March 23, 2019: READ: Cheers!

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March 23, 2019

Cheers!

Cheers to my real father!  Cheers father of mine!  Did you know the Ellie badge in UP is about you?

My real father drinks Manischewitz wine.  He used to mix Manischewitz with what?  Iced tea.  Unsweetened iced tea.  Grape soda badge, Manischewitz.

Grape soda badge, Ellie badge, it says legitimate.  It says Norway.  It says not an orphan.

However, there is a problem in the production of that movie, most likely those involved with story boarding because there are people there who were conspiring to kill my mother and ending my child-bearing years.

I am the many-colored bird in UP.  The dog is someone else.  I don’t know them.  Many-colored bird, like Joseph, Jo, Joelle.

Let me explain it further for everyone.  If I am a mirror, I think there is a better term for it; however, it creates a picture for people.  If I am a mirror, there is no where to hide with me.  There is no training that will allow you to fake with me.  Do you understand how terrifying that is to a criminal and the criminal mind?  Not only can I detect them, I can change their behavior with my presence.

These people were working with me for real, and they were giving fair and honest assessments.  The only reason this Japanese man was not able to be there in person – what excuse or circumstance could they create that would allow his presence to be plausible?

I can change their behavior.

So can policemen and women.  So can law enforcement.  So can a lot of people.  Those who know, know.

This scene of Nullah in Australia with the policeman and the dead dog, all it says, pay no attention to the action or dialogue, this is code, all it says is there is something there that doesn’t belong, there is something that does not belong.  There is more than one person in that scene being referenced.  As it pertains to me it is referring to Michael.

If I am a mirror than, most likely a woman, most likely this subversive (double-agent) woman (is she is in jail, yet?) if my boyfriend and future husband is an ex-con, someone was trying – trying – to get me to believe and think I was a criminal.  Uh, no.  I am not.

If, however, I had been married all these years to an intelligence man, hold on, you need to slow down and think about that.  If I had been married to an intelligence man all these years, the good alone it would have done, if I had really loved him for real and he really loved me for real, the good it would have done – immeasurable.  Priceless.  Because it would go on and on after we had both lived are lives.  Immeasurable.

That is the power of love.  It goes on.  It does not stop.  Love continues.

The rope scene in the movie White Nights has nothing to do with hangings.  It is in reference to the Romanov family and their slaughter.  Has nothing to do with American history, or anything to do with slaves, not at all.

Raising Arizona, this is gross.  This is again about my brother.  This is people wishing someone (or several) had switched my brother in the hospital for another baby, for a male boy who would grow to be straight.  I am really sick of this.

What’s worse, you let that sick woman play this out – in the goddamn “White House” – using John, get it John, my brother’s middle name, using John McCain.  It’s gross.  I am so over it.  I am so sick of this stupidity.

My real brother does not need to be anybody but himself.  Not for anyone!

This is the power of a baby.  Of a small child in a crib, and I’ve seen it from other people’s minds too.  My brother knew instinctually that he would need me.  I am a baby, only a few months old and less, and already I was bigger in my mind, stronger and surer than anyone in my family.  People saw it.  My brother had cozied next to me in my crib, photos were taken, and I am sure my mother spoke about it.  There is nothing wrong in the photos.  Nothing I see in my mind.  I was already as a small child – very full.  Yes, people do see that stuff in children.  Mary, did you know…

The color of Ellie’s hair in UP as red just says, good temper.  The kind you need when dealing with bad people and criminals.  The red-haired girl in Brave has a connection to the movie Dead Calm.  There is more than one real crime in that movie Dead Calm that happened to real people of wealth, most likely they are unsolved crimes.

All Yentl tells me, without watching the movie again, is that Jews are important.  God chose them, they cannot be unloved.  They cannot be unloved.  Papa, that song is such a moment.  There could be more, I would need to see the movie again.

The Arc of the Covenant is really at least one person’s way of describing me.

