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March 20, 2019

The profile picture in Zulresso is correct.  She is sick.  It looks like horse riding lessons.

No mat, Born.

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March 20, 2019

Rather urgent.  You need to grasp something, it’s important, you need to be aware of how desirous I am.  How desirous I am to these people.  How desirous I am in the world.

Do this in your own time.  Better to be good than hurried.

Do not be mistaken here because I am not.  It is not a matter of fat or muscle it is a matter of money, and nothing more.  We do not play by their rules.

Old man winter, my real father’s nickname that I gave him when we lived in Oregon.  Old Man Winter.

Profile picture of Nunez looks correct.

Have the boys over for this.  It needs to be done now.

Be very careful aboard boats now.  Send the word.  Monitor.  Be careful.  Someone wanted my love connection to David pretty badly.  It is a connection that should never have been made or allowed.  Be very careful.

Shake the ground underneath him.

The story of Bethlehem, of Wise Men, of a Miracle cannot be rewritten.  Cannot.

I am a United States citizen.  I live within the United States.  I live in Florida.  I have been born again.  My redemption has been bought and paid for with the blood of Jesus.  I am a Christian.

I give my allegiance to the flag of the United States.  To whom do you…give…your allegiance?

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March 19, 2019

MAKE NO MISTAKE THERE IS NOT IN ANY WAY, THERE IS ABSOLUTLEY NO PEACE WHATSOEVER – FOR TERRORISTS!  NONE!

I STILL HAVE A BOULDER IN MY GUT THE SIZE OF MANHATTAN FROM BEING BLASTED LAST NIGHT AT WORK!

NO, NOT NOW, NOT EVER WILL THERE EVER BE A MOMENTS REST, A MOMENTS QUARTER, A MOMENT, DISCUSSION, COMPROMISE, SURRENDER, OR NEGOTIATIONS AT ALL!  NOT EVER!  NOT EVER FOR A TERRORIST OR KNOWN SUBVERSIVE!  NONE!  NONE!  NONE!  NONE!  NONE!

WHAT THE HELL REALLY HAPPENED THAT NIGHT?!  THAT NIGHT I WAS SUPPOSED TO HAVE BEEN WORKING WITH AND FOR THE WHITE HOUSE?!  WHAT THE HELL REALLY HAPPENED?!  WHAT THE FUCK KIND OF DEALS DID YOU FUCKING PEOPLE ACTUALLY MAKE!!!!!!

YOU FUCKING PEOPLE TRADED ME – AGAIN!  YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES!  WORSE YOU ALLOWED IT AGAIN WITHIN THE UNITED STATES BORDER!  YOU FUKCING IDIOTS!  DO YOU FUCKING IDIOTS HAVE ANY IDEA WHAT MESSAGE THAT ACTUALLY SENDS IN THE WORLD AND THE WORK OUR INTELLIGENCE – AND THAT MEANS MORE COUNTRIES THAN THE US – IS REALLY DOING?!  DO YOU?!  BECAUSE I DO!  I KNOW!  YOU FUCKING, FUCKING MORMONS!

WHO THE HELL IS THIS NON-INTELLIGENT EX-CON WHO HAS BEEN HERE SINCE THIS HOUSE, WHO IS THE REASON I DID NOT GET THE MODEL HOME, WHO IS THE PERSON RESPONSIBLE FOR THE SET-UP HERE, THE RULES YOU FOLLOW HERE, THE PLAYBOOK YOU FOLLOW, NOT ME?  WHO IS THIS IDIOT?!  WHO IS THIS NON-INTELLIGENT PERSON?!  WHO THE FUCK WOULD FOLLOW THIS DUMB FUCK HICK?!  I WOULDN’T!

JESUS CHRIST!  DO I REALLY HAVE TO CONTINUE WRITING THIS?!  THERE REALLY ARE PEOPLE OUT THERE WHO FOLLOW ME AND HAVE BEEN FOLLOWING ME ALL MY LIFE AND THEY ARE NOT ON A GODDAMN TELEVISION SHOW OR IN THE ENTERTAINMENT INDUSTRY!  THINK!  THIS IS ABOUT INTELLIGENCE!

THIS DUMB FUCK YOU’VE ALLOWED HERE COULDN’T TIE HIS OWN SHOES!  THIS DUMB FUCK IS THE MAN RESPONSIBLE FOR DOING SUCH IDIOTIC THINGS AS PLACING A BLACK MAN IN FRONT OF ME BECAUSE I WENT OUTSIDE RUNNING WEARING BLACK SHOES?!  ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?!

THIS MAN HAS NO IDEA WHO THE FUCK I AM!  I ACTUALLY AM SPECIAL!

DO YOY KNOW WHAT IT FELT LIKE FOR ME TO WATCH HUNTER KILLER?!  IT FELT LIKE I HAD BEEN THERE.  FOR REAL BEEN THERE.  IN THE SUB.  FELT LIKE I HAD BEEN THERE AND LIVED IT AND IT FELT GOOD!  IT FELT AS COMFORTABLE AS ANYONE FEELS IN THEIR OWN HOME!

DUMBEST THING IN THE WORLD!  HERE IS A BLACK MAN AND FIGURE OUT THE CONNECTION BECAUSE I AM WEARING BLACK SHOES!  DUMB!  I AM GALAXIES AWAY FROM YOU IN MY MIND BECAUSE I AM NOT THAT STUPID!  THE SEVERITY OF MY TONE IN THIS MESSAGE MUST BE CONVEYED!

BECAUSE I ALREADY SEE IT, HE WILL GET HIS FELLINGS HURT!  IT MUST BE DONE!  I AM MORE THAN OUT OF HIS LEAGUE!  HE NEEDS TO DEAL WITH THE MESS HE STARTED WITH THIS!  I DO NOT HAVE TO BE FRIENDS WITH ANYONE I DO NOT WANT TO BE FRIENDS WITH!  I DO NOT HAVE TO LIKE ANYONE I DO NOT WANT TO LIKE!  I DO NOT HAVE TO DO ANYTHING I DO NOT WANT TO DO!  I DO NOT!  I DO NOT!  I DO NOT!  I DO NOT!  GET IT THROUGH YOUR FUCKING HEAD!  I DO NOT HAVE TO LIKE ANYONE I DO NOT WANT TO!

I have no idea why you have David’s wife in the news as Kenneth To and saying he is dead.

READ THIS SLOWLY: THE VERY NOTION OF A TRANSGENDER PERSON THAT HAS BEEN PLAYING OUT IN THAT BUILDING MEANS – TERRORIST!  IT MEANS – SUBVERSIVE!  IT MEANS ANY ENEMY TO DEMOCRACY AND WESTERN CIVILIZATION!  I SUGGEST YOU REMOVE IT BECAUSE IT IS NOT HELPING IN ANY WAY TRANSGENDER PERSONS!  IT IS ALLOWING MOTIVATION FOR TERRORISTS TO CONTINUE SEEKING KILLING PEOPLE AND WAR!

