Category: Uncategorized

October 5, 2019

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWONG CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

 

Take a look at the photo on my computer, of the size of my bloated and over-sized belly, other FBI man, that is about, you.  Someone, or several people do not want you to work with me.  Be advised.

Don’t get confused between, code, intelligence, details, and just, movie references.

Shame on all you people, and women, who have penis-envy.  Cherith loves the penis, Cherith loves men, Cherith loves their erections.  Shame on you for trying to take that away from me.  I really believe that masturbation is healthier than celibacy.  Celibacy has the potential to become frigid.  And, God really created man and woman to be together as man and wife.  Meaning we are meant, in our brains, to have relationships.

Would any person, gay or straight want another sex telling them they couldn’t love the sex they love?  My boyfriend has loved me better, from his heart, than anyone.

David, stop hurting me just because you can.  You’re better than that.  You’re better than a game show.

You realize the dog was not supposed to bite the neck of the cheetah, it is not a good sign, I would have stopped it, or snapped my fingers, to show displeasure, and signal not to do a behavior.  The cheetah took it well; however, you have to be really careful with real animals.

Garage lights at my Plant City house, just say, someone was trying to get money for another mission.  Stop this.

Was he really surprised that I was talking to him, knowing that it was him asking me if I knew how to translate?  Is he really a really bad, like warlord kind of bad man, that would be on a most wanted list of men, bad?  Well, just like the real Hannibal Lecter, he doesn’t bother me, perhaps the way you’ve been doing it, doesn’t work so well.

The true believer, in 13 Hours, is meant for me, to me, it is intel for me.  It is not a read or meant to be about the real Chris Stevens.  That does not mean the real Chris Stevens wasn’t a believer in the United States, it really is code and intel for me.

Super-charged the wi-fi, from 13 Hours, is really not that interesting; however, all it says, is Verizon.  Verizon says, the ad, or tagline used in commercials for Verizon, and that says, can you hear me, now.  Meaning they’ve used me in ad campaigns, looks like, I’m successful there also.

That shit’s banging (13 Hours), like the lobby (The Matrix), I would love to, Chief’s orders to protect (meaning the orders were to protect the mission, and not me) this is another man who would have really liked me, did he use Mandy at The Container Store, to talk to me?  Because I used to be pretty, and in shape before Edison.

What’s the chief’s #1 rule, from 13 Hours, this is just to say, what is the only rule in improv?  You don’t disagree on stage.  Sona, saying, ha-ha, no, we didn’t, just says, she shouldn’t have been at the meet.

You wouldn’t know a lump of coal, from 13 Hours, says, Edison, was a big mistake.  It is a read.  Edison wouldn’t know how to tie his own shoes, even if they had Velcro.  It’s a read of him, by a very smart man.  And, it is correct.  Don’t get confused with country boy, that just says, CB, meaning inaudible.

If no one has witnessed David and I looking at each other, as we did when we were in college, they wouldn’t know, they wouldn’t have a clue, and they wouldn’t understand what it feels like.  I am really tired of writing about David because I am really tired, of all of you, using David, just like you did with my boyfriend, to hurt me.

Here is something else, I wouldn’t do because I quite literally CANNOT STAND FOR OUR OWN COUNTRY, THE UNITED SATES, ITS GOVERNMENT, ITS AGENCIES, TO LOOK, STUPID.  They took that connection, best way to describe it at the moment, took the connection of where I bought my coffee set that brought about the course of action that got Bin Laden, and tried to destroy it through David and Courtney.  Here is how this looks to the world: you are ashamed of your own intelligence by the capture and kill of Bin Laden.  Are you crazy?  Or, just stupid?

Whole bean Arabic, from 13 Hours, goes together with the dialogue, Yes, it is beautiful, but it is too busy.  This looks like a true and real read of, if not one man, several men.  And, it is closer to being a fan of me, or being seen as a sort of celebrity in their minds.

If you have used my body trying to get me to look like the actress in the film, YOU’RE DOING IT WRONG.  The actress says, Princess Grace.  Does the physicality of the actress look anything like Princess Grace?  No, so it you made me fat, heavy, older, without my (before) clear complexion, YOU’RE DOING IT WRONG.  You would have blown the meet, again, or any attempt to try and get intel or cooperation from them, if they’ve seen YOUR work, upon my body.

It’s to busy, just means they believed and thought, I was working too much.  Well, I don’t know how else to pay for things unless I’m working, and if I am working, well, they’ve only allowed me minimum wage paying jobs, so I MUST work, a lot.

This is interesting, at least to one man, it does appear that, at least one person, probably a man, thought I should run for public office, and that is why they made connections to Ronda Storms, and her mother Joannie Newcomb, and me and my mother, and my mother arranged for Ronda Storms to have a political (what are these things called?) rally in our Plant City home.

Here is another connection, I’ve talked about this in this home and to people before, my ASL II, my American Sign Language II class, was taught by a deaf man, he said he was gay (a detail), and his sign name because that is what I was taught about the deaf community, they all have sign names, so you don’t have to spell out a person’s full name, it’s an abbreviation (usually) of the person’s real name, his sign name was, Bo.  Bo, really says, Barak Obama, and this was years before he was on anyone’s radar.

To me, it looks like there were political advisor’s who were using me as a sort of talent scout, politically.  Nothing wrong with that.  I am sure that happens, a lot.

I liked my ASL teacher, I liked both my ASL teacher’s.  The detail that looks like it has been misread, is that I was nervous, to sign in front of the class.  Ha-ha, no, I wasn’t.  You read it wrong.  Again.

It looks like someone was trying to talk to me, inaudibly, in my ASL class, and it got to my brain and mind, as gibberish.  The nervous, me looking like I was and am nervous, is a – mirror.  It is a mirror, of the other person’s true person and feelings.  Most likely, because they knew, they were doing something, they weren’t supposed to.

I truly am sorry, for the Bubba Gump family.  What I understood about what happened, I am sorry for their loss.

This is the reason, these men, would follow me anywhere; when I choose them, I choose them because I KNOW they will get there, and back again.  Back, again.  I will write that again.

I choose them because I KNOW, THEY WILL GET THERE, and back again.

I don’t choose them because of their skin color, or points on their target practices, I choose them because I know them beyond their own self.

Please make sure, you understand the difference.

This is upsetting to me, whoever allowed this to happen at The Container Store because this family, this family, that is to say the Founders of The Container Store, really and truthfully believe in the United States, America, and The United States government.

This conversation Erin had with me at The Container Store, is upsetting: Tanya couldn’t get promoted or hired at the Cherry Hill, New Jersey (New Jersey says, Pennsylvania, and Pennsylvania says, 1600 Pennsylvania Ave, the address for the White House) because of something in her files.  And, this says, nothing more than someone was given the power, authority, and control, to play, War Games.  Specifically, War Games with the United States and its ally, Great Britain.

Who’s the fucking idiot, who allowed this to happen?!

I believe, they really did plan the lay-out of the store at The Container Store to show support, specifically, for the success of Bin Laden.  The garage wall, the elfa garage wall, has (or had) real men attached to all the hooks on the wall, this is military, and more.  The proximation between the garage wall and the elfa design area, where the computers are, will say something to someone.  If anyone wants to know.  Looks like it is in the mind, of just one man, as well, probably, American.

The electrical room in the stock room, just says, I was supposed to notice it, it had to be cool, cooler than most of the store.

