WE – DO NOT AGREE!

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July 3, 2019

The real President of the United States asked for it, and he got it.  Short.

I SEND OUR ENEMIES AND THE ENEMIES OF OUR ALLIES – TO THEIR GRAVES.

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Somehow this post did not get posted competely, so I am reposting it as the original completed work.  If this was hacked and done intentionally to not include the complete text, I am not amused.

July 2, 2019

There is a difference.  Yes, I got mad at David, it’s perfectly logical.  How many decades have I known him?  I’m upset by things that have happened.  This is a big difference.  David, you upset me, so I let you know, I told you.  Yes, I flipped off David because I am upset by things he has done.  It’s reasonable, logical to let the person know whose upset you, that, they’ve upset you.  I am hurt by his actions, so I told David.

Here is the difference.

What Courtney did by telling me I am on a final written warning – there must be audio of this – she was using me, hurting me because she was mad and upset with herself about her own sexuality problems she hadn’t admitted to yet.  She was not standing up for her man by writing me up.  She needs more counseling.  I am not interested in that woman, I never liked her to begin with.  I am not interested in being friends either, she has already proved she does not possess the powers to be considerate.

All these years you’ve had the Weapon of Mass Destruction and what have you done with her, me?  You’ve tried to chemically induce sexual arousal in me with another woman?!  How is this appropriate in the workplace at all?  You people are disgusting!

You would have to be the world’s worst reader if anyone thought or believed that when I dated that man, I was doing anything else other than making someone else feel better about themselves, again.  He is not an honorable man, he is not a respectful, or a respectable man.  He has been riding in my glory without having done any work all these years, and it shows.

I actually am a reader better than most people have given me any credit for.

Here’s the difference, FBI man, if you were placed in my life it was for me to see in you that where your real happiness is, is not in the line of work, such as, FBI.  Don’t get me wrong, he does good work.  He won’t like to read this, so I am sorry if this stings, as in hurts to read, he has a stopping point in him.  I see it in his brain.  He goes so far, and then his brain stops.  Not that he purposefully does anything to prevent work from happening.  He stops himself in his work.  It looks to me like he has never really been loved, and that saddens me.

If you were placed in my life, it was for me to read in you that you would be happier in a line of work, such as film production.  He is very creative.  Things like having him, and David, and my boyfriend lying down so I could not see them, in a vehicle as it drives past me, knowing that I would know they were all three in the vehicle, is very creative.  He was trying to have fun and be funny, it’s not work, it’s very creative.  There is nothing wrong with that.

What they wanted me to see was that I was in the movies, by reading you.  No big deal.

Have I thwarted today?  Then, no wonder I am not happy.  Have I made a military map or planned strategy today?  Then, no wonder I am not happy.  Have I interpreted any languages today?  Then, no wonder I am not happy.  Thwarting probably is my favorite.  Military strategy is fun.  Fun.  This is not stressful to me; strategy is fun to me.  How many people say thwarting is one of the things they like to do most?

There wasn’t really a sort of non-violent protest going on in prisons and detention center around the world for me was there?  I heard it.  I see them.  The shirt is now changed.  Do you know why, these men want to only talk to me.

I’m bad fucking news, this line of dialogue from the movie, Zero Dark Thirty, this is how it reads to me, this is the FBI man, and people could not tell the difference between the FBI man, and that police officer you showed me today.  Meaning that police officer has subverted the works of others by harming my mother.  Is he actually responsible for watching my mother suffer a stroke, and NOT call 911?  That’s a serious mistake.  He had no idea who was watching him.

That police officer is a real piece of work, a slime ball, and that’s being kind.  I would never trust that man, I would never put that man in charge of anyone, I would never allow that man to work in any law enforcement, he is a disgrace.

I’m bad fucking news, I am not your friend, the bad news is a reference to the 9/11 attacks, I am not your friend, could just mean that stupid policeman who cannot see them they way I see them.  Genocide is not an answer.  And, he looks sick.  Mentally deranged to do something like placing weight on me because of my brother.  He is unwell.  Cruel.  I would consider not letting him live.  I don’t have time to write everything he has done.  I do not take kindly to subversion.