This profile of Karen Uhlenbeck looks like one doctor.  It is not the worst doctor.  It is not the doctor I saw in The Bourne Legacy.

Doctor Johnnie Barto’s profile is not good enough, all it says to me is Casey.  No one is the real world would ever believe she and I were friends, so whoever her REAL proxy is – get her!

Col. Eric Byer from The Bourne Legacy is the same man as Jeffrey Wigand from The Insider.  Wigand meaning why.  Why did it happen.  Why was it allowed.  Why.  Why.  Why.  I would have to watch it again to see more.

LET IT BE KNOWN – I DID NOT IN ANY WAY CONSENT OR ALLOW A MAN, BLACK OR WHITE FROM NELSON MANDELA’S FAMILY TO IN ANYWAY BE CONNECTED TO ME, THERE WAS NO SEX, THERE WAS NO HANDS, I NEVER MASTURBATED, I NEVER ALLOWED IT FOR A MOMENT!  YOU PEOPLE HAVE NO IDEA HOW HUGE THIS IS!  YOU ARE ALL IN BIG FUCKING TROUBLE BECAUSE OF IT!  BIG TROUBLE!  NO PERSON IN THE REAL WORLD WOULD BELIEVE IT EITHER!  BIG TROUBLE!  WHO THE FUCK IS THIS MANS REAL PROXY!  GET THE FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT PROXY AND PLACE HIM IN JAIL, MORE LIKELY YOU’LL HAVE TO BURN HIS ASS TO THE GROUND!  YOU FUCKING PEOPLE!  I ACTUALLY KNOW THE DIFFERENCE!  THAT IS ONE BAD PIECE OF SHIT YOU CONNECTED – NOT ME – TO THE NELSON MANDELA FAMILY!  YOU FUCKING MORONS!

Mouse from LadyHawke is my brother, it is not to say my brother is a criminal, it is to show how other people saw my brother.  My mother is in the film about Hawks and Wolfe’s mating for life, the rest pretty much is me.  They are not priests.  Remove that from your thinking.  It is a prison.  Foreign country.  I haven’t been able to go through all of the movie.

Do you people understand watching these movies is like go through the work of an entire project, or a hundreds of pages documents and sort through it, decipher it, comprehend it, and translate it into everyday language?

Pelé – if you want to know is for my real father.  Ask him about the time in our lives when Pelé was popular and in the news.  There is a man there, behind the news who is very good.  It left me with nothing but positive reflections.  There is also a man behind my real PE teacher at Gresham Union HS, he wanted me to try out for soccer, I am a great kicker.  The ball always went a distance.  It has nothing to do with sports, as such, they were just trying to find ways to be able to WORK WITH ME!  YOU FUCKING PEOPLE HAVE NO IDEA HOW IMPORTANT, HOW VALUABLE I REALLY AM!

No, what happened with my employment at Home Depot in no way had anything to do with a connection to The Wizard of Oz.  The man behind the curtain as the Wizard just means a person’s own mental projection of themselves.  How a person believes they are is who they are.

Can’t help but love you, this song lyric is code, code for me.  This was a CD given to me by a former friend, a woman who was witness to my surgery.  Whoever her real proxy is if it is an agency as in a Private Investigator agency – get them!  It was given to me to tell me, she can’t help me, the surgery is no good, don’t do it, it is bad.  And, he was out of the country and couldn’t get near me to tell me himself.  High is a lyric in the song too, code.  High, code.  It is not a drug reference.  I haven’t been able to work on it more.

I count anymore.  Four days, countdown, then three days and count down.  For days, then three days.  This is not a life anyone would want to live.  I cannot underscore enough the bad and harm you have done with the air.  You should all suffer for it.

I AM NOT A TERRORIST!  NO ONE WOULD BELIEVE IT!  NO ONE IN THE FIELD, IN THE WORLD WOULD EVER BELIEVE IT!

No, it is not my favorite color of pink.  Whose favorite color is this?  It is not me.  It is not a good proxy of me or to me.

Who let me sleep today?  It felt as though someone was not allowed to use Virtual Reality to stop me from sleeping and resting.  Who did this?

Why was I allowed to have time off today?  Who did this?

The very reason I meet him while I was on vacation near New Orleans just proves whoever tried to lure me into the police station in Largo, FL knew they were doing wrong.  This was a serial killer who was on vacation in Florida to get near me.

You fucking people there really are people out there who are literally following me.  Who have standing orders to follow me.  It does NOT mean I was never meant to live my life to the fullest.

Ladyhawke does show there was and still is much disappointment and sadness that my family moved from California.  Remember, I never liked Florida.  I never liked Oregon.  It means there is a brain connection that has not diminished since I was removed and moved from California.

Ask my real father about the horse back riding lessons I got for free as a child in Oregon.  How I remember hearing the news was there was a woman who was worried I would be injured.  They wanted to work with me since I was a small child.  I do not now see any harm that would have really happened to me.  It tells me then this is a subversive woman who was disrupting work.  Her husband might not have actually known it. 

If the couple from show Americans about Russian agents working in the US is real, they would be a man and a woman who were married, but not to each other.

There is someone out there who is using the premise of me adopting my cats as a way of saying my cats are real criminals adopted from jail since they were not purchased from a “breeder”.  SHUT THIS SHIT DOWN!  THIS PERSON DOES NOT BELONG HERE!  THIS PERSON SHOULD NOT HAVE ANY ACCESS!  THIS PERSON SHOULD NOT BE ALLOWED!  THIS IS MORE DEADLY THAN IT APPEARS TO BE!  THIS THINKING IS MORE DEADLY THAN IT APPEARS TO BE!

No, you fucking people I am not following anything, any news, anything in a tote, anything I pack as anything!  I wanted and want to leave for real!

YOU STUPID FUCKING PEOPLE!  I WAS HURTING!  I WALKED IN AND SAID I WAS LEAVING AT 10 O’CLOCK!  AND SOMEBODY GOT TO LOSE THEIR SHIT ON ME?!  OF COURSE, IT IS NOTHING MORE THAN THE WHITE HOUSE!  WHY ELSE WOULD I HAVE ONLY BOUGHT TEN DOLLARS WORTH OF GAS AT PUMP NUMER 12!

STOP DISPLAYING MY CLOTHES ON WOMEN OR MEN AT MY EMPLOYMENT!  DO YOU HONESTLY HAVE NO IDEA WHAT MESSAGE THAT SENDS INTO THE WORLD?!  STOP SHOWING MY CLOTHES ON OTHER WOMEN!  DO YOU HONESTLY HAVE NO IDEA WHAT MESSAGE THAT SENDS INTO THE WORLD!

