Brain Research

November 15, 2018

I believe there was brain researchers working near enough to me in Oregon, I believe there was brain work and studies being done with many different applications within many different organizations, companies, and our government.

Something actors are good at.  This is not code or secret.  I am tired.  It is similar to what actors do and how actors use their brain.

Unfortunately, for me my appreciation for film and the performing arts has been so badly damaged.  I lost my mother.  I do not understand why any person would want to kill my mother.  It is so repulsive.

I simply cannot write anymore about this.  I cannot continue to work with being shoved a list of stories and people for twelve hours, then go home and do what every person does to keep going, then write and work-out the list from twelve hours of work.  It is the same as being asked to see, locate, find stories, then hold on to them, file them away in my brain, one after another, after another, after another until I am at the point of collapse EVERY SINGLE DAY!

Enough already!

People Must Be Held Accountable

November 15, 2018

 

I need this explained to me.  I need someone to tell me why this was allowed to happen.  I want people held responsible and accountable for this.  I want people held responsible and accountable for this alone.

I need to know because I cannot understand this at all.  Why are there people working within management, within Amazon, and within production, working against me.  Working against me!  Working to destroy and corrupt me, my work, and my abilities!  Working so that I will fail rather than being the persons and people that might bring about the greater good!

I need to know why I was forced to miss that meeting?!

I have within me the ability, do you?  I know I can do the work.  I know I am more than able, more than capable, more than enough.  I believe beyond a shadow of a doubt that what I am able to do, to create; the work I know no other person around is able to have the same effect, I do like no other.

So, I need to know why it is still allowed to happen regardless of what I do and change, electric pressure washing, POT pressure, wet underwear, electro-shock while at work or anywhere, hitting me while at work, and making me limp from too much standing.

It has been more than proven that it is time for the teacher training rules, electric pressure washing, POT pressure, and wet underwear to end!

FIRE CHELSEA!  FIRE CHRIS!

I need this to end.  This Jillian Michaels beef training.  You are basically handing a War Lord money to continue criminal ways and killing people by allowing this beef practice to continue.

I know what will work on Cumberland Clerk.  Apparently, no one else at Amazon or around me seems to understand this fact alone.  It is petite.  Not beef that will work.

I am so upset about this I had to stop writing.  This is a threat unlike the world has ever seen before and while I am managing to thwart efforts made in that direction, I am dealt with wet underwear and interrogations, so that I will be so upset I will go home early so they can let a murderer go unidentified because she happens to be black.  The moral compass on this alone, on this act alone is beyond revolting.  Somebody needs to be held accountable.

Navy, the color navy is seen as protection, as Norway, as Norwegian protection.

There is too much value placed on things that have no relevance, are completely inconsequential.  Placing value and stories and news stories on t-shirts and clothing, and hair styles, quite literally is handing money to a War Lord and criminals to further their terror, violence, killings, murder, rapes, and criminal activities.

I have the ability to stop someone who likes very much to kill people.  You don’t want that?  You don’t want me to do that?  Oh, ok.  Then, I want another job.  There are people in the building who are literally handing money over to War Lords and criminals to continue their enterprises by working against me.

There is too much attention being paid with words and wording on clothing.  It is not and will not be seen in such a way.  By playing into this storyline and thinking, you are handing money over to a War Lord.

Wet underwear.  It is reprehensible.  Wet underwear and interrogating me.  It is reprehensible.  It was only done to force me to not identify my mother’s murderer and killer because she happens to be black.  It is reprehensible.

FIRE CHELSEA!  FIRE CHRIS!

There Is No Need to Worry

November 15, 2018

 

Do not fret.  Being a wife to a husband, is enough.  Use it.

It is more than enough, it is of greater use than any advisor can offer.

Worry about nothing else, it does not matter.  I see it.

Do not change anything or do anything else differently.  Worry not.

Kentucky Straight Bourbon

November 15, 2018

 

This is about the Kentucky Hate Crimes against the United States government and its peoples.

I need people to go back and look around the location where the Beer and Bourbon fest took place in Tampa in 2014.  I need people physically on the ground looking around for things, items, people, a presence needs to be there.

I took photographs on my phone of myself, Roy, and my brother on a bench by the water.  I would look there.

I was there with Rachel, my brother, and Roy.

David walked by, I spotted him and didn’t call him by name.  They have no idea what they are doing there.  He crossed a street at a crosswalk in front of me.

They gave me a very heavy dose of a sedative at that location, it was on grass, that knocked me out nearly a whole day.  I wrote about it.  How I awoke in different clothes than I had been in.  Something is, there a connection or link between that event, David, drugging me, and the Kentucky case.  I believe it is a woman.  I believe it is a lesbian.