Who ordered the code red?  From the movie, A Few Good Men, and the comment about the general’s underwear being a state secret is about my former fiancé, it is a clue, is all.  About the damage that relationship did to my head and brain.  It is referenced in the movie, The Green Mile, with Percy Wetmore torturing a man at his own execution.  It basically reads, look at what this man did to her head, mind, and brain.

The two girls that John Coffey is sentenced to prison for killing in the movie, The Green Mile, is a real crime, a real murder of children, I’ve seen this man, it is truly gross what this man did to children.  Really gross.  Really upsetting.  Gross.

If I haven’t written this yet, I have written this in my head for quite some time, Michael Clarke Duncan’s death was supposed to tell me, send the message to me, that I should not have my hysterectomy.  The timing of his death is too close to the timing of my surgery.  Do you know what the doctor told me after my hysterectomy?  If I hadn’t had the surgery, I would have been in an Emergency Room in a year.  This is subversive-speak.

If anyone wants to know.  I worked in my garden today.  I cutback the crotons along my path because they were not proportionate.  It is basic gardening design, the plants in front should not be taller than the hedge behind them.  I removed some of the other plants because they are a plant – what’s the word again? – that sends runners (actually what they are called), runner roots, creating more plants.  It is better to remove them so that you don’t have plant on top on plant.  It was too crowded for the plants; they were so crowded they were on top of one another.  This is the difference between a gardener and lawn maintenance.  A gardener weeds, cuts back, reorganized if necessary and so on.  Lawn Maintenance just cuts the grass.  What people have a gardener?  Wealthy people.

If you go through my phone calls from when I worked at Disney the first time, it shouldn’t be that difficult to go through the reservations I made that had the dining plan, it would be in the word choices, probably in the notes.  It is something I started doing after problems, I wrote in the notes everything a person in Guest Services told me to either tell the guest, or what the policy would be, Guest Services most often did not take over phone calls, they relayed messages.  Word choices.  I was consistent with word choices.  Not as a copy, look at it more like policy.

The bomb strapped to the leg of the man in the movie, Zero Dark Thirty, what does this tell anyone?  Do you think it is a bomb?  Code: socks, argyle socks.  Not a joke, this is what it tells me and reads to me argyle socks.  Pastel colored, subdued in tone.

If you think a man had more than a crush on me (this is different from the movie in Leap Year) it would be from the photograph that was taken of me, my mother, my brother, a French tour escort, and some exchange students.  I wore white shorts, a mauve-ish short-sleeved t-shirt, sunglasses, and shoes that looked white however, they were metallic, a light silver, that looked like spun metallic thread, I got them because no one else had something like them.  They were a Ked knock-off style with a pointy toe.  This photo was on the key chain that had the key to our safety deposit box.

My mother bought honey in New Zealand, different types of honey, one of them was a powered honey.  They pulled my mother aside at the airport, I think she had to mail the honey.

Santiago, from the movie, A Few Good Men, his name is code: S, like an S hook you hang plants from, AN, my father’s initials, TIA, Tampa International Airport, go, as in go, it can also be crossed out it is not always used.

Has a little thing for her, bless him, he has learning difficulties, from the movie Leap Year, this is about the man that is also in the movie at the airport in the beginning sequence of the movie, Love Actually, he is referenced too often for it not to be true, as in he believes in me, believes I do good work, he reads people, and they read in ways that is not always something that can be described in words.  My reaction to him without watching the movie again is pretty close to how I would have responded to him in real life, it is seen in the movie, The English Patient, between Hana and Kip when he lets his hair down.  Isn’t it in a church?  When he lets his hair down?

The English Patient, I mean honestly where would the movie industry be if they did have me in everything, The English Patient is about the burn I got on my leg that my cat Barney (the most proper, dignified, and respectable Englishman if ever there was a cat) healed, or at least helped me, after I sat down in a chair after my leg was wrapped in gauze and he sat in my lap with a knowing and almost like a timer went off in his head jumped down off of my lap, and I never had any pain from the burn.

