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February 23, 2019

If you don’t want to know the information I have, don’t read.  If you don’t want to believe me, don’t read here.  I am not able to not write.  That is the information that has been presented to me, do not write anymore about another family’s tragedy.  I am very sorry for their loss; however, I will write the truth.  Believe in me or not.

The color of the woman’s hair is wrong.  What I saw in the parking lot at Lowe’s was a false accusation.  Knowingly a false accusation.

With what has been presented, it appears that Steve Irwin was killed because someone in television did not like my brother.  I do not believe that is good enough for an arrest.  There is a real problem somewhere in television, past and present.  I see nothing wrong in the Irwin family.

My mother was going to name my brother Terrance, Terry for short.  She talked about it.  Terrance and Terry.  She talked about it before.  Since Steve Irwin’s wife is from Oregon that would be the connection; however, all I see is that someone did not like my brother.  It is not good enough for me.  I am not seeing enough of the real problem and the real problems in television.  It could be the reason they placed David’s wife in television.  I am not David’s wife, mistress, lover, or friend.

There is real criminal activity at top levels in television that would be the connection.

Are you actually bringing foreign nationals to the US with my purchases?  What would be the purpose of that?  I hope he shows you how to respect and treat a woman.

I am still sick in my intestines.  The chest of drawers is hazmat.  It is completely contaminated.  It is full of death to me and others.

The fastest way I can write this, liking your employer, your job, you work, your company is like an invisible shield in the world that protects.  I talked about this better before, but your demands on my time are too much.

It shows all over me how unhappy I am.

These foreign nationals simply cannot believe how meager I live, how poor I am.  Wow.

I am too sad anymore.

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February 20, 2019

Our Father

Who art in Heaven

Hallowed be thy name

Thy Kingdom come

Thy will be done

On Earth

As it is in Heaven

Give us this day

Our daily bread

Lead us not into temptation

But deliver us from evil

For thine is the Kingdom, and the power, and the glory, forever, Amen.

 

Most people know and can recite The Lord’s Prayer, now look at it again, look at it the way I see it.  Take the time to look at this, not so quickly.

 

 

Our Father

Our Father.  Not her father, not his father, not their father, not my neighbor’s father, not my father, our father.  Who does that exclude? 

Who art in Heaven

Who art in Heaven, He lives above us, he resides in Heaven, He is not of this Earth.  This is a very full sentence or thought.  Why is In God we trust on the back of our currency?  God is above our government, only God is above our United States President, our United States government.  It is also to say, our US leaders, elected officials, President answer to a higher calling, God.  It would be a reason for a friendship to be made between my parents and the Cash’s.  Art and Nancy Cash.  Of course, my mother and father would not have been bothered or concerned or worried about the color of their skin, and these men, these agency men would have known that, and counted on it, depended upon it.  This friendship was before us children.  God is above our government, God is above our President because of it because of the wisdom of our forefathers because of the actions they took for our country, in its conception, great and powerful, and mighty things have happened.  Great things, most of us ordinary citizens will never know or learn about, and there is nothing wrong in that.  Every day citizens being able to live their lives free and unencumbered, is power in and of itself.  Who is in Heaven?  Our Father.  Who’s Father?  Our Father.  Who’s Father?  Our Father.  It is powerful, it is mighty.  Just in saying that alone.  Who’s Father?  Our Father. Say it again, who’s Father?  Our Father.  Where is He?  In Heaven.  Where is that?  Above us.  In the Heavens.  Reach for him.

Hallowed be thy name

Hallowed be thy name – reverence.  Just by speaking the name, commands reverence.  Speak His name, and things happen, speak His name and believe in Him, and things happen.  Reverence.  It is a mind-set when approaching – anything. 

Thy Kingdom come

Thy Kingdom come – Who’s Kingdom?  Thy Kingdom.  Who is our caretaker?  Who is in control?  Who is overseeing all?  God.  It is His Kingdom.  It is His country.  We are His people. 