This peace envoy is a very good sign, to me.  I wonder if it is true.

You want to know how I know the Founders of The Container Store wanted to show support for the success of Bin Laden?  I loved it there.  I loved that store.  I didn’t like it being taken away from me.

Stop this pattern and behavior, destroying a connection because it is, successful.

October 4, 2019

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

 

This writing is from yesterday, I got tired, brain-tired, needed to do something different, I just didn’t finish it yesterday, there are only so many hours of writing in a day to be done.  I am most surprised by the media attention, I don’t, truthfully, get it, as it looks like there were competing news media’s wanting that appointment, well, my Babee Bear would have been honored.

 

I looked like an adult when I was fifteen years old, that is the first time I had a headshot taken of me, here in Florida, and ever.  Greta Thunberg, in size looks like a pre-teen. Her facial expressions are the only thing I’ve seen in the news that are close to being a close proximation to my command.

Oh my God, please do the world a favor and stop interpreting your own intelligence.  Yes, I know how to read.  Stop giving me, so much of a report (it’s what it looks like in my head), a report of intel and ask whether it is true, or if this is what this says.  I am reading their report.  It does not mean I agree, or believe you’ve done a good job, or if you’re even on the same fucking planet as the intel you’ve gotten.  It means I know how to read your work.  If you’ve interpreted it wrong, or missed something, I am not to blame because none of you’ve have given me complete and direct access when you’ve given me intel.

Keep it in the family, from Crazy, Stupid, Love, is also the same as from The Rescuers, who ever adopts me, has to adopt Teddy too.  And, this is seen, as a read, by grown men of me, Cherith, a child, no-fucking-shit, making sure you men, when you’ve worked me, were ALSO GOING THROUGH THE CORRECT CHANNELS, MEANING THE WHITE HOUSE.  I am a US citizen.  It is a fact.  If I had dual citizenship in another country, that would be different, I do not.

This happened the other day.

So, they brought a man, and profiles, and probably real photographs of terrorists, near me.  Upon seeing, understanding, reading, and reading the threat levels of these men, I scream, WHO THE FUCK DO YOU HAVE IN THERE?!  I don’t just mean I screamed loudly, and your CIA military men will understand this, military personnel will understand this, intelligence communities, and agencies will understand this, I screamed from a level of zero, to over a million.  Like that.  In a second.

WHO THE FUCK DO YOU HAVE IN THERE?!

YOU’RE GODDAMN RIGHT THAT’S WHO I AM!

YOU’RE GODDAMN RIGHT THAT’S WHO I AM!

Back down, to zero.

If you do not have commanders, Generals, military persons, that are able to go from zero, to over a million, back down to zero again, then you do not belong in my room.

That rage does not live in my heart.  Get it?  Nor, should it in any of yours.  Keep your objectives.  Don’t get swayed, confused, and altered by the rage of war.  That is not who we are as Americans.  I will write that again because it is the truth, that is not who we are as Americans.  Or, we, and be real careful you understand this, take it to heart, place it in your logical head, and believe in it, we would not have the global command as a nation, if we as a nation, as a people, not only did NOT help foreign countries and people, but if we did not live and love our families, every day, on the street corners, in our shops, in our homes, and as is seen in television, as decent, hard-working Americans, who love each other.

Whatever they did with my A/C, I was not comfortable about having a work man, or technician here at all, not until my brother was here.  So, whatever they did, was suspicious, again.

Stop asking it of me, to answer questions for you, like what was the meaning behind protection in Sherlock, mentioned so many times.  It is not that important; however, when information like, leave while you still can, is given, specifically, to me, you really need to let me work on it.  So, shut the fuck up!

If my German father doesn’t approve of a man, and he is seen as Dudley in Crazy, Stupid, Love, and it is a pretty close read to his reaction, he would have gone to see a performance, and one look of Michael, set him off.  And, I really did comply rather quickly when my mother asked me to go to California, on vacation.

And, no joke, he probably, my German father, he probably needed several days, if not a week, to calm the fuck down, with the idea they had done of Michael and me.  Meaning it took him about a week, or several days, of both him and me in California before he could get some work done and to me.  I, if I were any intelligence agencies, would really pay attention, and heed his warnings, and really fucking listen to whatever the fuck he has to say.  I mean, whatever he has to say, listen to him.

It is because of this German father that the diaper display at my former work, that was hanging from the ceiling was finally taken down.  His demeaner is probably, not brash, or crass, and to some dumb American’s it might seem, simple.  So, if I were you, I’d really listen to me, and make sure, any person who works with me ever again, listens to this man.  Because he will kill you.  And, I will let him.

He is important to me; this German father is important to me.  There is a reason the headless man in the movie, Gladiator, is riding a white horse.  I am the horse.  I shut down all the mountain passes.  I’ve cried buckets for this man.  Listen to him, if he sees a problem in another man.

If the actress, Jessica, was cast specifically in the movie, Crazy, Stupid, Love, to be so thin, it really says, Dachau.  Be careful everyone gets the timeline correct.

It is a pretty accurate read of me and my personality, of Hannah Banana’s sidekick, funny, friend, when you brought men around me that were not good enough for me, it is more accurate to say, I don’t think so, than, on what planet, meaning on what planet would I ever be seen or date a man, like that?

You want to give these really smart men that you have around me a fun assignment?  Have them watch, You Don’t Mess With The Zohan, and let them de-code it.  Without me re-watching it, this movie, to me, looks like more military, and more military work, than movies like 13 Hours, and Zero Dark Thirty.  And there is a reason Maya says, you are not being fulsome in your replies, that goes back to my hotel chain employer.

Did David choose dachshund dogs, or was he told to get dogs?  Dachau dogs?  Because dog is also code, for God.  It is why the dogs in the movie, UP, are not on leashes, these are actual military men talking to Cherith.

The Downton Abbey man is the same man as in Young Sherlock Holmes, and Sherlock Holmes looks very Russian, and he is the reason I watched that movie over and over again when we lived in Oldsmar.

That DL photo, says, horrifying to me.

Be careful to know the difference, the turn your radio down references in so many movies, just says, when listening, especially when listening inside someone else’s car, the sound is louder, than in normal circumstances, nothing more.  Stop following things that are meaningless, and unimportant.

I did hear, an incepted message, at The White House, from a previous employment of mine, from an email employment of mine, and it, to me, just looks like, incompetence.  Something, I cannot stand, abide, and abhor, especially within our government.

The Paris killer story, says, true, about psychotic fit, so who is that about?

Do you people really not know that the only reason I got a China call while at Disney, had to do with me choosing my Disneyland Hong Kong lanyard, and that was an intelligence man.  I chose an intelligence man with that lanyard, it is why it is seen in the movie, Zero Dark Thirty, as me with dark hair.

There was no intel to be gotten from the children who lived in the compound with Bin Laden, most likely, they never had any interaction with him, for their protection.  How would I know that?

Take a real look at this, this says, you had people, who’s fucking job it is in intelligence is to capture or kill known terrorists, targets, and they were not willing to kill Bin Laden?  ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?!  They had me playing patty-cake with the children in the sandbox?  Are you crazy?!

October 4, 2019

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

 

I am trying really hard at the moment, to control my rage and anger.  So, be careful.

Is this really true, did the real Chris Stevens go to Libya within a few days of 9/11, 2012?  Because if this is true, I am really fucking pissed.