March 23, 2019: READ: Moving Out Of The State Of Florida Never Returning

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March 23, 2019

Who is this person?  Pretending to be David emailing me about if I ever moved to New York?  I respond by email to tell them my mother and I were moving to California and that I felt something big was going to happen.  Only to then have them give my mother her final STROKE!  While I was working at Disney!  This fucking asshole should stay away from me.  I’ll shove his fucking face in the ground before he thinks about it.

Send his fucking ass to another prison in another state.  Watch what happens.

Well, no shit, David.  What the fuck took you so long?!  This stupid bitch thought that the black belt in Karate Kid was actually important.  She is so desperate, be careful here, she hangs onto my brother for security.

STOP SHOVING FUCKING BABY POWDER UP MY GODDAMN NOSE SO I AM NOT ABLE TO RUN!  YOU FUCKING COWARD!  IF YOU CAN’T SAY IT TO MY FUCKING FACE YOU CAN’T DO IT AT ALL!

EVERYBODY LISTEN UP! 

TELL THIS WOMAN, DO THE WORLD A FAVOR AND STOP THINKING!  YOU DO AN INJUSTICE TO EVERY GAY PERSON IN THE WORLD!

GO BACK TO THERAPY!  STOP USING ME TO CHASE AWAY YOUR BOOGEY-MEN!  DO IT YOURSELF!  GO BACK TO THERAPY!

SHE ACTUALLY FEELS BETTER ABOUT HERSELF WHEN SHE FINDS OUT I’VE SLEPT IN THE NIGHT WITH THE LIGHTS ON!  I AIN’T AFRAID!  I KNOW THESE FUCKING ASSHOLES! 

THEY ARE AFRAID OF ME!

READ THIS REAL FUCKING CAREFULLY!  THEY ARE AFRAID OF ME!

March 23, 2019: READ: Edison!

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March 23, 2019

EDISON!  EDISON!  EDISON!  EDISON!  EDISON!  Edison.  Edison.  Edison.  Edison.  Edison.  Edison.  Edison.  Edison.  Edison.  Edison.  Edison.  Edison.  Edison.  Edison.  Edison.  Edison.  Edison.  Edison.  Edison.  Edison.  Edison.  Edison.  Edison.  Edison.  Edison.  Edison.  Edison.  Edison.  Edison.

That should upset somebody good.  Play that over and over on repeat.  More than one person will lose their fucking mind.

It is more than obviously to any real person that Edison was not a match or real.  Nobody would ever believe it.  Not real people.  They wouldn’t believe it.

Catherine Ann Vandermasen – Correct.  This profile is a bad person.

Stop waking me up, DAVID!

Someone has made a connection between Franco (Wow, so dumb, what is he supposed to be a Fascist because of his last name – STUPID!) and myself.  If I was living in California for real then James would be ok, there is a threat about because I am in Florida.

Who is this person?  Someone is quite literally using me to scare away their Boogey-Man by, get this, having me sleep and take naps during the night because, get this, the lights are on.  Um, I am perfectly capable of sleeping at night without lights on.  I am not afraid.  Somebody else near here is afraid at night, most likely because they were attacked at night.  Most likely they were raped at night.  They do not need to be here.

And, I should be working a day-shift, I should be making a great deal more money also.

This news story of ex-cop not guilty, I do not believe.  They are guilty.

This wrongful death suit news story is so bad it is a horribleness I cannot really describe.

Let it be known; there is a man who is rather patiently waiting on this, for this, I finished Season One of the cooking game in China with all five stars.  And, I will continue.  You will need an interpreter.  Treat this communication with importance.  It is of importance.  It is the reason I got out of bed when I did today, for this person, for this communication.  It appears you will receive something in return just for the five stars.

He will want to know why it has taken so long.  I believe he did not ask, he merely thought about it while he was in the building either remotely or in person, more likely, remotely.  The problem is with the game.  The visuals of the food do not make sense to me.  I see a hamburger I know what a hamburger is, the other food visuals just haven’t made sense to me.  Nothing more.  There was nothing wrong.  There was nothing bad.  He will want to know as it appears this man has some respect for me.