Thy will be done

Thy will be done – this is not as simple as it seems.  This is a theological discussion.  There is more than God at work.  I do not believe that everything that happens, for instance, a car accident, is God’s will.  I do not believe God plans and divines some things.  There is more than God about in the world.  Most certainly it would have been the reason when I was begging God in prayer at my mother’s hospital bedside, He brought an Angel to me.  For me to see.

On Earth

He reigns, He resides in Heaven, He works on earth, for us, His children.

As it is in Heaven

Give us this day

Give us this day – is an ask.  Do not let us suffer, let us be able to support ourselves, let us have dignity in our lives, let us not suffer through hard labor.

Our daily bread

Our daily bread – Let us be able to feed, clothe, and provide for our needs.  Let us not wallow, be ashamed, let us have purpose.

Lead us not into temptation

But deliver us from evil

For thine is the Kingdom, and the power, and the glory, forever, Amen.

Really, the moment I was thinking about this is gone from me, I do not feel I have written it very well.  There are, again, only so many hours in a day.

Be aware, I felt I had no other choice than to order nose plugs.  To stop them.  It is not something I wanted to do.  Then again, I am beyond my end with sadness and depression about this life I do not like and want to live.

Torture and suffering, that is all my life has become.

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February 22, 2019

Why does this picture of Jeffrey Epstein with the caption, I was wrong, look like the FBI man?

Who is that FBI man standing in front of?

Why does this picture make it appear that the FBI man is sorry?

Why does this picture make it appear that the FBI man not only wants this reality television to end, he wants me to have my life back without people telling others what to say to me in their ears, and he wants me?  More importantly, he wants me to be able to choose for myself.

It couldn’t possibly be just because of how I look people in the eye.

It makes it look as though he actually wants me to have a legitimate governmental job offer.  Legitimate job offers working for the FBI, CIA, and so on.

Who did they bring along on the ride, outing, store going, and so forth?!  How many did they bring along?!  How many?!

What is this really about?

Why is that window in the picture too?  Why does it have a hinge?  Why is there gold painted on the walls?

Why does it look sort of urgent for the reality television, the 360, and this fake and false life, why does it look urgent for it to truly end?  What happened?

 

You do realize, of course, that in the movie, Miss Congeniality, the transformation or make-over of the FBI character is not really about her character not having the knowledge or ability to do her own hair, make-up and so on, it really and truly is about – money.  It takes money to go to a salon, buy beauty products, buy clothes, and accessories.  It takes money.  So, if anyone thought that movie was about me not having the ability to present myself like a movie star, or a Miss America, then you were wrong.  They (because it is a plot of sorts) have purposefully kept, not allowed me, to have a job that has paid me enough – money.

Yeah, Terminator is about me, they are really all me, defending my father, and people, and so on because there was and is this plot against my father, my brother, and my mother.  Obviously, I don’t believe these people should have done these things and been allowed to do these things to not only me, but others.

If anyone thought, I was supposed to have machine parts placed in me, they were – WRONG!  Really it is about advancements in medicine for body parts, like hip replacements, knee replacements, shoulders, and so on.  Using more durable, stronger materials that do not break down that then require more surgeries to replace the replacements.  It really isn’t about the future being about cyborgs.  Use cyborgs as a metaphor, it is about humanity and feeling, and the great importance the we never lose our humanity.

If that movie has not been edited at all, she really is wearing the same dress I wore to Medieval Times.  No, I really don’t think these men who were there then were thinking about anything other than who I would be when I was of legal age.  Legal.  They did not…they were thinking about me in the future.  And, yeah, people really got mad, upset, that it so messed with my head to have that relationship with Michael…it…a lot of places where I look people actually look desperate…for help…for me to recover, and so on.  They were going to extreme means to get my attention.

Wow, I really and truly did a lot of good things.

I see a lot of…oh, never mind.  I can’t keep writing the same things over and over again.  They were upset I wasn’t responding or recovering fast enough, and they needed help.

