gjestland or Norman Gjestland are unable at my passing to carry out my wishes then I bequeath to the International Fellowship of Christians and Jews all my belongings, any monies, any possessions, and any earnings.

Nobody listens to me.  Nobody understands the torture, pain, and torment living in this house has caused.  Nobody understands the devastation that surgery has caused.  Nobody understands the truly destructive purpose behind the Bluetooth, frequency, or listening device(s) they placed in my head and body.

Nobody listens to me or understands how terribly bad my employment has been these years, or how horrible my living conditions really are.

If I perish by my own hands, my own means, so be it.  I warned people, and no one listened or cared enough to end this false reality that has most surely killed me.  If it is not by suicide that I die than it is most surely at the work of criminals that I have been exposed to against my will and consent.

I, Cherith Joelle Gjestland never wanted to live this false reality, be on television, act, be in a movie, or be filmed in any way.  It has exposed me and my family to dangers that will be with me the rest of my life.  I will never be safe again.

All I wanted, the only life I wanted was for a man who was born a man who would love me enough to marry me and share a life with me until I died.

I truly believe I am better off dead than living this false life where I am not able to make decisions and live as a real person like every other person is able to do in the world except for me.

If I die from suicide the blame most truthfully lies in the production of this false reality.

If I die from any other means other than a natural death the blame most truthfully lies in the production of this false reality.

If I die from natural causes it would be suspicious at best.  No one in the entire world can comprehend or understand the extreme nature of the world I have been thrust into against my will.

Being the World’s Most Hated Woman, the World’s Most Hated Employee, the World’s Most Hated Person going seven years as of this day is a sentence worse than death.

Year after year, after endless year I have no choice but to live this false reality.  Since I have been aware of it in 2014, I have made it known to numerous persons it is not what I want, it is not my choice, I want it to end.

Nobody listens to me when I say how badly I feel.  Nobody really listens to me when I write.  How bad my life is.  How bad these years have been.

Nobody in the entire world lives like this.

The World’s Most Hated Woman has had enough, I can take no more.

I chose to post my Last Will and Testament on my blog so that it cannot be a secret, hidden, or unknown of my wishes.

Cherith Joelle Gjestland