ARE YOU REALLY ONLY INTERESTED IN FINDING WAYS OF KILLING PEOPLE AROUND THE WORLD?!  THAT IS ALL I SEE WHEN I SEE WOMEN TRYING TO LOOK LIKE ME, WEARING MY CLOTHES!  IN FACT, THERE IS A LOT MORE THAT IS WORSE THAN THAT!  YOU DUMB STUPID PEOPLE!

Of course, I am not going to wear the shirt I purchased for my real father at my work, that place is filthy!

The photo you put in the news for me to see, the one with a tall man on the left and a woman on the right, the woman in not supposed to be in the photo.  The real photograph does not have another person other than the man in the photo.  That woman does not belong there.  From that photograph there is something on the ground behind him and there is something in front of him, out of the camera, somewhat in the distance.  That information should help you.  Someone wanted to test my knowledge.  I am undeterred by it.

Do you honestly not know what message it sends to people in the real world when they find out that I must take a sort of long weekend every few months in order to recover from my work environment?!  People would literally stop talking to their contacts because of it!

Whatever you stupid fucking people did that allowed some fucking whore to use virtual reality to make me appear drugged out of my mind SHOULD BE SENT TO JAIL!  IT IS UNTRUE!

THIS IS WHAT I SENT TO WHAT APPEARED TO BE AN OFFICIAL FBI WEBSITE SINCE I AM NOT ALLOWED TO LIVE IN THE REAL WORLD WHO KNOWS WHERE THIS ACTUALLY WENT:

March 9, 2019

 

It is exceedingly difficult for me watching people through the movies and television, gloating and celebrating how they tortured my mother, our mother until they killed her.  Gloating and celebrating.

I believe my employer wants me killed.  I attempted to go to the FBI office here in Tampa to get official documentation of the many wrongs that have been done to me over the years.  I was denied entrance.  I believe I had been traded at a meet when I went to the movies with a black woman from HR when I worked at Hilton.  They gave mother a mini-stroke to keep me from remembering, to keep me from figuring anything out, to keep me traumatized, to keep me from leaving the state of Florida, to keep me from remembering I know how to see into other people’s minds and brains, to see them for who they really are.

I have been led to believe I am on a television show that has been going on since 2013.  I want nothing to do with television, acting, reality television, or any of it.  I am certainly not paid for being on television, so the fact that there is a television show and I am not paid for it would be a criminal enterprise and act that could and should be prosecuted.  It is against my will.

I have applied endlessly for years to get another job and employment.  Be prepared, my employer has put me on final notice simply because I did not steam clean my tile floor.  Also, they have no use for me anymore since I have paid off my Civic.  You should apply there, they are more interested in you than they are in me there.

I am so beyond how this happens to a US citizen being traded through intelligence persons, so criminals can plan premeditated murder.  They killed my mother for fun.  They killed our mother for fun and entertainment because she had been most valuable to the US government.

Gloating and celebrating the harm they have done to every one of our family members.  Gloating and celebrating the harm they have done to mother.  Gloating and celebrating killing my mother, killing our mother – for entertainment.

Be prepared because I have made my plans very public if I am not able to financially support myself.

NO, I REALLY DO NOT LOVE DAVID ANYMORE!  THE LOVE FOR GOD IS NOT THE SAME AS ROMANTIC LOVE – AT ALL!  THERE IS NO COMPARISION WHATSOEVER!

If you take the code, dog as God, you walk a dog.  Walkabout.  This would mean you allowed ME TO BE TRADED NOT ONLY TO A CRIMINAL TO SOMEONE WHO IS COOPRERATING WITH TERRORISTS WHO DO NOT BELIEVE IN A CHRISTIAN GOD!  YOU DUMB FUCKING PEOPLE!

I WOULD CORRECT THAT SHIT AT ONCE!

I DO NOT WANT TO MEET DAVID!  I DO NOT LOVE DAVID!  I AM BEYOND HURT WITH EVERYTHING YOU HAVE DONE AND INVOLVED DAVID IN!

I AM ABLE TO LOVE AGAIN!  I DO NOT HAVE TO LOVE DAVID!

MY WAY FROM THE MOVIE MOULIN ROUGE HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THE CHARACTER OR THE CHARACTERS NAMES!  THIS WAS NOT MEANT FOR YOU PEOPLE IT WAS ONLY MEANT FOR ME!  MY WAY, MY WAY – THIS IS PROFILES OF SERIAL KILLERS, PEDOPHILES, IT IS FUCKING SICK!

SHE IS MINE AND HE PLACES HIS HANDS ON HER – IS MEANT TO BE GOD!  HEALING HANDS!  THE PLACING OF HANDS!  IT IS BIBLICAL AND NOTHING MORE!  IT IS NOT SEXUAL IN ANY WAY!  NOT IN THE LEAST!

BIBLICAL!

YOU FUCKING PEOPLE!  IT WASN’T MEANT FOR YOU!  IF ANYONE THOUGHT DIFFERENTLY!

IT HAS NOTHING AT ALL TO DO WITH DAVID FROM COLLEGE!  IT DOES NOT!  IT IS BIBLICAL!  BIBLICAL!  BIBLICAL!

WE ARE ALL GOD’S CHILDREN!  GOD’S CHILDREN!  WE ARE GOD’S CHILDREN!  THERE IS NOTHING IN THE WORLD THAT CAN OR DOES EVER, EVER TAKE THAT AWAY!  NOTHING!  WE ARE CHILDREN OF GOD!

BIBLICAL!

SOMEBODY BELIVED IN ME SO STRONGLY, SO MUCH SO THAT I WOULD BE ABLE TO READ THE MESSAGES MEANT FOR ME THAT THEY HAD ME PLACED IN ORLANDO TO SEE THE FILM!  WHO DROVE ME AND BROUGHT ME TO THE LOCATION WAS COMPLETELY IRRELEVANT!  IRRELEVANT!  THIS IS HOW PEOPLE IN THE REAL WORLD – WORK!  THEY SEE AND KNOW THE DIFFERENCE!  IF YOU HAVE TRIED TO FOLLOW ME, THE INFORMATION WAS NOT MEANT FOR YOU!  THEY DO THAT FOR A REASON!  FOR YOUR OWN PROTECTION!

I AM SO SICK AND TIRED OF THE STUPID BULL-SHIT I AM NOT WRITING ANYMORE TODAY!

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March 18, 2019

SHUT THE FUCK UP AND LISTEN!  STOP MAKING ME LATE TO MY EMPLOYMENT!  STOP MAKING ME LATE TO MY LOCATION!  SHUT THE FUCK UP!  YOU PEOPLE DO NOT SEE THEM THE WAY I SEE THEM!  YOU PEOPLE DO NOT KNOW THE THINGS I KNOW!  SHUT UP!