Don’t confuse the storytelling of movies with actors’ real lives.  When Almasay tells Katherine Clifton his favorite body part is at her neck, and places water there – this is a cup, like the holy grail.

I feel our talks have become a burden to you, from the movie, The Remains of The Day is about me wanting to – again – change shifts from nighttime to daytime.

I am tired of writing, at present.

If anyone wants to know, Joe Biden is the winner, obviously.  I have known it since they first put it in the news.  He is obviously the winner.  I’ve heard no audio or videos, I have only seen the photographs, and he is obviously the only person that reads as able to be the next President.

I love you, David.  I am not in love with you.  I believe I deserve to be loved by a man who loves me in return and doesn’t just use me or manipulate me.  I am not sure your being here is doing you any good.  You do better in person without any disguises.  Childhood, you have always read to me as your childhood is a source of much pain, hurt, discomfort, and abuse.  David will never hurt or harm a child – ever.  He has something of a thinker in him, he prefers a more relaxed atmosphere, that is a thinker.  He doesn’t quite know it yet.  Affection, David.

I don’t know how quite to describe this, I have seen this often in David, it is almost as though David gets overcome by emotion, and he turns away, or shuts down, he stops talking, changes the subject.  I have always given him the time to work through that emotion, I wonder if he’s had too much time?  When you see that much hurt and pain it is difficult to not allow someone the time to work through that.  Affection, David.

I will not unlove David.  I do have a boyfriend.  He has done amazing work, my boyfriend.  You’ve seen it David.

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July 2, 2019

There is a difference.  Yes, I got mad at David, it’s perfectly logical.  How many decades have I known him?  I’m upset by things that have happened.  This is a big difference.  David, you upset me, so I let you know, I told you.  Yes, I flipped off David because I am upset by things he has done.  It’s reasonable, logical to let the person know whose upset you, that, they’ve upset you.  I am hurt by his actions, so I told David.

Here is the difference.

What Courtney did by telling me I am on a final written warning – there must be audio of this – she was using me, hurting me because she was mad and upset with herself about her own sexuality problems she hadn’t admitted to yet.  She was not standing up for her man by writing me up.  She needs more counseling.  I am not interested in that woman, I never liked her to begin with.  I am not interested in being friends either, she has already proved she does not possess the powers to be considerate.

All these years you’ve had the Weapon of Mass Destruction and what have you done with her, me?  You’ve tried to chemically induce sexual arousal in me with another woman?!  How is this appropriate in the workplace at all?  You people are disgusting!

You would have to be the world’s worst reader if anyone thought or believed that when I dated that man, I was doing anything else other than making someone else feel better about themselves, again.  He is not an honorable man, he is not a respectful, or a respectable man.  He has been riding in my glory without having done any work all these years, and it shows.

I actually am a reader better than most people have given me any credit for.

Here’s the difference, FBI man, if you were placed in my life it was for me to see in you that where your real happiness is, is not in the line of work, such as, FBI.  Don’t get me wrong, he does good work.  He won’t like to read this, so I am sorry if this stings, as in hurts to read, he has a stopping point in him.  I see it in his brain.  He goes so far, and then his brain stops.  Not that he purposefully does anything to prevent work from happening.  He stops himself in his work.  It looks to me like he has never really been loved, and that saddens me.

If you were placed in my life, it was for me to read in you that you would be happier in a line of work, such as film production.  He is very creative.  Things like having him, and David, and my boyfriend lying down so I could not see them, in a vehicle as it drives past me, knowing that I would know they were all three in the vehicle, is very creative.  He was trying to have fun and be funny, it’s not work, it’s very creative.  There is nothing wrong with that.

What they wanted me to see was that I was in the movies, by reading you.  No big deal.

Have I thwarted today?  Then, no wonder I am not happy.  Have I made a military map or planned strategy today?  Then, no wonder I am not happy.  Have I interpreted any languages today?  Then, no wonder I am not happy.  Thwarting probably is my favorite.  Military strategy is fun.  Fun.  This is not stressful to me; strategy is fun to me.  How many people say thwarting is one of the things they like to do most?

