Author: endthefalselife

Working.

It will take time.

November 14, 2018

EJ Henry – Facebook track her account, her employment record at Hilton.  She bought tires for a man to get him to like her.  She also bragged about having sex with her ex at a football game.  She was also there the day The Container Store opened.  We were at The Blue Martini all kinds of good-looking men were hitting on Ellen.  Hitting on Ellen and not me.  What?!  The only man to approach me was a black man, I was not interested.  I do not have to explain that further.

By the way, the messaging system is not universal.  It is different for different countries.  It is very, very complex.  It could have people to work and prevent these attacks.  There is also a drug link, stamps, dots, finger-tip sized and less, very small measures that are hardly as cumbersome as drug paraphernalia.

His sister, I do not want to tell you this, is involved.

I did see a nurse, snuff the life of a newborn, a delivery nurse, something in the nose.  It is so very gruesome.  To me she was so calculated and vicious along with everything else I am living through it was difficult to look further, European country.

I saw needles, small, quickly hidden and used to pierce brains, behind ears, body parts to create damage that could happen while they are cleaning up the baby.  I saw many things, ways to make hits, ways to create people from birth, it was a lot to see.  I am still trying to function.

I don’t know if this is real, fathering children to experiment on the babies and children.  Like a human factory.

I don’t know how someone could do that.  I don’t know how someone could kill a newborn.  I don’t know how someone could kill my mother.

I saw the nurse who worked with people here and in production, move and place my mother in her nursing home that was paid for by Medicare, allow access to my mother and more.  She did it knowing it was against regulations, policy, and properness.  She and others do not understand that I see there is someone about who sees black persons as children.  It’s gross.

The wet underwear was done on purpose, so that I would not identify my mother’s killer.

FIRE CHELSEA!  FIRE CHRIS!

There is a woman, who happens to be a lesbian here who is responsible for creating a story of my brother and a wart on my finger.  It is obvious that there is no problem with my brother and myself.  They did it out of their own sexual abuse therapy problems.

November 14, 2018

This is where under normal circumstances, I would travel to Cambridge and Cambridge University to get a better understanding.  I am now and have been operating at such a level I would not have to submit or request permission to travel or get money allocations.  I am operating at such a level I would just go there, then fill the appropriate persons in when I had all the information.

I need to look at the buildings, at the architecture, and the surroundings, at the walkways, at the nature and wildlife, I would have to look around at everything.  There is a lot there.

Can you see through another person’s eyes and mind?  Do you have the ability to see the way actually, literally see from their eyes the way another person will see, understand, and view objects, people, situations, circumstances, words, stories, colors, materials, and information?  No?!  Well, I can, I know without having to explain or rationalize, I just know.

FIRE CHELSEA, FIRE CHRIS!  New Zealand does not require gas or coal to generate electricity!

Be aware of this; from now on that shirt and that side of my garage alone will be seen as intelligence.  They do not care about the letters, words, or message on the shirt, they will see the color only as intelligence.

I need to be running during daylight hours.  It must be daylight, I saw it in my head I did not write that detail, however, it must be daylight when I run.  It must be in workout clothing.  With my schedule of nights, I do not know how that is possible anymore.  I am being careful to not write more details.

Be aware of this; it is not being seen as a state, it is not being seen as a color, it is not being seen as a person, it is not being seen as the sanitation department, it is being seen as an end.

It is the very reason I have been driving on the side that says, right lane ends.  This needs to stop and end, electric pressure washing.

I need this removed at once, POT pressure, and POT heaviness, it has no place, it is uncalled for, it is a negative mark on our government.

If you would just allow me to be me, I have more ability than has been achieved, that has been seen, and that can and could be done.  If you would just allow me to be me.  By the way, I have said and written that since this all started.

It does not matter if every moment I am not yelling or throwing my arms in the air or any such thing.

If you would just allow me to be me rather than turning it into a contest to be won.  For instance, the bird feeders I would like to purchase.  They have put plans in place if I buy this feeder or this object than this person wins this or that, has access to this or that, gets to direct this or that when the way I see it, the way I know it will work instead is because I ACTUALLY SEE, KNOW, AND UNDERSTAND HOW THE BIRDS WILL LIKE MORE, WANT TO EAT THERE, WILL FEEL BETTER BECAUSE OF THE WAY IT LOOKS!  Can you do that?  Do you, any of you know how the birds think?!  I do. 

I need you and them to stop creating contests to be won.

This is how I feel; I have people taking pieces of my brain using it here, over there, and there, in this place, on and on.  It is too much.  I need my manual work to be reduced in half and paid more.

There is a moral problem on a base, Afghanistan.  That is not that difficult to correct.  However, this is another problem.  I can hardly believe this is possible, is there a drug supply business out of our military base?  Shipping and supplying to the US?  Is that actually happening?!  Because to me, that is unacceptable if it is true.

Penis Envy: There are lesbians about with very bad penis envy causing very serious and often times irreversible damage.  It is seriously disturbed thinking.  They like, are sexually attracted to men, their penis, how their penis makes them feel, and their body.  They just do not like them to talk, at all.  They don’t want to hear their opinions, their views, their thinking, or anything that comes out of their mouth.