YOU STUPID PEOPLE WHETHER I PLACE A VEST OR NOT IS QUITE LITERALLY MEANINGLESS.  I LIVE IN THE REAL WORLD.  I ACTUAL KNOW MORE THAN YOU BECAUSE IT WAS ALL MEANT FOR ME AND IT WAS NOT MEANT TO BE PUBLIC KNOWLEDGE.

I do not have a lot of time today, PEOPLE REALLY NEED TO KNOW THE INFORMATION THAT I SEE AND HAVE!  SO, SHUT UP!

STOP ALLOWING MY BROTHER AND HIS NON-ROY CAMPBELL FRIEND TO SPEAK THROUGH CHRIS YOU ARE ACTUALLY PLACING AND ALLOWING THEM BOTH TO BE SEEN AS DIRTY AS CRIMINALS AS NOTHING MORE THAN CONVICTS WHO BELONG BEHIND BARS!

NO, I WILL NEVER ALLOW MYSELF TO DATE OR BE INVOLVED WITH A MAN WHO HAS DONE TIME, IS A CRIMINAL, A CONVICTED FELON, EITHER AS A JUVENILE OR AN ADULT!  NEVER!

YOU FUCKING PEOPLE!  THE ONLY MEN I AM EVER ALLOWED TO GET NEAR OR TO BE SEEN WITH ARE MEN WHO HAVE BEEN CONVICTED?!  FUCK YOU!  I WILL BE FLIPPING YOU OFF FOR NOT ALLOWING ME TO BE SEEN DATING AND INVOLVED WITH LAW ABIDING STRAIGHT WHITE MEN!

IF YOU FUCKING PEOPLE SO MUCH AS TERMINATED MY REAL FATHER’S EMPLOYMENT TO PLACE HIM IN AN EMPLOYMENT OF FORMER INCARERATED MEN TO GET NEAR ME?!  FUCK YOU!

STRAIGHT WHITE MEN!  YOU FUCKING GOT IT!  IT IS REALLY MORE SERIOUS!  MORE SERIOUS THAN ANYONE SEEMS TO UNDERSTAND!

Barnes and Nobles is in The Bourne Legacy.  I made him, it is in the film.  If anyone wants to know he could be brought stateside.  It is in the film, I think for a reason.

The scene of a beaten-up actor in The Bourne Legacy looks like a local cop (more like Todd from Visionworks) allowing a serial killer to lure me into the police station.  They would have had him disguised as a real police officer who would have taken my statement.  Meaning, they would have allowed a real serial killer information about ME such as my name, address, phone number, etc.  Get this, because they had no idea why when sending people into my employment for visual confirmation of me it would send people out to kill their own people.  I don’t have time to write it all.

Let it be known, Murphy is food stressed.  I think because I am so stressed.  I have a few cups of coffee in the morning and a tin of soup in the evening.  I should be losing weight.  IT REALLY HAS AN EFFECT ON AGENTS IN THE REAL WORLD WHEN YOU FUCK UP LIKE THAT!

THIS IS REALLY SERIOUS.  THERE IS A VERY, VERY DANGEROUS MAN IN THE BOURNE LEGACY.  A VERY DANGEROUS SERIAL KILLER.  A MEDICAL DOCTOR.  HE IS VERY DANGEROUS.  I KNOW THE DIFFERENCE.  HE IS STILL ALIVE.  HE IS VERY DANGEROUS.

I don’t have time to write more.

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March 17, 2019

I am going back to who I was before Edison happened.  That means I am no longer paying or giving any amount of attention or acknowledgment of labels, wordings, and descriptions.  These things are meaningless and have no value whatsoever.

I am more than a logical woman.  No man who loved a woman in any romantic way would ever say, I love you, then let another – a convicted criminal, a man who has spent time in jail – man have sex with her.  Do you people honestly not see what you have done?  What you tried to create?  It is not against me.  I see it.  You more than deceived me because if it had not been for all the electronic devices and implants in my body IT WOULD NEVER HAVE HAPPENED!  IT IS A PROVEN STATISICAL IMPOSSIBILITY!  PROVEN!

Breed the black out of them from the movie Australia is referencing its countries own history; however, for me it is most SPECIFICALLY ABOUT AND REFERENCING THAT IT WAS KNOWN AROUND THE WORLD THAT I NEEDED TO BE DATING MEN – STRAIGHT WHITE MEN, AND THAT IS TO SAY MEN WHO HAVE NEVER SPENT ANY TIME IN JAIL, NEVER BEEN CONVICTED, NEVER BEEN ARRESTED, I WAS TO BE SEEN DATING THEM FOR REAL, AND MORE THAN ONE MAN – I SEE IT – MEN OF INTELLIGENCE WANTED TO HAVE CHILDREN WITH ME!  LET IT BE KNOWN, SOMEONE HAS TAKEN THAT AWAY FROM THE WHOLE WORLD!  YOU PEOPLE HAVE NO IDEA HOW BAD THAT SENTENCE ALONE IS!

Ask my father about the car accident that happened in our van, he will know more specifics.  We had not yet moved from California.  What I remember is how upset my mother was that the deer died.  I will let you people figure out all the movie references as you read.  It is important after all to use your brains, wit, and intelligence.  It looks to me as though it was not an accident, the deer was pushed into our vehicle.  This was the 70’s so we had to stay overnight as the vehicle was repaired.  All I see is a man would have gotten visual confirmation of me as I exited the vehicle, then he’s gone.  I see nothing else.

Yes, this does look like a death threat to me.  It was meant so that both my mother and father upon returning from our trip would have talked to people about the car accident and dead deer.  The death threat to me, get this, as a wee little girl, as a small child of less than five years old, I was so disconcerting, so upsetting, so valuable because of my goodness, so alarming to evil all over the world, so powerful in my own might, so strong, so capable, so confident, so Norwegian and Norway, so very Cherith Joelle Gjestland that I frightened a bad man and criminal so much so he placed a death threat and hit on me, a child.  Wow, some really big tough man, huh?  I am such a big bad criminal man I have to go out and kill children!  That’s what that looks like to me.

Not only that, the death threat is meant for another child on the other side of the globe somewhere, I do not know; however, intelligence might already know or be able to figure it out.  They should be warned now.  I am plugged in after all.

And if the ridiculousness of the criminal mind of killing children is not enough, this stupid idiot chose the location of the accident get this, to protect himself.  It means there was a deal that happened in the vicinity some time soon after the dead deer and the very fact that the Gjestland’s were there previously was factored into a benefit for the deal.  Wow.

The character’s name Ivan from the movie Australia means I-vein, it means you had a bad informant, a heroin addict, who was a bad informant.  It doesn’t take a genius to know that a drug addict is not going to be a reliable source.  It would have to have been such a fuck-up, so bad they had to put him in a movie to warn people and to show people who he really was.