I want to know why it looks like someone got a hold of a spies or intelligence man’s information, or journal entries, or estate.  It looks like someone got ahold of a dead man’s possessions and they have been trying to piece together all the bits of information.  They are, of course, getting it wrong.  Because it wasn’t meant for them among the other reasons, mostly because they are incapable.  He looks dead, deceased, possibly killed.  This information they got a hold of being the reason for this place and the dating experience to figure out the clues and notes of this dead man.

No, I do not believe this story about a serial killer being interviewed without a guard in the room.  Dead is dead.  Dead cannot become undead.  Dead is dead.  Dead does happen within a matter of seconds.  So, I do not believe that story – at all.

Yes, it is quieter in my head around here when I am around people where English is not their first language.  It is actually quieter for me to be around people who do not speak English as their first language.

Great Expectations – If Pip is, these are all metaphors, if Pip is a metaphor for the country of England, and UK, the convict is the island of Australia with the specificity of sending convicts.  Then, Miss Havisham is also England and its people being, this is so sad, unable to love.  The reason Miss Havisham never marries because the country has no understanding of love.

It is the notion of a stiff upper lip people being more concerned with appearances rather than the connection and emotion.  And the author believing that England failed its peoples many times over.  So, the reason the author did not allow for Pip and Estella to marry is this, you cannot marry a non-person.  Estella is amendments to (this is the fastest way I can write this because I do not know the correct word) the constitution, and so on.  There is a lot of story-telling, of course; however, there are great metaphors in the book.  It would take a long time for me to write about it properly.

There really is great sadness in Charles Dickens’, and he thought people and the country itself should be more positive.  I am at a loss for time to write better and more correctly.  I feel I am not doing a good job of writing about Great Expectations properly.

There was a man who was brought along for the drive who had been incarcerated, and they wanted me to say whether I believed he was innocent or guilty without actually talking to me.  So, let me respond in this way because I did not say he was either, I said he was both.  However, think about this, when a FBI, CIA, or any governmental agency person is doing their job in the field where they are making decisions that could technically be committing crimes, like shop-lifting; however, in context of what they are doing, given the circumstances, they are not convicted, or thought of as criminals, or crimes.  In context.

It does send a very terrible and dangerous message, do not trust your own government.  Why?  Because I went in to a meeting and waited, and told people how to demolish brain research, and what happened?  My mother was in a car accident that left her in pain for the rest of her life, they attacked her for decades until they killed her, they gave my Aunt a stroke, my Grandmother a stroke killing her, my Grandfather they had killed, then they attacked me taking apart my body and giving them the ability to hear my thoughts.  It sends a message to not trust your own government.

Why does that picture of Jeffrey Epstein look urgent for this life to end?  Urgent.  Why?

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February 22, 2019

Somebody should find out why my real father is unhappy.  My real father I know has not been for at least a few weeks, been happy.  He is in fact upset with people and things that have happened with my writing and my employment.  People have gone out of their way to upset my real father, and I do not like that.

If the David team is responsible, I am so beyond any feelings for David anymore.  I more than want to move on.  We are never getting back together, we were never really friends to begin with, were we?  The whole thing was faked and staged?

I am accusing David of purposefully weighing me fat and heavy, so that his wife can feel better about herself.  So that she is not threatened by me when she has been forced to work with me.

Let’s be clear, I want nothing to do with either of them.  It’s basic human psychology.  I go to the beach summer 2014, so I can get fresh air and walk, and David and his wife place themselves in the water, making a scene kissing, to what?  Show off?!  To show off his perfect wife’s body?  Degrade me?!  Demoralize me?  Send me into suicide depression because I realize I am no longer able to make any decisions or am in control of anything anymore?!

It’s basic human psychology.  What reaction did they actually think I would respond and have?  A person can only withstand so much.  Knowing that I will never again be able to talk with a real man, have a conversation with him, date him, get to know him, learn what he likes and dislikes, be in a relationship with a man, do all the things real couples do together that make them a couple without another person in their ear telling them what to do and say?!  It’s basic human psychology.  What other reaction did anyone think I could possibly have?