This, by the way, is not my problem, I love the penis, I like penises, I like attached penises, I like men who were born male, just like I love men, I want to know how they think, their opinions, their strategy.

This might have been the reason for setting me up with an abusive man.  To turn me.  Dumb idea if it was.  It doesn’t work that way.

However, these lesbians have done real destructive damage.  Penis envy.

Penis envy of David.  She is so attracted to David still, however, she does not like him to talk or think.

Penis envy of the bankruptcy judge.  How did Rachel’s hair loss actually happen?  Was it or was it not intentional?  I told Rachel to get medical help for it, she refused.

Penis envy of Carmel.  It is why she attacked my hair.  Because of the color.  I see two men, one in Asia, the other in the US.  I have not been able to think through this one enough.  I believe it was the US man, he might look Asian, that did the B&E, and poisoned.  It is all I have I the moment.  I have not been able to work more on it.

It is a frontal attack, not a Rear Admiral.  A frontal attack to emasculate the US government at its highest level.  It is in no way in support of the US government.  Those women, that happen to be lesbians cut and designed my clothing to emasculate the government at its highest level.  Intentionally.

How did that work with smashing on the trash can specifically?  I believe my action there alone will continue to work for some time.

How is the import export business?  Did you find the storage of goods and merchandise under the water?  Where the water breaks differently.

Wet underwear, of course I want another job because of it.  There is a connection between when these new gates were installed, my phone, phone purchase, and get this, a carrier, a virus carrier, as a WMD.  Work it.  Question that man I had no choice other than to date because he is behind it.  He does have a juvie record.  He told you he was a magician when in fact he has had a career at breaking and entering, pick-pocketing, and more.

There is a connection between the black pressure, the black pot-belly and the Danish still-borns.  It also has to do with being a Jew-hater by sending me to a shower to wash off the gas.  Arrest this person and these people.  The US government and its house are not and do not condone Jew-haters.  It is not the leadership.

I would put people together to work my Blockbuster video rental and purchases, movies, film and television watched from this house, and create the connections.  It has been worked on by others for several years.  The garbage attack at his home alone should be a reason to put this together.  I see that as soon as I press play on watching Saving Mr. Banks there is an attack that is going to happen.  She was seen by me in black face on the wrong side.  I would put people together to prevent more of these costly, pointless, and all too often, irreversible damage.

November 14, 2018

Not timed.

Put this Christmas tree together.

A real Blue Spruce nine feet tall with diameter proportionate to support the height of the tree.

Make a garland of smarties candies, garland the tree from bottom to top.

Make candles from mandarin oranges, take real mandarin oranges place a white ivory candle in each, candles with smooth sides, bigger with more width than a birthday candle, so there is several inches of candle displayed above the mandarin orange, place them on a gold plate about the size of a saucer and gold plate back so the candlelight is in the gold, place them on the branches of the tree so they do not wilt, lean, or flop and light them all.

Cut real holly branches with berries on each branch, the florist term is a pick, and place them aesthetically proportionate over the tree.

White led Christmas tree lights on every branch and limb of the tree, placed so no wires are visible, turned on and never off.

Old-fashioned tinsel made from aluminum, not new, tinsel that is no longer made anymore, tinsel preserved Christmas after Christmas.  Place generous proportions on the ends of every visible branch.

Place on a floor of moderately honeyed golden oak flooring about three to four inches in width, polyurethaned.   A velvet tree skirt of the richest, darkest dark green with the finest stitching from the finest tailors in the world with a gold detail at the hem.

Place the tree in a corner against a wall and a corner in a room two-story tall with paned windows almost two-story tall leaving about a foot or so of wall at the bottom, white painted molding about four inches in width surrounding the windows.

Place a star of David with many white led lights on top.

Make and create this tree, see what happens.

See what will happen.

November 13, 2018

Wet Underwear!

Fire every director responsible for allowing me to endure wet underwear on the night of November 11, 2018.  The night they brought the woman responsible for ending my mother’s life into the “police area” of my person to be identified.  After they had interrogated me.  Interrogated me?!  Interrogated me!

Wet underwear!  FIRE CHELSEA!  FIRE CHRIS!

Your sensitivity of overwhelming.  Your compassion, understanding, and sympathy is overwhelming.

It is not enough I am dealing with the loss of my mother and that is was, a woman, a black woman, and yes, be careful, it was intentional that she was placed on that side it is why I am purposefully not mentioning names and distancing myself for people involved, I am also managing to give intelligence on many different locations around the world, I am constantly given this shoving information into Cherith’s head and face, shove information, shove information, work, work, work, work, work harder than anyone, work, work, work until you collapse every day.  Work until you are not able to function anymore.

Be careful, it is purposeful.  They did fire Rachel from The Container Store for being late to truck.

I’ve had to turn off my phone for security reasons.

I am so miserable, I want another job.