It appears the very reason they changed the gate code device (I had to get the remote from the HOA here!) in front of my house was so that people could gain entrance into my complex and home WHILE I WAS AT WORK!  THIS CHANGE HAPPENED WHILE I WAS WORKING AT AMAZON!  IT IS SUCH A MISTAKE.  THERE IS NO REASON FOR A REMOTE GATE ACCESS KEY!  CORRECT THIS OR YOU WILL BE SORRY!  IT WAS A WOMAN WHO DID IT!  THAT WOULD MEAN IT WAS A DOUBLE-AGENT OR A SUBVERSIVE WORKING AGAINST THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT TRYING TO USE ME!

Whose house is nearby those traffic cameras I drove in front of on Monday March 18, 2019?  Why are there traffic cameras on a country road?  Who are they protecting?!  There is no reason for them.  There is no intersection.  It is not a high-accident prone area.  So, whose fucking house is there?  How the fuck did they get government money for traffic cameras that they hack into because they have access to those cameras.  Who the fuck is this?!  Because it looks like a piece-of-shit CRIMINAL!

Yeah, it is more than traumatic watching Memento.  That is me as the tattooed actor, and it is also my mother.  It is me trying to figure out what happened to my mother.  THIS IS IMPORTANT: YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHO YOU ARE.  I TOLD YOU PEOPLE I AM SPECIAL, I AM DESIROUS!

They blew up the goddamn fucking World Trade Center because you sent a proxy and not me.  Because I was miserably unhappy.  STOP FUCKING AROUND WITH THIS SHIT!  I KNOW WHAT THE FUCK I’M DOING!

STOP TELLING ME WHAT THE FUCK TO DO BECAUSE I ALREADY KNOW WHAT THE FUCK TO DO WITHOUT REALLY HAVING TO THINK ABOUT IT!

Go back to the sixties and mid-fifties until present and work every person who has suffered a stroke or died of a stroke.  This is messaging of a kill list of brain-thinkers and minds.  They are still using it.  It is still present.

They are celebrating the destruction they did to my mother’s mind and brain in the movie, Memento.  How hard she had to work when we moved here to Florida because it looks like she was doing their work for them too in her phone calls for host families.  She could not get another job.  With her skills and experience she should have been making more than three times double what she was making.  IT WAS DONE WITH DELIBERATE INTENTION, AND I MEAN AT AN AGENCY LEVEL!

THAT SENTENCE ALONE IS HUGELY BAD!

They want to say in the movie, Memento that somebody did not believe me and probably also my mother when I told them how TO STOP BRAIN RESEARCH!  THIS IS NOT LONG AFTER WE MOVED TO FLORIDA!  THEY PUT HER IN A CAR ACCIDENT THAT LEFT HER WITH FYBERMYALOGIA (Something that took many years for doctors to believe was really physical and not psychosomatic) AND IT LEFT HER WITH SHORT-TERM MEMORY PROBLEMS!  IT IS THE REASON I HAD TO DRIVE FOR HER FROM THEN ON.  SHE WOULD GO DRIVING AND NOT REMEMBER WHERE SHE WAS, WHY SHE WAS DRIVING, AND SO ON!

THEY ARE CELEBRATING A VICTORY OVER A BRAIN IN THE MOVIE AND OVER MY MOTHER.  IT IS GROSS.

After Edison, what movie DVD did they take the cover off of, and then say over the radio at The Container Store, about being pissed.  This would quite frankly be a person with clearance at AN AGENCY!