Who is the coffee connoisseur anyway?  He wouldn’t be trying to reference the movie Lady Hawk, would he?  I think the only reason the wolf is black in Lady Hawk is to show night, nighttime, it is not criminal or a black as in a criminal, and it is just meant to show someone who is unapproachable.  It is not a defector in this movie.  You just don’t go walking up to a wolf and start a conversation.  A bird, a hawk; however, is more docile.  That would be me as the wolf, there is a lot more, I don’t have the time at the moment, I am more than just the wolf, I am also the hawk and the woman, I am the wolf snarling and snapping my jaws and fending off would be attackers who are trying to hurt, cause harm, and defame my real father.  That would mean people – saw me this way as a child, as a pre-teen.

Let it be known – the air assaults happened after Edison.  It means every time you have placed a jelly-belly on me you have provided protection for – A GODDAMN FUCKING TERRORIST OR KNOWN SUBVERSIVE AGAINST THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT!  I SUGGEST YOU FUCKING STOP THIS AT ONCE!  NO ONE WOULD EVER BELIEVE THAT I – THAT I, CHERITH JOELLE GJESTLAND – WOULD EVER WITH ANY UNDERSTANDING PROVIDE PROTECTION AND SANCTUARY TO A FUCKING TERRORIST!  I BRING THAT SHIT DOWN!  I DO NOT LET THAT SHIT CARRY ON!  I DO NOT ALLOW THE VERY THOUGHTS TO EXIST!

You have a very lucrative business that is taking place within that building of prisoners around the world buying protections by proxies, using me for protections.  NO ONE WOULD EVER BELIEVE SUCH A DUMB NOTION!  I SUGGEST YOU FIND THE SON OF BITCHES AND SHUT THAT SHIT OFF!  THERE ARE SEVERAL PEOPLE, SEVERAL MEN, SEVERAL WOMEN PAST AND PRESENT WHO ARE EMPLOYED IN THAT BUILDING JUST TO PROVIDE PROTECTIONS TO PRISONERS BEHIND BARS, AND, WHEN THEY BEEN RELEASED!  SHUT THAT SHIT DOWN!

YOU FUCKING PEOPLE HAVE A ONE OF A KIND SUPER MODEL, AND WHAT HAVE YOU ALLOWED?!  PRISONER PROTECTIONS!  SHUT THAT SHIT OFF IMMEDIATELY!

IT ALSO MEANS YOU HAVE A SERIOUS PD PROBLEM, A SERIOUS POLICE PROBLEM.  THE VERY REASON THEY STARTED THIS NOTION OF ONLY HAVING ME DRIVE IN THE “POLICE” LANE WAS TO PROVIDE PROTECTION FOR A FORMER POLICE OFFICER WHO IS PROBABLY STILL IN PRISON FOR A CRIME, OR CRIMES.

IN THE MOVIE WIND RIVER, IT IS PRACTICALLY VERBATIM FROM MY REAL LIFE WITH MICHAEL, AGAIN HE NEVER RAPED ME; HOWEVER, YOU HAVE MORE THAN ONE PD AND POLICE OFFICERS WHO HAVE NOT HANDLED OR MANAGED THEIR WORK ACCORDING TO THE LAW.  THIS IS WHAT IS REFERENCED IN THE MOVIE THE BOURNE LEGACY ABOUT ANY MORE OF THE SHIT GOING SIDEWAYS AND BEING INVOLVED IN OTHER AREAS OF INTELLIGENCE!  THIS IS THE GODDMAN PD, LOCAL POLICE IN MULTIPLE LOCATIONS HERE IN FLORIDA OBSSESSING OVER ME BECAUSE OF THE SURVEILLANCE, LISTENING TO ME AND MICHAEL, ETC. SO MUCH SO IT NOT ONLY FUCKED INTELLIGENCE WORK BECAUSE THEY WERE UNWILLING TO FOLLOW THEIR ORDERS, SOME OF THEM TURNED CRIMINAL, AND MOSTLY THEY ALLOWED TERROISM AND TERRORIST ATTACKS TO CONTINUE AND TAKE PLACE – BECAUSE, BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN DOING THIS WORK AS A SMALL CHILD!

I suggest you find all these men and possibly women with these sick fantasy – AND SHUT THAT SHIT OFF!  TAKE THAT FUCKING SHIT DOWN!  IT IS REALLY HUGE!  I SEE A HUGE SYSTEM THEY’VE CREATED!  JESUS, ONCE YOU FIND IT, IT WILL SURPRISE YOU WHAT THEY HAVE DONE ALL THESE YEARS WITH ME.  IT’S PRETTY GROSS.

I have been seeing this for awhile too.  In every way the United States government protects itself, with intelligence, the police, with the military, any and every way the United States uses and every means they have and use as a way of keeping democracy alive, protecting Western civilization, there are people out there who have been trying to use me to subvert this means.  I suggest you do not allow them – near me.

What would help, no joke, most of all, for me, Cherith Joelle Gjestland to be dating for real, to be dating a white straight man who has never been in jail and to be seen.  Proxies will NEVER work in this way.  I see it.  It has to be, it must be for real.  It doesn’t take a very skilled reader to notice and know the difference between real and proxy.

Let it be known, I purchased half and half because I like it.  I am also both King George and Nullah, I am not a black.  Let it be known, they placed heavy and mass pounds and weight to the product.  Because you added heaviness and added weight to the product you actually placed death and death threats upon Aboriginal people in Australia.  You stupid fucking people did that!  Not me!

Every time you use my body with heaviness and weight, you PLACE DEATH AND DEATH THREATS UPON PEOPLE AROUND THE WORLD!  YOU STUPID FUCKING PEOPLE!  SHUT THAT FUCKING SHIT OFF!  SHUT THAT FUCKING SHIT DOWN!  IT IS NOT A JOKE!  IT IS NOT FUNNY!  IT MEANS – DEATH!  DEATH THREATS!  I WOULD NEVER ALLOW SUCH A THING – EVER!

Yes, it does appear that at least one person thought the notion of Star Wars, nothing to do with Disney just the words, Star Wars was quite literally meant TO PLACE REAL CRIMINALS, NEAR REAL CELEBRITIES WHO HAVE REAL MONEY, SO REAL CRIMINALS CAN DO REAL CRIMES UNDER THE GUISE OF A TELEVISION SHOW!  I SUGGEST, YOU SHUT THE FUCK UP!  STOP TELLING ME WHAT TO DO!  I AM MORE THAN PLUGGED IN AND YOU PEOPLE ARE IN TROUBLE AS YOU HAVE BEEN IN TROUBLE!  LOTS OF PEOPLE OUT THERE WHO LIKE TO KILL PEOPLE!  I AM THE PEACE MAKER!  I AM THE PEACE KEEPER!  I DO NOT ALLOW MURDERS TO CONTINUE – GET THIS, NOT EVEN FOR MOVIE PLOTS AND SCRIPTS!  YEP, THERE IS SEVERAL REALLY SICK PEOPLE YOU HAVE MAKING MONEY IN HOLLYWOD!  SICK!

