You Forget…

I wasn’t coached.

I told you.  I told you about him.

He is long gone.  He is happy and satisfied with his meeting.  And, he is long gone.

It was set-up on purpose that the likeliest possibility was that I was never going to get there.

I am beyond.  It was and is inexcuseable.  I am so beyond I can barely express how much didn’t happen because of it.

Brain Research

November 15, 2018

I believe there was brain researchers working near enough to me in Oregon, I believe there was brain work and studies being done with many different applications within many different organizations, companies, and our government.

Something actors are good at.  This is not code or secret.  I am tired.  It is similar to what actors do and how actors use their brain.

Unfortunately, for me my appreciation for film and the performing arts has been so badly damaged.  I lost my mother.  I do not understand why any person would want to kill my mother.  It is so repulsive.

I simply cannot write anymore about this.  I cannot continue to work with being shoved a list of stories and people for twelve hours, then go home and do what every person does to keep going, then write and work-out the list from twelve hours of work.  It is the same as being asked to see, locate, find stories, then hold on to them, file them away in my brain, one after another, after another, after another until I am at the point of collapse EVERY SINGLE DAY!

Enough already!

People Must Be Held Accountable

November 15, 2018

 

I need this explained to me.  I need someone to tell me why this was allowed to happen.  I want people held responsible and accountable for this.  I want people held responsible and accountable for this alone.

I need to know because I cannot understand this at all.  Why are there people working within management, within Amazon, and within production, working against me.  Working against me!  Working to destroy and corrupt me, my work, and my abilities!  Working so that I will fail rather than being the persons and people that might bring about the greater good!

I need to know why I was forced to miss that meeting?!

I have within me the ability, do you?  I know I can do the work.  I know I am more than able, more than capable, more than enough.  I believe beyond a shadow of a doubt that what I am able to do, to create; the work I know no other person around is able to have the same effect, I do like no other.

So, I need to know why it is still allowed to happen regardless of what I do and change, electric pressure washing, POT pressure, wet underwear, electro-shock while at work or anywhere, hitting me while at work, and making me limp from too much standing.

It has been more than proven that it is time for the teacher training rules, electric pressure washing, POT pressure, and wet underwear to end!

FIRE CHELSEA!  FIRE CHRIS!

I need this to end.  This Jillian Michaels beef training.  You are basically handing a War Lord money to continue criminal ways and killing people by allowing this beef practice to continue.

I know what will work on Cumberland Clerk.  Apparently, no one else at Amazon or around me seems to understand this fact alone.  It is petite.  Not beef that will work.

I am so upset about this I had to stop writing.  This is a threat unlike the world has ever seen before and while I am managing to thwart efforts made in that direction, I am dealt with wet underwear and interrogations, so that I will be so upset I will go home early so they can let a murderer go unidentified because she happens to be black.  The moral compass on this alone, on this act alone is beyond revolting.  Somebody needs to be held accountable.

Navy, the color navy is seen as protection, as Norway, as Norwegian protection.

There is too much value placed on things that have no relevance, are completely inconsequential.  Placing value and stories and news stories on t-shirts and clothing, and hair styles, quite literally is handing money to a War Lord and criminals to further their terror, violence, killings, murder, rapes, and criminal activities.

I have the ability to stop someone who likes very much to kill people.  You don’t want that?  You don’t want me to do that?  Oh, ok.  Then, I want another job.  There are people in the building who are literally handing money over to War Lords and criminals to continue their enterprises by working against me.

There is too much attention being paid with words and wording on clothing.  It is not and will not be seen in such a way.  By playing into this storyline and thinking, you are handing money over to a War Lord.

Wet underwear.  It is reprehensible.  Wet underwear and interrogating me.  It is reprehensible.  It was only done to force me to not identify my mother’s murderer and killer because she happens to be black.  It is reprehensible.

FIRE CHELSEA!  FIRE CHRIS!

Kentucky Straight Bourbon

November 15, 2018

 

This is about the Kentucky Hate Crimes against the United States government and its peoples.

I need people to go back and look around the location where the Beer and Bourbon fest took place in Tampa in 2014.  I need people physically on the ground looking around for things, items, people, a presence needs to be there.

I took photographs on my phone of myself, Roy, and my brother on a bench by the water.  I would look there.

I was there with Rachel, my brother, and Roy.

David walked by, I spotted him and didn’t call him by name.  They have no idea what they are doing there.  He crossed a street at a crosswalk in front of me.

They gave me a very heavy dose of a sedative at that location, it was on grass, that knocked me out nearly a whole day.  I wrote about it.  How I awoke in different clothes than I had been in.  Something is, there a connection or link between that event, David, drugging me, and the Kentucky case.  I believe it is a woman.  I believe it is a lesbian.

Straight.  Straight Bourbon.  This set somebody off.  It could very likely be similar to what happened before at Eleven o’clock Amazon time, and 23:00 hours.

It could be a bomb.

I would go rather quickly, Please.

Ta.

Helga

November 15, 2018

 

Create this image.

White female thirties to early forties, eleven feet tall.  Not my body.

Dressed like a Roman solider, no helmet.

My hair, not the exact color.  Flaxen, wheat-colored, air-dried, not smoothed or blown-dry, natural curl, not curly, loose ringlets, natural texture, it is long hair, the length of the back.

My eyes although to appear like a granite marble sculpture, concave to create the depth, not curled eyelashes, tinted eyelashes in an olden form before the cosmetic industry with a stiff brush and cake powder.

No visible face make-up, yet finished features, strong defined cheekbones, neat eyebrows, natural in shape, not over-plucked.

Lips, slightly reddish, pink, peach when a woman purses her lips together tightly and the blood colors the lips, lip balm.

Bare arms defined muscles not bulky or mass, metal breast plate, bronzed in color. Skirt like a Roman solider to mid-thigh.

Legs not like tree-trunks.  Lean, defined muscles.

 

This is not quite what I was thinking about when I thought of a way to stop the capturing of soldiers for money.  Yet, see what happens if this image is shown around.

Is there talk about with respect to problems with fatigue uniforms?  Too bulky?  Too heavy?  Just a question.  I see/hear things that the uniforms should be more form fitting.  For many reasons.