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June 26, 2019

There is a man lying dead on the ground from a head wound from Sherlock, what is the result?  Did anyone notice his head?  What was on the dead man’s head?  What was the dead man wearing?  Was it a navy colored, knit hat?  Do you think it is just a color?  Or a hat?  What do you think it is?  Why is it navy in color?  Why is it a knit hat?

What is an equation?  One plus one equals the number two.  1 + 1 = 2.  That is an equation.  What is another word for describing an equation?  What is the result.  What is a symbol used in a gay community?  An equal sign?  The symbol =.

So, what is the result, what is the consequence, what is the reason there is a dead man lying on the ground?  What is the result that happens over and over again when Cherith is not handled properly, correctly, in a brain manner?

Sherlock you weren’t answering your doorbell again from Sherlock, meaning Cherith had days off from work, and you people couldn’t manage the demand for me, and you still can’t.  You still haven’t utilized me to the best of yours and my ability.

The color navy for the hat means, inaudible in a military fashion.  The reason it is a knit hat as well, would be referring to the movie, The Usual Suspects, and Keyser Soze, and/as Verbal Kint, knit.  The attack is from more than one source.  There is a prison community that works with Cherith, that likes Cherith because of that it places other people in harm’s way when you do something as stupid as giving her a bad review at her employment.  Or, giving her mother yet another stroke for Cherith to suffer through.  And many others.

The result of the dead man lying on the ground is also referring to the celebrity deaths that have been happening for decades unnoticed because you haven’t worked me in an official manner where I could have assisted earlier and prevented since the time I was a teen-ager.

Do you understand that at all?  Do you understand the importance at all of why Cherith has been screaming to stop celebrities from telling me what to do at my employments?  From telling me what to do?  How to dress, what to buy, where to shop, and so on?  It places them in danger, not me.  It places them in danger and real celebrities have really died in the process.  I don’t do that.  I won’t have that.  THAT’S WHY!

It is not the same as a celebrity having a conversation with me; however, beware there are other people watching also.  Do you get it yet?  Celebrities have died because of the harm they’ve done to my mother and family.

The danger is here.  The danger is stateside.  The danger is within our own borders.  The danger has been subversives, double agents working against the United States.  THAT’S WHY I haven’t been employed in an official governmental manner.

It is not a good thing you have a hidden camera in my personal civic that can be utilized to see from behind, or the back end, or rear end of my civic.  It tells me you have and had spies, double agents in The White House.  I would not let that continue in any way, including in my personal vehicle.  You have no idea what message that sends to people who like to do bad things if they in anyway get to view the footage.  This is not a foreign attack, this is stateside.  DO NOT LET IT CONTINUE!

The only reason there is a man in the movie 12 Strong with a candy sucker in his mouth is only referring to the time after my second planned car accident, I was driving after it and I was talking to myself, upset at myself that I was going to be late.  Please do not get it confused with me writing dumb-dumb and double agents.  Just because it happens to be a name brand of a candy sucker.

I have written a page here from just a hat in Sherlock.  Do you want me to write, or do you want me to stand in front of people watching them?  What is the work you want me to do?  I am able to do more than you people have ever understood in all my time here in Florida.  I must apologize for the state, from Sherlock.  That’s me constantly apologizing to others for everything concerning intelligence in the state of Florida.

Why would anyone do something as idiotic as placing a straight man’s legs, and a gay woman’s breasts as a handling team for Cherith?  Unless, you purposefully wanted people to die just by talking to me.

I am Death, I don’t do death.  I don’t seek revenge and killing.  I will; however, find you, and they will kill you.  That is me as the interpreter in the movie, Zero Dark Thirty, telling people to go back to their homes, meaning stop retaliating, or they WILL kill you.

What do you think of the girl, from the movie Zero Dark Thirty?  Who does this person look like?  Who does this actor look like?  Doesn’t this English born actor look like another American actor.  It is the only reason I did not wear my UK flag pants that day.  My England doesn’t do double agents.

You know that thing we talked about, from the movie, Zero Dark Thirty, code: You know, Cherith knows, Cherith has known, it is the reason he is at a window, I was sitting in a chair by a window with my mother after her last stroke when it happened.  All the electricity as far as I could see in my neighborhood went out AFTER a helicopter flew a few feet from my home over a neighbor’s house.  The helicopter hovered for several minutes.  What an odd thing to do in a suburban neighborhood.  Then, it went dark, and I went to find something to light, I had a box of matches nearby.  I remember being upset out of my mind with worry because I had my mother to care for.  There are a million things to worry about when taking care of another person that was the only thing I was upset for.  None other.