If this is true, it would have been a matter of days after my hysterectomy, and I believe my brother was told to leave me alone.  Meaning, after a few days that I returned from the hospital, after my hysterectomy, my brother left me here alone in this house, at someone else’s insistence because if my brother had been here with me at the time that the attack on the diplomatic outpost in Benghazi happened, I could have helped.

However, because I was recovering from surgery, I was in and out of sleep, every day.  For many months.  Even after I was working full-time.  Anyone with the slightest amount of medical knowledge would know that to be true.  It is how the body – recovers, it sleeps.

I am so sick of your shit, Tyrone, this is the last time, from 13 Hours, this is about a man in the White House, who might not, truthfully, had full knowledge about what was going on, um, like, instead of asking me if this is a threat to the White House, they threatened my employment, yet again, and that is how they read me, that I believed it to be a credible threat.  By, yet again, chasing me from one employer, to the next.  Creating instability, never allowing me to have a, norm.

Meaning as soon as I got to a normal, a base level, a place upon which to build my life, they’ve destroyed my own security.  The United States’ own Weapons of Mass Destruction, you’ve allowed to be corrupted from within, shame on you.

Really, you’ve done a shitty job.  Treating me like a lawn mower, a yard person, instead of the person in the White House, speaking to the President.  Please, do not repeat this mistake, again.  For the safety, and protection of American lives, and those of our allies.

I am so beyond rage, I am calm, and you should be scared.

I am really tired of covering up and protecting the mistakes of this FBI man, and others.  Do not do it, again.

The government, is on a budget, from 13 Hours, and yes, Agent Alex, really is code for an intelligence person needing to go to Alcoholics Anonymous, let me show you the picture they used on my house and family: how many people re-roof a house, one shingle at a time?  How many companies would help you, if you asked them to only shingle, one single shingle on a roof at one time?  How many?

Let me slow down and write it again.  Does anyone, shingle a roof, one shingle, at a time?  No.  No one does.

The very reason no one re-shingles a roof, one shingle at a time?  You must remove all the old shingles, to see what is underneath.  Is there any damage?  Any weather damage?  Any water damage?  Is the material beneath the shingles, USABLE AT ALL?  BECAUSE WHAT WOULD BE THE POINT OF RE-SHINGLING A ROOF IF THE FOUNDATION TO WHICH YOU APPLY THE SHINGLES – IS UNUSABLE!

Whoever is responsible for this course of action upon my Plant City home and my current home, I mean it most sincerely, admit your mistakes, come clean because I cannot control my rage at this point.  It is most unfathomable, that these really smart people, our US intelligence, could not see the fatal flaw in their plans, trying to then place the blame upon my family, my family members,  AND OUR GODDAMN ENEMIES AND ALLIES HAVE BEEN SO ENRAGED AT YOUR NEGLIANCE THEY HAVE BEEN WILLING TO ALLOW MURDER AND KILLINGS TO HAPPEN.

STOP CLEANING UP THE MISTAKES AFTER IT HAS HAPPENED, BE THE GODDAMN BEST FUCKING INTELLIGENCE THIS WORLD HAS EVER KNOWN, AND PREVENT THIS SHIT BEFORE A SINGLE CIVILIAN SOUL, EVER HAS KNOWLEDGE ABOUT IT.  SO, HELP ME, GOD!

Literally, someone’s best plan, best course of action that they could put forth was to place upon my families’ home, replace one shingle here, replace one shingle over there, replace another shingle there, replace another shingle here.  You’ve got to be out of your goddamn mind, a child would be able to know, that would never work.

The loss of life is so unbearable to me.  Not just my own family.  The loss of life that is avoidable, preventable.

The brightest minds on the farm, should have been shoving dick in my face, every goddamn day.  Do not be fooled by this.  There is no reason in the world that the only man I have ever made love to has been, my former fiancé.  Shame on you.

Believe in the power of love.  If you believe, in intelligence, at all.

October 4, 2019

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

 

Does anyone know this yet?

If your going to do any fighting keep it in the family, from Crazy, Stupid, Love, the code is not go inside, that just says that men who have served jail or prison time are still eligible to serve in the military, the code is keep it in the family, meaning, White House.  Who is the chief anyway?

When I worked for the email contractor, this is in 13 Hours, I am willing to go right here, right now, this is a man who was trying to tell me something, covertly.  I was asked to go double-jack (it’s the term it is called where another person “plugs”, get it Matrix, plugs into a phone call being able to listen in or eaves-drop on the conversation.  This man took several phone calls, he was not working in the same “section” I was employed to work in, while I listened to his phone calls.

This has stuck in my mind ever since, and it is the real reason I resigned from that employer.  Among the other things, like asking a manager, not just another person, a manager, where something as simple as where another manager’s desk is at, and they are not able to tell me, or give me a straight answer, even something as simple as, I don’t know?!  Any logical person would realize something was suspicious.

This also seems, unbelievable.

This man would have had to have a message, most likely, tapped to his body and skin, on his torso, a message, that had not been opened, probably with some sort of seal (Crazy, Stupid, Love) like the White House, or another governmental agency.

Most likely, this man being asked to do such a thing, he was able to piece some things together.

I believe, had I, in any way, given any indication that I was aware in the slightest that I could read anything about him, people’s lives would have been lost, at the very moment.  It is probably the being social scene in Zero Dark Thirty.  For some reason, the being social scene in Zero Dark Thirty has always looked, not factual, rather than what has happened in the past, places have been blown.

However, in this instance it would not have been a bomb, and to me it says, the White House because there have been just too many movies about the security of the White House, failing, it says the White House was being threatened, and that is why I resigned from that employer.

It is also the reason why a man who was in my training class at my next employer gave me a cigarette from “London.”  The best cigarette, I’ve smoked so far.  Torso.

I would want to question this man unless everyone is fine with how they’ve run intelligence without my full knowledge.

October 3, 2019

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

 

It is just as dangerous to have bad thinking about groups of people based on their nationality, religion, or country of origin, and it is, in my mind, completely unamerican, to think and believe about people, not as individuals, but of nations of enemies.

Range is good, from Gladiator, is code, it is why Maximus the one who says the dialogue, range is good?  It is code for: Our eye.  Please do not allow yourselves to be misled because you have been misinformed, or our not willing to believe in truth, and justice.  The statue of justice being blind, does not mean justice is blind, it means, seeing the truth for what it really is.  A horseman is something to be interpreted, and if you have no knowledge or understanding of what a horse culture is, then please do not pretend to know the truth.

The tail that followed our intelligence to LAX is seen in the movie, Collateral, when Max is at a gas station at the beginning of the movie.  Do not follow the gas station, it will get you, nowhere.  It just means there is a local businessman in Los Angeles with ties or connections that should be brought in for questioning.  You’ll get more intel and information from that alone, than anyone has thought about, for some time.

Closed down the mountain passes by mid-November from 12 Strong, well that’s when I was in Germany, mid-November.  So, if Russian’s are talking about a bad winter, that’s usually worth paying attention to, Usual Suspects, Russian meaning inaudible, and PAY ATTENTION.

This profile of a mother fucker is a bad woman, do not trust her.

I stopped writing yesterday, as I needed a break.  It’s going to take some time for me to finish writing what I started today.  I have real-life I need to do first, I am not doing it their way anymore, as before I would have – done all their work requirements before I took care of myself.

Well, I don’t work for anyone anymore.