There wasn’t really a sort of non-violent protest going on in prisons and detention center around the world for me was there?  I heard it.  I see them.  The shirt is now changed.  Do you know why, these men want to only talk to me.

I’m bad fucking news, this line of dialogue from the movie, Zero Dark Thirty, this is how it reads to me, this is the FBI man, and people could not tell the difference between the FBI man, and that police officer you showed me today.  Meaning that police officer has subverted the works of others by harming my mother.  Is he actually responsible for watching my mother suffer a stroke, and NOT call 911?  That’s a serious mistake.  He had no idea who was watching him.

That police officer is a real piece of work, a slime ball, and that’s being kind.  I would never trust that man, I would never put that man in charge of anyone, I would never allow that man to work in any law enforcement, he is a disgrace.

I’m bad fucking news, I am not your friend, the bad news is a reference to the 9/11 attacks, I am not your friend, could just mean that stupid policeman who cannot see them they way I see them.  Genocide is not an answer.  And, he looks sick.  Mentally deranged to do something like placing weight on me because of my brother.  He is unwell.  Cruel.  I would consider not letting him live.  I don’t have time to write everything he has done.  I do not take kindly to subversion.

Who ordered the code red?  From the movie, A Few Good Men, and the comment about the general’s underwear being a state secret is about my former fiancé, it is a clue, is all.  About the damage that relationship did to my head and brain.  It is referenced in the movie, The Green Mile, with Percy Wetmore torturing a man at his own execution.  It basically reads, look at what this man did to her head, mind, and brain.

The two girls that John Coffey is sentenced to prison for killing in the movie, The Green Mile, is a real crime, a real murder of children, I’ve seen this man, it is truly gross what this man did to children.  Really gross.  Really upsetting.  Gross.

If I haven’t written this yet, I have written this in my head for quite some time, Michael Clarke Duncan’s death was supposed to tell me, send the message to me, that I should not have my hysterectomy.  The timing of his death is too close to the timing of my surgery.  Do you know what the doctor told me after my hysterectomy?  If I hadn’t had the surgery, I would have been in an Emergency Room in a year.  This is subversive-speak.

If anyone wants to know.  I worked in my garden today.  I cutback the crotons along my path because they were not proportionate.  It is basic gardening design, the plants in front should not be taller than the hedge behind them.  I removed some of the other plants because they are a plant – what’s the word again? – that sends runners (actually what they are called), runner roots, creating more plants.  It is better to remove them so that you don’t have plant on top on plant.  It was too crowded for the plants; they were so crowded they were on top of one another.  This is the difference between a gardener and lawn maintenance.  A gardener weeds, cuts back, reorganized if necessary and so on.  Lawn Maintenance just cuts the grass.  What people have a gardener?  Wealthy people.

If you go through my phone calls from when I worked at Disney the first time, it shouldn’t be that difficult to go through the reservations I made that had the dining plan, it would be in the word choices, probably in the notes.  It is something I started doing after problems, I wrote in the notes everything a person in Guest Services told me to either tell the guest, or what the policy would be, Guest Services most often did not take over phone calls, they relayed messages.  Word choices.  I was consistent with word choices.  Not as a copy, look at it more like policy.

The bomb strapped to the leg of the man in the movie, Zero Dark Thirty, what does this tell anyone?  Do you think it is a bomb?  Code: socks, argyle socks.  Not a joke, this is what it tells me and reads to me argyle socks.  Pastel colored, subdued in tone.

If you think a man had more than a crush on me (this is different from the movie in Leap Year) it would be from the photograph that was taken of me, my mother, my brother, a French tour escort, and some exchange students.  I wore white shorts, a mauve-ish short-sleeved t-shirt, sunglasses, and shoes that looked white however, they were metallic, a light silver, that looked like spun metallic thread, I got them because no one else had something like them.  They were a Ked knock-off style with a pointy toe.  This photo was on the key chain that had the key to our safety deposit box.

My mother bought honey in New Zealand, different types of honey, one of them was a powered honey.  They pulled my mother aside at the airport, I think she had to mail the honey.