November 12, 2018

Well, I am emotionally spent and worn out.  I could sit here and write for hours and hours.  Mostly I am too tired and worn out to move.  Some people need to know that information.  Truthfully, I do not want to share that information.  However.

Did you know we have a height advantage over them?  I did.  I know.

There is a connection to be made in reference to the time I clocked out for work on November 4, 2018 and the rain I saw, and the laundry detergent I purchased.  Something was ordered by a criminal because of it.  It has to do with the director in charge of the hours between midnight and three am.  Work it.

Some people, the worst of them care nothing for these silly lesbian rules.  You might as well be handing them money and funding their criminal activities.  In fact, oftentimes, you have.  Think about that.

Were there multiple threats against women yesterday, and did in fact at least one woman died because of it?

This is what happens when intelligence is ignored, not supported, and threatened.

In the weather I saw a man, the man that created the messaging system.  He would be a Chinese scientist that has been missing for many decades, most likely a faked death.  He has created a drug mixture to keep himself functioning and devoid of emotions, probably to keep himself from going insane.

The beheading, the one I’ve written about because I’ve seen more than one, was most likely the daughter of a Chinese diplomat, dignitary, prominent family, or a name that was known in Chinese government.  It was recent.  She was not drugged.  She did not cry.  She was not emotional.  It had nothing to do with the man she was seeing.  It was done because of her family.  It was done because of her family name.

Be careful here.  I told you.  I warned you.  They have been less than smart here.

There will be multiple threats on multiple daughters and father’s tonight and in the future because of it.

STOP IGNORING MY INTELLIGENCE!

It is not I than am doing it, it is I that am preventing it FROM HAPPENING!

November 12, 2018

Nah, I see through it.  I see through the disguise.

They did it, so I would sit here and lecture you on everything that was wrong, call out government workers and name the countries.

I will not do that to you.

I see them in the work.  I see them in their work.  They are not terribly smart.

It is a quality of life that exists there that does not exist in other countries.

I most truthfully do not have to grant requests.

I, Cherith Gjestland, am better at it than them.  Obviously, what I said in anger has to do with the lack of support I have, receive, and am given by my employer, Amazon.

There has not been sufficient, and enough pressure placed on Amazon to help and support me.

I am not willing to invoke the wrath of people by telling or writing more.

I see through it.

November 12, 2018

About that double-agent in Gresham.  My neighbor who had a black dog was being watched by the double-agent.  My neighbor most likely had the dog as an assignment because they never played with the dog or took the dog for walks, his name was Pinto.  He grew from a friendly dog into an agitated dog because of their lack in attention.

That double-agent needs to be brought down.  They have been too successful.

It was the double-agent most likely who had me contract PID while on a cruise to the Bahamas.  It had been nearly a year since Michael.  I had nothing, then immediately had symptoms.  Dr. Robertson in Lakeland is who treated me.  I believe it was their intention to sterilize me.

With the surgery they did achieve complete sterilization.

You’re gonna want to look at consultants to Hollywood.

It does relate to Out of Africa.  You are going to want to look for Danish still-born’s.  Born in hospitals.  There is a connection.  More contemporary than historical.

You are going to want to look at administrations in hospitals, not just in Plant City and Lakeland, throughout the country.  Who are abusing their physician’s privilege and not upholding their Hippocratic oath.  They are making money from death and killing patients.

Who had access to my Tivo, the camera that watched me from my Tivo because I see a lesbian, maybe multiple who had access to watching me who were getting off quite literally from watching me.

There is still a murderer out there.

It really is that disturbingly gross, every time a person appeared in black paint validated their decision to execute and murder my mother.  My mother still had most of her functions.  She could still communicate, eat, have conversations.  She was not a vegetable.

It was their intention to completely turn me away from acting and the performing arts and punish me for not continuing to care for my mother, so they could continue to get off watching me.

Is it possible to put an inhalant drug or chemical in the nostrils and the drug travels to the brain causing permanent damage?  It is what I saw in a new-born.  That is a killer nurse in a neo-natal unit.

Jamie from the Container Store talked about nasal spray.

There is a correlation between this house and my mother’s nursing home.  Between the people watching me and my mother.  I see it in the way she was placed in front of me.  How every piece of clothing I bought for her, wrote her name in the clothing, blankets, stuffed animals, etc. were never there when I went back.  Her television that I bought for her at the same Target store they finally told me she’d passed was a Phillips.

I did not wear make-up to work on purpose.  How many hours did it take for them to finally manage all of the problems that arose from seeing me without make-up?

Veterinarians, or persons with access to non-human grade pharmaceuticals.  It is likely my animals, my cats were intentionally poisoned, harmed, and subjects of abuse because they were cats because we were non-Plant City persons.  Trash used to be strewn the entire length of Timberlane every week.  It is possible Jerry was purposefully infected with Feline HIV, that Mouse being hit was not an accident Sundae, Bear on and on.  Breaking and entering.  Malicious intent.  Kuhlmeier’s (sp) should be questioned.  Horse tranquillizers.

I do not receive enough help or credit at work.  I receive only hinderances.

Every night I receive nothing but wet underwear all night.

I want another job.