Stop following their leads anyway.  Did any of them tell anyone or alert anyone to the threats of the intelligence children?  Did any of them see it at all?  No.

If you do not make certain that Brianna is to stay away from me, and all of David’s ex’s and current girlfriends, people’s lives are going to be in danger, and that threat is not from me, it is literally a brain-thing, stop fucking up.  Stop making mistakes.  Brianna, especially, is nothing more than a fame whore.  Fame is all she is seeking, do not be fooled by her.

A parent is not the same as a baby-sitter.  A baby-sitter could have only been a baby-sitter, one time, a few occasions, a parent, like a mother, says, time, that is really disturbing.  Everyone should be disturbed that they were using billions of our tax dollars, and instead of capturing Bin Laden, I was being used to parent the children.  It’s disturbing.

Here’s a start for you, when I had to renew my driver’s license, at the DMV in Plant City, there was a white woman, who was sitting in front of me while I was waiting, and there was a white male standing against the wall with a child of a toddler’s age.  Find the female at the DMV and question her.

What the fuck were you people doing all those years!

George from Zero Dark Thirty in the spending billions of dollars scene, those are all my previous manager’s, and supervisor’s, that’s Washington DC, yelling at my local contacts, managers, and supervisor’s because they were failing me.  Failing to get to me, it took the FREAK OUT BECAUSE IT ACTUALLY IS A FREAK OUT, A TOP LEVEL MAN FREAKED-THE-FUCK-OUT, AND SHIT FINALLY GOT DONE, FOR IT TO FINALLY GET DONE.

Wow, that’s really disturbing.

October 3, 2019

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

 

Stop subverting the efforts of your own intelligence, our US intelligence, and its allies, and start creating some goddamn stability in my life, and stop using some thirty some year-old double agents handling of intel regarding me and my family.

FOR THE LOVE OF GOD STOP BEGGING OUR FUCKING ENEMIES TO KILL AMERICANS AND OUR ALLIES!  GOT IT?!

If the only reason you put an air-bag recall on my Honda Civic vehicle, it is just to say, um yeah, I really did protect the President of The United States on my bicycle when I was a child in Portland, Oregon not long after we had moved to Oregon, so I would have been – seven years old.

I stopped subversive double agents, who spoke Russian.  And, Aro, from Twilight, is seen as this Russian-speaking (I hope they don’t think they, they meaning, double agents, will win copying the Russians, from 12 Strong) double agents that is also in the television show, The Americans.  The angle of the graphic from the television show The Americans says, axis, meaning, axis of evil.

Did someone allow Brianna access to my house yesterday, and allowed her to tamper with my soap?  I want her arrested for trespassing, and endangering my life, David’s life, my boyfriend’s life, the FBI, Harry, and detainee’s.  She must pay for her wrongdoing’s.

David, do the world a favor, and stop listening to Brianna, she will get you killed.  She should be thanking me that she got to spend time with you at all.  It is possible she might never have known you, had I not saved your life.  And, Brianna does not listen to her own mother, or she probably wouldn’t have moved in with David to begin with.  A good daughter also, obeys her mother.  Something she has no idea how to do.  Talk about a problem with authority.

My authority, from 13 Hours, is not code, so stop following it.  If anything, it is to show how our US intelligence within my vicinity, meaning my Plant City neighborhood, was clueless and had no idea how these messages, my cats, our money was really getting used and utilized.

He’s not serious because that’s his job not my job, from 13 Hours, that he is me, and yes, I would be real fucking serious.  It shows that I had greater pull than agency persons with badges.

Be careful, you people don’t misunderstand the reasoning behind showing me as a man in films or television is really and truthfully done.  We as the audience, accept it.  Seeing a man, muscles, good-looking, handsome, and so on, that is why actor’s look like actors.  We as the audience accept it and want to see it.  Some people might then she an actor as their mental image.  Don’t let the sex or gender, for God’s sake, stop being perverts!

That was pretty impressive.  Was that an audition?  That is pretty good accuracy.

I have something else on my mind that is – disturbing.  Again.

When we first moved to Florida, the apartment we lived in, that was arranged by a family friend was more than unacceptable living arrangements.  My mother had me go with her to several apartments, and she so much as let me choose where we were to live.  It says, not that she wasn’t a strong mother, rather than she was aware her child sensed things, Christians call this, discernment.  We went to so many apartments, I didn’t think there was going to be any place acceptable to live.  Until we went to the apartments in Oldsmar.

The extra three weeks is cushion for your fuckups from Zero Dark Thirty, I’ve already written about, extra says tabloid television, tabloid television says, paparazzi, paparazzi says, LAX.  I didn’t fuck up.  You morons didn’t shake your goddamn tail at the airport.

It’s not what you think it means, to him.  And, it is rather surprising isn’t it?  He’s a rock star from 13 Hours, to me, it is all over the movie, they liked Chris Stevens, he was a liked man in Libya, and they like America and Americans, so don’t fucking think for a minute that they didn’t.  THAT WHY IT WAS SO FUCKING SERIOUS THEY MADE A GODDAMN MOVIE ABOUT IT!

Yes, Sona, this blonde woman that is seen as Sona in 13 Hours, really does love this country, love America, and believes in our government and what it stands for, that is why she is support staff, or was, and not direct contact, she was not supposed to be direct contact, that’s the fastest way I can write that.

So, if the FBI man had a bikini model take photographs of herself in the Pacific Ocean because I remember looking at this picture and thinking, what is she doing?  She wasn’t supposed to be there.  It’s in Moana in lyrics, staring at the edge of the water, never really knowing why.

So, Sona is also not supposed to be in the car in the movie, 13 Hours.  This real woman really loves this country, loves American and really doesn’t want these asshole’s to win, that is why she, if she is to want to work with me again, needs to take orders from the MEN who work with me, and THAT IS ME SAVING HER GODDAMN LIFE!  CAPICE?!

She probably really does know what she is doing; however, regarding me and my person, it is very specific, very specifically brain, for her protection, as well as, everyone else’s.  I really want her to live a long, happy life, so I am telling you, specifically, it MUST BE SO.

When did the real Hannibal Lecter move to Florida?  Did they try and recruit my brother to get him to move to Florida?  Yes, it would have been a nod, or very small gesture, not discernable to the everyday lay person (and lay, could be the reason they use the word lying, in 12 Strong, anyone who tells you they’ve done this before is lying, lying meaning, lay person and the definition for layperson meaning, an everyday person like Michael was).

The very reason they wanted me away from Michael?  My Germany man didn’t approve of him.  My Germany man didn’t approve of Michael, he’s lying, Michael has never worked with police or done intelligence before me.  The man I approved of, the man that got me to Germany, the man, most likely, that I’ve cried buckets and buckets over because it is just decades of misunderstandings and hurt because I really like him, did not like Michael, most likely, from one look of him, in person, with me.

The reason I was flattered by the attention of Michael?  Well, it’s only normal for a straight seventeen-year-old girl who has no real friends, be starving hungry for male attention and companionship.  DUH!  It’s completely normal.  It’s completely natural.  That is not really that difficult.

I have yet to see, how on the real Hannibal Lecter has been brain researched, I think, they’ve used it on him while he was still, in medical school.

When bullet’s going by, I always feel protected, from 13 Hours, this is just a read, it is not me, it is a read of Bin Laden.

Pull over for inspection, from 13 Hours, this scene has always, not so much as bothered me, but been a sticking point, like a hang nail, or something on your person that is not painful, rather more of a reminder.