Straight.  Straight Bourbon.  This set somebody off.  It could very likely be similar to what happened before at Eleven o’clock Amazon time, and 23:00 hours.

It could be a bomb.

I would go rather quickly, Please.

Ta.

Helga

November 15, 2018

 

Create this image.

White female thirties to early forties, eleven feet tall.  Not my body.

Dressed like a Roman solider, no helmet.

My hair, not the exact color.  Flaxen, wheat-colored, air-dried, not smoothed or blown-dry, natural curl, not curly, loose ringlets, natural texture, it is long hair, the length of the back.

My eyes although to appear like a granite marble sculpture, concave to create the depth, not curled eyelashes, tinted eyelashes in an olden form before the cosmetic industry with a stiff brush and cake powder.

No visible face make-up, yet finished features, strong defined cheekbones, neat eyebrows, natural in shape, not over-plucked.

Lips, slightly reddish, pink, peach when a woman purses her lips together tightly and the blood colors the lips, lip balm.

Bare arms defined muscles not bulky or mass, metal breast plate, bronzed in color. Skirt like a Roman solider to mid-thigh.

Legs not like tree-trunks.  Lean, defined muscles.

 

This is not quite what I was thinking about when I thought of a way to stop the capturing of soldiers for money.  Yet, see what happens if this image is shown around.

Is there talk about with respect to problems with fatigue uniforms?  Too bulky?  Too heavy?  Just a question.  I see/hear things that the uniforms should be more form fitting.  For many reasons.

EJ Henry

November 14, 2018

 

EJ Henry – Facebook track her account, her employment record at Hilton.  She bought tires for a man to get him to like her.  She also bragged about having sex with her ex at a football game.  She was also there the day The Container Store opened.  We were at The Blue Martini all kinds of good-looking men were hitting on Ellen.  Hitting on Ellen and not me.  What?!  The only man to approach me was a black man, I was not interested.  I do not have to explain that further.

 

By the way, the messaging system is not universal.  It is different for different countries.  It is very, very complex.  It could have people to work and prevent these attacks.  There is also a drug link, stamps, dots, finger-tip sized and less, very small measures that are hardly as cumbersome as drug paraphernalia.

His sister, I do not want to tell you this, is involved.

 

I did see a nurse, snuff the life of a newborn, a delivery nurse, something in the nose.  It is so very gruesome.  To me she was so calculated and vicious along with everything else I am living through it was difficult to look further, European country.

I saw needles, small, quickly hidden and used to pierce brains, behind ears, body parts to create damage that could happen while they are cleaning up the baby.  I saw many things, ways to make hits, ways to create people from birth, it was a lot to see.  I am still trying to function.

I don’t know if this is real, fathering children to experiment on the babies and children.  Like a human factory.

I don’t know how someone could do that.  I don’t know how someone could kill a newborn.  I don’t know how someone could kill my mother.

I saw the nurse who worked with people here and in production, move and place my mother in her nursing home that was paid for by Medicare, allow access to my mother and more.  She did it knowing it was against regulations, policy, and properness.  She and others do not understand that I see there is someone about who sees black persons as children.  It’s gross.

The wet underwear was done on purpose, so that I would not identify my mother’s killer.

FIRE CHELSEA!  FIRE CHRIS!

There is a woman, who happens to be a lesbian here who is responsible for creating a story of my brother and a wart on my finger.  It is obvious that there is no problem with my brother and myself.  They did it out of their own sexual abuse therapy problems.

Cambridge University

November 14, 2018

 

This is where under normal circumstances, I would travel to Cambridge and Cambridge University to get a better understanding.  I am now and have been operating at such a level I would not have to submit or request permission to travel or get money allocations.  I am operating at such a level I would just go there, then fill the appropriate persons in when I had all the information.

I need to look at the buildings, at the architecture, and the surroundings, at the walkways, at the nature and wildlife, I would have to look around at everything.  There is a lot there.

Can you see through another person’s eyes and mind?  Do you have the ability to see the way actually, literally see from their eyes the way another person will see, understand, and view objects, people, situations, circumstances, words, stories, colors, materials, and information?  No?!  Well, I can, I know without having to explain or rationalize, I just know.

 

FIRE CHELSEA, FIRE CHRIS!  New Zealand does not require gas or coal to generate electricity!

 

Be aware of this; from now on that shirt and that side of my garage alone will be seen as intelligence.  They do not care about the letters, words, or message on the shirt, they will see the color only as intelligence.