This neighbor whose house the helicopter flew over and other neighbors did very stupid things.  Did these neighbors think the helicopter was just for them?  These neighbors did dumb things like hide behind my bushes at night, just like Brianna did the other night adding instant weight to my stomach that got people killed in another country.  Brianna did that, not me.  Brianna got other people killed in another country because she harmed me.  Why is she not in jail for it?

They hid behind my bushes and laughed at me like I was some dumb weirdo because I cared for my mother who could no longer care for herself because of all the strokes that happened during my employment.  Why would anyone do something so moronic as to make fun of me when what I DID was tell our intelligence the location of Osama Bin Laden and they successfully got him, killed him dead because of me, alone?

Killed him dead because of me.  You let my neighbor’s laugh at me, bully me, hurt me, taunt me because I gave the location and confirmation of Osama Bin Laden.  God help you for that.

That neighbor’s house that the helicopter flew over had a photo of her in her new closet on her a social media account.  It was a very expensive looking closet.  When I walked into my Container Store interview, and they had a demonstration of an elfa closet, I immediately said, I want that!  It made me happy.  It felt good.  It looked like fun, enjoyable because that is military strategy.  It does not upset me in any way.  You people don’t see people the way I see them.

In the movie Zero Dark Thirty the actor says she has done nothing else other than work Osama Bin Laden.  Could this be true?  Is this really factual?  Because everyone knows that is not all I have done in those years.

You have no idea how much I could write about the work I’ve done for this country and the world.

Do I actually have to wait another month before the possibility of a day shift?  Why do you not listen to me and simply send messages of any sort on the monitors rather than sending people that has the potential for hurting people, or killing people?

I need to be retired from show business.  What I am more than excellent at, what I excel at, what I believe I am better at than anyone so far in history is not show business.

Do you want me to just write it out, the meanings and code that are in movies and television?  Do you just want me to work as I have been, to bring people over, turn them towards good and peace?  Do you want me to continue with military strategy?  Why am I asking you at all?  Why am I not telling you?

How many years will be enough for you?

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June 26, 2019

You can’t keep this weight off of me.  You can’t understand that is what nearly all of this fighting and war has been about, me, as long as I have been alive.  You have failed to due your American duty of keeping me thin, as you were told to do so many times.  It is referenced too many times in too many films and television about Cherith being thin as a matter of national security.  Not a joke.

I had determined several weeks ago, I wasn’t going to allow “teacher training” such as the fan that is in the wall in the bathrooms at work, to be something that determined my path anymore.  I was going back to who I was before, I was going back to being the woman with a beautiful mind.  It looked like it was a demand of sorts for me to use the other stall.  It could have been communicated better if this is true.

Do you want more books and pages to be gone forever because you cannot understand something so simple as my mental image of myself matching my physical appearance?  Do you want more books and pages to leave this world forever because you cannot understand it sends the message that you are not trustworthy, are lying to your own people, you are duplicitous, dubious, a double agent because no one has taken my weight and appearance – seriously?  When they have, and they think very highly of it.  If it is that important to them why are you not paying attention?  Why are you not doing what is of the utmost importance for the United States and the world?

I am beyond my disgust and rage over something so simple as keeping weight off of me.

122 pounds.

WAR!

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June 25, 2019

What a terrible fucking night!  You’re sexually incompetent that’s what you told me tonight!  You are sexually incompetent!  Is this supposed to be the FBI?!  You’re sexually incompetent?!  No wonder you are in an unhappy marriage!  Of course, it must just be some story they made up, or they wouldn’t have done the damage to my groceries!  Go back to your wife!  Leave me alone!  I have a boyfriend!  You are sexually incompetent!

You fucking useless dick!  You stole my Obama alumni staff cup, been bumped up to staff, from the movie 12 Strong, what a useless fucking no-good dick you are!  No wonder we are at war!  YOU CAN’T FUCKING HEAR WORTH SHIT!  YOU USE A FUCKING CLAW HAMMER TO GET A SPLINTER OUT, AND THAT’S IN MY GODDAMN BRAIN!  MAYBE YOU’RE DOING IT WRONG, FROM THE MOVIE POINT BREAK!

You don’t hear so well!  I can’t help it if other men still have feelings for me!  I have a boyfriend, he makes me happy, he makes me smile, and HE actually thinks about me!