I suggest you remove both the blonde white woman and small black woman Star Wars proxies from the building.  One has a death wish, and both of them together and separately are LITERALLY DOING NOTHING MORE THAN BRINGING DEATH AND DEATH THREATS TO CELEBRITIES AND ENTERTAINMENT PEOPLES!  I have no idea why they are allowed.

SO, SHUT THE FUCK UP!  I AM MORE THAN SAFE!  I HAVE BEEN DOING THIS AS A LITTLE GIRL!  YOU NEED TO LET ME WALK AROUND AND NOT PROTECT TERRORISTS WITH AIR!  YES, THAT DOES MEAN WHEN I WAS AT CYPRESS POINT BEACH, YOU FUCKING IDIOTS, PROVIDED PROTECTION TO A CRIMINAL, A WAR LORD, A TERRORIST – THROUGH THE GODDMAN FUCKING AIR!  YOU FUCKING MORONS!  STOP THAT SHIT AT ONCE!

READ: I weigh too much!  My weight is too high!  20 is a problem.  This is only protecting someone who is a recovering alcoholic and drug addict to have my weight be so high!  I suggest you remove it at once!  Just watch and see what happens when my weight goes back down to where it was at 109!  People will be able to relax just by having my weight go back to where it was.

I still miss my Tuesday and Thursday.  It is still very bad for me.  They should never have been taken from me.

I am so tired I have not been able to put together and use my toothbrush.  That’s bad on you.

It does look like I have quite literally helped save more than one Russian President in service to the United States.

BBC, did you get these two terrorists?!

You need to be cognizant of my time.  You need to be cognizant of the time it takes a woman to get dressed, you people have not allowed me any time to look like – me.  This has taken me more than two hours just to write this.

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March 16, 2019

Do not believe any news stories in the death of Lynn Keel, and that bankruptcy serial killer.

It is untrue.  It is untrue in every way.  Untrue.  Do not give him anymore time.  Do not give him the time of day anymore, he is disappointing.

He did watch my brother.  He did watch my mother.  Just being near me, looking at me through binoculars would send his insides quivering, he would stop everything, it would scare him straight.  It would upset him so to not be able to complete his criminal activities that he would become frustrated, enraged and seek other opportunities to release the demons within him.

I see his heavy-set legs are just as unattractive as ever.  The size of his waist shows his disgust for humanity and goodness.  The size of his waist shows his disgust for humanity and goodness.

He is disappointing.

You should all be aware there are bigger men than him behind bars with him that would not care if he had another meal.  My mother was more than well-liked by all.

If you people haven’t yet figured it out what happens to me literally effects people, agents and intelligence in the field.  What happens to me.  What happens to my family, more importantly, what happens to me has an effect on people in the field.  Be warned.  Be warned because I weigh too much.  Be warned because of your food I weigh too much.

If you haven’t yet figured it out, straight is a metaphor that really works in the real world for law enforcement, catching and preventing criminals and criminal activity.

Let it be known, I wrote to my brother telling him to apply to my employer because they seem more interested in him than they do in me.  Be warned.

No, this man is a nothing in comparison to the real proxy out there.  Proxies.  SHUT THAT FUCKING SHIT DOWN!

If they actually had me visit a phony prisoner in jail to see what would happen, it means they did not have who they thought they had because it looks like nothing happened.

Everyone one of you read my work too quickly.  I am constantly having to repeat myself because you read too quickly.

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March 16, 2019

Are you fucking kidding me, right now?!  Is this picture of Mamma June supposed to be what some gangster or mob person thought they could do to me?!

Are you fucking kidding me?!

YOU SHOULD ALL BE FUCKING WORRIED!  REAL FUCKING WORRIED!

If that picture is true of what some mob person thought they could do to me, it means HE HAS NO IDEA WHO HE IS REALLY GETTING HIS INFORMATION FROM!  IT MEANS HE HAS NO IDEA WHO HE IS ACTUALLY TALKING TO!  IT MEANS HE HAS NO IDEA WHO HE IS DOING BUSINESS WITH!  NONE!

YOU SHOULD ALL BE SCARED OUT OF YOUR FUCKING MINDS!

THIS MEANS IT COULD HAPPEN TO YOU!  THIS MEANS ANY CITIZEN IS UP FOR GRABS!  ANY CITIZEN COULD BE USED WITHOUT THERE KNOWLEDGE!  ANY CITIZEN COULD BE TOLD FROM THEIR DOCTOR THEY NEED A HYSTERECTOMY TO BE IMPLANTED WITH VIRTUAL REALITY, AND GUESS WHAT?!  HAVE NO OTHER CHOICE OTHER THAN TO FALL ASLEEP BEHIND THE WHEEL AS AN EXAMPLE!  THE PERFECT KILLING MACHINE!  THE PERFECT MURDER WEAPON!  AND YOU ALL THOUGHT IT WAS NOTHING MORE THAN A TELEVISION SHOW?!

I AM NOT ACTING!  I DO NOT HAVE A SCRIPT!  I DO NOT DISCUSSS PLOT WITH A DIRECTOR!  THIS IS MY REAL LIFE!  I DO NOT SEE OR VIEW ANYTHING ANYONE SAYS TO ME AS ANYTHING OR THAN REAL FUCKING LIFE!  THIS MEANS THERE ARE OTHER PEOPLE IN THE REAL WORLD WHO HAVE NO IDEA THEY ARE BEING USED! 

THESE FUCKING ASSHOLES GET TO DO THIS FUCKING SHIT TO UNITED STATES CITIZENS?!

SHOVE THEIR FUCKING FACE INTO THE GROUND!  GANGS AND MOBSTERS DO NOT GET TO TERRORIZE EVERYDAY CITIZENS!

A sort of tiki hut looking restaurant bar on the beach in St. Petersburg, Florida when I was 18.  I have no idea where Michael was.  I had alligator.  Fried alligator tail.  This would actually be the Russian defector, probably something like, oh, I don’t know, the movie Witness, he would have been so disappointed in me, in how I changed for the worse and so quickly, he would have been upset and not shown it – for years, probably.  It would have disgusted him.  It would have changed and ruined your communications.  He would have stopped.  Stopped helping.  It’s bad.

All the profile pictures I’ve seen are good leads, so far.

Jalapeno.  I still remember the man who looked at me at the movies with jalapenos on my nachos, 12 Strong.