Santiago, from the movie, A Few Good Men, his name is code: S, like an S hook you hang plants from, AN, my father’s initials, TIA, Tampa International Airport, go, as in go, it can also be crossed out it is not always used.

Has a little thing for her, bless him, he has learning difficulties, from the movie Leap Year, this is about the man that is also in the movie at the airport in the beginning sequence of the movie, Love Actually, he is referenced too often for it not to be true, as in he believes in me, believes I do good work, he reads people, and they read in ways that is not always something that can be described in words.  My reaction to him without watching the movie again is pretty close to how I would have responded to him in real life, it is seen in the movie, The English Patient, between Hana and Kip when he lets his hair down.  Isn’t it in a church?  When he lets his hair down?

The English Patient, I mean honestly where would the movie industry be if they did have me in everything, The English Patient is about the burn I got on my leg that my cat Barney (the most proper, dignified, and respectable Englishman if ever there was a cat) healed, or at least helped me, after I sat down in a chair after my leg was wrapped in gauze and he sat in my lap with a knowing and almost like a timer went off in his head jumped down off of my lap, and I never had any pain from the burn.

Don’t confuse the storytelling of movies with actors’ real lives.  When Almasay tells Katherine Clifton his favorite body part is at her neck, and places water there – this is a cup, like the holy grail.

I feel our talks have become a burden to you, from the movie, The Remains of The Day is about me wanting to – again – change shifts from nighttime to daytime.

I am tired of writing, at present.

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July 2, 2019

If this photograph is real, if this house explosion actually occurred it looks like the homeowner did it.  It was not an attack.  Not that anyone is asking me, I am just telling you.  It looks like the homeowner did it themselves, and they are looking for sympathy.

Why they feel they need sympathy, I have no idea.  They don’t look like they need sympathy to me.

Did this actually occur after I left the building?  If so, then it is a knit navy hat, again.  They did it to prove a point, if this is true and correct.

I told you so.

Did you just make this up?  Or, is it real?

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July 2, 2019

What the fucks her problem?!  Said the same black man that had me written up in HR because I believe people have a right to know when others around me are cheating by using air tricks.  He’s the problem.

Then, a white woman with dark hair told me I had to wear a safety vest when I came back to the location where the bathrooms are.  These two are the same person.  There the problem.

The agency would like to rescind their job offer.  This voice they spoke over and over to me after I wrote about how much I do not like my job.  THIS IS A PROBLEM.  I was again being truthful about how a night of work made me feel, and they are punishing me for it.

They have refused to give me a dayshift at Amazon, and I cannot get another job any place else.  Unemployed, in Greenland, from the movie, Princess Bride.

I refuse to stay alive in this way any longer.  I want to be up during the day and asleep at night like a normal person, again.  I’ve had enough.

That FBI man does not know how to work with me, and I have no feelings for him.  I have no respect for him.  I cannot love him, anymore.

Why they have been using me as a therapist and counselor to David, Brianna, and Courtney, I have no idea.  I know how to add one plus one, does that mean I should be working as an accountant?!

They want me to believe Courtney finally admitted to being gay, it would be the reason why David has never truthfully loved her.  I never liked Courtney, I never liked Brianna, I have no idea why I am being denied a dayshift.

What a waste of years of your life David, I am sorry for you.  They would have read it in Courtney that she had underlying lesbian problems she hadn’t admitted to, and they were using you to get to me by placing you two together.

I would rather die than be untruthful.

I am beyond upset about being denied a dayshift again.

Better to be dead than work as someone’s therapist that I do not like.

I’ve made my decision.

Good-bye.

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June 30, 2019

God, what a miserable place to work!  I hate it there!  I have to wear an earring in my nose now?!  What the fuck is that cunt doing in my face and in my nose?!  God, I hate that job!

David, have you actually slept with Courtney?!  Yuck!  You look so gross to me!  You know what you look like?!  I am your sexual surrogate.  You use me for emotional sex.  You are able to have long-term relationships only because you have been around me as well, talking with me, spying on me, it has allowed you to fulfill an emotional part of your brain.  Why else would a man accept a job where he monitors if the floors are clean or not, if the laundry is done or not, unless he actually wanted to be living with her?  I am not some random person you don’t know.