You’re a useless fucking dick, FBI!  Go back to your wife and leave me alone!  You can’t even keep your best asset employed!  Because you can’t get your own head out of the way!  You’re still following the same stupid protocol from a goddam computer program!

You are sexually incompetent!

SEXUALLY INCOMPETENT!

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June 24, 2019

You couldn’t keep me employed.  You couldn’t keep me happily employed.  It is still true.  You are still following a pattern and routine that you are unaware EFFECTS people around the world.  If the date of the bombing of the CIA black ops location from the movie, Zero Dark Thirty, is correct in any way, it means – you couldn’t keep me employed.  Without brain-thinking more about it, it tells me it is more medical messaging.  The bombing was medical messaging about my maternal grandfather.  You people have been looking in the wrong direction all this time.

My maternal grandfather died Christmas Eve’s eve, so they sent a message on New Year’s Eve eve.

Do you want to know what I think when I see Osama Bin Laden?  He looks doe eyed.  Doe, like a deer, like a female deer.  I remember at the time thinking he was meant to look like a charismatic leader.  I remember thinking he looked like a – Rajneeshee.  A Rajneeshee.

Is this actually accurate?  Was there really an attack by the Rajneeshees at a salad bar in Oregon?  Do you have any idea or concept of what you’ve been doing with the salad I’ve been ordering when you add weight to it?!

I mean, you got to be kidding me?!  He’s driving around in circles from the movie, Zero Dark Thirty?!  You might as well have given them my address in a goddamn movie!  Circles, cul-de-sac, that’s the knighthood in a bag.  It means you still have United States Postal workers being used as couriers, messengers.  I remember being spoken to about it while at a chiropractor’s appointment.  Illegible handwriting is all that message told me.

It means, they were using me to keep Osama Bin Laden in line.  Mostly, they were using me to keep Osama Bin Laden in line and it worked most of the time.  I prevented.  I stopped.  I wasn’t working with him; I was stopping him from irrational behaviors.

You think he is an audacious criminal mastermind?  Osama Bin Laden is a front man.  That is what he looks like to me.

I would have told you the location of Osama Bin Laden before September 11^th, 2001.  I see it.  I have told you the location of him over and over again.  I would not have told every person.

The smashed desk in 12 Strong is also my phone call on September 11, 2001.  Do you want to know the message I received when watching the news after the attacks?  Why I never called the FBI or any authority after that phone call?  Cherith, they are too busy already, they are getting too many phone calls already, Cherith you are not that important.  Also, the threat was not in that phone call.  Again, he liked me and didn’t want it to happen.

You had me in Washington, DC, in person in front of the Democratic Headquarters telling a man the greatest thing about the movie Zero Dark Thirty was that it showed the world that Osama Bin Laden was attained by a woman, by one woman alone.  Does anyone have this on video?!

Over the years, I have kept every copy of every report or review of my employment.  At Disney I kept it in my car in a briefcase.  Do you still not know what you have done when you “reprimanded” me in any way, given me anything less that an acceptable, or a pass?  If you have in any way taken pay away from me like they did at Dillard’s.  Caused me in any way not to exceed?!  Motivation.  You’ve handed terrorists, motivation.  I tell you how to stay alive, and you give me motivations for kills around the world.

See my windows, I am in war mode, I am not giving you thong underwear at work because the same pattern in happening all over again!  This is about the amount of weight you have on me; it is unacceptable is causing the wrong message to the right people to be sent!  I won’t have it!

I’m dead tired!  Zero Dark Thirty, code: Zero, casualties, zero fatalities, dark means classified, thirty, map.  Thirty is code for map.  The September 11^th attacks were before my thirtieth birthday.  However, don’t follow that, it is a red herring.  Thirty is code for map, cysts on a person’s head, is a medical message for – maps.  Map head.  Shark head, same thing.

My father and I both have cysts on our head!

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June 22, 2019

Is there a reason the FBI wants me dead?

It would be quicker if you just put a bullet in my brain, just like in Sherlock.

That man I had to date thinks about killing me often.  He has murderous thoughts about me.

That is what the wine told me; the FBI wants me dead.  You should receive intel from that.  No wonder I broke up with him, he wants me dead.  They want me dead.  They do things not to protect me, they do things like kill my mother, they do things like give my mother strokes and watch from their windows and not call 911.

It is more than grossly disappointing you did the same pattern, same routine all over again.

He doesn’t believe in me, they don’t believe in me.

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June 22, 2019

That looks like the real-life agent from the movie Skyfall.  He is the Silva in the movie because he is a double agent.  Nothing more than a dumb-dumb, double agent.  Do you have him?