They were using my mother’s friends to upset her, to make her heart go into arrythmia, and just to be cruel and mean.  It’s not bad enough that my mother no longer could walk very far, these FUCKING ASSHOLES DID SHIT LIKE PHONE AHEAD TO STORES LIKE KOHL’S WHEN I WOULD TAKE MY MOTHER FOR A DRIVE AND PUT SOMEONE IN THE HANDICAPPED BATHROOM BECAUSE THEY KNEW IT WOULD BE THE FIRST PLACE, I WOULD TAKE HER!  AND YOU FUCKING PEOPLE WENT ALONG WITH IT!  YOU OBEYED!  IT’S NOT VERY DIFFICULT TO SEE THAT THEY WERE DOING IT TO BE CRUEL!  TO A HANDICAPPED PERSON!  TO A WOMAN WHO HAD SUFFERED MANY, MANY STROKES!  TO MY MOTHER!  YOU FUCKING PEOPLE DID IT!  YOU NEVER QUESTIONED IT!  YOU NEVER SAID, NO! 

I CANNOT SCREAM THAT SENTENCE LOUD ENOUGH!  NO!  NO!  NO!  NO!  ALL YOU HAD TO DO WAS SAY NO!  THAT TELLS ME THEY WERE MESSAGES SENT FROM EITHER LOCAL LAW ENFORCEMENT OR FUCKING AGENCY PERSONS!

I remember returning home early one day, someone who was supposed to be a friend of my mother’s had been there, my mother was crying when I returned home.  SHE STOPPED CRYING ALMOST IMMEDIATELY WHEN I ARRIVED HOME!  SHE STOPPED CRYING!  THAT’S BRAIN RESEARCH, YOU FUCKING ANIMALS!  THAT’S AGENCY-LEVEL PERSONS USING MY MOTHER!

ALL YOU HAD TO SO WAS SO NO!  ALL YOU HAD TO DO WAS SAY NO TO THEM!  NO!  IT IS NOT DIFFICULT!  NO!  NO!  NO!  NO!  NO!  NO!  NO!  NO!

If my brother really had my Tuesday and Thursday euthanized, I am at a loss for words by it.  He would have and should have known better.  He would have known it would have more than upset me.  I cannot let that go.  I should still have my Tuesday and Thursday.

Do you people not see what they are doing?!  They used my “brother’s” voice over the phone to tell me my mother had died.  They used my brother to kill my cats.  They want me to denounce my brother.  I would work this.  It is bigger than anyone understands.  It means there are still death threats out there for my real brother.

You would have to be insane to think that a person would want to live in and on a television set for the rest of their life.  You would have to be insane.  Insane.

The hurt knee in Karate Kid, wow, really not a big thing, someone saw me washing our van in Oregon.  There was a small hole in the roof that my real father repaired with silicone something.  I cut my knee on it when I washed it.  It left a scar.  So, you FUCK heads – and I really doubt my real father has a problem with my writing swear words or saying swear words, why because he’s seen my work.  Do you really think real agents and officers and police do their work cuss and swear and then go to church and are not Christians?  Don’t be stupid.  My real mother didn’t like swearing.  No big deal.  I didn’t swear around here, so what?!  So, you FUCK HEADS wanted me to wear shorts to work, then you had James talk to me while I was working.  WHO THE FUCK DID YOU SHOW THIS FOOTAGE TO?!  BECAUSE THOSE ARE SUBVERSIVES – NOT RIVAL KARATE SCHOOL KIDS, IT IS REALLY OBVIOUS – SUBVERSIVES, DOUBLE AGENTS WORKING AGAINST THE STABILITY OF THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT AND WHAT IT STANDS FOR THAT I KICKED IN THE FUCKING HEAD IN THE GODDAMN MOVIE AS EVIDENCE AND PROOF!  Then, all of a sudden, I am attacked in my food with weight gain?! 

FUCK YOU PEOPLE!

STOP WORKING AGAINST ME!  START WORKING FOR ME!  START WORKING WITH ME!  GET IN THE GODDAMN LINE BECAUSE THERE ARE LITERALLY PEOPLE WAITING TO WORK WITH AND FOR ME!

I KICKED HIM IN THE GODDAMN HEAD!  I WON!  I WON THE TOURNAMENT!  AND IF THAT SYMBOL HAS NOT BEEN EDITED OR ALTERED I DID IT THROUGH THE PENTAGON THROUGH THE DEPARTMENT OF DEFENSE!