Pull over for inspection really did happen to me in real life.  I did not pull over, on Jerry Smith road in Plant City, Florida.

Pull over for inspection says, vehicle inspection, what we used to do, emissions tests for vehicle registrations.  Don’t follow the vehicle inspections, it will get you nowhere.

Guess what?  It is in the dialogue, of leave here while you still can.  I am not showing you all my work, it says, there are real death threats to real intelligence children that are now adults, and the threat is still real, and active.  I do not believe it was wise to re-create the scene with an African American police officer while I was employed at The Container Store, this word, alone.  Jaime used the word, nice.  She said he was a nice man.  Nice, is a problem.

No, these children are not local, or Floridian’s, or probably have ever visited the state of Florida.  That doesn’t really narrow it down, except, most likely they would be the children of some of the highest-ranking intelligence persons.  This just set off an alarm in my head.

Whoever changed the gates here at this housing complex, says, they really didn’t know the code, didn’t know how to access me, didn’t know how to work me, didn’t know ANYTHING.  Was this really a woman in intelligence?  I would change it back to a coded gate.  The remote is not – secure.  Code is more secure than the remote at the gate.

How willing would you be to parent the children who were living with Bin Laden?  After September 11^th?

This is what is disturbing me.

This looks like I have in some way, I have helped parent or raise these children who were living in the home with Bin Laden.  This is disturbing to me.  Not because I’ve helped parent them because it says, Jesus Christ, our own intelligence had the information about Bin Laden’s whereabouts and they’ve hidden that information from the citizen’s of The United States, and it wasn’t until I stopped working and earning an income that A FREAK OUT HAPPENED IN WASHINGTON DC THAT SENT A LEAST ONE TOP PERSON AROUND THE WORLD TO MEETINGS THAT GOT BACK TO ME, MY COFFEE SET.  SO, WHAT THE FUCK WERE YOU FUCKING PEOPLE WAITING FOR BECAUSE I, TRUTHFULLY, SEE NO REASON FOR IT.

The reason Carl, from the movie, UP, uses a leaf blower at the mailbox is because this is how Cherith disciplined her cats.  Meaning, don’t put your paws on the counter, for instance, as they are that close to my face, and I would blow on them with about as much force as a person sighs (Sherlock, I also snapped my fingers to get my cats to get down, for instance, off of a counter or something).  Meaning, I barely blew air on them, it was just, this is how cats think and work, to get their whisker’s attention.  The air disturbs their whiskers and the cat has to then think how to stop that from getting on their whiskers.  And these neighbor’s children really were harassing me because I re-landscaped my front yard, and they had no idea why they were doing it.

This child you placed in front of me from Bin Laden’s house, said, parent, meaning I looked like a parent to her.  I made a fist while driving because I was way ahead of you in thinking when you thought it would be wise to place this child as my manager.  Really dumb.

Any military personnel?  Any ex-military personnel, would you want to have a child be your manager?

If you must verify this information, and no, I don’t think the children are to blame, they didn’t have a choice that Bin Laden was in their compound, if you must verify it, it would be in a story, most likely, words in a story that I would have somehow spoken and that got to the children that were living in the house of Bin Laden.

And I am still grieving for the loss of all the children I will never be able to have.  I don’t appreciate your insensitivity.  All these decades of finding missing children, working crime scenes of children, and I will never be able to have my own, I am GRIEVING.  It was simply cruel, bad judgement, and poor timing, on your part.

My fibroid cysts really say, this employment I had at a small University that went through bankruptcy after I worked there, and it is now, or was a few years ago, Walden University.  I never liked it there, there was a problem in the building.  The woman who hired me, who was the President of the University, was fired after one week of me working there, and another woman, I thought she was crazy, was brought in from out-of-state, and wanted me to be her driver.  I don’t think I worked longer than a month because something was not right, meaning correct about that building, and they taught mostly, nursing courses.

It is probably the reason David, sold me auto insurance when I bought my car after my accident.

October 2, 2019

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING READ CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

 

13 Hours, the loud, fuck you, fly over, for the guys outside our gates, this is at my home, or former home in Plant City.  The fly over is to reference, the movie, Zero Dark Thirty, not, 13 Hours, that is how I see it.  There really was a helicopter that nearly sat on top of the same house with the closet, I wrote about before.

When I was volunteering, and not yet staff of the Obama campaign, the woman who was my manager, visited my home, here and I gave her a tour, and she remarked about how tidy, neat, and organized my closet was, this would have been soon after I moved in, this is when they started plans for The Container Store, since a Container Store, had to be – built.  Before my car accident, before my surgery.

The fuck you to the guys outside our gates, these security men that checked every vehicle in and out of my subdivision in Plant City, every night because there were only security guards there at night, only at the front and back entrance, all the other entrances, were closed after a certain time, I think it was 10 pm, these security men, were all of them, ninety-five years old, if they were a day.

If there was a security camera at the guard houses, it was only set-up to see the stickers, that every household received from the Homeowner’s Association, and not the people in the vehicles.  I often, looked at these old men and wondered how they were able to stay awake all night.  It is very likely they were not paid more than minimum wage.  So, it is very likely they received bribes, or other financial means by people at the gate.  It is a theory that is in the movie, I do not see it.  It just says, theory, to me.

If you have any of the real men, here from 13 Hours, I am sure because this is what I am seeing, I make more sense to them, by way of my describing the events, than whatever they’ve been told.  Really, the truth, gets you – further.

Take a bath hippie, from the movie, UP, this young guy in the suit, I have had this in my mind for some time, I haven’t put it into thoughts, or written this yet, this would be the guy who, if he didn’t work at the White House, would have worked in Washington, DC, and he was the man who got credit for me bringing an “email” from the movie, Zero Dark Thirty when I worked for the AOL contractor.

I’ve seen him, and here is what he was thinking, Cherith is a young person, and I was in my thirties, we’ll give Cherith an evening shift, she’ll get off work at 1am and most bars in most places in the world close, at the earliest, around 2am.  So, we can get her to a bar, have a drink, meet people, maybe go with people from her work, and so on.  And, it’s not bad thinking, unless…

I believe he probably looked at a map.  Looked at my location, where I lived, and where the employment was, and did not do more research on the areas and towns in between.  There really is nothing wrong there, except…

If you know that Seffner, Gibsonton, and these areas are lie between that employment and my subdivision, then you do not understand, Florida.  And, yeah, I really, still, in my mind and head, am not from Florida.  I told people, all the time I wasn’t from Florida because I REALLY CANNOT STAND, PO-DUNK MENTALITY!  Meaning hill-billy, or a person who does not think on a daily basis, that there are people who are important that do not live on our own block or neighborhood.  I have not been brought up this way, my father never taught me this, or talked, or believed liked this, nor my brother, nor my mother.  So, a constant argument with people who DO NOT THINK of other people, EVERY-FUCKING-GODDAMN-DAY, REALLY PISS ME THE FUCK OFF!

Are you really surprised I never spoke Russian to a woman, or any woman?  You should be fucking thanking me that I never did.

If I sat here, while writing, in my own home, and YELLED at a man, to SHUT THE FUCK UP AND STOP THINKING BECAUSE I AM WORKING ON SOMETHING, BE FUCKING GLAD I HAVE THE FUCKING BALLS TO DO SO!  ANY MAN, WHO IS TOO SMALL-MINDED HE, IS NOT ABLE TO LISTEN TO ME, IS NOT MAN ENOUGH TO BE IN MY ROOM.  I’M GLAD HE STOPPED.  I WAS WORKING.

