I THINK HANNIBAL IS CONFUSED IN WHY HE KEEPS GASSING ME, IT WILL NEVER BE THE SAME AS WHAT HE REALLY WANTS, HE AND DAVID, TO BE WITH ME IN PERSON AND BE FLESH TO FLESH
DID MY FATHER NOT STAY LONG TODAY BECAUSE HANNIBAL FOUND HIMSELF IN A PLACE OF SUDDENLY NOT WANTING TO DIE? I HEARD RESPONSIBLE AND THAT IS CORRECT.
HANNY DID NOT REALIZE WHEN HE LOST ME, WHEN I BROKE UP WITH HIM, HOW DEVASTATING IT WOULD BE TO HIM, HAD HE BEEN WORKING FROM THE PLACE OF FREEING ME FROM THIS LIFE, LIKE I ASKED HIM TO, THIS STORY WOULDN’T BE SO HORRIFIC, AMAZON AND BEZOS CREATED A LOT OF DAMAGE.
IF HANNY WANTED TO HE COULD HAVE BEEN WORKING FROM A PLACE OF ALLOWING HE AND I TO BE REAL PEOPLE, NO MORE VIDEOS, NO MORE HIDDEN CAMERAS IN MICROWAVES TO WATCH ME IN MY HOME, NO MORR CAMERAS IN MY CEILING, AND THEN HE WOULDN’T BE IN THE TROUBLE HE IS IN NOW. I AM SICK WITH GRIEF!