No, I do not believe that David loves me, I have wet and soggy underwear as a constant anymore proving he does not.  Among the other long list of complaints and evidence I have written about proven there is no love there.  If there ever was it ended long before there could be a possibility.

I have no idea anymore what to make of that theater group.  It is beyond disheartening.  This life is so dishonest, so depressing, so unrealistic, so shameful, so unrealistic.

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February 20, 2019

STOP SENDING ME TO HR!  For WHAT?!  For doing my job?!

You fucking people!  You ask it of me to tell you these things, like BIN!  And then you send me to HR for actually doing what is being asked of me by way of the “show” stuff!

STOP SENDING ME TO HR!

WOW!  Is anyone actually surprised when I am under death threat sickness, I have been force fed calories and mass, my body aches all over, all the time, I am not doing any work I enjoy, I am paid a meager salary, my wishes and hopes and dreams I do not get to pursue, and then you create a traffic jam for me to what?!  Look around?!  Is anyone actually surprised when I do not?!

Yeah, it looks like that woman put a contract on my life, hired people to kill me, slow and fast methods, several varieties, many ways, for quite a while.  She turned her back to me as I walked into the gas station in Texas before I parked my car at the nursing home and walked around.  She would have wanted me to park there because they or she had already killed my mother.  It’s fucking sick.  What a fucking sick fantasy!  She was in the driver’s seat of a black Suburban type of vehicle.

You fucking people!  You had David talking so loudly on his phone while I was in a Wal-Mart trying to buy something to take to my real mother in her nursing home, he practically chased me out of the store without a purchase to have me see, as I left the building that small black man.  It creates the idea, notion, and picture that David killed my mother because when I got to the nursing home, my real mother had been replaced by someone disguised as my mother.  What the hell was I supposed to do anyway?!  “You’re really not my mother!”  It’s completely illogical because obviously it was someone in disguise.

Are you people really incapable of seeing and understanding how sick this really is?!

No, I really am not the woman in the red dress from The Matrix, I am Trinity and I am Neo.  It does not make me Transgender.  Jesus Christ!  It is just storytelling.  It just makes it interesting. 

The red dress is something factored into your computer programs the best way I can describe it, if you took a human hair, and cut it into so many pieces that it is no longer was visible by the human eye – that is how difficult it will be to find and detect.

No, I really don’t think it is a bad thing to have a man play me in a movie, it is story telling.  It does not in any way make me manly, or a man, DUH!

Celebrating a secret man crush from The Bourne Legacy, is me.  I am the man crush.  It does not make me a man.  These are men.  These are men with crushes on me, it is a figure of speech, and they really do like me.  Celebrating is actually – get this, just making the movies, putting themselves in the movies with clues, or Easter eggs, or Sherlock brain-stuff for me to discover.  Perhaps, television, I have yet to see that.  No, it is not a bad thing.  The burning programs, blah, blah, blah has to do, it’s a little difficult, these are double agents, and people like that woman who banished my family from California because of my brother.

A girl worth fighting for, this song lyric from Mulan, is me.  No, I really don’t have to be manly or act like a man or be anyone other than myself – PROVEN!  These guys, these men, really do like me, real good things can happen and do happen.

These men have been very specific for a reason!  Do you want to know where the idea for Denzel Washington’s character ordering hot water is from?  My former friend, Tammy forgot her inhaler in the car while we were where?  At Epcot.  She ordered hot water while I went to the car for her to get her inhaler.  The tea is my mother, teapot.  It a problem because it was a woman, Tammy.  It was a woman using Tammy too.

These men have made very sure not to confuse the issue.  For a reason.  It has nothing to do with women not being able to do intelligence work, it is all around me, they have it all around me, I am to be seen with men.  Duh!  Obviously, I am straight!  Placing women and using women to “double” speak to me literally places death threats on other people’s lives.

Where were we in Epcot?  At the Norway restaurant.  What do they have in the film in Norway, oil drilling.