Do not be mistaken that is me as Nicole Kidman in Australia; however, when Nullah talks about walkabout, it means this female handler not only had no idea what she was doing with me, she was in fact allowing criminals access to me.  Here’s Cherith’s address, here’s her phone number, here’s her house, here’s her schedule, no joke.  People KNEW about it!  There are and were people in foreign intelligence agencies – LAUGHING AT THE US JUST BECAUSE OF HOW THIS STUPID WOMAN USED ME, THE ONE OF A KIND SUPER MODEL, AS A VENDING MACHINE!

HUMANITY AS A WHOLE WOULD QUITE LITERALLY BE LIGHT YEARS AHEAD BY NOW HAD YOU PEOPLE ACTUALLY FOLLOWED YOUR GODDAMN ORDERS!

YOU NEED TO STEP UP IMMEDIATELY WITH THIS STUPID FUCKING BULLSHIT!  IT MEANS THEY HAVE PEOPLE ALL OVER THE – WORLD!

SHUT THAT GODDAMN FUCKING SHIT DOWN!  DO NOT LET IT CONTINUE!  SHOW THOSE GODDAMN FUCKING ASSHOLES THAT SHIT DOES NOT GET TO CONTINUE, DOES NOT GET TO MAKE A PROFIT, DOES NOT GET TO EXIST!

THEY HAVE PEOPLE ALL OVER THE WORLD!  NOT JUST ME!

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March 15, 2019

No, it still feels as though I have had no time off whatsoever.  I have no work-life balance at all.  For so many years in this same way that is completely against my own natural instincts, my own free will, and what I know to be true and real beyond a shadow of a doubt.

No, I am not sorry I bought a t-shirt for my real father.  I simply do not think I need or should have to continue doing such things.

This dialogue from Lord of The Rings, a light when all other lights go out, is me, is about me, is most specifically – me.  Be careful here, it is far more powerful than the words appear to be.

Santa Anita – Nina Gold, Nine-Ah Gold.

I almost dread writing this because I am not, in the given timetable I have, able to write a comprehensive structure code for the movies Moulin Rouge and Australia.  There is so much there in the films.

Brothels, can-can dancers, strip clubs, nudie bars, private dancers, etc. please do me and the world a ginormous favor, don’t be stupid, use your brain, and think beyond.  It is not a literal translation, or copy, it is about – suicide bombers and all the attacks that happened within a certain timeframe that mostly happened while Western civilization and culture was at leisure, having fun, and at nightclubs, discos, famous and popular international bars.  Places like the Ramada hotel.  Discos where international persons enjoyed a Western way of life.  Not just American, Western.

Is there or is there not a former “agent”, a former federal agent, a female, who is now behind bars for the role she played in at least one “mission.”  It looks like she could have been sent away for multiple assignments.  Is this the same woman who tried to talk me into saying and believing that the listening devices they placed in my head should be used for intelligence agents?  Because, I said no.  I said it would too easily cause any person to go insane from having this listening device that I have in my head.  No one should ever have it – EVER!  I still believe so.

Do you believe you would be able to live and stay alive with a constant audience, 24 hours a day?  That never went away – ever?  Most people would have killed themselves by now.  Just for relief.  Think about that.  Because if this listening device was from a former federal agent acting on their own, they would have known that possibility could exist.

When I enrolled at Hillsborough Community College, I believe the person who took my paperwork was not employed by the college.  I was told I had to take a test, a placement test for admission because I had a GED.  Because of my scores I was told I needed PREP Math and English classes.  Five credit course classes as opposed the three regular semester credit classes.  I know I took two prep math classes, but I only remember one prep English class.  It was a class that you could go at your own pace.  You could take the whole semester to finish the class or you could finish early.  I completed the class in a few weeks.  It was not difficult.

The cattle drive in Moulin Rouge, does look like agencies competing for meets with me.  It also looks like Japanese, Kobe beef.  That would be our US military bases in Japan back in the 1980’s.

The dance I had when I was in middle school in Oregon was just a way, they were creating a story for me to know when I was older.  The man responsible I can no longer see anymore, he is dead.  The next play after Toy Shoppe was Wizard of Oz.  I received a call-back and did not go.  There is some confusion around that time.  The Wizard of Oz is not about some fantasy story it is a way of describing brain-travel, Sherlock thinking, memory technique, and solving crimes.  Who is the lead?  A woman.  And what was the year?

I had a meet as a pre-teen child at Clackamas Town center, it was done to show me that the medical research done on – live – subjects in Oregon should never have happened.  Not to me, and not to my family.  He tried to get me to look away, look in another direction.  I did not.  This would mean they had a suspected pedophile that he (an intelligence man) was trying to get me to look at, and I did not, I would not.  He is not my reflection.

My mother is Satine, she is not in any way a whore or a can-can dancer.  No one would ever believe such a thing.  It is the reason I wore her wedding ring on my Norway lanyard.  She was married.  She did not have children out of wed-lock.  IT IS MORE THAN IMPORTANT!  I did wear the jade bracelet for my cousin who is married, and South African bracelet from my Aunt who is married and white and married to a retired Professor at a University in California.  I don’t even know if they are still alive.

My real father is not a criminal or convict, he is white.  My real father is white born male in South Africa.  IT IS MORE THAN IMPORTANT!

We flew into Brisbane, Australia.  We went through customs in Brisbane.  Take the longitude, starting at Brisbane, go all the way around the globe until you return to Brisbane.  There is a story there.  Easter Island, He’s alive, He’s alive, He’s alive and I’m forgiven, Heaven’s gates are open wide, He’s alive, these song lyrics are probably important to more than one person.  It goes through South Africa.  My real father is white born male.

I am not a criminal or a convict, I am white!  IT IS MORE THAN IMPORTANT!  IF ANY ONE PERSON STARTED THIS BLACK FEMALE TEACHER TRAINER BY MEANS OF A TELEVISION SHOW – I AM NOT A CRIMINAL!  I AM NOT A CONVICT!  NO, I WILL NOT NOW, NOR WILL I EVER DATE A BLACK MAN – THAT IS TO SAY I WILL NEVER DATE A MAN WHO HAS SPENT TIME IN PRISON – EVER!  I WAS UNAWARE OF MICHAEL’S PREVIOUS CONVICTIONS, OR TIME IN JAIL.

Cheers, pizza man.

It means that Michael was also used by a man who had spent time in jail.  God help him.  God help them both.

My be married dress.  These men would have known what I was saying as a little girl.  My be married dress.  As a little girl, no older than four years old, and I recognized them for who they really were, and I said I wanted that, I wanted to marry a man like that.  There is nothing wrong with that.  It would have only made our intelligence more powerful.

Pride is not power, from Australia.  Means, this African pride, that is to say this group of criminals, former and current war lords that created a sort of alliance through organizations trying to create legitimacy – this African pride – IS NOT POWER!  IS NOT POWER!  IS NOT POWER!  IS NOT POWER!  AND IT WAS SEEN AS SUCH BY MANY, MANY PERSONS!  IS NOT POWER!