TAKE THIS FUCKING WEIGHT OFF OF ME!  IT DOESN’T BELONG TO ME!

If for any reason anyone used a Wounded Knee battle plan connection – they would be wrong.

You’re the best around, this song, this whole song, if it has not been edited into the movie, was made for me, they had me in mind when it was written.

Who missed my 8th grade graduation ceremony?  This is referenced in Pretty In Pink.  Some man with intelligence was supposed to go to the ceremony and was not able to go.  He sent someone else.  Something did not go the way it was supposed to go because of it.  Someone thought a name or his name, it appears as I see it in my head, and then a photo was taken of me not long afterwards.  People who have since looked at this photo of me looking at a black woman in my class and thought it meant something else or knew who he was and have purposefully sent obstacles on his missions.

This dialogue in The Bourne Legacy about unbelievable numbers (I am the one who does not need chems for numbers) and scoring data forensically means someone was actually thinking and spoke out-loud about letting one of their contacts kill me.  For real.  Because how many people out there hear, thoughts?  The fact that it is in a movie and have not yet let that happens is proof of how valuable I am.

The character Duckie in Pretty In Pink just means the state of Oregon, nothing more.  However, the fact that I was moved to Florida when I was 15, if anyone is wondering how much I make an hour, anyone think that was not done intentionally?

The timing of the move here is suspicious.  It is suspicious because they have prevented me from dating straight white men, for real ever since I moved here.

They even had my father bringing men from his work with cons to our house.  I AM NOT A FUCKING CRIMINAL!  WHO THE FUCK IS THE PIECE-OF-SHIT THAT THINKS AND BELIEVES AND HAS USED PEOPLE TO MAKE SURE I NEVER HAVE LOVE FROM A STRAIGHT WHITE MAN IN MY LIFE – EVER?!

Don’t get hung-up on the belt in Karate Kid it is literally is meaningless.  It means nothing.  It is just story-telling.

Wow, I am really worn out.  I am still tired.  I go to the store for a few things, or any drive, or outing, and I am spent.  I am done for the day.  I literally crash.  I literally physically crash from all the work you people have put me through.

No, he would be in agreement with me.  Yes, I love wood, but I do not love or like Dildo’s or fake penis’s or padding in someone’s pants.  He would agree with me that an ex-con should not have been my future husband.  It is not a difficult read to see that it was not a match.

This does go all the way back to Edison, every black person, every person black, has actually been a representation of a criminal, a killer, a murderer, a rapist, a pedophile, a thief, a criminal.  Everyone.  Every person.

If this is true and I was given a present from Misago with a picture on the back on a white t-shirt in Oregon intentionally, I mean, she was given instructions and prepped by a man before her arrival in the US, it would mean there was knowledge about death threats to my mother, then.  Known by intelligence.  If Misago, and that is how it looks, was prepped and given instruction by a man, it is a very strong connection to me.  She returned after her first visit, something really big must have happened.  It means I really, really like this man for real.  He would have been a very important man with connections all the way to the top of the Japanese government.  Not a trade, actual work.  It means the hug I gave Misago was meant for him.  It would have been filmed, most likely, it would have been proof of his goodness.  Because I really liked him.  Wow, you should see him in my head.  Good man.

Stop using the term transparent, it doesn’t mean what you think it means.  It does not mean clear, or see-through, you are literally telling people you are dumb when writing news stories and including that word in it.

You people realize they have photographic evidence in my head that the car accident they placed me in – IS A FRAUD!  They crossed the line of traffic to get to my vehicle.  IT IS IN MY HEAD!  They used a blind to disguise an on-coming vehicle.  How many times has this been done before?!  They gave me a citation for the car accident, knowing they had the photographic evidence in my head proving my innocence.  Either the police officer who gave me the ticket in the hospital was working with these criminals or not it doesn’t look good.  How many times have police officers given erroneous tickets and citations?!  Were they paid for it?!  I would correct that real fucking quick!