I’ll probably be mad the rest of my life about 9/11.  You fucking idiots!

So, if you had people, legitimate, law-abiding, love America, naturalized citizens, or on Visas, and this probably is the reason this dialogue is in 13 Hours, can’t tell the good guys from the bad guys because they were destroying my home as a way to get HELP from the United States, AND I COULDN’T FUCKING HELP THEM BECAUSE I DO NOT HAVE AN ENDLESS SUPPLY OF MONEY THAT FLOWS FROM MY FUCKING ASS, then maybe you’re doing it wrong.  Give me what I need.

I don’t think the cleaning for my A/C has anything to do with anything other than some dumb punk, idiot, just wanting to waste my money and nothing more.  He’s gone unchecked, too long.  If anyone was interested or wondered.  I was never going to rehabilitate Edison.  I’ve worked in rooms that brought an end to the Vietnam war, consider it a warning, again.

The painted hands on the mailbox in UP, is just me, I’ve written this already, soon after I moved into Plant City, I was painting something, probably my bookshelves, or something, and while I was painting, I did not use a rag or cloth to get the excess paint, and used my legs and arms, I was wearing shorts, and it is in the movie, Monster-In-Law, and Monster-In-Law says, mother-in-law tongue which is a plant and we did have it in our yard, first it was in our house, and then we planted it outside.  Just a detail, nothing more.

I think the real reason you had Chelsea at work tell me they were going to maintain my weight is because a freak-out happened.  And, you couldn’t figure out why other than they, and it is NOT an Asian, THEY, probably Middle East were getting fucking fuming mad again, and you were either getting enough chatter, or actual conflicts, and you realized it had to do with the size of my ass, and body.  As a way to try and placate, you had Chelsea use the word, maintain.  Big Mistake.

Either take your fucking penalty, meaning, admit your mistake, and correct it, OR GET OUT OF MY GODDAMN WAY!

I WILL NOT DO IT YOUR WAY ANYMORE!  I actually know when you are getting people killed and in harm’s way because you want to play with Cherith, when you have NO reason to be involved.

The only reason there is code in dialogue in 13 Hours, that says, hug, is because of the text in the movie that says Libya is a failed state.  And, there really were brother’s in my theater group in college, and one brother (straight, both brothers are straight) was a really nice man, and he have good hug, meaning hugs.  He’s in the dialogue of Zero Dark Thirty, of, I think she’s fucking smart.

The dialogue of a lawn chair, in 13 Hours, is my mother, it means, she was still, after her strokes, able to hear inaudibly.  I’ve written about this before.

Stop confusing actual events, real people, and actors, and movies.

Stop using straight men to get to me, for the betterment of all, and all of humanity, use the protocol correctly.  Stop trying to use me to further your careers while I am still only at entry-level positions, or currently unemployed.

Stop this stupid, fake news.

Stop ruining the United States, the White House, the US government, and its agencies.

Unleash hate, is just a read.  Pretty damn fucking good read of me.  Yeah, motherfuckers, you want me here, working, meaning, paid.

October 2, 2019

BE ADVISED: THIS CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

 

Someone needs to be held accountable and pay for what they did when I went for a job interview, and then they placed me in a car accident, totaling my MOTHER’S car.  They need to be held accountable.  They need to pay.

I went to a job interview, a man behind a desk explained the job was selling Direct satellite dishes within a store, and it is “tough” to sell, he told me.  I thought, he was stupid.  Of course, I could do something as simple as selling televisions.

Does everyone get it, yet?  Do you see what our own US intelligence, and persons did – to me, the UNITED STATES WEAPONS OF MASS DESTRUCTION, and that is to really say, a de-coder, they tried to kill me because of the coffee set I purchased, at QVC.

Then, arranging for David to either, for real, or pretend, be in a marriage with a woman who works at QVC.  The coffee set I purchased that led them to Bin Laden, and the kill of Bin Laden, I purchased at QVC.

Because I gave our US intelligence, YOU FUCKING IDIOTS THEN ALLOWED ME TO BE PLACED IN A CAR ACCIDENT, MEANT TO KILL ME, AND NOT ALLOW ME TO RECOVER – JUST LIKE MY MOTHER – YOU FUCKING IDIOTS FAILED ME AND THE CITIZENS OF THE UNITED STATES!

I AM STILL BEYOND RAGE AND ANGER.

When they come, we’re gonna unleash hate on them, from the movie, 13 Hours, I am the hate.  It’s code and it’s not, and it is just a reference point to when David, disguised as Alfredo Cruz at The Container Store, I am a dude, disguised as another dude, playing another dude, or however, that actual dialogue goes because Tropic Thunder is just about the Vietnam war, when David asked me if I would like to (in so many words) do a project around the home, like re-doing a closet, one piece at a time.  I said, I would hate that!

What to know why?  It’s dumb!  Why would anyone draw out a project over months or years when it could be done, all at once?  Get everything together at one time to do a project, then you don’t HAVE TO KEEP GOING BACK, OVER AND OVER BECAUSE IT’S DONE!  DONE!

LIKE DROPPNG A GODDAMN BOMB ON A KNOWN TERRORIST OR ENEMY OF THE UNITED STATES OR ITS ALLIES INSTEAD OF SENDING GROUND TROOPS OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN!

So, I will write this until I feel it is okay, safe, and good for me and all, if our enemies do something stupid like attacking or killing Americans because I AM NOT HAPPY, OR ANY OTHER FUCKING REASON, LIKE I WANT TO BE WITH A MAN LIKE MY BOYFRIEND, OR DAVID, A MAN I AM AND OR WOULD BE SEXUALLY ATTRACTED TO BECAUSE THEY WERE BORN MEN – BECAUSE YOU FUCKING IDIOTS HAVE NO IDEA WHY AND WHERE THIS TRANSGENDER NOTION EVER CAME FROM AND IT IS ONLY BECAUSE OF MY BABEE BEAR WHO’S MOTHER I NAMED, MR. TOM, IT NEVER IN ANY WAY MEANT I THOUGHT OR BELIEVED MY GIRL CAT WAS A MAN, I NAMED BOTH CATS MR. TOM AND JERRY, IT IS JUST WHAT THEY LOOKED LIKE AT THE TIME, AND IT DOES LOOK LIKE YOU MOTHERFUCKERS DID SOMETHING TO MY CAT, MR. TOM (KEVIN IS A GIRL) TO MAKE MR. TOM REJECT HER BABY.

YOU FUCKING IDIOTS STILL LOOK LIKE YOU ARE INTERESTED IN PLAYING SILLY TWADDLE!  WELL, NOW THE WHOLE WORLD KNOWS, I, NOT YOU, I, BROUGHT AND HELPED BRING AN END TO THE VIETNAM WAR, I SPEAK MORE LANGUAGES THAN ANY OF YOU, I KNOW BRAIN-SPEAKING, SO GIVE ME WHAT I FUCKING NEED!

UNITED STATES OF AMERICA, YOU BETTER START PROTECTING ME, START WORKING ME, START RECOGNIZING ME AS YOUR GREATEST WEAPON BECAUSE I AM NO LONGER GOING TO BE HELD RESPONSIBLE, ACCOUNTABLE WHEN OUR GODDAMN ENEMIES GET SO FUCKING ANGRY ABOUT WHAT HAS HAPPENED – TO ME, THEY TAKE IT OUT ON OUR OWN US CITIZENS, AND THE WORLD!