I have not changed my t-shirt at work because when I arrived at work to discover that they used virtual reality to allow that black man to see me in my home in my bed without my permission, without my consent, SERIOUS, SERIOUS ALARMS WENT OFF IMMEDIATELY!  GOD HELP YOU!  I DID NOT DO THAT!  I DID NOT ALLOW THAT!  I DID NOT GIVE PERMISSION!  ALARMS!  ALARMS!  ALARMS!  ALARMS!  ALARMS!  THEY HAVE NOT GONE AWAY!

Nullah – Null and void.  It means null and void.  It has nothing to do with space, or a void in such a manner.  Null and void.  What do you, or used to, give your employer when you sign up direct deposit?  A voided check.  You write VOID over the check, so that is cannot be cashed, it cannot be duplicated, it cannot be copied, it cannot be used in any other way from the financial institution.

Null and void, means the persons who were handling me, who were in charge of me at my employment, as an asset did not receive me, did not get me by legitimate means.  It was seen across the globe as so.  Not legitimate.  I am a legitimate child of my real father’s; however, I was not attained properly.  There is a lot more to it, I just don’t have the time.

Nullah and King George from Australia are both me at the same time, and at different times.  That is me as King George killing a would-be assassin who tried to kill my real brother all the way back in 1992.  It means that while working at WORSHIP they could have used a live feed when they should not have.  A live feed of me and talking to me in the hallway about my brother’s car accident.  A live feed as I drove to the hospital, and a live feed at the hospital.  At Tampa General Hospital.

King Carnie is Carnegie Hall.  It looks as though someone has quite famously stashed money in the walls or building that has not been retrieved.  There are also stories within the building itself.

Ellen Pompeo, not Ellen DeGeneres.  Ellen Pompeo as Dr. Cindy Kelly.  A word of caution, there are many people about who have and are using my hysterectomy, and the damage they purposefully closed, and the devices implanted without my consent or permission, as a way of me carrying the burden of what they believe are my brother’s sins.  In a sense they destroyed, devastated, ruined, closed my sex organ so it could no longer function as a deal having me live with the burden of my brother’s sins.

I NEED THIS TAKEN CARE OF IMMEDIATELY!  I NEED THIS NOTION OF MY BROTHER HAVING TO BE ANYBODY ELSE OTHER THAN HIMSELF TAKEN CARE OF!  MY BROTHER DOES NOT HAVE TO BE ANYBODY OTHER THAN HIMSELF!  THIS ASSOCIATION THAT HAS BEEN MADE IN THE INTELLIGENCE WORLD ARE BEYOND EXCUSE AND EXPLANATION!  IT SHOWS AN ABSOLUTE LACK OF THOUGHTFUL INTELLIGENCE!  IT IS BEYOND IMMORAL!  BEYOND DUMB!  BEYOND STUPID!

Jealousy has driven them mad from Moulin Rouge, this is code, not dialogue, you do not use every word.  Jealousy – jalousie windows.  This has to do with my brother when he moved here to Florida on Davis Island.  There were cameras nearly at every side at the house my brother was staying at.  It looks as though this man is already behind bars.  Where is the only trauma center in Hillsborough county?  At Tampa General on Davis Island.  It makes it appear planned, premeditated all the way back to when we lived in Oregon.

Do you understand the significance of horses?  Horses do not stop.  You must rest your horses when taking care of them because they will continue until they literally drop dead.

They used my mother as a horse, metaphor.  I am the horse in Hidalgo, not ridden in a sexual way, as a way to move – an Army, military movement.  It is also me as the daughter, I told you I was the peacekeeper.

King George can always find his way, this is me, I always knew where I was, where I parked my car, no matter if I was in a foreign country, I could fin my way.

Do you know that I was probably playing war and battle plans and maps as a child?  Looks like at least of few of these men thought it was so much fun to be had with a little girl and me, sharing an interest.

Penniless sitar player from Moulin Rouge, is me, it is just meant to prove to show as evidence I knew how to do these things before Oregon.  Before the movie The Rescuers.

I am nearly more than at my limit for writing at the moment; however, Satine dying is really the Son of God, Jesus Christ dying on the cross for our sins.  Christian crying for Satine’s death, is God, is Our God in Heaven, crying and crying, heartbroken and crying for his son’s death.  It is to show that God is not heartless, some Lord of numbers who has no feelings.  God sent his only begotten son to die for our sins.  Why would God do such a thing?  Why would God kill his child?

We are all God’s children.  No one is exempt.  We are all God’s children.  God cannot stop loving his own people.  God cannot stop loving his people.  God cannot stop loving.  God is LOVE.  God is love.  God is pure love.  God in Heaven is love.

Although you have killed my son, I cannot stop from loving you.  I love you.  I, your Heavenly Father up above, love you.

It is a lesson to show that retaliations do not work.  God is love.

It also means that something really big happened when I was in Australia because I am Satine as Christ.  As Christ.  That would mean there were men – the closest and fastest explanation would be disciples.  Peacekeeper.

The money payment in the movie, Moulin Rouge just looks like Judas.

My way, my way from Moulin Rouge is a reference to Frank Sinatra meaning there is a rat – in the food industry.  There was an episode on Seinfeld about low-fat yogurt that made everyone fat because it was not labelled correctly, purposefully labelled with wrong information, more importantly, done so with intent.  This is in reference to me.

Be aware, be advised, I have made the final payment on my Civic.  I have paid off my vehicle.  That means they can no longer trace payment.  It means the financial institution no longer has the right or access to the title of my vehicle.  I should have already received the title by now.

Tired.

Resting now.

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March 15, 2019

I am just tired.  It feels as though I have had no time off at all.  I am in great need of resting my mind and body.  I am tired.

I am going back to the person I was before I was told this was all for a television show.  He was right, he was correct, he did not believe it would work, and he was and is correct about that.  We’ve worked together before, you know.  So, no, I am not thinking about a number, a dollar amount, any other specific items and its message that it might send to what?  Criminals?!  I was in the realm of strategists at some of the highest levels as a teenager.

I am also really tired of having to wear these stupid clothes, such as always having to wear a hat.  I prefer to dress as I did before.  I think it works better that way.  In fact, I know it works better that way.  My previous work is proof of that.  But you are all so much smarter than me, right?  You all want to tell me what something means rather than me telling you and writing what the actual truth is.

Wolfe’s are a metaphor.  A wolf being a wild dog, an untamed animal living in the wild without any domestication.  As a metaphor in The Journey of Natty Gan, a wolf is a metaphor for a foreign spy or agent, etc. that I helped to defect to the US.  There is more to it than that.  I am just too tired.

Too tired to write more at the moment.