Silva: code: Sil, my Christmas cactus in my bedroom windowsill, in Gresham, Oregon.  Va, Virginia, Langley.  Headquarters of US government agencies.

He is not a peace maker; he lives in chaos.  I would not let him live.  He has poisoned his own, it is in the movie Skyfall, he has poisoned his own people, crew, men, and worse.

Do you know what this looks like?  How did he get elected?  Is this correct?  John Major was actually the Prime Minister in England?  How did he get elected?  There will be people who will have questions for him just from me writing that.

There is a lesbian, The Container Store, connection to John Major.  These people had no idea what they were doing.  She “worked” at a prison, and she loved a man (as a friend) named, Major.  That alone looks really bad.

Do you know why they wanted to work with me?  Why it was my name that arose, from Sherlock, why they (United Kingdom) offered me jobs and wanted to work with me in 1992?  John Major.  And, it is not good, it looks bad, real bad.  You’ll see.

Do you know what Margret Thatcher looks like to me?  As the Prime Minister of England?  Logical.  A logical choice, a logical decision for the Brits to make.  Logical.  As if to say, of course, she was Prime Minister.

This subversive double agent that is in the television show The Americans would not have liked Margret Thatcher and would have worked very hard to undermine her authority, policies, and work.  That’s why Margret Thatcher is logical.

What did James Callaghan do?  Is this correct?  James Callaghan was a Prime Minister in England?  What did he do?  He’s done something really well.  I see it just from his name alone.  What did he do?  Policies?  Intelligence?  I am not sure it is something I have access to research on my own, he’s done something really good.  It’s a shame.  I saw it in his name, alone.  He’s done something really good and it’s a shame.  It makes it appear that the length of James Callaghan’s time in office is connected to my family living in California, and then our move to Oregon.

You should be asking questions like why people would want a person who is better than any lie detector to not work with governments and its leaders?  Why would any government not want their own leaders held accountable for their actions in government?

Has anyone else wondered who is going to succeed Putin?

I would not let him live.  I would not let Skyfall live.

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June 22, 2019

Somebody received a dead body that day, didn’t they?  Well, I am Death.

This is difficult to look through since it now appears that because of his wife – everything – has been contaminated to a certain extent.  Information, messages, intel, contaminated because of his wife.  She couldn’t have been a woman that placed another man in my path to stop me from thinking love about her husband?  She had to fatten me and bald me?

That would have been better.  It would have been better thinking.  Rather than turning me into so many pounds overweight, immediately.  As soon, as I visited, had not yet moved, as soon as I visited my family in Plant City, it was immediate weight on me.

What a way to fuck with your own intelligence!  And, when I write fuck, I mean, make sure our own intelligence dies while working.  Just by making me fat, heavy, and pounds of weight.  It looks like people have known, known about it for some time, it is in the movie, Bridget Jones’ Diary, his wife is the naked woman behind a book sitting on the tub, the major and big point being the size of Bridget Jones’ body and the size of the naked woman’s body.

It is a book she is behind because there are pages in a book, and pages are a metaphor, or mean, intelligence persons.  So, all the pages that are ruined and cannot be restored because they blow into the pond or lake in Love Actually, are intelligence persons who lives, jobs, missions, and work were ruined, or dead because of the weight you placed on me.  Just because of weight on me.  Just because of the size of my body.  People died from the size of my body alone.  I am the code.  It is more than tremendously bad.  It is an act of treason; it is an act of war, what she has done if it has only been because of her.  Treason.

Most likely, the reason for the use of pages is not meant to be a copy, it is meant to be something overheard.  Like a page in a store, or paging Dr, so-and so in a hospital, or anywhere a person speaks into a microphone and it is broadcast.  Just like what you do at work.  Page, paging, means dead intelligence, damaged intelligence, ruined intelligence missions, get it?!

I am going to tell you the truth.  You have no idea what happened outside my garage when I smashed that bottle.  None.  I do.  I know.  I have a following, you really are not sure of.  I know it.  I see the good.

Did you actually see it as a turf war?  It’s not.  It is, again, men who want to work with me to end – corruption.

The wiping of the mouth has nothing to do with a moustache.  They enjoy watching me consume alcohol.  Nothing more.  It is an admirable trait.  They like it.  They – also – like me.

The bellies that started on men, happened suddenly, didn’t it?  It is not to be placed on me.  That is messaging telling people they support, like, and admire me because of the White House and its Presidency.  Placing it on me would only cause – harm, it is a miscommunication.