DO YOU WANT TO BRING AN END TO THIS BULLSHIT OR DO YOU WANT IT TO CONTINUE FOR GENEREATIONS?!  THEN, SHUT THE FUCK UP!

I still remember the tall, blonde woman at the dentist’s who talked about her husband renovating their kitchen, I went there for many months, if not years, and he was still renovating their kitchen.

He’s being a tool, today, from 13 Hours, really just says, whoever that was supposed to be was not really the contact point or person, looks like I was.  He, or she, was just a person to get the orders to The White House, or agencies.

So, if I tell you and write, I don’t like a hand’s life, I want a real man, I want to be married, for real, and people do dumb shit like attacking or killing people because of me, or for me, I AM NO LONGER GOING TO TAKE THE BLAME FOR IT!  YOU FUCKING PEOPLE HAVE FUCKED UP FOR TOO LONG!

IT’S REAL FUCKING SIMPLE.

STOP TURNING ALL OF THIS INTO SOMETHING ITS NOT.

YOU FUCKING IDIOTS THOUGHT I WAS STUPID AND SIMPLE AND DUMB!  AND OUR FUCKING ENEMIES, BELIEVED IN ME IN WAYS THE UNITED STATES HAS NOT SHOWN – YOU FUCKING MORONS!

TAKE A REAL MOMENT HERE.  TAKE A SECOND AND REALIZE.

IT IS POSSIBLE OUR OWN ENEMIES WOULD NOT HAVE, IT IS POSSIBLE, DECADES OF HATRED COULD END.

BUT I WILL NOT DO IT, YOUR WAY.  NOT ANYMORE.  TELEVISION SHOW, OR NOT, TO SAVE MY JOB, OR NOT, I WILL NOT DO IT YOUR WAY, ANYMORE.

You got real problems still present. 

October 1, 2019

BE ADVISED: THIS CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

 

What’s is that in the background?  On the wall?  Writing?  A name?  A location?  An idea?  A thought?  On the wall with the east and west, either, or, slats.  I’m not interested in the tire tracks.

It’s encouraging.  It means, he’s almost excited at being able to work, communicate, and – talk.  With me, a woman, an American woman.  It looks like he likes my father because my father has me as a daughter, and no, Creggan, I would wait a few days before I would meet him.  You’ll see why, when you wait until I say it is good.

Here is the scene David, look at it from my mind’s eye:  This following takes place in the backstage area of the theater of the Brandon HCC campus, Alisha is sitting on your lap, and kisses you as I walk in on the two of you, I, IMMEDIATELY, ALMOST CHARGE TOWARD YOU, DAVID, IN MY MIND THINKING, I’LL SHOW HER HOW TO KISS DAVID!  Within a few feet of David, it stopped, I immediately stopped that line of thinking, as though someone brain-spoke to me, either a name, or something, whatever it was, it immediately went away, me wanting to kiss David.

In my mind, I thought, no, I cannot because I WON’T.  It looks military, to me.  Because at the time, I most certainly wanted David.

Here is how David, looks then, in his mind, Cherith doesn’t make sense to me, look at her, her body is too big and fat, David’s thinking, I am attracted to younger women, with small, petite bodies.  Petite, meaning short and thin.  And, in David’s mind he could not rationalize his attraction to me because he had not yet learned or known about brain-workings and thinking.

Most likely, they used David for this reason, specifically, attempting to get me to try and lose weight, again.  Well, there is only so many different affronts a person, on their own is able to manage.  At the time, my mother was a priority, and here is the sticky wicket, it was also a priority for both my mother and I, to lose weight, be smaller in appearance and clothing size.  And what did they do as soon as my mother was placed in a nursing home?  They had her gain weight, nearly forty pounds.  I was devastated at the time, seeing my mother’s body so rapidly, gain weight while in their care.

Creggan, divorce Roy, and never look back.

Whoever has been using my brother and Roy, is it this FBI man?  There is real danger, real harm, real threats, real possible loss of life – BECAUSE OF ROY!

Roy says, Roy Disney, Roy Disney says, Steamboat Willie, Steamboat Willie says, nothing.  Stop following it.

I always liked my Hong Kong Disney lanyard.

I wore a beret hat on the White House lawn, at the inauguration, 2013, 13 Hours, meaning, an African America woman spoke to me about my hat, on the White House lawn.

WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO?!  Englishman, what the FUCK, did he do?!  Because it looks EXCEPTIONALLY, frightening.  Meaning, I don’t think ANYONE, yet, understands how many lives have been placed in jeopardy!

SO, EVERYONE MAKE SURE, I WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH THIS FBI MAN, ANYMORE!  I WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH HIM AND HIS TEAM!  MAKE SURE THEY DO SOMETHING REAL FUCKING QUICK TO MAKE SURE THEIR LIVES ARE NOT IN HARM’S WAY.

BECAUSE JUST LIKE IN THE MOVIE, ZERO DARK THIRTY, THERE IS NOTHING TO SUGGEST THEY HAVE CHANGED THEIR TACTICS SINCE MY FAMILY MOVED TO FLORIDA.  SO, GUESS WHAT?  YOU FUCKING IDIOTS STILL HAVE WORK ORDERS OUT THERE FROM THIS HOME, THAT I DO NOT HAVE THE MONEY TO PROVIDE THE INFORMATION TO THE CORRECT AGENCIES!

YOU PEOPLE NEED TO PROVIDE A WAY FOR ME TO BE ABLE TO GET THESE ORDERS – FULFILLED!  THIS IS WHAT IS SEEN IN THE MOVIE, 13 HOURS, WITH THIS DIALOUGE, THIS IS WHAT YOUR NOT SO GOOD AT, DOING WHAT YOUR TOLD.  BECAUSE MY FAMILY BECAUSE IT WAS NOT JUST MY BANK ACCOUNTS INVOLVED, MY FAMILY COULD NOT AFFORD FOR THE PROFESSIONAL WORK ORDERS TO BE FULFILLED – JUST LIKE WHAT YOU HAVE DONE WITH THIS HOUSE – AND, THEY WERE LOOKING FOR REAL COMPANIES AND REAL BUSINESS’S, NOT A MOM AND POP LOCAL SHOPS, THEY WERE LOOKING FOR REAL BUSINESS’S TO MAKE REPAIRS ON OUR HOME, AND DOCTOR’S APPOINTMENTS, ETC. IN ORDER FOR ACTUAL INTELLIGENCE PLANS TO BE MADE IN THE UNITED STATES AND IN FOREIGN COUNTRIES!

PREPARE A WAY, ALLOW A WAY, GIVE ME WHAT I NEED, SO THESE ORDERS CAN BE FULFILLED!  I CANNOT, I WILL NOT BE HELD RESPONSIBLE IF OTHER COUNTRIES ATTACK THE UNITED STATES AND ITS ALLIES – IF I AM NOT ABLE TO GET THE ACTUAL WORK DONE – BECAUSE OF MONEY! 