It looks like Tammy is cooperating with authorities, she will need it.  Should really could have just said, no.  You people, it really is possible to say, no.  She has reason to worry, I have never been loved in all my life, I am childless, and I am now an old woman.  She should make sure that she responds to the proper authorities and not have communications with Private Investigators, or anything other such persons who haven’t a fucking clue what they are really doing.

Um, yeah.  You really might want to rethink what you think is important about a safety vest.

Yeah, I’m really not interested in sending communities into gang wars, or turf wars, no wonder I did not exit in the lane four the other night!  The woman at security in HR, said out loud, Let’s do this.  The very reason I did not exit lane four that night!  It would have started a very terribleness!  Then, you sent me to HR?! 

Brian Simonsen, I really don’t like it.  Something is really wrong.

Pink and Blue Sidewalks, this is Prairie Bible Institute my mother’s alma mater, they filmed Little House on the Prairie in Simi Valley, California.  If you used the geese (like the geese from Aristocats, those geese just look like storytelling) as anything other or used them in any other manner other than properness, you probably got people killed and ruined intelligence work.  They placed geese at my mother’s “funeral” and then they had them fornicate in front of me.  You people are fucking sick!

If I reveal her, she will be killed, this from Mulan is about my real mother.  Wow, you fucking assholes really allowed my mother to be killed and it wasn’t quick.  You had her killed over decades, over years of failing health.  I think you people fail to understand how difficult it is for me to deal with my mother’s death, then on top of it all I am asked to solve your problems, cater to your egos, waddle through your filth, and try and keep my sanity, and remnants of my former self.

Do you really think my family would have been the only family this happened to?  I don’t.  We did not make any money off the sale of our California home.  When does that ever happen!  We did not make any money off of our Oregonian home.  We did not make any money off of our Plant City home.  My brother did not make any money off of his Alabama home.  Are you fucking kidding me?!  Are you starting to get the picture?!  Are you starting to get the systemic system of abuse?!

Matthew Shepard really looks like brain research that succeeded.  Shepard was in the name of a church my family used to go to in Boring, Oregon.  The church used the facility of the high school.  It is the same church where they had a boy “speak” to me.  An older boy with blondish hair, he was attractive, nice, clean-cut.  He said the word bullet, or bullets, and alarms went off in my head – IMMEDIATELY!  I withdrew from him and our conversation – IMMEDIATELY!  Are you starting to get it now?!  If anyone had figured it out, gotten ahold of the intelligence work, they would have wanted to send a very big message with his death.  To me it looks also, like good intentions gone very, very bad.

My coffee mugs and dishes that have been tainted making me unable to eat, are death threats to me, fast and slow death threats from within Amazon.  I have no idea why people within Amazon want me dead since Jeff Bezos is in 12 Strong as the one who chooses me as Chris Hemsworth to lead the men.

I have no idea what to make of that theater group at HCC.  Why would anyone choose to have the theater group be completely staged?  None it was real?  None of the people or interactions then were ever real?  WTF?!  It could be that Jeff Bezos was in the theater group by proxy, his proxy and I got along very well.  Wow, that is the person I used to be, people really liked me, enjoyed having me around, liked me as a friend, and now my whole life is a lie, a sham, and nothing is real anymore!

My microwave that they contaminated with severe sickness is a death threat to me.  They want it to appear as though Bill Gates personally wants me dead.

STOP SENDING ME TO HR FOR TALKING OUT LOUD!

YEAH, YOU HAD MY MANAGER WRITE ME UP BECAUSE I CLAIMED THAT BUILDING AS MINE, SAYING IT WAS MINE BUILDING NOT HERS.  THEN, SHE WALKED OVER AND TOLD ME SHE WAS GOING TO WRITE ME UP!  WTF?!  YOU REALLY WANT HER TO BE THE RUIN OF A COMPANY, ORGANIZATION, AND BY PROXY THE UNITED STATES?!

Wolves on my ass from The Bourne Legacy, is not about me being pushed or rammed!  Uh, duh!  They were following me!  Obviously!  Following me!  Following me for precision!