I need to be running during daylight hours.  It must be daylight, I saw it in my head I did not write that detail, however, it must be daylight when I run.  It must be in workout clothing.  With my schedule of nights, I do not know how that is possible anymore.  I am being careful to not write more details.

Be aware of this; it is not being seen as a state, it is not being seen as a color, it is not being seen as a person, it is not being seen as the sanitation department, it is being seen as an end.

It is the very reason I have been driving on the side that says, right lane ends.  This needs to stop and end, electric pressure washing.

I need this removed at once, POT pressure, and POT heaviness, it has no place, it is uncalled for, it is a negative mark on our government.

 

If you would just allow me to be me, I have more ability than has been achieved, that has been seen, and that can and could be done.  If you would just allow me to be me.  By the way, I have said and written that since this all started.

It does not matter if every moment I am not yelling or throwing my arms in the air or any such thing.

If you would just allow me to be me rather than turning it into a contest to be won.  For instance, the bird feeders I would like to purchase.  They have put plans in place if I buy this feeder or this object than this person wins this or that, has access to this or that, gets to direct this or that when the way I see it, the way I know it will work instead is because I ACTUALLY SEE, KNOW, AND UNDERSTAND HOW THE BIRDS WILL LIKE MORE, WANT TO EAT THERE, WILL FEEL BETTER BECAUSE OF THE WAY IT LOOKS!  Can you do that?  Do you, any of you know how the birds think?!  I do. 

I need you and them to stop creating contests to be won.

 

This is how I feel; I have people taking pieces of my brain using it here, over there, and there, in this place, on and on.  It is too much.  I need my manual work to be reduced in half and paid more.

 

There is a moral problem on a base, Afghanistan.  That is not that difficult to correct.  However, this is another problem.  I can hardly believe this is possible, is there a drug supply business out of our military base?  Shipping and supplying to the US?  Is that actually happening?!  Because to me, that is unacceptable if it is true.

 

Penis Envy: There are lesbians about with very bad penis envy causing very serious and often times irreversible damage.  It is seriously disturbed thinking.  They like, are sexually attracted to men, their penis, how their penis makes them feel, and their body.  They just do not like them to talk, at all.  They don’t want to hear their opinions, their views, their thinking, or anything that comes out of their mouth.

This, by the way, is not my problem, I love the penis, I like penises, I like attached penises, I like men who were born male, just like I love men, I want to know how they think, their opinions, their strategy.

This might have been the reason for setting me up with an abusive man.  To turn me.  Dumb idea if it was.  It doesn’t work that way.

However, these lesbians have done real destructive damage.  Penis envy.

Penis envy of David.  She is so attracted to David still, however, she does not like him to talk or think.

Penis envy of the bankruptcy judge.  How did Rachel’s hair loss actually happen?  Was it or was it not intentional?  I told Rachel to get medical help for it, she refused.

Penis envy of Carmel.  It is why she attacked my hair.  Because of the color.  I see two men, one in Asia, the other in the US.  I have not been able to think through this one enough.  I believe it was the US man, he might look Asian, that did the B&E, and poisoned.  It is all I have I the moment.  I have not been able to work more on it.

 

It is a frontal attack, not a Rear Admiral.  A frontal attack to emasculate the US government at its highest level.  It is in no way in support of the US government.  Those women, that happen to be lesbians cut and designed my clothing to emasculate the government at its highest level.  Intentionally.

 

How did that work with smashing on the trash can specifically?  I believe my action there alone will continue to work for some time.

How is the import export business?  Did you find the storage of goods and merchandise under the water?  Where the water breaks differently.

Wet underwear, of course I want another job because of it.  There is a connection between when these new gates were installed, my phone, phone purchase, and get this, a carrier, a virus carrier, as a WMD.  Work it.  Question that man I had no choice other than to date because he is behind it.  He does have a juvie record.  He told you he was a magician when in fact he has had a career at breaking and entering, pick-pocketing, and more.

There is a connection between the black pressure, the black pot-belly and the Danish still-borns.  It also has to do with being a Jew-hater by sending me to a shower to wash off the gas.  Arrest this person and these people.  The US government and its house are not and do not condone Jew-haters.  It is not the leadership.

 

I would put people together to work my Blockbuster video rental and purchases, movies, film and television watched from this house, and create the connections.  It has been worked on by others for several years.  The garbage attack at his home alone should be a reason to put this together.  I see that as soon as I press play on watching Saving Mr. Banks there is an attack that is going to happen.  She was seen by me in black face on the wrong side.  I would put people together to prevent more of these costly, pointless, and all too often, irreversible damage.