I DO NOT BELIEVE I AM ACTUALLY ABLE TO SCREAM LOUD ENOUGH AT THE MOMENT, TO EXPRESS HOW FUCKING SERIOUS THIS REALLY IS, THIS FUCKING MINUTE, AND FOR ALL THESE PREVIOUS DECADES, AND FOR THE GODDAMN FUTURE!  BECAUSE WHAT YOU HAVE DONE IN THIS HOUSE – HAS FUTURE PLANS ATTACHED TO IT!

GODDAMNIT!  STOP LETTING THEM WIN!

I SWEAR TO FUCKING CHRIST!  IF A TOP AND I MEAN A REAL HIGH-LEVEL INTELLIGENCE OR OTHER PERSONNEL HAS TO LOSE THEIR JOB BECAUSE OF MISMANAGING ME, WELL, IT WON’T HELP!

I DID NOT FAIL!

THIS OTHER FBI MAN IS BETTER, ALTHOUGH HE MAY NOT BE AN INNOCENT MAN, HE HAS KNOWLEDGE, AND AT THE PRESENT MOMENT, HE HAS KNOWLEDGE ABOUT MY FORMER NEIGHBOR’S AND WILL BE ABLE TO UNDERSTAND THEIR THINKING.  SINCE, I AM NOT ORGININALY FROM FLORIDA.  I DON’T THINK LIKE A FLORIDIAN.

Litter was moved from the garage to the sunroom, and I cleaned it.

I am not sure where this is from, previous training instilled in me, or from another source, I have never felt thin enough, regardless of what my weight has been.  In some mind, I was never to be seen dating another man again because no one has expected me to live this long.

When Alisha became friends with Megan in our theater group, I was no longer, Alisha’s friend.  I was not uncivil; however, I was not going to be friends with Alisha because I did not approve or like Megan.

The woman in the red dress from the movie, The Matrix, is my mother who was supposed to have her career changed to an architect.

This other FBI man asked me about the Plant City library, and I always liked the Plant City library.  My mother took me, the first time I went, and I liked it.  I liked it there.  I did not like renting DVD’s from the library, I did, like the building and the area around it.  It is most likely, the very reason the library received money, funding, for refurbishing the building, and grounds.

I also, have really liked the Downtown area of Plant City, I have an appreciation for small towns, their appeal cannot be replicated.  The downtown area of Plant City has also, been given money to renovate.

You were given a Ferrari and you people treated it like a lawn mower, from the movie The Bourne Legacy, the answer to this is in the thinking.  People, landscapers, people who mow lawns, and edge, and that is all they do, they do not design the grounds or the yard, these people, lawn mowers, do not speak with the persons who own the homes.  Meaning, you people, intelligence people were not getting direct information from me.

For instance, when I went to college, my employer reimbursed me for my education.  Great.  Except, what you allowed to happen was you WAITED until the semester was over, and I submitted my paperwork to HR for reimbursement, when that happened, then, intelligence and agencies got information about my semester and work.  Well, that’s too fucking late in my opinion.

In Zero Dark Thirty, when the man says, he told me the names of his children, I think he is telling the truth, this is a read of how I would handle, deal, and manage some detainee’s and it is pretty close to the real truth.  Do not look at Maya in that scene, that is not me, the two men, see how calm they are?  That’s the real Hannibal Lecter working with me, calm because of me, and the detainee willing to give information and calm because of me.  It is a read, nothing more.

Does the actress Sona, look credible at all as me in the movie, 13 Hours?  She doesn’t to me.  Here’s why, it is in the color of her head scarf, light blue.  Light blue as in the color of the archival boxes I purchased at The Container Store.  Archival boxes I’ve used to store my mother’s wedding bodice.  It says, you had a known problem, within The Container Store when I was there.  And, no, the proxy you used as the General Manager could not in ANY way be used, as my Englishman.

From the movie, 13 Hours, rubbed our dicks on it, code: Rod, eye on.  Also, wrought iron, and iron lady.  Meaning Rod, the biblical reference to spare the rod, spoil the child, just to place a biblical reference to the US military.  Wrought iron, meaning, my short story I wrote in college, Sarah’s star, about rescuing Jews.  And Iron Lady because I’ve worked with both houses before, and it really is not a problem UNLESS, YOU IDIOTS, FUCK IT UP!

It is very possible, the  reason it in is the movie, 12 Strong, I didn’t tell the other man I spoke Russian, pertains to my supervisor at Disney that told me her husband who was unemployed, when they were married, he never had a job because I wouldn’t speak intelligently or work inaudibly with her.

You fucking morons!  You really would have to be a dumb idiot to believe a gay woman, or a straight woman WOULD EVER WORK WITH ME – INAUDIABLY!  I CANNOT BEGIN TO DESCRIBE HOW ANGRY I AM AT YOUR INCOMPETENCE!

HOW DARE ANY OF YOU NOT TELL ME OF MY MOTHER’S DEATH – WHEN IT HAPPENED!  HOW DARE ANY OF YOU LET MY MOTHER DIE!

EVERYONE NEEDS TO MAKE SURE THIS TEAM THAT BROUGHT ME BACK TO FLORIDA, THIS MAN WHO USED MICHAEL’S VOICE TO TALK TO ME OVER THE PHONE, THIS FBI MAN AND EVERYONE HE HAS WORKED WITH USING ME OVER THE YEARS – YOU FUCKING IDIOTS NEED TO GO, AND I MEAN NOW!  DO NOT WORK WITH ME AGAIN, SO YOU CAN ALL LIVE A LONG LIFE!  I FUCKING MEAN IT!

Is this an Israeli man who’s used my memories of David, David’s body in my mind, and David’s presence here to show me something?  Then, he is correct.  It is really fucking serious, it is worse than you’ve allowed anyone to understand, and it is very real.  He is a very smart man.

It means, most likely, unless a person has an understanding of what it means, to within a brain, mind, and heart understand what it feels like, what it looks like, and what it means to understand a generational connection like I have to my Russian Jews, my Jewish heritage goes back further than a great grandfather generation, it goes back many generations.  If you cannot understand that, more importantly, if you do not have that within your person, as a belief, as something you hold within you, you cannot understand my Jewish heritage, then.

Don’t Mess with The Zohan, means, you don’t FUCK with the babysitter!

For reference, again, my Babee Bear, my cat, Bear, knew where his property boundaries, border, and lines were when he was let outside.  He never strayed outside his property.  He didn’t patrol our property, that was not in my Bear’s mind, he was just sure not to go beyond.  Now, if another cat entered our property, he was not about to let them on his yard, and he would start a fight with them, that usually had me going outside to get my cat, and I yelled at the other cat just like I would another human being because I believe animals understand me just like people.  So, yes, it has military implications, if an illegal, foreign, or unknown person enters the United States, I WILL FIND YOU.

Most likely, the reason for my anemia, bleeding, and cysts, it says, my mother, I was taking care of my mother, so they were attacking me, wanting me to go to the doctors, so paperwork would be written, and I think I saved people’s lives, by not going sooner.

The reason Carl is an old man in the movie, UP, this is what this man, Southern Methodist University audition told me as a read when he auditioned me, meaning Vietnam.  I was too old, by then, had they waited until I was of legal age to work me.  I was saddened by the read because of this other man, who has made me cry because so many of us have been without love, like my mother, me, my father.  None of us have been in a loving marriage.  My parents should have been allowed to divorce, so they could re-marry people they love and who love them.  The balloon from UP, actually happened an early morning, while I was in a robe in my front yard, a hot-air balloon appeared almost within arm’s reach, it was so close.  It happens to be true.