Greta Thunberg, really not good.  Sinister.

STOP SENDING ME TO HR!  STOP SENDING ME TO HR FOR TALKING OUT LOUD!

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February 20, 2019

Use this map.  It could be used on Disney employees past and present.  It could be used to catch pedophiles.  It is a head map.  It has many, many uses.  It could be used around the world.

This is how I have gone to Epcot in the past, these are my favorite places, these are things and places I have eaten and enjoyed.  These are places I have told people about before over the phone.  These are places I have told people about in person.

It could also be a military map, a strategic map, past and present.

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Bring a book with you to read as you go if you have to wait anywhere.  A thick book of whatever genre interests you.

When entering Epcot, go to the right of Spaceship Earth by the Art of Disney, use the restroom there.  Go to World Showcase, do not stop anywhere, do not stop to look at any of the kiosks, act naturally, looking at what is around, just do not stop.

Enter World Showcase at the original entrance, go to Canada, to the right, do not stop at Canada, do not stop at any of the kiosks or stores, have an espresso or coffee, however you take it or like your coffee at the kiosk past Canada.  Do not walk with your coffee, drink it there, finish the drink.

This is all at a leisurely pace.  Normal, not hurried, not frantic, not concerned, looking at what is around you however you feel the need to look, just do not stop.

Go to Yorkshire County Fish Shop have an order of fish and chips at the outside fast-service food stand.  Do not go in the restaurant or pub.  Do not order a drink.  Do not order anything alcoholic.  Eat it there, while standing, eat most of the food.

The food consumption is about timing.  The amount of food consumption is about timing.

Walk to France, watch the movie.  Wait if you have to, do not stop anywhere, go to the movie.  Do not look at anything in the gift shop on exiting the movie, go to Chefs de France, wait for a table, order the Tomato and Goat Cheese Flatbread, Tomate et fromage de chèvre.  Do not order anything to drink.  Do not order anything alcoholic.  Do not order dessert.

Then, go to the American Pavilion.  Again, do not stop anywhere, browse anywhere, just go to the American Pavilion.  At the American Adventure watch the movie and listen to the Voices of America both.  Listen to the Voices of America first.  Walk around if you want while listening as the sound changes depending on where you are standing.  Involve yourself in the music, with the music, with the experience of the sounds, lyrics, and sounds.  Soundwaves go through a body.  Then, watch the movie.  Pay attention to the movie, but be mindful, thinking about the music and that experience while watching the movie.  Do not eat anything.

Take the boat back to the entrance of World Showcase.

I will warn you, this is a little dangerous.  This map is dangerous.  Please be prepared, take precautions.  It is very serious.  It is also, very good.

It is a map that can be used for a very long time, over and over again.

Yes, Epcot does look like a brain on a map, the World Showcase as the skull and Showcase Plaza as the brain.

Again, very dangerous.  Critical precision.  Dangerous.

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February 19, 2019

I WANT IT DEALT WITH!  Yes, if you are an organization, company, law firm, business, or any other such configuration giving the appearance of a legitimate organization, company, law firm, or any other such configuration working within governments, as consultants or an employee within governments in Africa to corrupt, disrupt, subvert, or destroy in any the United States government, its agencies, its people, the President, or any other elected officials – THEY WILL HUNT YOU DOWN!  THEY WILL FIND YOU!  THEY WILL HUNT YOU DOWN!

It could very well be the reason Sarah Palin used the word Africa in an interview.  It really is how agencies work.  They put “things” in the news and media to see what they get from it.  Africa.  Because it is so big and they thought they were being clever by joining forces, so to speak. 

IT IS SUCH A BIG PROBLEM THAT YOU THEN, USED JOHN MCCAIN, MY MOTHER ALWAYS LIKED JOHN MCCAIN, IN CONNECTION TO THE WHITE HOUSE, AND THAT TERRORIST AND ME, WITH A BLACK MAN, WHO HAS A CONNECTION TO MY REAL FATHER!  YOU FUCKING IDIOTS ACTUALLY HAD PEOPLE KILLED BECAUSE OF IT!  YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT YOU ARE DOING!  YOU FUCKING MORONS!