Yes, I believe the reason I must bring my own toilet paper into work is to have me seen and photographed with a baggie.  Some drug reference, I guess.  It’s dumb.

Some idiot is addicted to diuretics where I work, they need to leave.

Four days off and I have not had time or been able to wax my legs.  You people have no concept of recuperation or physical and mental recovery.

March 21, 2019: READ: QVC

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March 21, 2019

Let it be known: QVC has refused me as a customer again it is the same as saying they are in agreement, they are glad, they have no problem with having my mother killed.  They see nothing wrong with having my mother killed in her nursing home.  They are a fan of murder and my mother’s murder.

I made a food purchase only for my real father.  It was against my better judgement.

I will never love David again.  It is my heart.  I get to decide who I love and who I do not.  It is not the same as God’s love.

I tell and write you people how other people are actually thinking and you imprison me, penalize me, and take my whole life away from me.

The world will go on without me in it.

There is no reason for a television show.  I do not get paid for it.  I do not believe it is real.  I want nothing to do with acting anymore.  I left that long ago.  I will never want to be involved with Hollywood – again!

You people treat me like a nothing!  Like I am nothing!  Then pretend as though it is my job to SAVE THE WORLD!  WHAT A TERRIBLE MIND-SET!

It is an academic Honor I received and nothing more.  If it was meant for me to remember anything else, it had long since been over.

STOP USING ME!

I have no love for any person who is a fan of my mother’s murder and death.  I have no love for any person who is glad that my mother is dead.  I do not have to love the world.  My name is not Jesus.  I am not a Savior.

END THE FAKE REALITY OF THIS LIFE!  GIVE ME BACK MY LIFE! 

March 21, 2019: READ: Who Is Here?

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March 21, 2019

Enid Frances looks like an execution.  Why?

Mary Moustakas is an alias.

Justin Walters – BAD.

Elizabeth Holmes, still BAD, SICK.

Mr. Ross is correct.  I see these two men.  Carol Folt is all wrong.  Completely wrong.

You realize this picture on Bing in Senegal is devastating.  It is really bad.  It is destruction.  It is not a good picture.

Who the fuck is here?!  And, what the fuck happened?!

How many people are here?

Another person from what country?  Knew my mother?  And is quite upset.

Somebody is near and they are having a hard time controlling, managing, or dealing with something.  Terrible news.  Something bad.  They are very angry.  Who is this?  Did something actually happen?

What year was this movie released?!  What year did Karate Kid get released?  You fucking people!  That is me as both the teacher, and the student.  They are both me, not in the future at my age I was – THEN!

Those were my mother’s apartments when she was first living in Los Angeles, and then you stupid handlers placed my mother back in dump apartments here in Florida?!  You fucking IDIOTS!

To me is show such a level of incompetence I cannot fathom anyone being able to defend their actions against my family.

Japanese, as I have seen it referenced nearly every time in films is just – our US Military bases in Japan.  No, I do not have to tell you about their work.  Think about it yourselves.  How important it must be for the US to have a presence and bases in Japan.

The blonde kids beating up the Karate Kid are just skin-heads.  Another word for a skin-head would be subversive.  A person who is in not in support of the United States government and what it stands for.

So, I will repeat – again – when the kid from my school, bothered me for days about mispronouncing my name would have been a proxy for a subversive, and what did I do in response?  What did Cherith really do in her life after several days of this?  I grabbed him by the arm, flipped him over my back, landed him on the other side of me without hurting him.  Without hurting him.  Because the boy who was speaking to me did not do anything wrong.  I did it because I saw it in my head.  Like the actor in Ghost after he is dead, and he uses his mind to move things.

It takes more skill to do no harm.

Let’s get this out of the way.  Virus, infection, any reference to a bug like a virus, get this, literally means nothing more than – the acting bug.  The term used for people who like acting.  And, I mean almost every movie, nearly 100% of movies referencing viruses, and movies such as Contagion mean nothing more than the acting bug.  It is so not a big deal.  It sounds terrible, mean, vicious, like a real threat, doesn’t it?  It’s not.  Not in anyway.  This information wasn’t meant for you.

