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Are you listening at all?!

Your news is too slow and too many days behind for it to be effective communication.

She was wrong.

Because of this house everything is forever changed.  She was wrong.

I will not apologize for liking the products I like.

She was wrong to damage my beauty product, so that it does not work as intended.  She will always be wrong.

I will not apologize for not wanting to look sloppy.

I will not apologize for wearing a belt, so that I am able to move my whole body.  She is wrong.

I will not apologize for wanting my life back the way I want to live it.

I will not apologize for wanting to work another job, so that my entire days off are not spent in bed recovering.

I will not apologize for wanting nothing but male flesh that was born male and not surgically altered into a man inside me and not my fingers.  She is wrong.

I will not meet or speak to David Wolfe ever again.  I will not apologize for that.  He has himself to blame.  Feelings do not transfer.

I will not meet or speak to any 1, 2, or 3 ever again!  She was wrong!

I will not apologize for knowing that every man I dated was not up to my standard.  I will not apologize for demanding a man who could actually be worthy of me.  She was wrong to do that.  She will always be wrong.

I will not apologize for disliking so much having to write like this every day!

I will not apologize for wanting to write what I want to write rather than writing about falsehoods every single day.

She will always be wrong.

Before they have a chance to lie again.  God is not a woman.  So dumb.  These people are so dumb.  It is pathetic.  It is not creative.  It is idiocy.

I wore the shirt, I am not God, nor am I god-like.  I may have sung along to a song with the words good regarding God, but I am not God.

They know it.  They lost the battle.  They lost the war.  They have lost because it never should have been.

Sliced me open to illegally implant devices denying me the right to have children naturally, denying my name to continue.  Illegally placed a transmitter and receiver in my teeth.

Illegally.

Before they get the chance there was only one message in the whole movie.  I know.  I wrote about it.

There is only one way.

I disagree with him as well.  I never wanted to talk to David Wolfe again.  He has himself to blame.  He severed that connection.

David Wolfe never knew me at all, or I wouldn’t be here.  Actor – act, or, operating room.  I will never love him again.  The David Wolfe I knew is gone.

 

You may have seen boxers, but there was a thong underneath.

Blow jobs, beware.  There is a very serious problem within.  I am constantly reminding, standing my ground for the fact that it is blow jobs and not her company.  It is either even-flow child and baby carriers, or the work dries up, or the work stops being placed in front of me, or it is nothing but down-stacking because that takes so much more time to do causing the rate to play a role, or it is nothing but monstrously heavy items in the totes, or on and on.  It is as though there is a coup trying to take over rather than simply working.

I go to work, no one there is interested in being inspired, or reading, or knowing the truth.  What happens, what I see is nothing more than people trying to make and create enough problems, injuries, and pain to see who and what will make its way into Cherith’s writing.  For instance, causing a problem on the line that I straightened out only to have my right pinky hit with the boxes causing a bruise and swelling.  Just to see my reaction, just to see what I would do, just to see if I would step off the floor and get aid, and to create more purchase orders.

No one there is really interested in making anything worthwhile, safe, interesting, or truthful.  What happens is nothing more than – there is a limit.  The brain has a limit and capacity for pain before you pass out.  I have reached my limit for endurance.  Because I have no love in my life.  My pets and animals are not enough to keep me alive.  What is the point and purpose of this life if there is no love in it?

Tell me why did I have to scan my contract with Organizing for America to get paid so many months after the election was over?  Was I not actually working for a legitimate organization?

No, I had to pass on coloring my hair because of the editing on the websites.

Who is going to be called in to check for the destruction of my personal property?  Photographs within in my home are not replaceable.  It is destruction of personal property.

I believe people are interested in knowing that David Wolfe, the David I know is not against my religious beliefs.  He is interested in the normal, everyday folks rather than the Hollywood hype and status quo.  I may not know his real name, but I believe that to be the truth.

The truth is more than one person knows my accounts of events are real and truthful because they have seen it in my head.  Making believers out of them.  I know so.  Isn’t that more interesting than creating problems and barriers that require solutions and the glow I used to have to die?

In truth the exit is incorrect because it never has been 1, 2, or 3 and 4 is not valid either because they wanted me to get rid of Thursday.  Keep Tuesday and get rid of Thursday.  How could I do that?!  Because it is an even number that is something that will never be truthful.

In truth, I believed I had simply been overwhelmed when I was eighteen years old and could no longer see a life in my future.  However, this is not living.  You will never know, no one will ever know how devastatingly painful, disappointing, and tragically sad it is, at having discovered that the truth about this place and my life is false and faked.  Because it is not possible for me to have love in this way.

There is a limit, and then a shut-off happens.  Being overwhelmed with work will do that.  Shut off skills to retain brain function.