November 16, 2018

November 16, 2018

 

I am quite popular over there.  Why is that not being utilized?  Why is it not being utilized at all?!  Awe.  I saw awe.  Why is that not being utilized?!  Why is that not being utilized at all over there?!

What are the most watched and popular American television shows over there?  Work it and use it for a template of work.  It is going to be the best use, the greatest impact, it is a start to end these business transactions and mentality over there.

 

This is a code that has been and is being used.  Someone did not give up when I changed my license plate.  They will not give up if I buy a new car either.  E=MC2 is a code used.  C, being Columbia the country of Columbia, being connected to the District of Columbia.  By water, a river at both the District of Columbia and in the country of Columbia.  Squared being an object.  = is a road.  The rest are names.  It is old-time MI6, British Secret Intelligence.  There is an illegal drug and pharmaceutical connection.

I don’t understand, if you people already know this stuff why do you have me write about it?

Is there somebody who collects vintage, old-time, old-fashioned spy equipment?  Items purchased in non-conventional ways?

Do Not Be Mistaken!

I am the one who discovered my mother could still ommunicate and how she communicated.  Not anyone else.

I believe my mother was trying to tell me the two Spanish sisters purposefully slipped something into my mother’s food creating a permanent stroke.  Their brother, Gorka who had been a previous tour escort was from Basque.

Puppies

There was a nurse at the nurses station at the Wilder road nursing home who brought in a litter of puppies.  She was giving them away.

I never held one.  Never touched one.

It is in connection to hacking my computer.  I was thinking about being able to manage raising a puppy and care for my mother.  By the time I was able to think through everything, she had taken all the puppies away.

You Forget…

I wasn’t coached.

I told you.  I told you about him.

He is long gone.  He is happy and satisfied with his meeting.  And, he is long gone.

It was set-up on purpose that the likeliest possibility was that I was never going to get there.

I am beyond.  It was and is inexcuseable.  I am so beyond I can barely express how much didn’t happen because of it.

Brain Research

November 15, 2018

I believe there was brain researchers working near enough to me in Oregon, I believe there was brain work and studies being done with many different applications within many different organizations, companies, and our government.

Something actors are good at.  This is not code or secret.  I am tired.  It is similar to what actors do and how actors use their brain.

Unfortunately, for me my appreciation for film and the performing arts has been so badly damaged.  I lost my mother.  I do not understand why any person would want to kill my mother.  It is so repulsive.

I simply cannot write anymore about this.  I cannot continue to work with being shoved a list of stories and people for twelve hours, then go home and do what every person does to keep going, then write and work-out the list from twelve hours of work.  It is the same as being asked to see, locate, find stories, then hold on to them, file them away in my brain, one after another, after another, after another until I am at the point of collapse EVERY SINGLE DAY!

Enough already!