Do you know what acting says to me?  It says high-profile.  It is not a person who is a wall-flower, or timid, or un-seen.  Be careful here, people will respond when they read this – you allowed Edison to take that away from me.  I am most desirous.

Yeah, I think the real actor (I have my reasons for not using his name) from Karate Kid went through prisoners and found a bad son of a bitch for me to try and figure out who it was.  I got it already.  You people, I’ve been here.  No big deal.  He is guilty, and very bad.

The last thing I should be doing is writing profiles, and letting the world know this is a bad person, etc. and then fucking “talk” with them when I go to work?!  Are you fucking stupid?!  People get locked up FOR A FUCKING REASON!  SHUT THAT STUPID FUCKING SHIT OFF!

Do you not understand that prison riot in Up Close & Personal has to do with me?!  The prison in Spy Games – IS ME!

I couldn’t possible write fast enough to tell you people how much I am referenced in film.

It wasn’t meant to be public.  A brain connection that has never diminished.  Not every person in the world has that in their lifetime.

People and agencies were trying to figure out how to create, copy, and implement my brain capabilities INTO AGENTS.  Really not a big deal.  From what I’ve seen it has not been very successful.

This is gross, this is bad.  Read this slowly.  It is really bad because it has really been happening: Brain research, I think it is the best term for it.  These subversives trying to use brain and thoughts to create – from birth – victims for serial killers, pedophiles, rapists, and murders.  This is what is referenced in The Matrix as fields of human bodies as a food source.  Pause for a moment, please.  Let that really sink in.  Allow your mind to really think about that.

This is not a joke.  I see it.  It has actually happened for years.

I destroyed brain research.  You people gave it back to them.  Think about that for a moment.

It means I had the ability to continue working in the field, AND I COULD AND WOULD HAVE SHUT THEIR FUCKING SHIT DOWN IN A MOMENT!  A MOMENT!

Just think for a moment about all the crimes in the news – THAT COULD HAVE BEEN PREVENTED!

No, we will still need the police, agencies, and so on.  That will never go away.  However, let me say this, if you are a person that lives off of a thrill of crisis and chaos.  If that gets you going.  You are of the wrong mind-set to be working in places like the FBI.  That is a wrong mind-set.  It is a wrong approach.  It does more damage, just from that mind-set and way of thinking alone than capturing even one bad guy. 

I asked for that girl who has been raped to not return.  It is not helping her.  There is a lot that is not doing any good.

Somebody wants to know this information.  I did not get to chose or have control over where we went and the places we toured and visited in Australia and New Zealand.  The hotel in Australia was ok.  New Zealand is a different story.  I wanted to go to Christchurch.  I wanted to see the South Island.  I was really not interested in touring a Kiwi farm in New Zealand.  We have orange groves here in Florida, they are quite the same.  It is not of my interest level.  The city of Sails.  Where is this?  Auckland.

We may have sailed into one from the movie Hunter Killer, is not from the same time as 12 Strong.  It goes back a couple of decades and it is classified information and mission.

March 20, 2019: READ: Tom Hatten

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March 20, 2019

The profile picture of Tom Hatten is correct.

I am so sorry for your loss.  It is inhumane.  It is unhuman.  It is unimaginable.  It is really gross.  Really sick.  I am so sorry for your loss.

If you go back, you will find more.

Remember, I see people for who they really are.

The ocean chose you from Moana, God’s chosen people.  My first name is Hebrew.  Again, you denied me a purchase that should have been mine, and it quite literally would have made a difference that cannot be measured or calculated.

The intelligence loss could not be calculated from The Bourne Legacy is correct.  Yes, it could in response, is about something else, something more trivial, something intel does not interact with.

When they spoke at The Container Store about me graduating, they were trying to imply that because I dated that man I had graduated.  It is untrue.  They were trying to make a public announcement to be picked up on the airwaves that Edison had graduated and could be used more because of me.  IT IS A COMPLETE LIE!  UNTRUE!  AND A REAL CRIMINAL WAS AND IS ALLOWED TO WORK IN THAT SENTENCE!  NOT ME!