You use me to fulfill the emotional part of sex while you sleep and have actual sex with another woman – GROSS!

Why is it my boyfriend is the only man who does not like to see me hurt with the – ANYTHING?!

THAT’S WHY HE IS MY BOYFRIEND!  HE DOESN’T WANT ME HARMED IN ANY WAY! 

WHERE ARE DAVID HAS NO PROBLEM WITH HURTING ME, DEGRADING ME, HUMILATING ME, OR UGLIFYING ME!

Your sick.  You need help.

I actually do not get a choice.  You do.  You need help David!

Get that stupid FBI man and his stupid dumb ass nothing of a lousy fuck away from me!  I have no respect for him any longer.  You treated me like a nothing.  What a terrible, horrible thing to do to a person!  You had no cause whatsoever!  It is a hurdle; I will not get over.

Courtney wants me dead, she told me so when I left work tonight.

You people are sick.

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June 29, 2019

This is really my full-time occupation, well, I am not apologizing anymore.  If you thought that the line of dialogue in Sherlock, telling you would be playing fair, I’m not playing fair anymore, was really about being vicious, mean, back-stabbing or anything else other than CODE, you were wrong.

The line of dialogue reads: I’m not playing fair anymore – I’m not playing, the music in Cherith’s heart and mind are no longer playing.  Fair – this is a musical fair; I don’t know every single music fair there is in Great Britain.

I’m not playing fair, the music is no longer playing in Cherith’s heart and mind just as is referenced in the movie, Australia, in the line of dialogue, sing you back to me.  Why else would it be a child actor that says the line, sing you back to me?

If you have been creating scripts at work just to be mean because of a line of dialogue in Sherlock, you’re dumb.  If you have been designing games for me to play just so they are purposefully unwinnable because of Sherlock, you’re dumb.

I would apologize for your idiocy, but your asinine actions speak for themselves!

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June 29, 2019

Do you all realize, yet what a mistake it was to allow this character of Chelsea Manning to perpetuate in the news and around me?  Do you realize the mistake of allowing Chelsea Manning to tell me I am on a final written warning because – I WAS FOR SUPPORTING OUR WHITE HOUSE AND THE UNITED STATES?!!

DO YOU FUCKING REALIZE IT YET?!  HAVE YOUR FUCKING EYES BEEN OPENED YET?!

YOU HAD A CHELSEA, A TRANSGENDER, A WOMAN TELL ME TO MAINTAIN MY WEIGHT BECAUSE I INSISTED ON THE WHITE HOUSE!  DO YOU YET HAVE ANY COMPREHENSION THE FUCKING MISTAKE THAT WAS?  TO WHOM DO YOU THINK SHE OFFERED, MADE A DEAL, AND GAVE PROTECTION TO THROUGH ME, A WOMAN, AN AMERICAN WOMAN?!

IT AIN’T THE FUCKING POPE!

YOU ALLOWED THIS STUPID, CHELSEA PERSON TO GIVE A MAN, MOST LIKELY, MIDDLE-EASTERN, PROTECTION, THROUGH ME THROUGH THE GODDAMN NYE, STOCK MARKET EXCHANGE, IN STOCKS AND BONDS, AND OTHER MEANS, JESUS CHRIST, TO FUND HIS MEANS OF KILLING OUR MEN AND WOMEN AND ALLIES!  YOU GODDMAN FUCKING MORONS!

I WANT “CASEY’ TO START HAVING TO ATTENED EVERY FUNERAL OF OUR MEN AND WOMEN AND OUR ALLIES!  BECAUSE YOU DON’T GET TO ATTEND THE FUNERALS OF OUR INTELLIGENCE BECAUSE YOU DON’T GET TO KNOW THEIR REAL FUCKING JOBS!