No, it does not look like that alone cost them the election.  It did not help them though.

I SUGGEST YOU RETHINK YOUR STRATEGY!  I SUGGEST YOU TURN PEOPLE INTO THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT, ITS AGENCY PEOPLE, ITS INTELLIGENCE – IMMEDIATELY, AT ONCE!  DO NOT DELAY!

IF YOU IN ANY WAY THINK YOU CAN GET AWAY WITH HARMING UNITED STATES CITIZENS ANYWHERE IN THE WORLD AND GET AWAY WITH IT – THEY WILL HUNT YOU DOWN!  THEY WILL FIND YOU!

IF YOU ARE AN AMERICAN CITIZEN AND YOU WORK AGAINST – READ IT, AGAINST – THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT AND ITS AGENCIES – TURN YOURSELVES IN AT ONCE!  IMMEDIATELY!  DO NOT DELAY!  THEY WILL FIND YOU!  THEY WILL FIND YOUR SUBVERSIVE WORKS!  THEY WILL HUNT YOU DOWN!

The German glass with the color, and the underwear will give you intel.  It is a very serious problem!

Do not be mistaken, that bracelet was given to me by my Aunt, do not turn it into something it is NOT!  IT IS NOT WITHIN MY FAMILY!  IT WAS ONLY DONE TO SHOW YOU THERE IS A PROBLEM!  A VERY SERIOUS PROBLEM! 

You actually have me – as SEEN, READ IT, SEEN – by a lot, if not a greater percentage of the population watching as the person in charge.  When you have other people telling me what to do, changing something, anything, you are ACTUALY fucking your own intel by doing so.  You are fucking your own intel!

Somebody did make me sick at the Disney’s Vero Beach Resort while I was with all my family.  All four of us were there.  I was with my brother swimming with him at the pool, and somebody gave me an ear infection.  WORK IT!  It would be because of my brother because he is gay.

My fingernails tell me I am not healthy.

The Disney movie Holes tells me you received intelligence and you have and had no idea what it means, what it meant, or what it was about.

In the real world, I would be protected by OSHA.  I am actually not protected as an employee because of how you have the fake reality “show.”  Take the mats off the floor before you actually get someone killed because of it.

Wow, my head is really, really full.  It really looks like…wow, its really difficult, this is really big.  They really wanted to work with me over David.  The real thing instead of a proxy.  It’s actually very simple.  It didn’t have to be elaborate.  It means you underestimated me, the power of me, the value of me.  That one sentence is really big.

Yes, they really, and not just one group of persons, really liked and like to see me happy.  It really means you got better intel because of it.  You really, really underestimated me.  You really underestimate me.

I should be working as a freelance writer, with security clearance that consults.  I was really supposed to be free.

READ IT: Before I worked at Amazon I was allowed to go out of my house, to run, or whatever I wanted.  IT IS A PROBLEM, WORK IT!

I will never love that short man!  Ever!

It really is a problem that I do not own my own home.  Our house in Plant City was in my mother’s name, alone.  The woman at the courthouse watched my face when my mother and I went in to change it from my mother’s and father’s name to just my mother.

Monster’s Ball tells me ball gown, it is in the White House when Princess Diana visited the White House, it is another woman in the White House somewhere about the same time.

Monster’s Ball and the little boy in the movie tells me, a dead child, there is a dead child if not several.

There is a television connection to Australia and the death of Steve Irwin.  Like an executive, someone higher up, and it is not good, at all.

It does look because it is very obvious when I or someone like my mother are not in love, it is very obvious to be read.  This should look like a very serious problem to people.  I am very obviously unhappy.

Red dress, a false positive, and what did Chelsea say to me?  I have given you positive.  She used the word positive.

John Wick looks like the hotel in Brisbane.

Yeah, I am still sick!

FACT:  Murphy does not like to be rushed!  Especially with his food and eating!