You people failed to understand how DESIROUS I ACTUALLY AM!

Intelligence work cannot be quantified.  You do not get to go back to one after a loss.  And, I mean after an operative has been killed.  That work is lost when they are killed.

Is Tom from Disney alive or is Tom dead.  He died because of Edison.

The orders as I see them were for people just to let me live and send reports on what I was doing in my life.  People got greedy.  They thought there was opportunity.  They tried to manipulate the information.  IT DOES NOT READ THE SAME THAT IS WHY IT MUST BE REAL!  FOR REAL!

I am not an actress.  I am not paid to be on a television show.

What you people are doing is quite literally insider trading.  By placing weight gain in food items that I purchase; therefore, not allowing me to purchase whatever products I want and am able to afford, you are giving me no alternative but to only purchase specific items and brands.  It is allowing people to make millions in the stock market.  STOP IT IMMEDIATELY!

March 20, 2019: READ: Your Entertainment – SICK!

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March 20, 2019

Victor Pena – GUILTY, correct.

Robert Kraft – GUILTY, correct.

Senior saving club – correct.

 

People, I would say idiotic people, who were allowed on my drive route – quite literally allowed my real father and my real brother to be placed not only in harm’s way, but under threat of death.  It has to be real or it will not read the same.  Simply because I wrote about how other people saw me.

You should all be ashamed of yourselves.

I had to arrive on time to my location or someone would have been executed.

FUCK YOU PEOPLE!  That is fucking sick!

If I ever see and get to know the son of a bitch that allowed such stupidity to take place for other people’s amusement and entertainment – I WILL KICK HIS FUCKING TEETH IN!

This is how I see this DRIVE person, now I get to spend my time with Cherith, it doesn’t matter to me how it affects her time in the building, it doesn’t matter to me how it affects her thinking, it doesn’t matter to me how it affects her writing, it doesn’t matter to me how it affects her personal time at home, I don’t care about anything else other than using Cherith so big-wigs, celebrities, famous people, people in the news will see me as important.  HE IS NOT!

I AM!  I AM SPECIAL!

HE IS A NOTHING!

March 20, 2019: READ: Skyfall

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March 20, 2019

I do not know how to write this without telling you and raising a very high alarm.  This is a very serious threat.

I am plugged in now.  I see all now.

It is possible to fall out of love.  Skyfall.  I never loved Michael for real.  I told him I loved him.  I never loved him.  I know the difference and it would not be difficult to see and know the difference.

Proxies don’t work.

I loved David for real.

I am out of love for David anymore.  It is most obvious.

Skyfall, this man is very clever, he is most dangerous, he probably still has clearance – THE THREAT IS IMMENENT!  AS THIS WILL BE PUBLISHED – THE THREAT WILL BE IMMENENT!

MAKE NO MISTAKE MY NORWAY T-SHIRT WAS FOR THE FBI AND A MAN!

The very reason the “bad guy” in Skyfall is a Spanish born actor has a connection to my mother.  The hair color is not real to the real bad guy.  His real hair color is dark.

HE IS MOST DEADLY, HE IS MOST LETHAL, HE IS MOST DANGEROUS, HE IS MOST CLEVER!

UNFORTUNATLEY, WHAT I SEE IS THAT PEOPLE WILL DIE.  WATCH WHAT HAPPENS ONCE HE IS BROUGHT TO JUSTICE.  YOU WILL REALLY BE AMAZED.

HE HAS TOO MANY ALIASES FOR ME TO SEE HIS REAL COUNTRY OF BIRTH.

ALARMS NEED AND MUST BE RAISED AROUND THE WORLD.  IT WILL GIVE YOU TIME TO WORK HIM.

Unfortunately, I am unable to fulfill food purchase requests.  I simply weigh too much.  End of this discussion.  I weigh too much.  I live in the United States.  I weigh too much.