From what I’ve seen you have no idea how powerful what I did was.  From what I’ve seen you have no idea how popular, well-liked I am in China.  And, now I am too fat to wear my China pants.  What a dumb thing to do.

It is not the first time.  To give a point of reference, nearly every movie without going through them all, from the eighties until 2012 with references to the occult, demons, and so on are metaphors.  Like Golden Child, are metaphors to be seen as a following, so loyal it is like a cult.  It’s not.  It is just movie-story-telling.  These are men in prison, or what started out as just men in person, looks like bad handling to stop it from being just men, these are men in prison who have been so loyal to me, they follow me, and they’ve placed them in movies as the occult just because they’re in prison for crimes.

It is not possible to stop them from messaging.  It is possible to stop them from committing and planning future crimes.

From what I saw you have no idea the admiration they have for me, and these are bad men.  Why would you not use that?  Why would you take that away from them and from INTELLIGENCE?!

From what I’ve seen the only messaging done correctly was on the men, the women were just copies.

Sorry, China, I’d love to wear my pants, but I am too fat to FIT into them.

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June 21, 2019

Thanks: disarming.

Skeptical.  Skeptical because it has kept him alive.  So, why would you send a skeptical man to read me, unless you think his skepticism has kept him back, held him back in his career?  Perhaps he doesn’t want to move more in his career?  Is there anything wrong in that?  No.  Not really.  Unless, you feel he has not had the best management of his career.  Is he happy?  Does he enjoy his work?  Yes and no.

Why would anyone make intelligence work more stressful, anxiety-ridden, and work-a-holic than it already is?  Intelligence is fun to me.  Intelligence is enjoyable to me.  Intelligence is interesting in my head to me.  How the world can change, how the world does change for the better, for good, simply because of the work that is done.

I don’t understand why I see so many people who do not believe the work is fun.  Look at all you people get to do that most people have no idea exists.  That in and of itself is very special, to me.

Honestly, is just saddens me to see skepticism.  I see nothing wrong with faith and belief.  It does greater good than we give it credit.  Just being happy, having light within you, joyful banishes bad just because it exists.

From what I saw, he has something he wants to give you and it is pretty big.  That big, scary, KGB, Russian agent I brought to the US and turned, has had a better life because of me.  He was headed to death and destruction.  He has had a better life.  He has had decades of good memories, and life.  He wants to give you something in return for it.

Do you know why I know Russian?  Mostly, these are ex-cons when I lived in Oregon, why were these men in jail and in prison?  It was not for stealing a loaf of bread.

Do you know the reason Morpheus in the movie, The Matrix, is shot at his ankle?  Here is the thinking: fired shot, bullet, bullet wound, Achilles heel, foot, left, left, left right left, left, left, left right left, marching, military.  What do you see?  Just an injury, or the thinking?

I can be way ahead of the game, and the game that is mentioned in Sherlock, have you enjoyed this little game of ours, just references other movies, Spy Games, The Game, War Games, and others, I know how to be well ahead and prevent occurrences – that is the difference between police work (Minority Report) where a crime must be committed before the police can arrest a person, and intelligence.  There is nothing wrong with intelligence preventing and stopping attacks and creating – peace, through intelligence.

Run, running, running in Forrest Gump (Father, you are Forrest in Forrest Gump, you are also, Peter in Office Space), code: run: r, UN, our UN.  A person is our, possessive, our United Nations.  Our United Nations is Cherith, last name, Gjestland, father.

I have no idea why as soon as I have written something what you have done, the pattern you have followed is to do the opposite, deny it, disbelieve it, and try and prevent it from being true.  That is not what that FBI man would do.  That is insanity.  Stupidity, dumbness.  Like every time I say and write man, you say it must be woman and bring, yet another woman to me, just because I say man, and like men.

What I see is you are still following after a pattern and routine that does nothing but subvert the work of the FBI and intelligence.  With whatever it was that I just heard that needed to be shut off and not to be trusted.

Do you know what I saw when I talked with that person’s dog earlier today?  Oh look, she talks my language.  What can I do for her?  I’ll follow her.  She likes me because she talks to me like I like to be talked to.  Simple.  Monsters, Inc.  How much better of a result you receive when people like you.  Trust you.  Enjoy what they are doing.

My boyfriend, who has killed people actually really likes and enjoys the profiles he does.  Why is that?  If he was never actually a serial killer, or murderer to begin with.  He has an interested mind.  He is interested in people, and he loves me, has shown me love in return.  That is amazing.  That is how conquering brain research happens, and the importance of ending the subversive works of brain research.