I WANT ALL THESE STUPID FUCKS, INCLUDING, BUT NOT LIMITED TO, DAVID, COURTNEY, BRIANNA, EDISON, AND EVERYONE WHO HAS BEEN INVOLVED AT MY EMPLOYMENT SINCE 2013, AND SPECIFICALLY SINCE 2016 TO ATTEND THESE FUNERALS OF OUR MILITARY MEN AND WOMEN!  BECAUSE YOU DON’T GET TO ATTEND THE FUNERALS OF OUR INTELLIGENCE!  YOU’LL NEVER KNOW THEIR REAL JOBS!  AND ANYTHING YOU DO TO ME – WILL BE SEEN!

I AM FUCKING MAD AS FUCKING HELL!  JESUS FUCKING CHRIST!  YOU WILL REGRET THE TIME YOU THOUGHT YOU WERE SMARTER THAN ME!

I SWEAR TO CHRIST ALMIGHTY WHY IS IT MY BOYFRIEND A MURDER OF MEN AND WOMEN IS THE ONLY ONE WHO HAS BEEN FUCKING SMART ENOUGH TO KNOW WHAT HAS BEEN GOING ON HAS BEEN CRIMINAL?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WELL, LOOKS LIKE HE NEVER WAS A REAL MURDERER!  BECAUSE HE IS THE FIRST MAN TO HAVE WANTED A STOP TO ALL THESE KILLINGS BECAUSE OF WHAT HE SAW WITH THAT OTHER MAN’S FATHER’S DEATH!  AND YOU WANT TO QUESTION IT?!  MAKE SURE THAT HE IS FOR REAL?!  BECAUSE MY BOYFIREND WANTED TO MAKE SURE THAT ANOTHER MAN’S FATHER WAS NOT MURDERED BECAUSE OF WHAT COULD HAPPEN AROUND ME?!

WHAT THE FUCK?!

JESUS CHRIST?!

ARE YOU ALL FUCKING INSANE?!  DO YOU REALLY WANT THESE FUCKING TERRORISTS TO WIN?!

I SURE AS FUCK DO NOT!

NONE OF YOU GET UPSET AT ALL THAT THESE MEN AND WOMEN DIE JUST BECAUSE OF WHAT YOU’VE DONE TO ME?!  NONE OF YOU?!

I HOPE NO ONE RETALIATES AGAINST YOU BY KILLING ANYMORE PEOPLE LIKE THEY DID WITH MY MOTHER JUST BECAUSE SHE LOVED – PEOPLE!

I SWEAR TO CHRIST IF YOU DON’T SMARTEN UP…!

CODE: OVER 120 POUNDS, LBS. , 1992!  PLACE ANOTHER THREAT ON MY BROTHER AGAIN AND IF I HAVE TO COME BACK FROM THE DEAD – I WILL!

TAKE THIS OFF MY GODDAMN BROTHER BEFORE MORE PEOPLE GET HURT!

YOU PEOPLE ATTEND THEIR FUNERALS!  I WON’T!  BECAUSE I DON’T SEND THEM TO THEIR GRAVES!

I SEND OUR GODDAMN ENEMIES TO THEIR GRAVES!

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June 29, 2019

I have no idea why anyone would find this interesting to read, but this is true, this did happen.  We were in a home, another person’s home, that detail is unimportant to me, whose home it was, I believe it was in Clearwater, Florida.  If any other family member was there with me, I only remember my mother being with me.

It was work-related for my mother, about exchange students.  There were probably, no joke, close to thirty people there, it was spacious, and people were seated everywhere, so it was crowded.  A man started to talk, he looked some-what middle eastern, and said the reason women are completely covered from head to toe was to protect women from, get this, wrinkling.  Women in his country were not wrinkled like women here.  AND, I STARTED A FIGHT, RIGHT THEN AND THERE!

I spoke up because it is completely illogical.  Not for religious reasons, for superficial reasons such as no wrinkles?!  What a stupid, stupid thing to say!  Who knows what that was about?  It would have been about 1986, 1987, or perhaps 1988.

It is probably the reason there is a pug dog, Percy in the Disney movie, Pocahontas.  It probably does somehow reference or has connections to the movie Percy Jackson because I always liked that movie.  Is there not a movie I am not in somehow?

And, he did shut up because I spoke up!  And, yeah, I am still upset by it and about it!

I STARTED A FIGHT; YOU BETTER FUCKING BELIEVE IT!