Do you know when we lived in Gresham, Oregon, I saw the original War of the Worlds at the Gresham movie theater nearly every day during the summer?  It was a special program for children, I believe it only cost a dollar to see movies and War of the Worlds was on nearly every day.  I watched that film over and over.

What I heard when David’s ex-girlfriend spoke, was no understanding of self-lessness.  When my mother lay in the hospital bed damage by another stroke, I prayed, and prayed and BEGGED God to give her back to me because I had not finished learning from her.  I begged God, I pleaded with God, I begged, and I begged with tears streaming down my face, and sometimes without for my mother’s life.  I begged Him.  And, I begged Him.  What he gave me was an Angel instead.  They’ve seen the evidence in my mind.  My mother who loved everyone, I begged God, please, don’t take her away.

I believe it was the same people who cut the electricity to my outside light by my garage who had my mother murdered.  To show people they killed my mother.  When did this happen?  When they were painting.

I begged God.  I was and am not ashamed I did so.  Parents are a gift from God.

To write how I believe I’ve destroyed brain research, it is like a signal, a radio wave, a frequency they’ve found in some people they can access the mind.  Once, I’ve been there in another person’s mind it is like what Bella does after she turns into a vampire with an invisible shield protecting people.  It does not appear they have the same method of then accessing a brain.  It is not like re-wiring a brain; I do not rewire a brain; it is like an invisible shield.  It is the best way I can describe what I see.

So, what would that be?  Neurons firing?

Why would you make that place a place of dread, to be dreaded, full of anxiety, and stress when capturing bad guys is so much fun?  Do you not see your own good work that you do?  Why would you make it stressful, full of discomfort, joyless, unless you are a manager or a management style where you are aware of the people underneath you really don’t want to work for you, or with you.  Because your own people don’t like you, trust you, believe in you, or believe you capable of leading them towards good.

Oh dear, thumbs, from Sherlock, is human remains, it is also, thumb-sucking.  It is just for me to know the dentist in Oregon who asked me about sucking my thumb when I was a child, and I got angry because I knew he shouldn’t have been aware of that fact.  Somehow, they sent me a message in a few days’ time, and I understood it was going to be okay.  I had a dental appliance put in, and it was really not a big deal.  I was fine after one night.  Like a father careful about his daughter, his daughter’s mouth, his daughter’s health, and who his daughter will be when she is an adult.

What else does the United Nations do besides save the world?

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June 21, 2019

I don’t think anyone understands the severity of the situation.

We are at war.  In my mind, we are at war.

There is no reason whatsoever why I should not be losing weight.  I should not be maintaining any weight simply because of something a former manager said to me – because someone came.  And, you have me constantly gaining weight.

We are at war.

The White House is not going away.  The White House connection is not going away and cannot be undone.  The only reason for the push to eliminate the White House connection is to make it appear that I have defected, changed sides, and am now a spy for another country, you stupid, fucking, morons!

Are you people really so stupid?!

I believe I am a little bit more than upset.

Why would anyone do something so stupid as to make me bald – again?!

I broke up with that FBI guy, I have a boyfriend, he actually thinks well of me.  He makes me happier than I’ve been in years.  That FBI man treats me like a casual office fling.  He doesn’t make me happy.  He is in the movie Love Actually, and I am good for him, but that doesn’t mean he is good for me in return.  You just can’t put two people together and pretend it works the same way as a script.

I think it has been made more than obvious that proxies do not and cannot convey emotional connection in any way.  It has never worked.  You people thought me simple because my career has been classified because of my age.  All of you would have treated me differently, better had you been aware of my military career as a child.  Then, I conquered brain research.

Do you know that it was read on my brother that I stopped the brain research on him, the message was intercepted, and they gave my brother premature balding as a medical message?  Do you people have any conscience at all?  You have absolutely no morals, backbone?  Integrity?  Ethics?  The balding they gave my brother was not a good sign.

As soon as people leave, you allow these stupid people to do whatever they want to do – just like always, same routine and pattern all over again.  Someone of a real high level, a badge, gets to the office, and people do as their told until that person leaves, and then you people just do whatever you want to do – again.

I don’t work that way.  I surround myself with quality people who follow my orders.  Friends included.

You still aren’t listening to anything I’ve written; you are still doing whatever you want to do, you are still following the same black woman teacher training.

I am not giving you a bum’s up anymore until you stop everything.  War.

I am more than upset.

Readers do it in person.